You're a self-proclaimed honored war vet cause you don't put poison in your body anymore like normal people? You're playing the sociopath card people handed out to you just perfectly. Maybe think twice before saying that phrase out loud again.
She's very honest, self-depreciating, and realistic about herself. I appreciate her ability to be so introspective in her work to survive well in this crazy life.
Couple years of healing and she would make one hell of a drug counselor and motivational speaker . Great strength and convictions in this young lady. BTDT & recovered
i hope your still staying strong. I`ve been sober for 12 years now & i can promise you the first 3 months are the toughest when it comes to withdrawl. You got this!
@@BeefNBroc i fee you so much! it took me 8 relapses to actually make it to 12 years. What helped me the most was to take it second by second (literally second by second), just reminding myself i just have to make it through the next second and not the whole day. I also calld in sick at work and isolated myself for 2 weeks. BUt no matter how you do it an dno matter how many tries it will take you, You Got This!
just so you know i`m still thinking of you, hope you are doing alright. I fully believe in you!! And i hope you know that you deserve to get better, healthy and happy!
Love how when Mark asked her about herself, she kept bringing the convo back to sobriety. That's a young lady who I can take seriously. Well done getting sober and giving sobriety a chance to resonate, Savannah 👌😊
Agreed! It came off a bit like he enjoyed her living a hectic life, her sex stories, etc. It was cool to see her redirect those lame questions about a difficult time in her life. She’s come a long way and very self aware. Wishing her the best!
Her transparency is so endearing. most people would expect to click on a video of a recovering addict whose 8 months sober & probably expect them to have done a full 180 & be raving about how amazing they feel being sober. Savannah is so raw and thats why i like her. Shes like, "nah.. it sucks. its unbearable." And thats a feeling thats always a part of recovery. Im hoping she stays sober and finds peace with her mental health. Shes naturally a chaotic person but that doesnt mean she cant find a balance in a crazy world. We are all rooting for you Savannah, youre doing great ❤️
Legitimately woke up this morning seeing Savannah's follow up thumbnail and was super happy knowing she is probably sober now. Congratulations on a better life.
She's also self absorbed, pompous, narcissistic and callus lol. Typical airhead bimbo that made terrible decisions most of her life because she was pretty enough to get away with it. *This is the long term effects and I don't find her to be smart, self-ware, and honest whatsoever.* That's why she's saying these things so "matter of fact". As if obnoxiously outing yourself for something washes away the sins and destruction. *People take media too seriously and I personally absorb absolutely none of it.* It's all advertising and make believe, even documentaries.
Oh I love what you said, it's always the people you least expect Mark has a way of interviewing his subjects that illicit something raw, not fluffy, not for the cameras, just genuine interviewing
7 years sober life is still not the same. Sometimes I wonder why I quit drinking. I lost all my social life and became anhedonic/agoraphobic. If you’ve consistently used in your teens into adulthood your brain hasn’t completely formed and it is forever altered. Rehabs, therapy, meds etc are merely crutches not cures. You will never be what you would or could have been. Don’t deny it. Just one day at a time is all you can do. Just try to be better than you were the day before. Things that do help mitigate the stresses - anxieties from this massive adjustment hands down is regular exercise - healthy diet and gut health is huge. Not many realize that most serotonin is produced in our gut microbiome. Focus on you because when it really comes down to it you’re the only one that has your back. Every day we have choices and those choices no matter how big or small have consequences. Make the right choices through being mindful and your path will align in such a way that is manageable. Best of luck to all that struggle with addiction. It’s not easy, you really have to want it. Without that you’re pissing in the wind.
@@talulatree5297Me neither. You are not alone. It’s like pulling teeth to make myself go to work and then I just want to get back home. I sit in my backyard alone a lot. I understand and wish you the best.
Plenty of people are feral, all on their own. I had to realize it’s not a compliment. I know what she means, because this happened to me a million times. If you have some type of empathy and/or nurturing qualities, or you resemble the beauty ideal of the day, partners instinctively act like you’re necessary for survival. If you have both, watch out! You see how people with substance use disorders can act when we think drugs are necessary for survival. It’s some By Any Means Necessary shyt.
Im 5 years sober and its absolutely been the hardest thing ive done in my life Recovery is not about giving something up, Recovery is about taking everything back. Good job for you for getting sober keep it up you can do it 💪🏽❤
Savannah, I like how you said , “My mother’s not important “. I feel the same about mine. Deflect negative comments. They don’t define you. God Bless you in your future endeavors❤
I'm old and I'm just getting to that point. Instead of letting her remarks hurt, I say, 'what she said wasn't important.' But at some point, you have to free yourself of the whole thing. Savannah is right.
@@DubElementMusic But you still get an insight on what makes people tick. And how they came to be the person that is speaking to millions. Being human is a wild ride - more so for some
@@justyne8627 Being a human is what a human makes of it. Nevertheless, of course it is not an honest 1-on-1 conversation with the psychologist, but rather an exhibition because everyone knows that countless people see this. I would therefore never say that this format is the pinnacle of honesty. On the one hand, it's nice to see that people are given a platform to express themselves, but on the other hand, it's often like a freak show or a human zoo, depending on how you look at it, I wouldn't prefer either of these extremes, it's just interesting and superficial
@DubElementMusic Have to differ on its being superficial. Some of these stories have opened my eyes. Others, I wonder if they're paid actors. A good ? is: when is anybody being real? We adopt a persona with different family and friends. We aren't necessarily the same person alone moment to moment. Some lie to psychs and at confession. Life is so faceted, you can't capture it. This is as deep as it gets. Hope the comments don't get axed cause I appreciate all those too. Even for mine, in an hr or so, I may thnk: wait, I didn't really mean it that way. Not shallow. Just human.
I struggled with alcohol abuse in my early 20s. I was also in an abusive relationship he was also an alcoholic We went our separate ways. I'm currently almost three years sober I never struggled with Depression and anxiety Until I started drinking. I haven't touched a drop of alcohol in three years or drugs and I still struggle with Depression and anxiety I finally just got my license which took me. A very long time to get I finally got a job last year But my anxiety was too much Thank you for sharing your story you're such a beautiful woman People don't realize everybody has problems no matter what you look like
I can relate to most things she said. I’m 5.5 years sober today. I really like this girl and I wish her nothing but happiness and success! Great interview, Thank you both!
Congratulations on sobriety. Life does get better. I promise. I cannot suggest enough to get into a program that will help you deal with your past shame and trauma. 6.5 years sober here through AA and of course, God! I don’t believe relapse is a part of recovery. It does not have to be.
Been longer for me and life is awesome. Better than when I was drinking/using. I have hobbies and I don't live in fear and stress everyday. The Promises are real. For me they took longer, but they did materialize.
Listen, my friend you are so right. Relapse is not a part of recovery. It’s the complete opposite of recovery. Relapse can be a part of someone’s testimony and it is a part of mine. It does not mean it has to be in every testimony and someone who is trying to get clean this belief that relapse is just a part of recovery could hurt them.
Savannah is a sweetheart, I can't help but like her. Very raw, very real, seems like she has a lot of introspection and knows what she needs to do. Good update.
Hi Savannah. I just watched your video. I just want to tell you that, despite never meeting you, I am proud of your outlook and accomplishments while on the path of sobriety. You have a lot of self awareness and your honesty is refreshing! 🎉
I commented on your second party video and commenting again… I am so proud to hear this! Still so beautiful and positive; seriously an inspiration and relatable! GIRL. You got this, remember how much these last nine months have felt and remember what you’ve had to go through to get where you’re at today. You deserve to be on this earth and you deserve to be happy, have a career and a life!
I just find her to be such an attractive girl. I have to admit, yes, she’s gorgeous but it’s her personality and the way she talks and carries herself that makes her gorgeous. Beauty is not always on the outside, inside is what really matters and counts! … you got it all girlfriend. I hope you feel grateful and appreciative to the life you have and the things you have been through have only made you who you are today and so much stronger. I’m rooting for your happy ending! 🤍
I’m 4 years sober from being a functioning but raging alcoholic and this hits the nail on the head in many ways. I wish her the best of luck. Once you start putting the puzzle pieces together of what, when, why and how you function it starts to get easier. Life is really hard. 🤟🏻
The level of awareness and strength Savannah has is impeccable. Yes, there are struggles underneath, but she radiates that she want to live her best life. As soon as she finds her potential and sees a clear path (perhaps with the right therapy), nothing can and will stop her! All the best Savannah.
Hi Savannah, I feel like you’ll probably be checking out the comments and I just wanted to say congrats on sobriety, that is something to be really proud of. Also I find you very inspiring ❤
I'm two weeks from 7 years sober and it was the best thing I ever did. But as the saying goes "the best thing about sobriety is feeling all the feelings, the worst thing about sobriety is feeling all the feelings".
@@talulatree5297Again, me too, Talula, and I am just beginning to be sober. I can totally relate. I am (laugh) just focusing on trying to hold on to my job and keep my mouth shut currently.
Literally some guy told me I BPD 10 years ago maybe 15 years ago and so I did DBT for like 10 years when I thought I had BPD when I tell you it was way worse everything felt way worse I literally just have OCD but it felt so much worse when I thought I had BPD
@@Alicia-vq8jg I feel that. I did DBT twice for several years and it helped a bit but then began to be very invalidating and frustrating. I think I have autism (or even AuDHD but I think I just can't focus due to CPTSD rather than ADHD.) DBT doesn't work great for autism, so it would make sense. Look into autism in women symptoms.
Amazing. Super relatable I know that clarity and beam of happiness from beating what you always assumed you never stood a chance against. I'm not sober in the same way but in regards to my demons I'm 5 years with 1 relapse so unfortunately I'm back to three months. I'm glad I relapsed , it showed me what I was and reminded me of the price of it all and remotivated me. I'm looking forward to feeling the feeling this interview gives out. Best content Ive seen here
8 months sober from alcohol. I also have borderline personality disorder, and struggle with it exactly like her. I did watch her video last time and it’s nice see her sober and free from all of her demons! My friend, please heal and be positive with yourself! Life may be hard sometimes, but never give up and live your fullest life! Many blessings and love and peace your way! Love Jamie
Great to see you again Savannah !! CONGRATULATIONS on being and staying sober this long !!! it is hard ; it is a looong road but doable !!!! Wishing you the best !! ~~AMANDA lots of love and support from the Winnipeg , Manitoba, Canada 🇨🇦 🇨🇦🇨🇦
Life is rough... A lot of people, if they're not happy they don't want you to be happy..... Keep on being strong and take One Day at a Time.... I am proud of you.
Savannah is a classic and very intelligent woman. Her potential is off the charts. Please keep in touch with her. She deserves great respect and admiration.
Savannah you are doing awesome being sober for 8.5 months and I am very proud of you. You are my absolute favorite person on Soft White Underbelly. Do your best not to relapse, but if you do, that is just part of getting sober and not the end of the world. Start over and get sober again, trying to go longer than you did before the relapse. That's how I did it and now I have almost 9 years sober. I can see you are fighting back a panic attack during this video, and I am sorry you have gone through so much the last few days before this. By not already relapsing, it shows how strong you are that you went through those things and remained sober. Ignore the people that call you names and say mean things. My Dad called me a piece of sh*t to my face every time I saw him while I was addicted, and after I was clean. All while he was calling me that for being addicted, he was a raging violent alcoholic. So the people calling you names, have no right to do so. Most are sh*tty people themselves.
Great to see an update, I’m w/ you girl. Not on the BP, but other mental health things. Along w/ prior substance / alcohol abuse disorder.. Hang IN THERE!! 🙏🏻
Had me tearing up from the very beginning. And gave me so much strength. Funny to say my thought process thinking if this girl can do it then I sure as hell can also. I have so much love for this girl . Hope she keeps rockin and rolling, she’s a hero 🫶
You're a beautiful soul, and I'm so happy that you are still sober and doing well! I've watched a lot of people's stories on here, and your story to do with addiction, trauma, and mental illness is the most relatable to me. I wish you all the most beautiful things that your life WILL BE!!! ✨️ 💕 ❤️
Time to heal those deep wounds girl. It’s a huge work but quietly in the background stability starts to build till one day you find a true and deep balance.
Watching these videos make me so glad I can moderate. I have the same issues as she does but far too many responsibilities to not be present the next day. Almost 50 years old and feel a lot calmer. Less anxiety but adhd is always a struggle. Wish you all the best my dear ❤
Savannah, you are so self reflective, so deep, and so honest. The world needs more people like you. Im rooting for you, hard. Don’t give up, don’t give in. And don’t depend on anyone but you.
3 years sober after 10 years cycle of drinking and hangover until life became hell. Greetings to all who made it and to those who didn't but at least try to think about tryin. So much love to You Savannah and to You Mark! Keep it up! Sending positive vibes from poland!
I do not drink for 5 years. In a beginning it is super hard to forget the habit, but month by month everything is getting easier. Sometimes I still have panic attacks. My rule: If you can't drink, don't drink at all.
I'm a very high functioning alcoholic and sobriety seems like a fantasy to me too. I don't think that I'm ready to get sober but I'm grateful to know that there's a medication that might help me if I decide to go that route.
Man, I think my mind is racing at a 100 mph/h, but her speeding mind is at a whole other level. But it's good to see that she's sober and I hope she keeps on fighting to stay that way. Hope she has good friends that can support her. And it's always nice to see when someone is this honest and authentic.
Hey Savannah! I remember your last interview and wow! what a difference I see now. It’s really amazing you’re sober even when you were in an abusive relationship. Mark is definitely right. You are a lot of guys dream girl and don’t let anyone say otherwise. I hope to see another interview with you soon. Much love ❤️
What a beautiful soul! We all change at some point in our life when we truly want it. I pray for her to continue this positive journey and spread the word of sobriety!
I didn't understand why people said you were lying! Congratulations on being sober! Keep your life as simple and easy as you can. It makes life less hard.
First. So proud of you this is a good time for you to be sober. Busting out of an abusive relationship is just as hard to do as alot of human challenges. Keep going!
Thank you for this interview! I love how honest you are Savannah. Please don’t give a second thought to anyone being unkind to you. Congratulations on your hard work and keep it up!!!!! You are a smart and beautiful person inside and out.
Very proud of you, Savannah! You're as beautiful as always! Wish you the best and I hope that you maintain the will to stay away from alcohol. It's such a horrible drug & the fact that society accepts it so freely makes it that much worse!
Congratulations on your sobriety! I have 24 years and would have been dead a couple of decades ago. When it gets challenging, just remind yourself it's one day at a time. I also did it without AA because I didn't want to hear about alcohol all the time; it's a personal journey and don't let anyone tell you that you're doing it wrong.
Savannah, Thank you so much for sharing your story. I am a child of 2 alcoholic parents that have both died of surosis. My mom was also anorexic. I have heard lots of life stories about alcoholism but not with anrexia/bulimia as well. My mom died at 50 years old and I was 17. I am now 37. I am still so deeply sad and hurt from what happened. Not having the other parent to help support the situation definitely did not help. I am so sorry for what happened to you in your life. Congrats on your sobriety. Even if you aren't anymore, making it months is an accomplishment. You have so much ahead of you and have so much you could teach us about addiction and life in general. I believe eating disorders are definitely going to excelerate health issues in general but especially with alcohol. I hope you don't die early like my parents did. I hope you find peace in life and are happy. Thank you Mark, for all that you put into this!
I’m soooo happy Savannah is back! ❤ I’ve really thought about her since I saw her last video. She IS a beautiful young lady but, she is also smart, self aware and she seems to have a kind heart. Savannah - if you ever see this, I am so happy that you are sober. I’m just a Grandma in South Carolina that is cheering you on.
Good on you getting sober. You come across as a highly intelligent, very articulate lady who could do anything you desire. I'm confident there's good things coming your way...
We all have our faults but it's all how you handle trying to correct them 💪Much props on her 8 months of sobriety!! Savannah seems like such an awesome person!! 😍
As a nurse please be careful going cold turkey on alcohol. That could kill you. You need to be in a facility where you are safe and have a treatment plan to address withdrawal.
THANK YOU ❤ for saying that. I’ve seen people do YT diaries about detoxing from alcohol at home, and I get so scared for them! I was in treatment for “hard drugs,” and the scariest detox I ever saw was from alcohol! This older woman had a seizure, and another patient dove down and caught her head, before it hit the cement. I saw this happened to the same person more than once there and another person, too, she could easily have died from the blow to the head that could’ve happened if he hadn’t caught her. .I hope you will comment on some of these blogs before it’s too late! I can tell that from watching that the people doing this are really seriously ill, sometimes. I’ve seen serious complications happen to a lot of people, both in treatment and when I worked in the treatment field for a short time NowI have a health issue, and I’m studying until I can work again, but most people need to be in a medical treatment setting to detox from alcohol…even some frat boys and “average” college kids are drinking at that level, but especially if you know you’re addicted don’t go to some non-medical treatment or stay home to detox please, if you can help it!
While you are correct, forced rehab rarely works, and rehab facilities can be extremely traumatizing. A lot of people also don't have access to such facilities and so if its between potentially ODing or potentially dying from trying to get sober, I would choose the sobriety option.
I know pretty privilege exists, but fuck it I LOVE THIS GIRL! By far my favorite on this channel. So beautiful inside and out... intelligent... and honest. She's giving me light Paris Hilton vibes. I wish her the best and brightest future imaginable.
I’m 3 years sober. I’ll do everything in my power to never go back. She’s right, the hard days sober are easier than the hard days using. It’s an easy thing to forget when go through hard times in sobriety.
I can relate to this girl so much!! I have BPD and I'm in recovery as well! Never went to rehab. It's so crazy to hear someone else describe how you feel. Much love to you sweetie. Continue to stay sober, you got this for sure!!💯❤️
I’m the same way. I can’t believe it but I’m almost 3 years sober from alcohol. If I can do it, so can you! I’m so proud of all your progress. Get excited about all the new ways you’re going to experience old things in a new and beautiful life & now you can make up for all that lost time. ❤❤❤ you got this!
If a person wants sobriety, bad enough, and learn to love themselves, and the hell, with what other people think, they can be on their way to sobriety, and know that the struggle is worth saving their life. I went through, drugs, traumas, tragic deaths of loved ones and friends. I was a mess, but got the proper help, I so badly needed. Twenty years later, I still have bouts of anxiety, but use my learned, coping skills.
She's very self aware and reflective, which is something so many people need to do better at. I think you're doing awesome, 30 here and I quit nicotine earlier this year. Still can't drop alcohol, thank you for the inspiration.
One point about Anabuse: it is very damaging to your liver. Doctors say it causes less liver damage than alcohol, but it's not completely free from side effects.
