What A Day As A Cocaine Alcoholic Addict Was Like

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What A Day As A Cocaine Alcoholic Addict Was Like, If you are struggling and looking for resources www.aa.org and www.na.org are great resources to help.
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@EricBZink Месяц назад

Therapy plays a huge role in recovery and life in general adhdonline.com/ericzink/ to get tested for ADHD and more, along with getting connected to psychiatrists and psychologists in your area.

@GeeMoney843 29 дней назад

his monthly addiction was more than my monthly income

@zachquirk467 23 дня назад

Drug addicts usually make more than you do in a month within a few weeks lol

@over-educated-sp 21 день назад

It’s I started balling. That was over 20 years ago.

@k1m3zz 18 дней назад

@@zachquirk467especially cokeheads. not a cheap habit

@Callsignethiopia 10 дней назад

“They never called Scarface a knock”

@erickiyoshiphillips2323 9 дней назад

yeah i spent over 100k in a year and maybe a half. and thats on the lightside

@maleman6029 20 дней назад

Bro that RV dealership sounds wild

@philp414 16 дней назад

Are they hiring?

@cootriley6 14 дней назад

The Wolf of Winnebago coming soon... Starring Leonardo Di Caprio.

@blakethatcher4399 11 дней назад

I imagine any kind of vehicle dealership in a beach town is the pinnacle of greasiness

@gonzothawarrior 10 дней назад

Bro I shop their

@scottstan90210 10 дней назад

fucking insane 600,000 a year

@robertcarruthers7094 Месяц назад

This dude was like rv salesman version of wolf of Wal Street

@Gabzz96 17 дней назад

Honestly

@vertebrita 9 дней назад

40-50k per month

@talorguitarowner5 22 дня назад

13 days today without a drink, I already feel better about everything and cant wait to see what else will improve. Don’t be afraid to talk to the people you care about for help.

@user-yu7uf6nz3r 21 день назад

Stay strong.

@cdjxwubcyex 20 дней назад

That's just a tip of the iceberg, be ready for the real fight ahead of you...

@heidi22209 20 дней назад

Ahh the pink cloud. Enjoy it. And as for talking your feels to family or friends.... ummmmm.. yeah. No

@LK-bz9sk 14 дней назад

Excellent

@burlymugg 9 дней назад

how you doing?

@mahoganyfrshjole4707 27 дней назад

Liquor, rebull, and coke. My heart is beating fast just hearing this!

@richreacts8814 12 дней назад

Dont forget the viagra! 😂 bro’s heart was running marathons

@Iambetterthanyouanduknowit 10 дней назад

@@richreacts8814bro I can’t even drink coffee cause it makes my heart beat too fast this guys railing blow and eating viagra lmao

@iiyyxxnn 10 дней назад

@@Iambetterthanyouanduknowit they even each other out

@tcoom76 10 дней назад

Viagara has to be bad combo it increases blood pressure as well

@iiyyxxnn 10 дней назад

@@tcoom76 no it lowers it its a blood pressure medication, i originally thought it was a heart attack pill as well

@vanillagorrilla 9 дней назад

When the drugs stop being fun but makes you feel normal……is the time you need to reevaluate life

@larae6885 6 дней назад

Such a real statement. It's not even fun anymore 😢😢I know it's time to stop

@miamiglia 5 дней назад

Such a true statement

@vanillagorrilla 4 дня назад

@@miamiglia I talk from experience I was one of the worst drug addicts possible I spent 15yrs of my life in prison and 25 yrs chasing heroin and crack I’m now 11yrs clean and do charity work to raise money to get others into rehab and when they get clean there’s a job to go to when they come out…I have over 50 phone numbers of ex addicts who phone me if they feel like they’re going to relapse so I can talk them round or help them deal with the issues bothering them…..I feel like everything I went through was so I could reach the place I’m currently at so I can help others….thats what keeps me clean …knowing I’d be letting everyone down if I messed up….although these days I never think about drugs even in the hardest of situations

@JustinSmith-bs7bu 17 дней назад

This dudes living the dream

@DFogal4 7 дней назад

Living in a dream / nightmare you cannot translate to anyone, because we are trained to think like you, that this is good stuff.

@pavlezharkov 7 дней назад

Pure nightmare

@CrooksyFM 5 дней назад

It would be excellent for about 6 months and if after those 6 months you could just quit with no issues

@Kerplunk990 18 дней назад

600k a year to work with a bunch of crackheads at a dealership. Wow

@EricBZink 18 дней назад

Has changed a lot

@eternalbattle1438 11 дней назад

@@EricBZinkDid you work at a sales department? If so, would so make a video on how to become good at sales?

@Prod.DeathstrokeDMV 7 дней назад

That’s immediately what I thought. And the older generation wonders why the younger generation can’t get ahead? You guys were getting paid hundreds of thousands of dollars to do coke, drink liquor, and bang your receptionist……..things have certainly changed.

@chriskozub8012 6 дней назад

@@EricBZink you’re embellishing those numbers man

@EricBZink 6 дней назад

@@chriskozub8012 not even close I wish I would have stayed in during 2020 people make over that easily till around 2022

@HUGGYDRABITS Месяц назад

How did the company he worked at stay in business for more than a day? Imagine walking in to buy an RV and the staff is yolked out of their mind. I’d walk out.

@yunxgliss 27 дней назад

😂

@HrcoslaF 16 дней назад

And hearing sounds from the bathroom 😂

@THCWorldWide 11 дней назад

coke addicts make great sales people

@Zoggyboyzimmy 11 дней назад

Every single salesman that works for commission is ok coke buddy, you just didn’t notice. Not everyone chews their face off or acts super crazy 😂

@bullittsandbullets1821 10 дней назад

😂

@frankmurphy5 3 месяца назад

Yeah, one day of that at work would be a blast. Everyday, it becomes a nightmare. But the addiction latches on to that one day and makes you chase it until you quit or die.

@Jeff-sp7bg 3 месяца назад

I first used coke in the early 90s for a couple years then it got tough to get around 93-94 like very hard so I quit . The second sting was 2009 -2010. The first thing I noticed was the quality of the stuff was never as good as when I got it in the early 90s. I'm not sure if it was in my head or what but even the very best stuff smelled like gas or paint thinner I assume it was made differently by then. The main reason I stopped was because my heart rhythm was off and it scared the crap out of me. Finished. Done.

@ddesimone9912 3 месяца назад

They beat it to nothing now. Stretching the profits. And pablo is long gone.

@faceoffshorty Месяц назад

Spot onn

@baldersn4474 Месяц назад

It's not a blast though, that one day f--is you up for days..

@baldersn4474 Месяц назад

@ddesimone9912 Well in the UK cocaine purity has risen to 30 too 40 percent now from about 4 percent a few years ago..Would have thought you guys in the States would have way higher but app its not ?

@chasetackett5605 3 месяца назад

Hey man I just want you to know that your videos let me get through a lot of stuff. I'm a recovering cocaine, opiate addict and suffer severe depression. It's nice to know I'm not alone and I love relating to you through your videos

@vrioutlaw5738 21 день назад

Im proud of you wish i had the strength. I started drinking at 13 and am 51 now. I've lost over half of my life, family, friends, jobs so many jobs. I tried my hardest i got to 63 days sober and then ruined it about 3 weeks ago and been on a binge losing everything again. I have a new job to start tomorrow so I'm just sitting here slowly drinking at 11 am today so i can keep the withdrawals off and hopefully get to bed early and eat good today and start my sobriety with a new job i hope and pray i can do it! Praise the Lord give me the strength please!!!

@OoLiiMiiT3D 18 дней назад

Only Jesus can help us. We need to follow him. Its not easy, but possibly. May Jesus set you free and give you faith, strength, and everything

@kevins8386 16 дней назад

How's new job mate

@tiredextremely 12 дней назад

Have you done meetings? They can help with the depression, cuz usually everybody there is as fucked as you are

@6chef367 9 дней назад

you got this friend! don't shame yourself for relapsing, give yourself a pat on the back for trying really hard and try again. you WILL make it, it takes practice

@vrioutlaw5738 9 дней назад

@@kevins8386 so far so good 14 days sober praise the Lord!

@moonkitty555 3 месяца назад

These videos are very informative. Glad this channel showed up. Helps me with some insight on what my clients may be experiencing.

@steelearmstrong9616 3 месяца назад

Channel is growing nicely. Messages are good. Good job

@BrownGeorge-pw2xo 8 дней назад

Alcohol and cigarettes addiction actually destroyed my life. I could remember several years ago after divorce with my wife which brought me into my disastrous journey on Alcohol and cigarettes. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with cptsd. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.

@RobertaSandra-no3dy 8 дней назад

How do i reach out to him? Is he on Instagram

@SharonFalcon-fj7nb 8 дней назад

I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

@DarlingtonFrancis 8 дней назад

From my experience it really works excellently! It doesnt even need to be a full hit. With potent shrooms 2-3 small ones will still make a clear difference. It will be a few hour cosy rumbling moment around rest time, but afterwards its just calm and you feel amazing and gain your freedom. Psilocybin is different dudes, its the only "treatment" I would recommend to someone who genuinely wants to get better. There is no addiction, withdrawal, or negative side effects. It's just pure healing., far more effective than any anti-depressant. You can thank me later

@JesseRobson-dk5cy 8 дней назад

I was horrifically depressed since childhood. It was relentless. I assumed it would ultimately end me somehow. About twelve years ago I randomly accepted the offer from a friend of a few doses of mushrooms. I did them two consecutive nights alone. First night was pretty mild. The second night? Wow. I saw my depression from every angle, realized much. Next day: depression totally gone. Never came back, never coming back. It's like it's a forest far away I can remember, and could probably find again with enough effort, but it has zero impact on anything in my life or mind. They honestly saved my life and improved it immensely. I never did them again, either. I wish there was a good, organized way to administer them to people who would benefit from them.

@sirsmokealot96 7 дней назад

Mushrooms changed my life as well.

@jonesmorales-tu6kq Месяц назад

Ive been sober for 90 days and im craving a couple beers ! But if i drink i cant stop and if i drink i will be snorting cocaine

@tylerkay825 27 дней назад

There is no much thing as just 1. Remember that

@jonesmorales-tu6kq 27 дней назад

@@tylerkay825 I know

@MrSylthas 25 дней назад

hope you managed to keep the sobriety man. Stay strong it will get easier eventually!

@amandarodriguez1605 14 дней назад

Me too bud

@jonesmorales-tu6kq 14 дней назад

@@amandarodriguez1605 stay strong one day at a time ...

@robertsavino7915 13 дней назад

Watching you tell this story makes me believe you're still high. All do respect

@rick-db1wr 10 дней назад

why

@litty4553 3 дня назад

Nah he’s adhd

@tonyjohnson4269 3 дня назад

Ur active addiction life was so similar to mine. I was in the construction business and worked out of town and lived that same life. Couldn’t stand who I had become and put myself into rehab. After rehab immediately started getting connected into AA and found the lord and my life changed immediately. I can’t thank the program enough my life greater than I ever thought was possible.

@aznr0llerx 3 месяца назад

It’s amazing u never got a DUI

@alexanderbayer4348 Месяц назад

He’s lying

@frankirfourfingers 24 дня назад

@@alexanderbayer4348I think so too 🙄

@Udontlikeice 24 дня назад

Bro I got a dui for weed and I didn’t do shit they just pulled me over for smelling like it

@frankirfourfingers 24 дня назад

@@Udontlikeice still don't believe ye,your pants are the only thing smoking.... before they go on fire

@alejandro19800 23 дня назад

He never got a dui because white privilege, if he were latino or black 10 years in prison and probably shot to death!!

@brianslavik2489 10 дней назад

That is wild, thanks for sharing dude!

@JapanSpr94 4 дня назад

Thank you for your transparency and honesty. Condolences for the loss of your wife 💐 Grief can cause an addict to go down a path you can’t come back from. I’m glad that you found and connected to your higher power. 🙏🏿

@Dylanskaizen 17 дней назад

I like this guy he makes so much sense and makes me wanna stay sober 👍🏻

@vanillagorrilla 9 дней назад

11yr clean here…..Welldone with your journey brother it’s always good to see other people who managed to deal with their addiction wether it’s drugs or drink

@MissUnderstoodasAlways 3 месяца назад

Thank you for sharing 🙏🏽

@coreywold669 3 месяца назад

He regurgitates the same shit in every video lol

@adantorres8090 10 дней назад

Stay strong, appreciate your honesty

@kevincoupal7782 2 дня назад

Got a month sober today. Appreciate your videos and honesty man

@Fallout3ProHunter 25 дней назад

Recovering Heroin Addict here, the minute you mentioned "711 on Beach Blvd" I immediately got flashbacks, the one on Beach near Walmart was my hangout spot. Miss HB

@pavlezharkov 7 дней назад

For anyone thinking that this man lived a dream lifestyle, rocking, it is not a laughing matter, alcohol addiction, drug addiction are dreadfull. When you wake up in the middle of the night and see the darkest part of your soul.

@MrC3471 3 дня назад

I relate to a lot of this man. I’m a few years sober now and life is infinitely better

@ChristinaUniverse-lq1ex 9 дней назад

Oh my goodness! This is what killed a close family member of mine.We had no idea just how bad his addiction was until he had a massive heart attack.Excellent to see your still alive!

@JuanChavez-ji9yy 2 дня назад

This dude is cool AF! Glad for your recovery but damn this dude is the man.

@honkeydong 8 часов назад

Thanks for your testimony man.

@maximilianodehabsburgo3206 3 дня назад

Such a champ! Were all proud and look Up!

@noface5605 9 дней назад

Bro this sounds awesome

@DrewMIATL 17 дней назад

Addiction is a nightmare. It is complete darkness.

@cemetarygates2800 День назад

Hang in there my friend. Great story!

@mateuszmrowiec Месяц назад

Thanks for your story. Part of what you said is almost as you were talking about me some time ago. Keep going.

@jenks2841 7 дней назад

Love your honesty

@davidchurch95 19 дней назад

THANKS FOR SHARING

@br4252 2 дня назад

Im really sorry for you and your wife. Im glad youre doing better now.

@rockdeth13 2 месяца назад

Hey Eric. I've watched your channel for a while now and this is actually my first time commenting. Honestly man, I'm still currently struggling with both alcohol and cocaine addiction and from watching your videos I did exactly what you and everyone else says, admit to yourself that you're an addict, and let everyone know you need help. Unfortunately in my case when I started to open up to my friends, family, anyone, it feels like I got the opposite reaction that I was looking for. I've only been judged and labeled as a junkie, my peers began to look at me differently, almost to a negative effect. I want to be like you man and fight through it. I'm tired of the things I've lost and the relationships I've destroyed. It's almost like I'm just watching everything crumble around me and sometimes it feels like there is no way out. I don't know, I just felt like it was finally time to just put this stuff out there. Either way, I love your content and the impact you make on peoples lives is huge, I appreciate and respect you a lot man, thank you.

@timothyslaughter476 Месяц назад

Most close to you already know it's an issue. That's usually the case anyway. But cleaning up only works if you're truly doing it for yourself. I mean family and work and friends can motivate you as far as wanting them to know you're getting better and healthy but it's gotta come from within. For me the real help was professionals trained to help me because there was no way in hell I could stop. Alcohol was my deal with some blow and zany but I couldn't stop drinking or go into convulsions and likely die. So detox did it for me and it was the easiest part of recovery. A week off the battlefield getting my central nervous system regulated back to a point where I didn't need a drink to survive. But then real work on recovery happens out in the real world with all those challenges. Sobriety ain't no joke. But broh if I did it I promise anyone can. Trust that.

@user-yu7uf6nz3r 20 дней назад

Try smoking some weed instead of doing coke and drinking. Maybe some mushrooms aswell.

@Glutton7245 2 дня назад

Im going thru withdrawal right now, I feel terribly alone. Your video made me feel a little less so, I wish none of us had to go thru this. It feels like a curse.

@pannitalmadge7464 13 дней назад

You are the first person that gets me

@dyzlharmn7231 8 дней назад

This sounds so awesome

@thehealthylife5715 5 дней назад

Hahaha yeah. Just the going to work part sucks 😂

@samgott8689 Месяц назад

Yo, you’re description of the drip reminded me of starting my day off crushing and snorting about 250-300mg of 15mg OC first thing in the morning. There’s few things more fucked up than having one of your first experiences in the morning being looking up at yourself in the mirror (I used in the bathroom) and having your nose and sinus just PACKED with crushed pills. Anyway, 10 years clean on Cinco de Mayo this year.

@StranjjurNYC День назад

the saddest part of this is hearing how this guy was treating his wife who ended up taking her own life. good to hear about the eventual recovery, but thats tragic.

@lilmarz3573 9 дней назад

Relapsed recently went on a 3 day bender. Was sober for 3 years before but my girl left me and it kind of drove me into it. Did everything drank, did coke, hooked up with loose women and now today im awake sober had a talk with god asked him for strength. By all means recovery isnt easy but with a little bit of faith and discipline god will show you the way.♥️

@officialobawise4853 8 дней назад

Same here

@jermu8706 7 дней назад

Psychosis. I wish you all the best.

@hangedups2608 7 дней назад

AS AN ADDICT YOUR GIRL LEAVING YOU WAS THE PERFECT EXCUSE

@G0R3AlA_TX 9 дней назад

Been there bro. Sold dope for twenty years. Gram rail to get out of bed couple grams at lunch then drink and party at bars to make cash until ending up passing out. It’s taken a lot every day to maintain but GOD is good. Glad you better and prayers for you brother. GOD Bless

@drunken87 25 дней назад

just listening to it, this life sounds so stressfull, glad you did get out of this

@HrcoslaF 16 дней назад

Jesus Christ 😱 Good for you for stopping and getting sober. 👍 🇸🇮

@potatolord4275 11 дней назад

Probably about 10% truth in his story.

@JustMe-ub9yo 8 дней назад

Explain

@StinkySkunk100 5 дней назад

@@JustMe-ub9yobeing an addict isn’t very interesting, it’s actually usually boring and pathetic. Most functional alcoholics are functional because they keep their drinking and drug usage to low levels and at certain times. Getting wasted at 8 am and being functional at work isn’t realistic. You wouldn’t get any work done and everyone would know, you’d get canned almost immediately. He’s describing the life of a rockstar not an average addict

@matttighe207 4 дня назад

@@StinkySkunk100 wrong

@SalamHerbs-db5nt 4 дня назад

@@StinkySkunk100It sounds like the RV lot isn't your typical / professional / corporate type of work place. Some workplaces are just like this and full of addicts... Especially ones that revolve around sales. And there are many people who can handle large amounts of substances and you wouldn't even know it.

@StinkySkunk100 4 дня назад

@@SalamHerbs-db5nt I know they’re full of addicts but I also know addicts lie about how much they consume and how much they can handle while being functional. Having a few beers when you wake up and a few shots of vodka before you go in is believable I’ve known people like that. Maybe sales people are more lenient but what he describes is not something anyone can do and be functional

@youcanthide004 8 дней назад

just Dom across your channel I don’t believe by coincidence cause I don’t believe in coincidences. Anyways, thanks for sharing. You’re incredibly brave. I’m a couple of months away from 10 years Sober.Totally relatable. I subscribe I’m gonna follow you. Stay healthy.

@jameshill1192 10 дней назад

ty for the video! liked and subbed. i’m currently trying to kick opioids AGAIN and i am probably going to need rehab AGAIN. it’s frustrating bc ive already been so many times. but it’s necessary

@AsherHammerman 9 дней назад

That's such an inspirational story. I'm usually rendered useless after a few lines

@user-vb5vb3em6r 3 месяца назад

this guy is full of it

@user-vj6qc6om9f Месяц назад

How

@Mark-eg2yd Месяц назад

I tend to agree. Addicts are bullshitters and takes one to know one and all that.. I guess there's some truth in what he is saying but he goes into way too much detail and contradicts himself frequently.. in the space of a few minutes.

@gone.golfing Месяц назад

Which part?

@wed3k 7 дней назад

You ain't doing 4-6 rails in the morning

@miamiglia 5 дней назад

@@wed3kwhy not ?

@Ike-Mi 8 дней назад

lol those stories. at the beginning. i feel ur pain

@allstar930 12 дней назад

Dude you were wildin out!

@PoliteParker 6 дней назад

This is wild can’t believe it’s even real

@Padres1969W 5 дней назад

Man I’m so sorry 💙

@JittyLaRoot 3 месяца назад

Hey bro, how many years exactly did you do this for and was it everyday for this time? Glad your doing well now bro ❤

@AJ-id6if 3 месяца назад

Holy shit. Where the hell was this dude working??

@tuckerj456 3 месяца назад

😂

@batmasterson7506 3 месяца назад

I used to work on high rise doing formwork with my own compagny while high on fentanyl for 3 yrs 😬 now clean for 3 years

@FELIPE8226M 2 месяца назад

@batmasterson7506 I used to be a route driver for a refuse company when I was a oxy addict lol

@zackamania6534 Месяц назад

I was a pill and oxy addict working for a huge investment firm as an investment adviser (series 7/66) and doing a 40 in the morning and then another 40 at lunch… sometimes taking 7-10 7.5 Lortabs a day. Methadone too. All the while calling clients and cold calling prospects.

@CatalinaFOIA Месяц назад

@@batmasterson7506😮 Did you end up going to rehab? Have help (maintenance medication) to get you through that? Or... did you do this cold turkey with at least 7 days off work?

@stixgrim8064 21 день назад

Im totaly off the speed and other shit, all i do is shrooms these day, and i get fk anxiety listening too this xS^^ We gotta stay clean, thaks for sharing mate. Keep living!

@evolveausevolveaus 19 дней назад

Yer bro, im with you - after 30 years of messing my life up I've finally realised how bad stimulants are for my mind. Weed and shrooms only now. I have used once in 12 months, biggest break I've had in years....

@RemoWilliams1227 10 дней назад

@@evolveausevolveausthat's my opinion, along with kratom if opiates was your gig

@chrisfryer3118 18 дней назад

This adequately explains management to me.

@EricBZink 18 дней назад

Right!!!

@erick440 17 дней назад

My experiences at a car dealership when I was younger now make sense...

@eltwilli 2 месяца назад

Im confused as he said he did alcohol and cocaine to cope with his wife's suicide but then he talks about his wife filming him crawling around naked and how he would have to ask her how his night had been. Huh?

@CatalinaFOIA Месяц назад

I think he had times of going black out drunk/high while his wife was still alive. He has said they both struggled with addiction and were seperated at times.

@tylerstrow811 28 дней назад

I saw the same thing. Obviously him and his wife are making money from these lies

@tkcurtis1725 28 дней назад

Banging the receptionist too? Come on dude! Cool story!!

@user-nl3cy6kk7l 27 дней назад

He seems like he lies a lot this man

@OddWalruz-mu5hb 26 дней назад

Yh im thinking the same

@Ajax9774 Месяц назад

This may seem crazy and outrageous, but I have known very many people throughout my life who have been this deep into drugs and alcohol and most of them didn't make it out of their prime years alive. The very few who did still struggle to this day trying to stay sober, but I commend anyone and everyone who get up everyday and fight the good fight to stay sober and alive. Unfortunately Life doesn't get easier, but all Life is worth fighting for because time alive is far too short to throw away on drug and alcohol addictions.

@FuzzImp 7 дней назад

Love to see it

@siegfriedschmitz5260 13 дней назад

Fascinating how different people are. 20 years ago I took cocaine every weekend but never developed any addiction problem with it. But I was an alcoholic, sober now

@joebananas415 18 дней назад

Jesus Christ. I’m glad you came out the other end ok. Thanks for sharing.

@SonOfaBerg 8 дней назад

Geeked up

@whoozworldizthis4221 8 дней назад

Bro this shit is wild!

@ThePeoplesMayor 8 дней назад

Lmao I feel you bro!!! Been there done that! Been sober for 6 or so years now. Glad u good now

@kimlewter 3 месяца назад

Question : Did you ever manage to get any work done during your cocaine and alcohol binges during the day while you were doing the receptionist?

@markvandoesselaar6884 3 месяца назад

Complete bullshit of course

@LuisFernando-kw4yz 23 дня назад

Sales?? Most very much so.

@a.c_blackmask2326 11 дней назад

As a recovering addict myself I feel like sometimes we justify using and are to empathetic on our self 💯

@RANDOMLESSNES 5 дней назад

I usually don’t comment but this video has helped me actually feel disgusted just looking at alcohol now for the never ending feeling of anxiety hopefully that eventually goes away

@michaelandrews4783 8 дней назад

Sounds awesome

@toddnewkirk2782 22 дня назад

This could be a RED BULL COMMERCIAL! gives you wings. Your a madman. Is the R.V. lot hiring? I know where beach Blvd snd Westminster is. Court house

@ryzen397 15 дней назад

man when you said the dripping and made that face.. i could feel my throat go numb and I haven't used any of that in years.

@pcptaker45 Месяц назад

I can relate. If I told you the industry I worked in you’d say no…can’t be. Yes it can be

@wuwei43 6 дней назад

Sounds awesome actually

@DaDrillSergeant 16 дней назад

Lol this guy telling this story like we’re supposed to think “what a monster” bro you was having fun!

@JoshDanielMusic 10 дней назад

Just listening to this makes me need a drink!

@ericjshipe 4 дня назад

Dude I want to see this guys life in a movie

@robertdangelo9659 22 дня назад

Wow this was my work day as the GM for Florida's largest independent dealership for years...good times

@Lazybones52 5 дней назад

Your stories are very depressing for 35 years. I did blow every day. It was a great experience.moderation my friend

@RockyDylanBebb 16 дней назад

It will always blow my mind how people get into this, I tried doing cocaine while drinking and the next day I had a panic attack and was hungover for like 72 hours. I see other people keep going and I just cannot comprehend how people do that.

@chriswalter1941 3 дня назад

Awesome

@eddyortiz8110 Месяц назад

Used for 29 years until one day I said that is it..... I can't stand suffering anymore 15 years ago till now. It is s Living HELL to be trapped in that vicious cycle. You can stop.... just fucking stop.... if I did it ,then you can also. It will get worse if you don't.

@RemoWilliams1227 10 дней назад

This has been nearly my exact experience. I have 10 years clean now and same as you I was just DONE one day. "I'll go through whatever but I won't do this anymore!".

@Shakethe5Dusts 28 дней назад

Never been an addict. Important content even for a “””normal””” layman.

@williamhenderson8371 10 дней назад

Sounds like absolute hell!

@MrHuskieHoops 7 дней назад

This dude is Kenny Powers

@TRUMP20Z4 10 дней назад

You helped me.

@desmondiaia34 13 дней назад

the thing that actually made me do a double take was when he said 40-50k a month managing an rv dealership

@ivanhuzjan438 7 дней назад

Bro, no need to sell me the lifestyle, I'm already in 🤣

@Michael-kt2fk 22 дня назад

Co grangrats as long as you admit your mistakes. That initself is a make or break. Sad story but on other hand good job

@ohnoga_4082 3 месяца назад

fck thats some real stuff

@Phanatic89 15 дней назад

Just a question, do you think your OCD contributed to addiction? I.e not being able to "break the loop" of addiction, intrusive thoughts/obsession about substances.

@adammocaby2636 2 месяца назад

I dont care how far into recovery you are....talking about this absolutely brings back that amazing feeling.

@drunkenboxing781 21 день назад

Sounds like a nightmare 😢

@jtorres04 3 месяца назад

I thought at the beginning of the video you said you started with the addiction to cope with her loss?

@lemostjoyousrenegade 3 месяца назад

He did indeed say that. …but she always told him how he’d behaved when under the influence…describing his behavior to him…telling him that he crawled around on the floor. 🤔 Incredible.