What BUFO TOAD [5-MeO-DMT] taught me about DEATH & the "After Life" 

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What I love about your channel is that you don't focus on overdoing psychedelics, but rather doing them at the right moment!

“Our death is our wedding with eternity.” ― Rumi

loved this one man! heaps grounded perspective and delivery. loved what you said in the disclaimer too and the footage and all is always so sick brother

I've been a herpetologist for a lifetime; in fact I have 3 adorable Bufo Americanus staring me down for midnight snack time RN. There are SO many undiscovered health benefits hiding behind so many poisons and venoms in nature. I hope very much to experience the magical qualities of this species' secretions before I actually die.

Spiritual insight is not spiritual attainment, the purpose of knowledge is action not conceptualization. This video is great, much needed nuance in the psychedelia space.

Love how you make it clear you don’t think it’s something everyone should do and highlighting the possible dangers that come with taking any kind of mind altering substances. I think it’s important to make this known, great video Tom!

I have tried Ayahuasca and Bufo and both have taught me about my fears , emotional release , visions and downloads from Mother Earth. These earth medicines have revealed to me that death is just a doorway to other realities and our souls , spirits continue forever and ever. Thanks for your videos bro , your courage and transparency are evident . Wholeness .

You've become so humble my friend, I think out of most people I watch I can tell you've actually done the work and have actively taken something good and meaningful from psychedelics. Well in mate.

I agree with you on the dangerous aspect man. More so for me, it was MAKING SURE I FINISHED the journey. I was a very experienced psychonaut at the time I decided to try 5meo. My experience was such that I don't remember very much about the physical world other than chaos until i left my body and everything went white and then dying and being reborn over and over again. It was the most important thing I've ever experienced. I thought about my experience for 6 years after that. It took me that long to even be mentally ready to process everything. I went down a path of deep introspection and a relationship with God, the Universe, whatever you'd like to call it. Through meditation I've been able to learn and learn and keep learning. If I didn't continue my journey of meditation and introspection, I don't think I would have ever learned what I was "supposed to" from that experience and be able to see it in the positive, life changing way I do now. That was the trip to end all trips for me. Not out of fear but nothing was the same after that. And after being a hardcore psychonaut for so long I much prefer meditation. Double edged sword though, psychedelics gave me a sliver of a glimpse into what the human soul truly is. What it feels like to be truly HUMAN. I might not have picked up meditation if it weren't for psychedelics. Who knows? All i know is im happy ❤🌏

"Death is absolutely safe. It's like taking off a tight shoe" -Emanuel. I like this one. That our "spirit" or "soul" will be released from this physical form and feel freed or some some kind of release. Like you said, a feeling of "I'm home" and "I remember this place". I had a very vivid dream a few years back where I suddenly was falling through the middle of a tall tower. And I was freaking out. And then I realised there was no getting out of it and the moment I accepted that I was going to die, I immediately felt this warm feeling, this relief. A feeling of "It's all ok". A feeling of complete peace. I hope that is what death will be like. That is my intuition anyway :)

I have done psychedelics and I have also had near death experiences and they aren’t really the same. I started doing psychedelics because I longed to find myself back in that place, reconnecting with that experience, and while a trip can be very spiritual and beautiful it doesn’t come close to what I experienced and others in the NDE community have experienced. Since they developed life-saving techniques, the amount of people having an NDE has grown exponentially and scientists have been studying true experiencers. There are many scientists and physicians/doctors that had even considered themselves materialists/atheists until that experience and some of those that left their body for a bit before crossing over have been able to verify things that they saw; things that there is no way they could have known and are verifiable. And it is like going home. And the feeling of love is overpowering, far more than anything I have felt with any psychedelic, including MDMA. The peace, the beauty, the love is just overwhelming and you do see your loved ones, family you might not have even met in this life are so overjoyed to see us there and you will remember them. I have had severe health issues since I was fairly young and I have had more than one NDE, as well as having spiritually transformative experiences (STE) and those are also studied by the same people. It changed everything I thought I knew and upended my religious upbringing. The divine is not vengeful, unforgiving unless you say a special prayer or do certain rituals - the divine loves us more than a mother loves her own child and is a part of all of us. Reincarnation is/can be a part of it, but it isn’t like an infinite loop. People rarely come back immediately (this is another area that has had extensive research) except like in the cases like with the Dalai Lama and their soul’s purpose is to bring a message of love and peace. The divine/the source can and has manifested their love through many throughout history - Jesus, the Buddha, bodhisattvas, etc. But we do have a say in this. You can choose when or whether you want to reincarnate. Earth, our human experiences, are here to teach us and evolve our spiritual selves to ascend our spiritual selves further. Heaven is a place out of time and out of the universe. It is far more real than here and absolutely does feel like going home. I do think plants, fungus, etc. are gifts of the creator for us to catch a glimpse of the divine, to help develop spiritually and to get away from human-centered religions that have been created by humans and are flawed and have an element of a desire to control and direct humans in the the way that they want for whatever motive, but they need to be treated with respect. We can use them to help develop ourselves spiritually, and the most intense trip is still just barely a glimpse into what is beyond this life. I will add that I have met some NDEers that experienced a hellish NDE and in each case only had to call out to God or whatever name they used to call the divine and almost immediately found themselves shifted into the realm of heaven/source/home. I was told many things and explained many things about life and about death and I am actually in the process of writing a book about it, not so much to be known or have a best seller or whatever, but because integrating the experience of actually dying and returning has been more of a process and requires far more work than integrating any trip, especially trying to just reintegrate myself into human life. I also have found that since having an NDE it is like the veil between the two has thinned for me and I sometimes find myself drifting between the two spaces especially while meditating, but sometimes just out of the blue or when my O2 levels are very low or heart rate or blood pressure is very low or very high to the point where it could kill me (again I have a lot of health issues and have had since I was very young). You will have a life review, but it isn’t your life flashing before your eyes. Time moves differently there, even more so than when we trip, and it feels all at once, but also feels like an eternity sometimes, especially when we are shown times when we hurt people. You don’t just see what you did, and it is often things you don’t remember doing, but you also feel what they felt when you hurt them, but you also experience the times when you helped someone without knowing it and how it changed their lives and the direction or course their life took. And you better believe some life reviews are probably very hellish for people that have done horrific things, because they will feel the pain they caused every single person. But it isn’t God or the divine that judges us; it is we ourselves that do this and experience it as we transition, as I believes it cleanses and purges our human experience so that we are filled with light as we return home. And you return knowing you are irrevocably changed. You wondered if we aren’t to know, but I believe those of us that have had NDEs are here, returned, to deliver the message of love from the divine - we are so very loved, every single one of us. Dang it, I had an ADHD moment. I meant to add that since learning about those that had hellish NDEs and how they were able to pull themselves from that place into light, I decided to try something similar when I find myself in a negative space when tripping and it does help, but it does take discipline. Yes, I still occasionally trip, as it does help my mental health. I have severe PTSD from being raised in an abusive home and then marrying someone just like the person who abused me growing up. I don’t respond to many medications because of genetic “defects” that keep me from metabolizing things correctly and they do help to reset neurotransmitters in the brain, but also I sometimes use them to aid in my spirituality and sometimes get just that little hint of the love and beauty of the divine, of what comes next, and to develop my spiritual self more fully. I love that you teach responsible use, because it is so important. Just wanted to add this last bit about reaching or calling for the divine when you find yourself in a negative space.

I have come to terms with the fact that one day I will die. In fact, psychedelics have taught me to be grateful for my mortality because it makes our lives so much more special. Our time is limited and death represents renewal. Our spiritual energy and material energy returns to the earth and the universe. However, I still fear death. Not because I fear death itself, but I fear leaving behind young children which I have a responsibility to take care of while I'm here, at least until they can take care of themselves. I have so much I want to experience with them while I'm here. I've asked myself before, how can I be a good father if I'm dead? I cant be anything if I'm dead, and thats the thought that truly scares me the most. I'm blessed to have them and my wife in my life.

Fantastic to see you talking about this! ♡

Love the effort you put into you’re videos❤️

awsome video I love the insight. I’m in the same place in life and it’s comforting knowing you’re not alone.

Hi Tom 🙏 here in Poland we have this guy called Krzysztof Jackowski. He found hundreds of missing dead people. He communicates with dead after someone brings a piece of clothing that belonged to the missing person. He smell it and then puts it to his forehead. Then after while he have a vision and he drawing a map where exactly the body is… very interesting person. He found hundreds of bodies like this and helped families find loved ones. Also he predicted Covid, wars in Ukraine and Palestine and many many other things.

Not scared of death but I am scared of the last point you made. Being in an infinite reincarnation loop where your memory is wiped clean every time would be horrible

So cool that you can stay centered after traveling the cosmos so many times. I feel the same way, the most valuable thing we can do is experience life and being human. As of now, I'm 30 and I feel like I will do Ayahuasca and BUFO in the future. I'm not looking for them, I don't think about the "how", I just have this feeling that it will happen.

As a fellow psychonaught you come across as a very grounded rational person in your videos. It can be rare with people that use psychedelics quite often. Your objective and not delusional. Thanks

Great content again man, one of the only spiritual youtubers that I truly trust

Beautiful Tom, love what you say about 'coming home' that's what I felt on my first session, I got chills and got a bit teary when you said that. I never understood what people meant when they said 'we're all one' until I had bufo. I've done it a few times since and get an important download everytime, I think the first time is the most powerful. You're right, settings and intention are very important and preparation. I definitely think it's one of the most powerful medicines the earth has to offer. Thanks for sharing your experience with us🙏❤️

You're wise beyond your years Tom. Keep it up

Great work Tom

Your a good bloke Tom.... keep up the good work buddy

Great stuff !

awesome video. I’ve yet to have a true breakthrough but enjoyed your talk

I really enjoyed this

good to see you back soldier!

Very interesting stuff and love the visual tricks ;)

Such an incredible explanation of it all!! I agree, it also made me a lot more grounded and just so grateful for this life and all that it is!!! Thank you so much for sharing!! 🙏🏼❤️

I feel like I relate to you more than any other youtuber in this subject.

Loved your 5dmeo documentary It was amazingly profoundly described and sharing it with everyone I know 🙏❤

Thank you for sharing 👍

I've also been fascinated with death all my life and I share your thoughts about death being like coming home. There is so much that we don't understand and searching answers trough psycodelics can be helpful so much.. But you have to stay grounded like you said. You are here, in this creation called life and focusing on that can also help you to live your best.

I sometimes look around and think to myself how amazingly weird all of this is and how it’s truly a blessing to be able to experience this beautiful, painful life. 100% agree with you about grounding yourself in reality before delving into the spiritual/psychedelic realm.

Excellent video! really helped me with intergration after a year since my 2nd bufo experience. keep up the great work.

Hey man, thanks once again for an unbiased rational perspective on 5meo, other than the Qualia Institute everyone seems to fall into the immediate new Age thinking, appreciate the rate at which the videos are coming out recently, the more the better :)

I appreciate that you talked about stepping away from spirituality if needed. Ive stepped away from all this stuff for almost two years becuase it was all just too much and Ive started to drift back into it very recently. In that time away I actually put in the work and made changes by my own free will and conviction that I thought psychedelics would do for me. It was hard but important to let go of that spiritual ego. Im here now to be here now and while I might allow myself to try some again in the future I know that this life isn't about the next.

I’ve done this twice. I’m too scared to do it again. The second time I broke through. Taking this is like dying and you must completely surrender to the experience. Bufo can be extremely frightening. It would not surprise me in the least that people have died taking this. Must be a crazy way to go 😮

I've had a very similar experience but was on 60g fresh cubensis at the peak Jarrad wrights "Time to wake up" started playing and me and my mates heads just fell back and i went into the most powerful moment in all my experiences it felt like a presence entered the space and started forming the flower of life step by step and was changing into Metatrons cube and all sorts of sacred geometry which I had no previous idea what these symbols were until after the experience I can't really explain the feeling but it was pure love and bliss and felt like I had been covered in mud and heavy for years and in a instant it lifted me up and to this day cured my depression. I was 100 percent and am still convinced that was the afterlife.

Here is my experience.. I had my Heroic Dose (6g) Mushroom 🍄 couple of days ago. I experienced the full blown ego death (experienced being dead). There is no time and space, just pure Consciousness. As you said I also felt like I am back to the source of creation or home. Also, I saw the God (Self) but only thing I missed was being the God.. At least it was closer. It’s so profound and I am not scared to die anymore…

Wow, awesome. It's been something like 4 years since I watched your videos for the last time. As you said in this video, you were in a dark space, and so was I. Yeah, the trully spiritual journey isn't seeing all the fractals and knowing the complex conceptual truths of the spiritual realm. It's being able to see the miracle of the ordinary, the art of every second of life. Enlightenment is knowing how beautiful life is in spite of the suffering.

This is the stuff I love to hear about. I wanna try this sometime when I could, the spiritual path has definitely given me mixed feelings, sometimes it’s hard to be here I’m always stuck thinking about what it’s all about and everything so I dunno but I love these conversations. Idk if I truly shud do this stuff I know I definitely want to experience that union and develop more self love.

I've been compulsively overthinking my way into panic attacks for the past 9 months since mowing down a giant shroom, I can't even begin to imagine what Bufo would be like 😬

I asoire to be like you Tom, i admkre how you can find peace with your demons, i like many others struggle with just doing the morally correct thing let alone being able to think about future, death and all these other complex ideas that can b so deep striking

Nndmt cured my fear. If I ever hear that last call from the doc saying I only have a few left, I'll be like "oooh ok, let's prepare for this unknown adventure!"

This is exactly what I have concluded as well. It's one thing to know and keep searching, it's another to ground what you know and make this life just a beautiful.

The hypnotoad…

When you die, you become God again, this is how our loved ones communicate from the dead, it’s not the person, but the energy in God that still resonates everywhere at all times. That’s how I look at it at least.

This one’s gonna blowwww

This experience I think about or catch myself thinking almost every day, anytime I find myself talking to somebody about it I always tell them I do not recommend it, I kind of believe the people that it's calling calling for will find it anyways, but it definitely helped me realize that the afterlife is right here

Hey Tom, I appreciate your yearning to want to be grounded. Psychedelics and many New Age philosophies can be ungrounding. I wouldn’t give up on spirituality though, I got into IFS (Internal Family Systems) and it is one of the most grounding practices I have found.

Yeah if you're gonna try something that strong definitely have experience working your way up to something like that cause it can be extremely overwhelming if you haven't experienced anything like it before. I like to say it's as if your whole world gets shattered by knowledge and either you're ready for that knowledge or you're not and your world/ reality crumbles down.

I love how you convey your experiences and that you are always honest and cautious. It's such a common thing to get caught up in the spiritual ego, especially in the west nowadays. (Me ESPECIALLY included) Everybody wants to get to the top without nailing the basics and that just doesnt work. I really love and respect you. Keep up the great work. Thank you for everything!

Mike tython thaid to thake the toad

whenever i make a movement in any direction spiritual or physical i try to stay close to my true and peacefull sanity so i can stay healthy

Never been afraid of death, not gonna start now

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Check out Dutch philosopher Bernardo Kastrup if you haven’t already. He argues that reality is in essence mental (the notion of metaphysical idealism) and talks very eloquently about topics such as religion, (ego) death and psychedelics.

Hey Tom, on the subject of death have you read the book 'Journey of Souls' by Michael Newton? If you read it I would be very interested in hearing your thoughts in a video. I would highly recommend, one of the most eye opening books I have read.

You were already crazy before the substance, it sometimes brings it to the forefront to deal with

Smoking Bufo doesn’t qualify one to give spiritual recommendations. That must be said. There are an infinite number of ideas. 2 paths, one leads to greater bondage into self/ego and the other into freedom from self. Each thought, idea taken as truth, word spoken, action ext will fit into one of the two categories. The untrained mind will default mode almost always into thoughts, words and deeds which lead into bondage(depends on many factors and past life karma) Bufo for me was like a direct incarnation of GOD in this age of KALI where here in the Western World we culturally have placed materialism on the alter of worship. The number of saints, yogis, meditation and spiritual gatherings ext ext is far less and most definitely not culturally dominant as it is in say India. That being said, it is a vision of motivation and awe to further encourage and develop devotion toward the spiritual path and away from the all too easy path of pleasurable nerve tickles in the form of food, sex, travel, music ext ext. The Buddha was asked after his enlightenment what he gained from his 6 year austere retreat. He replied: “Nothing. But I’ll tell you what I lost. Fear, Anger, Greed, Craving, Delusion.” 🕉🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼🕉

Nice 5.30 am on Sunday

Psychedelics aren't to be triffled with fs bad trips can be very damaging

i did one ayahuasca trip and for the moment, for me its more than enough.Got so much knowledge that im fighting just to integrate and put it to pratice in my life. As they say its 5 years of therapy, for me it was more or less this indeed.

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Hey Tom, I have a question for you, do you think you’re qualified to answer the question of “whether someone can attain great wisdom, perhaps enlightenment, without these substances”? Perhaps I should elaborate to show that I mean no ill will with the question: the thing is, you’ve already done these substances, and you thinking you could’ve reached the same place you’re at without them is just mere speculation because the experience will always be with you, your perspective on it cannot be inseparable from them. To me, an answer to this question could only be legitimate if it was done by a highly spiritual or wise individual who has in fact never done them(because he/she would be proof that you indeed don’t need them to be on the right spiritual journey) or a person who has done them and answers no, you could not attain a higher wisdom in any other way or as efficient a way as these substances. I hope this made sense, and I await a possible answer with eagerness, cheers.

I have access to it and way too scared to do it lol, I have always wanted to develop spiritually but I am in a bad place in life right now, I dont know if it will help me or harm me

The God of Israel Lord of all spirits seek him first and everything will be added unto you 🙏🏼❤️💯

I lost the plot, dark night of the soul for at least 2 Years after Bufo, no regrets though, we are eternal the unborn :)

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Are you familiar with 'ra material'? It explains interesting concepts of 7 densities and cosmic plan. I am curious also what is your opinion on Yugas, teachers like Shunyamurti or many yogis believing that we are at the end of Kali Yuga and the civilozation will end in destruction soon. Or alternative new age concepts on Earth shifting from 3rd density into 4th density and thats why things collectively are so intense right now. I am curious on your perspectives

"Lemme bufo this toad real quick"

Mark Twain 1835 to 1910 said,, I,m not afraid of death, I was dead for billions of years before I was born and I never suffered the slightest inconvenience from it. Justin porter ex jw

You can bring the illusion to the truth but you can't bring the truth to the illusion .Martin Ball said for him the Bufo Toad was the closing of the circle because he had been reading and meditating on non-duality .I think the pre history of a person is very important ,when you have done a lot of work prior to the toad experience the intigration is not so hard and the chance of psychosis is not so big .On the other hand ,when you do this just for fun it can be harmfull ,it's not something to play with .

Yes I had a problem with the reality after my bufo experience....

I’m confused. I thought Tom converted but it sounds like he’s maybe open to taking bufo again but he said he’s wasn’t messing around with any psychedelics because of the, I guess, demonic nature in one of his podcasts with Oberboyo. Please clarify. Hope your journey is going well Tom wherever you’re at! And I feel you on the existentialism. Been in a pretty dark place because of it the last couple months but taking the necessary steps to try and get out of it.

fair dinkum

here's one that will get you here without drugs: Hebrew language and Sanskrit and 3 tabs of Hinduism I mean Hebrew personally has raised my frequency to enlightenment and the amount of presence you get from the language of life is ineffable. When I started making RU-vid videos on my channel about these spiritual languages and their energy frequencies I got lots of people interested I hope to spread the idea that the higher machine elves and beings hope for humans to speak these 2 languages: Hebrew the language that Jesus spoke the language of life and Sanskrit the language of hinduism and of the existence --

I would say demonic delusion rather than human delusion. Either way Glory to God for those with eyes to see! 🙏☦️🙏

That's a cane toad isn't it.

BadAss effects from Arthur Moore?

What exactly does it mean to be grounded?

If I may, I would advise you to look into Krishna consciousness if you haven't already. In my experience, that is the greatest guide to spirituality and I personally accept Krishna as the Highest Personality of Godhead.

John 14:6 Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me. Don't be fooled. You need no drugs to meet God. Just invite Him!! His Name is Jesus!!

They didn’t have the right foundation my ass. It’s a psychedelic.

Is it possible to have a human with no soul. I mean think about it. Not every soul will incarnate into a being. So when someone is born they could be born with no soul at all. Maybe the soul is just an observer of consciousness and the ego body is just part of the ride and flow of life sort of. Maybe there is some sort of free will in there but I don't truly know?

How Many video's are you gonna make on the same exact experience come on man. This is starting to get cringy as hell..

"You can have a complex and think you're god" ... "Go search on RU-vid now" Oh I wonder who he means (sarcasm)

But you are God. I understand the Messiah complex though. But just because it's socially unacceptable does not make it untrue.

Put your trust in Jesus

@yourmatetom i dont get this: in the documentary you where crying and said "i understand now" i interpreted that you have been shown and you are 99% sure or 100%. Now sounds not so much anymore.. I have 5-MeO here gonna do it in spring and take a look for myself;)