What DMT taught me about the nature of time 

I’m in tears bro. The ending message you got is 💯 what I needed to hear today. Don’t ever stop making these. Like ever. New Sub

I started doing drugs since my teenage. Got addicted to heroin for over 16 years. Heroin addiction actually destroyed my life. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

I had a DMT experience once that sent me to eternity and meeting the creator. My ego dissolved yet I was physically terrified. It was so magical and so full of love, changed my life for good. In the most positive way possible.

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

I was severely traumatized years ago as a teenage, got diagnosed with BPD. Spent my whole life fighting BPD. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

Reminds me of what Terrence McKenna some 25+ years ago said, "The reasonable response to the politics of our current situation is to push the art pedal right through the floor in terms of creativity. The way to escape the present cul-de-sac is an enormous outbreak of creativity of all sorts. We just need to overwhelm ourselves with creative expression. We are much more suited for dancing than whatever it is we have been doing..." And he reminds us, "Nature loves courage. The way nature responds to courage is by removing obstacles." So thank you for being courageous, and doing your art courageously.

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

It's been 3 years since I tried DMT, can't find a plug anywhere in my area. Back then, We used one of those vaporizers with the big bags. The first time I didn't do enough and I just seen shapes and colours. But the second time I managed to get another hit in before I got the light headed. I remember floating above the country side flying and then all of a sudden I zoomed down into a deer and went right inside of it and I was the veins and the blood and flowing through this deers body. It was very strange lol

Time is an illusion, lunchtime doubly so.

I started doing drugs since my teenage. Got addicted to heroin for over 16 years. Heroin addiction actually destroyed my life. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

Beautiful! I am working with an incredibly gifted Shaman to facilitate journeys, after a mushroom journey in which my little girl self led me to where she had buried my real self that had had her spirit crushed. She said “you need to save her and when you open this, you’ll need to grieve because I wasn’t safe to.” I laid under a tree and sobbed gut-wrenching, grief filled sobs for what happened to my little girl self and for all the years lost. I came out of that experience with trauma I had tried to heal for 30 years, gone. And time - I had a similar journey regarding time. I saw it as the literal sculpting medium of the 3D printer world. Everything we do is creating something in the invisible sculpting medium of time, and to know this is to make wise use of time to intentionally create, and that we are here to create the good, the holy and the beautiful. 🙏🏼🦋🫶🏻 Peace and Joy, fellow travelers on spaceship Earth. 🌍

Bro thank u so much!!! This video came at the perfect TIME for me to watch and motivated me so much. I'm delighted to have watched this you made my day x1000 times better edit* having watched this i feel i don't need to smoke dmt again because of your findings you just saved me so much TIME that is limited here bro by creating this video you've created so much more than just youtube bless ur soul

What’s even more amazing is that you don’t need to consume anything to get this feed back but sounds like you are having a good time.

I can smoke any time I want if you know what I mean, but I am so scared to do it. I did a small amount and my ears started ringing, but what scared me is I felt possible short of breath. It was really scary and I just sat there wishing it would stop. I had no visual effects I literally did probably 4 mgs. I want to do 25 or 30 and get past the beginning. I think it's better if you just go all the way.

As a teen and young adult i spent a lot of time with lsd and mushrooms.... then, as i was approaching middle age, i tried dmt and was totally not prepared.. it was so much more intense than the other hallucinogens I was familiar with. As it started to hit me i was curious, then as it grew more and more intense it really scared me; but then, all of the sudden, all the fear passed and it was pure bliss, it felt like something special the universe was sharing with me... then i thought, this drug was not made by men, this came from Gods, or aliens, or the universe itself.. and gifted to humanity... it's that profound...i haven't done it since, bc i don't really exist in those circles where you'd tend to find it... but I'll never forget that singular experience.

I like the ant analogy. I feel like we are leaves on a massive tree of life, each one seemingly expendable, and yet an important part of the whole, whether it knows it or not. And my ego loss experiences feel like we are light energy in water, might as well be droplets who seem individual, and yet are all part of a giant ocean. We are free falling through time like rain back to the ocean again. it’s only the ego that makes us feel separate, and must label everything. That includes oneself as “human “, for lack of a better word.

"You have been given the exact amount of time needed to accomplish your purpose here on earth"🔥 "The true delight of the universe takes place within the quiet acts of creation that cannot be measured here on earth."🔥

5 grams of shrooms after DMT, then drifting off into the desert? Damn I’m glad you were irresponsible for the rest of us 😂😂😂 Brother, that was beautiful. I’ve been on a journey of my own and have been coming to some similar conclusions, though mine hasn’t been as heavily discovered through psychedelics. I have a special love and fascination for them, so thanks for sharing this. It helps with some of my own theories developed through a mystical approach to my faith, psychedelics, and others. It’s fascinating the paths we take during this flicker of material existence.

I'm asking the universe to send me a friend or friends like you. I would love to get to have friends to have these experiences with. Thank you for sharing yours.

Always a great listen. It's eerie to come back, reintegrate ego, and then hear so much of what you learned in ego death spoken about. Many times almost verbatim!

Seasoned psychaught myself, love your insights. Thank you

*I am more blessed than I can ever have imagined. We are all connected. There is SO much we don't know.*

Guys, please stop doing all this stuff! DMT, TM. The bible calls drug use "sorcery" which leads to a very bad ending. Galations 5:19 “Now the works of the flesh are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity, debaucher… sorcery (“pharmakeia” in the original Greek means drugs)… as I warned you before, those who practice such things will NOT inherit the kingdom of God.”

I cant imagine doing DMT and following it up with a solo mushroom trip at night. 😅

Something and nothing exist simultaneously within Creation. Just as Dark (still silence) and light (sound of motion) are necessarily always present to distill the OMNI-VERSE... SO TOO IS NOTHING WITHIN EVERYTHING NECESSARILY PRESENT TO DISTILL THE OMNI-VERSE. Every single universe of the infinite OMNI-VERSE exists at the same place and time simultaneously. This is the ALL-SPARK WITHIN THE INFINITE DARK VOID. THIS IS THE SILENT SONG WITHIN THE LIFESTREAM. THIS IS THE PHOENIX FIRE WITHIN THE TREE OF LIFE. THIS IS THE DIAMETRICALLY OPPOSED FORCES OF CREATION DELICATELY INTERACTING TO DISTILL THE OMNI-VERSE. LIGHT DOES NOT MOVE. THE DARKNESS CARRYING IT MOVES THE LIGHT. THE "SPEED OF LIGHT" IS ACTUALLY "THE PRESSURE OF DARKNESS ". THIS MEASURE IS THE FREQUENCY FOR ITS ACCOMMODATING UNIVERSE. THERE ARE INFINITE FREQUENCIES FOR INFINITE UNIVERSES... THE TOTALITY OF ALL UNIVERSES IS CALLED THE OMNI-VERSE. ALSO KNOWN AS THE "ALL-SPARK. " i am the BRIGHTEST NIGHT I AM THE DARKEST LIGHT.

Your ending writing is so beautiful. Thanks for this.

LSD is the key to the universe too I learned so much about everything

Very Powerful video man. 👍

I know the NDE people and those who have taken psychedelics talk a lot about helping and not harming humans, but why not ever about animals? A question I always have as an animal rights activist promoting Veganism. Maybe because those people aren't aware of their plight? When I do mushrooms, helping animals and being vegan is further validated, but I wonder why other people don't have that awakening and why it's so human-centric for them.

The idea of predeterminism is a comfort to the intrepid mind, but what I have found in my 20 years of studying time, is that our choices do come into play. Time as a cyclical set of vibrations or flavors, offers periodic opportunities. When these form into synchronistic marvels, it can appear everything is set. The beginning of the understanding of time, is learning the 20 days, and 36 decans. In the Maya the 20 days are the primordial set they work with. in the I-Ching, the first 20 hexagrams are the twenty days, and the 21-56 are the 36 decans. I wish I could have spent time with Mckenna on this. Simple choices can have massive implications. Choices can be a high percentage of what product you produce. Time is the map to understanding which ones will be the best. The day you are born, does determine your area of best product. It does not guarantee anything. I call it a map of potentials. It is like knowing the weather.

You are a really Brave soul to walk the path which has do done alone and once started there is no going back Huge respect

Your videos helped bring me back from a dark place. You should continue to make more of them. You can interview other NDE experiencers. That would be great to watch. God bless. ❤

It's touching to have some one speak on this matter in such a concise & eloquent way. I feel that an understanding of ego is one of the more liberating things one can come to terms with. I just want to get through this existential experience while keeping positive intent in mind & doing the least amount of harm possible. Understanding trauma as a variable, but not allowing said variable to hold weight within balancing peace of mind for ones consciousness. Having bounced between mental extremes has left me with a sense that hollow is not empty, but capacity. Developing a mental construct that is rigid enough to endure, yet with a placidity that allows for accommodation of positive alteration. I believe ignorance isn't bliss, but absence. ~Please, be well

Please I'm asking advice... I'm 65 and have shroomed a number of times, 3 months ago I had a heart attack and had a Stent put in, can I still shroom, or is it too early, and if I can, can I start small with, let's say a gram? Much appreciated🙏🤙

"Im with you always and everywhere, even within the blackness of the void."

One of the most beautiful things I’ve ever heard. Kudos to you my brother in time. ❤

Great video. I find the theme of light really interesting in psychedelics. We do find at times the relationship between the themes of light, source and 'angels' or aliens in the DMT experience which tie directly to other ASC.

Well the opening gambit is almost definitely, fantasy.

Beautiful experience! Truly! Wish I could get over my fear of DMT and finally breakthrough. I've done it close to a 100 times by now, no breakthroughs though. Each damn time it is pretty much begging me to go all the way. And it also let's me know that it wants to teach me so many things. It wants to fix me, change me, help me. It scolded me many times for not going through with it. It shamed me as well, peer pressured me and so on. It is constantly manipulating and pushing me to do it. I'm in the military now, and I'll soon get to go home for 9 days. I truly hope I'm able to do it this time. I don't know how to do it, but I have to.

Death sounds much better than what I'm dealing with in life lately.

You’ve got a new subscriber in me. This is a great essay.

Great! You made me trip, brother - ⭐

I had to put dmt down forever a few years back, after getting srupid with it. i kept going in after getting soul slapped/scolded by the entities/trip itself over and over again. The last trip i had broke me at the time. Instead of me being the egoless guest within the dmt reality, i sort of became it? I saw and greeted other trippers accross time, and I knew this, because to me at the time, i always was and did that. To me then, i was rhe dmt reality, and always will be. No experience of time, others like me, there was just me, as both the universe and evrything in it, as well as the dmt state itself, guiding the entire game along, whilst greeting human trippers, and building them a trip reality based on the structure of their awareness and state of their journey. This wasnt my typical ego death experience. This took me several days to reintegrate back into being, well, a self again lol. As the trip began to end (a 45 minute one) i realized my focus began tk narrow more and more, and became more limited, and slow like molasses. I realized the more i focused on this fact, the more ide slide into it, the more i did so, the more time crystalized, and my body was formed again. When i came back initially, i didmt recognize anything. Had no memories, the only thing i remembered was that i used to be what i described, for ever, and now im suddenly stuck in a frozen slice of that, in a strange multisensory halucination of a body. Had to get used to walking, talking, and forming thoughts. Lets just say, i went too damn deep. Mever touching it again

Wow that was absolutely beautiful, in tears bro, this hits home for those listening for a message that shifts perspectives. At the end of the day you're the punch line to your own joke, don't take life so seriously and don't stress the small stuff. 😂😎

Amazing message. Thank you for sharing 🌠

Would be really cool if you did a short of that last monologue.

Damn what a beautiful description of your experience, thank you 🙏

So time travels with us.... What is the true nature of gravity....

l haven't been in a 'here's some DMT' or 'do you want to do ayahuasca' setting so far. How did you ingest the DMT?

Thank you.

Thank you brother 🙏 for stepping over the edge, facing your fears, finding truth, and sharing.

You have no idea how bad I needed to hear this. Thank You! 🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼 #369

Thanks for sharing your lessons sir.

this is self hypnosis, rubbish

This is beautifully said. Is there any way I can have the reading in font/text available? Especially for the reading you did. Thank you

I love how well you articulate some pretty deep experiences. Having shared the experiences you put words to something that is almost beyond words! The colony of ants description reminded me of how Alan Watts says your teeth can not chew themselves! This might seem random but during my last few experiences I've used ear plugs and I'm curious what role sound played in your 5meo / shroom experience or was the audio input / your ears basically shut off to the earth world? Awesome videos and so beautifully shared, thank you!

Damn bro, this was fucking profound. Thank you so much.

Time, I lived infinity

As I grow up, I continue to see how minuscule my own reality is and how vast existence is. I’ve given up on how to understand it all and am now striving to best perceive and receive it all. I’ve found out that true understanding is something lacking in most people. The ability to just be present and aware without the distortions of our own mind and body is becoming more of a rarity. Bless all of you who strive to see clearly and love unconditionally ❤️🙏🏼

Grateful for the contrast this world provides. Took most of my life to get there and watching those I love leave still hurts like a MFer but it's still worth it. Contrast is the ultimate high.. No matter how much you think you've figured it out you cant take away the experience. Thanks for reminding me beautiful girlie.

Could be one of the closest things and sensible things I have heard, up there with Tao te ching. Thank you for creating this.

Lines up pretty well with what I've be taught while journeying. Just as powerful as always

You don’t need Drugs to know that genius. You only need God. & no you aren’t God. You’re not even a god

Wow, thank you. I just heard your story on The Other Side NDE. You were speaking directly to me here. I have battled an obsession with HAVING TO KNOW the secrets of the universe. I have pleaded with Creator in prayers and been tormented over this. I am finally getting answers, like what you said here: Create. Create. Create. I am the Creator. 🤯 I have taken mushrooms many times and had beautiful experiences like what you described. However, during the most recent experience, it felt as though I was feeling the pain of all of humanity. It was so intense, I felt like I couldn't breath. Afterwards, I threw all of my mushrooms in the trash because I never wanted to feel that way again. I felt compelled to step away from that and I've been focusing more on meditation. I easily become confused and disillusioned still with glimpses of perfection and beauty. It's a wild ride. Thanks for opening up and telling your story. Happy to be on this earth journey with you!

Trust in God ❤

Thank you for this..just fantastic!

clap clap clap 👏 well said my friend from another dimension 😉👍

This is the best thing I’ve ever heard in my entire life. THANK YOU so much

Totally and utterly brilliant! I knew this instinctively before I even listened. I got rid of ego and greed ages ago. I just need a way to explain this to others! This is it!

Huge. Aaaand... pretty much what Bashar is saying about the nature of time (and the human existence). Nice synchronicity. Many thanks. Much love.

It's nice, but I do believe that it's only half of the image and half of the story. Very cool that you are in the realm of the blessed and gifted. Certainly however there are those who are not.

hahahaha the ego still playing them big time and they dont know... cracks me up every time..

You dont have enough videos for me to watch 😆

I got told about my mission it just I lack the knowledge

Krishnamurti explains time way better...and far safer....but wheres the "fun" in the boring truth without the free fireworks from the phenomenal plane of maya...

Bro, none of that written part made any sense, and there's no way you even could have remembered all that to write it down later. You have become crazy from taking a bunch of psychs and you wrote that crazy stuff down. When you go psych crazy you don't know that you're crazy. Only later, when it wears off after years or decades, if it does wear off at all, do you look back and realize how crazy you were. Right now you don't even realize that you're smiling most of the time, even though you're not talking about anything funny or smile appropriate. You are psych crazy as a mf right now, son. Taking all those research chems was a bid idea. I know from experience, I took a crapload several years ago myself. Eventually I flushed them all so I wouldn't be tempted to take more, and I gradually got back to normal, at least I think I am, it's possible I'm still partially psych crazy and don't know it, look at my crazy avatar, what's that about huh? No, seriously I just thought it looked cool. But none of that stuff you experienced was real, it's purely chemical effects.

thank you for this message, the nature of time truly is liberating

This was a super refreshing take and talk on the subject. Absolutely loved it. Thanks for putting it all together.

I swear to God you are telling the truth I smoked K2 spice I have an out-of-body experience all the time

Any idea WHY universe has left open port for humans to get in touch through psychedelics and WHY it revealed you this information?

So where does suicide fit in? Also what about reincarnation? I don't know if it's real or not but supposedly we're either forced or coerced into coming back here life after life, but the way it's described here is that it's a one qnd done type of thing. You live and then you get to go back to the light. Look I get life isn't something which lasts bery long but I feel like this frame of mind sorta downplays and dismisses the impact of suffering while we're near, and not just us. Most animals live short lives full of hunger, pain and fear and end in an incredibly brutal death. I don't know about anyone else but I think all this suffering isn't necessary and isn't for our benefit but it does benefit others. Exactly who or what I can't say but there's information everywhere that points not to earth being a school but a farm instead. I'd love to be wrong about that and I hope I am, but I don't think so.

When that sense of time grinds to silence it truly is freedom. Dissolving the programming of our lived experiences frees us to be like a toddler experiencing life before rules became ingrained

I just love this.

What has your friend done with this new skill, being able to bend light?

Create cree8 krea eight

i think the word you intended here was "delude" rather than "dilute"…but i suppose in this context, "delute" works too. ;)

5 Meo is very different from regular dmt(I prefer it). The clear light of the void, rather than kaleidoscope imagery, godness. Dmt is remarkable alone in its sheer ability to bend time, where two minutes feels timeless. The feeling of death is most refreshing, when the lost ego of identification slowly returns we rebirth

Wow! I loved the way you articulate your experiences and share your wisdom. I haven’t ever taken DMT but I have learned a lot from some mushroom trips. It’s amazing to realize that we are so small yet so grand & that this life is only but a vivid dream or experience :)

It is NOT human purpose to know the Ways of the universe.

I liked your analogy of the incubator you used to describe that initial void, billions of years before the concept of the atom and human time. The "Creator's Initial Conditions" or initial empty canvas is also the only image or metaphor I can come up with and conclude from my NDE at age four, which also involved a nothingness that felt like I had never existed, my family hadn't, none of my life up until that moment had been real, it was a hoax and now I had returned to the only truth: _There's nothing_ . Today, some 45 years later, thinking this might have been the initial condition of the All One is the only thing my human mind can come up with to "make sense" of something that didn't make any sense at all when it happened (to me). Thanks. Your accounts are extremely inspiring and helpful as they feel like coming from your sincerity and honesty in sharing your psychedelic epxeriences and integration from them. And yes: That last phrase is some deep shi* :-) Thanks a bunch!

Earth is death. There is no purpose here except to escape death by falling in Love with God.

We are born into the cosmos, not as functionaries of earthly isms....

Beautiful downloads from the universe. Thanks for sharing.

My first psychedelic experience at age 15 (NOT RECOMMENDED) was to show my young mind that everything has a pulse that vibrates with creation. Inanimate or otherwise pulses and vibrates at its appropriate mathematical formula which constantly integrates with the vibrations of the whole universe. My man Holden here explains this very well. (Of course I took Calculus in University.)

On one of my last trip... I was told to learn to bend light.. I still don't know what it means or how. I find it interesting that you mentioned it.

earth as a planet, lol. life as a gift from the universe, also a bit lol.

Awesome 👏🏻❤️ thanks for sharing!

Holden, great video, and I'm not just saying this, you have a gift of storytelling. Please continue to make more videos. I've binge watched all your videos, and I'm just bummed there aren't more. I've subscribed to your channel with hopes you'll keep churning out more videos. Please consider doing more videos of your experiences on psilocybin mushrooms and DMT if you will. Your like a brother from another mother. Sending love and good vibes from Washington State brother! Cheers!

The last bit that was read was just like the kind of things we used to say in the new age movement in the 1980s to 2000ish but without the need for drugs.

Please don't speak of concepts like purpose. We clearly don't have a purpose. Children and newborns don't die in war because it's their purpose, they die because of evil humans and a cold uncaring universe.