tw - Why is walking in grocery shops my hobby? - food vlog 

ED are so weird ! One of my rules is I have to drink 800ml of water right after I wake up and can’t drink or eat anything else until I finish it. Why 800ml ? No idea 😆 I track all my water intake on my phone and drink about 4 liters a day which makes me look bloated ! Also I know I’m getting worse when everything I eat has to be in my Hello Kitty and Rillakuma bowls, I have many of them for soup, fruits, snacks. Even if it’s the same serving size, won’t eat it on a regular plate 🤷‍♀️😆 So weird and annoying! I love love the mini pot ! I genuinely think food is better worth it when it’s serve in a cute way !!! Stay safe and take care hon 💜

I'm so glad you switched to almond milk! It's good for you, really fortified with nutrients without the extra fat and other stuff. I wish you the best

As some with high risk of developing an ED , i should say that ed’s can be show in many ways and its different in each people , but the syntomps are the same but show in a different way.

That little pot is soooooo flippin' cute

the protein bar you choose in the grocery store is my all-time fave, I love the chewy consistence !!

I love the sweaters you're wearing! They look so cozy!

I can relate to your thoughts on sugary food SOO much!!

The tiny pot is amazing ❤

one of my favvvvv dinner recipes/ safe foods since im vegetarian is egg white with tomatoes and banna pepers when its all cooked together i just feel sooooo happy its soo good .

i feel u on the sugar thing everything my dad buys has like millions of grams of sugar i js wanna eat sugar free stuff😭

I got super obsessed with grocery stores when I was at my worst too - I think it’s your starved brain getting stuck on food. Some people watch tons of cooking or mukbang videos, but I can’t stand the chewing.

your diner looks so good wow

I LOVEEEEEE GROCERY SHOPPING SM

The oatmeal looks so pretty! But I have an ED too, and also gained some weight(3kg) but somehow I actually got thinner but I don’t exercise so I don’t know what to do! Cuz I wanna lose the weight but recently my sister thought I was under 36 kg when I’m actually 9 kg more than that.

I genuinely love your haircut so much

Going on a low carb and sugar free diet is soo hard... I know it very well. I haven't eaten ANY sugar like white sugar, brown sugar, glucose, fructose ecc for I think an entire year and that was a fucking nightmare. Now I eat it but when I do I always feel sick then... very sick. Nobody knows about this but I eat it cause I crave it. I know I shouldn't do that, it's like my body doesn't want it but my mind yes, I kinda want to eat normally now but I can't. Fortunately I was able to ignore my cravings for a year but that leads me at this point. If I could choose now for my old self I would never do such thing. I wish I could go back. Never even know what an Ed is. Sorry if there are grammatical errors I'm not English nor American. I wish you all to understand that this rules are not yours rules. You are not in control. At all. Somebody else is controlling you and please stop listening to him. Just be free, be wild. You can I'm sure♥️

im so obsessed w the utensils/pots u use omg!! I've been rlly wanting to do vlogs like these but im scared :/ lol

I smell DEUTSCH 🤭

I just want to say I struggle with the same things and thought :(. I like to rewatch your videos because they comfort me in a way and sometimes I feel like we're the same person lol. Anyways, I haven't see anything or heard anything in a while and hope you're doing well. Lots of hugs

Pepsi max is so yummy I get stacks of it when I’m feeling food repulsed

Sorry for being a little late your video, but I enjoyed the vlog and I think walking in grocery shops is my hobby too : )

ngl im proud of myself i ate 900 cals today and burned off 400 so i had 500 cals today, today is the first day of me restricting, im proud of myself tho! i had a protein filled meal for lunch and for snack too.

So cute! What editing app do u use?

this is so off topic but i had the same proteinbar as you today hahah

i just realized we live in the same country

Hi dear you are so not mess up!! Are you vegan BTW? I tried to be, it made everything worse for me and my disorder like also too many choices for milk...so I just got rid of the others went back to dairy lol. You would like coconut or oat milk a lot I think. Right now I am trying to find a plan for eating that would work for me. Is it ok, you think, to eat even if jo appetite? My body is still so out of whack

Hey :) can someone pls tell me what song that is?

Can you teach the recipe for your porridge?

coke zero, but pepsi max is good too :)

I'm team diet dr pepper😌

I am cheese lover but my ed wont let me cuz its soo high in calories anyone knows some low cal cheese please? Like lower than 350. Withnout cheese i am going crazy🙂

Wait are you swiss?!