5-MeO-DMT Trip Report | Nonduality Experience | Mira Drummond Davis 

Dmt, lsd and psilocybin are amazing. I was severely traumatized years ago as a teenage, got diagnosed with cptsd. Spent my whole life fighting cptsd. I also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 6 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

I’m not sure who braver. The person doing this for the first time. Or the veteran that knows they are going to be blown away to nothing and still Goes again

My session took place November 30, 2022. I suffered from clinical depression since I was a child until that day; a miracle that blesses me every second of everyday ever since.

This is the best 5 meo trip report I've come across. And the most relatable to the experience I had. Thank you so much for sharing.

The way you explain this along with the visuals is the closest thing I have watched that was similar to my experience. Only I didnt see Buddha. I literally saw all of my grief and pain and all of this negative energy I was holding being ripped out of me. When I slowly start coming back and feeling myself re-enter my body I finally was able to open my eyes and I swear it felt like an infant opening its eyes for the first time in the 3D world that our physical human body’s are in. Thank you for sharing!

Great video. I listened to dozen of dmt trip reports and this is the only one that doesn’t feel scripted or staged. Beware to people that have never done DMT. This video is great, but hearing this would make you think this would be a totally awesome experience and you should go try it, but do TONS of research before you make a BIG decision like that. This is INTENSE. More intense than anything you’ll ever experience in your life, no matter how many drugs you’ve done. Do not go light hearted or unsure into this journey because it will rip you to shreds and leave you very confused and scared. An amazing chemical that must be respected, this is not a party drug or something you do because your bored!! Thank you for sharing, I really enjoy listening to this video. Gives me a feeling of clarity because you describe it so well.

This was one of the most wise things I’ve ever done. I’ve done it four times. Perhaps it was the wind down time. But definitely I remember feeling ecstasy and awe.

it's home, buddy. Nothing can be beyond. Nothing taught me more than this experience. when I came back the second time, like you said, I got the impression that someone had told me the best joke in the universe. Thank you for trying to put words on the inexpressible, it's a nice report

OMG ...THANK YOU! You just described my 5MEO DMT experience perfectly from the intense acceleration, energetic explosion, white light death and oneness....I screamed uncontrollably at the magnificence of what I was experiencing. It was almost too much to for my ego mind even though I have had incredibly intense Ayahuasca and DMT experiences. I can imagine a first timer having the same trip and not losing consciousness.

I've noticed peoples experiences are totally different. All 12 breakthroughs of mine were the same. 0 -1000 in like 3 seconds and about 3 mins of non duality (merging with the godhead). No white light. But the godhead itself was more like a black/white infinite organic fractal. Hell and heaven rolled into one boundless state. At no moment during the non duality was there any "I" or "me" or "this is happening TO me ... Or any of that nonsesnse. It just... Was infinite. Then "coming back" the first time all I did was laugh for 5 minutes. The next few times all I could think of was that nothing mattered, there is no self and the self is a complete illusion. Nothing you do matters at all. Not in a nihilistic way either, but more of a comforting way. Cause eventually you will ust go back to that boundless state where everything is one. And really, for context, that's all this reality is too. But with dualities. The godhead is boundless and non conceptual, and created conceptual bounded beings just so that it can love them (him/herself) and appreciate him/herself. Reality is a infinite loop. And god is just playing hide and seek with itself , infinitely.

Having had this experience my self I think you've done an admirable job at trying to explain it. Thank you for helping to inspire others on this wonderful journey my friend.

Less than an hour away from second experience. 🙏 Thanks for this. Such an Open Vastness!

It's really interesting how basically everything you're talking about aligns with Taoistic and Buddhistic thoughts about the fundamental ground of being, the tao, the Self and all of that jazz. Thanks for sharing, really good video!

I think that all those "yeahs" we get from whoever, during our trips is them saying yes there is a heaven. It's like they have no problem at all letting us know it's there but we aren't allowed to know what it is until we physically die in this reality.

Anyone else feel your body completely relax in a weird way as you’re blasting off. Feels like your body knows what’s going on somehow and just gets ready to release your conscious spirit into hyperspace.

In my experience, there's another phase beyond the 'hyperspace' reported here, where only bright golden white light exisit.

I broke through on NN-DMT (natural, smoked) with a Neo Shaman in Toronto two and a half years ago. Not a day goes by that I don't think about that transfomative trip. It left me so humbled and grateful. She also provides a 5-MeO ceremony (5-MeO is legal here in Canada... NN is not). Although I think 5-MeO is more powerful(?), it seems like there might be less chance of a truly bizarre, terrifying trip. Your trip report is really compelling - MeO allowing you to truly experience existence as the infinite I AM. I seriously have to consider this - though I personally couldn't imagine doing it without being guided by someone with experience. Awesome video. Visuals were perfect. I look forward to watching more on your channel. :)

Beautiful report. You are still existing despite the fact you are no longer something or someone. It's a nothingness....but Life is alive, and you are the witness of this beyond any word able to describe the experience.

This is the best description of my experience that I have come across, so well explained 🙏🏻 thank you thank you thank you ❤️

omg! you just described my experience word by word. I was not able to put it into words before. thanks

perfect and concise , thank you very much , I loved this explanation

This guy is much better than I would be at trying to explain the unexplainable.

When describing experiences such as these, the common mistake is to create the impression that it is visual or otherwise sensory like an LSD trip. The 5MEO experience is a cognitive one, not sensory necessarily. The only way the senses are involved is the becomming aware of the energy field or erheric body as a separate and aware entity.

Even now, with dozens of 5-MeO experiences available online, this one is the most interesting and well explained. "Pure subjectivity" is a simple but perfect explanation of our deep nature, whether we get to know it through psychedelics or any other means.

The fact people have these experiences and are able to see these amazing things is feel them as well is incredible, I can’t even begin to imagine.

It shows us that we may not fear death and We have to ABSOLUTELY ask ourselves why this exists!

Great verbal description, Mira. ❤ 👍

When I did it there was zero stages at all. Must have done a lot. I was in the complete dark void instantly. Zero fear at all whatsoever. Didn’t have time to be afraid.

I always get that virtual reality feeling of the world when I experience NN Dmt. That dmt state is hard to explain, the complete separation of spirit from body is shocking and beautiful at the same time.

Almost identical to mine sans the guide and Buddha, though I love you description and the infinite humor and wisdom embodied in it.

I had my first bufo ceremony yesterday, and like many say, this video has really helped me articulate my experience. What I found interesting is that my entire experience (of feeling like I got annihilated and put back together) felt like less than a minute, but according to those around me I was out for 15 - 20 mins.

I've tripped on 5-MeO a half dozen times. The first time, i experienced a void, though I'm not sure it was "the void". I lost all sense of time and space but did not feel any particular ego death. I emerged feeling lighter, but not "changed". Yesterday was another attempt at the big breakthrough. I had the fractal blastoff and the "storm" as someone described which was all very intense. However, i was keenly aware that i had a harness on. I attribute that to my ego disallowing me to let go. Oddly, in fact, i sensed the resistance in what would normally be my lower left field of vision. I pleaded with my ego to let me go but in the end i didn't win. I feel like my fear is too strong. I think I'm not spiritually ready to submit and i probably need to work on that before i give it another go. Maybe I'm going in with too many expectations? I'm open to any constructive input.

Thanks for coherent insightful commentary rather than just WoW

‘Reincarnate back into yourself’ ....well said that’s great !!

Great description. Well done!! I can tell from your word choices, you have a brilliant mind mark 🙏🏻

Great report. But please, everyone who is thinking of it, be very careful, make sure you seriously vet your shaman, make sure you are experienced with psychedelics, have an integration plan, with a lot of support, and do a ton of research. I just did it, and it was a terrifying and traumatic experience, and a huge mistake and truly fucked me up emotionally and mentally. I got to stage 2, when your ego is ripped to shreds, and if you can't surrender, it goes bad, really, really bad. I feel this isn't being talked about enough. I was expecting bliss, but never got there.

The part about you, Buddha, and your guide laughing is not only hilarious, but so relatable having done it. While I didn't have that same experience, I can somehow totally see and feel the feeling of that happening. "Wait, really?" ...."yeah, really"....."oh my god" LOL I get it.

I've had PTSD for over twenty years. I wish I could some day get the opportunity to try this. Hoping that it could help.

Excellent attempt at description as it’s indescribable.

when you put a drop of water into the ocean it just becomes one with the ocean. ego was always an illusion

I never want to do 5-MeO because there's no ego death, you're still yourself but you're seeing a bunch of crazy shit. On N-N, you truly become infinite energy. Or so I hear.

I had this kind of experience of not exiting but just being. This was without drugs when I was younger, half falling asleep. It felt so weird and alien

I still to this day cant even put in words my experience from 5meo but it was nothing like this...i drowned in it!

Such an awesome description. You know if it could ever be explained in language.

Brilliant description. Reminds me a lot of my first Ayahuasca experience in Peru.

Thank you!

Exactly like how I felt!!! Couldn't even take a 3rd puff. Velocity at the highest speed

Ego does not "die" just as any non physical concept cannot die... it is a thought ... prepare to be born is a better description... you are still functioning through your "ego-id" through the entire "trip"... and hence your memory of the experience death of ego is a deceptive description.

5 meo is a fantastic tool. But most people seem to miss the point of that experience. Because of its short duration. All we ever experience is existence itself. You are that existence otherwise you wouldnt be here. That space where you feel like being nothing is: pure being in its unidentified form. The world is here because we identify.

I feel like I immediately died when took I that hit. And when I came back to, that was my birthday, July 5th 2020

Enjoyed listening to that!

After watching a lot of these experiences I THINK that DMT is also being released BEFORE YOU DIE.. Because it sounds a lot like the experience of people who almost died and came back. What do you think? There are certainly chemicals being released when you are on your deathbad so to speak which are reported all the time

Wow. Nice report.

Your DMT experienced is exactly what I experienced on a recent LSD trip. I was focusing and letting my vision dissolve into fractals until I started laughing uncontrollably and it just kept building up, more and more, resonating until I was crying with all emotion. Just like you described, it was pure emotion without the direction from the ego to be sad/happy/anxious. Then my vision just turned to white light and I suddenly launched into a fractal tunneling, being pulled straight into the center. At this point, I had no idea what was happening so I tried hard to stop it and pull myself back and I was actually able to. At this point, I was just pacing around saying "let's keep being a physical being!" because I literally felt as though my consciousness, my essential energy had been sent to another reality above this one, For the next 10 minutes, it was hard not to get pulled back to that tunnel and it almost felt as though some intelligence was calling, almost like "hey, come back!". After those 10 minutes, that's when I immediately realized I had all of this "knowledge" that wasn't even a thought in my mind before. I just knew things intuitively. Death is nothing to be afraid of...everything is resonance...the center of everything is love and happiness in it's purest form...live your life intuitively...we are all connected in a universal web of consciousness. Needless to say, DMT is next on the list.

What a beautiful video!

it's great to find the perfect amount for yourself. It doesn't have to be weighed to get there but be prepared for a bit extra. It's not hard to eye ball. I found that doing enough to leave me with the desire to walk up from it with energy instead of staying in the same spot laid out for another 20 minutes or so was my preference

Just got my 1st dye powder and am gathering courage for disintigration

Dude I love you so much for this, extremely similar to my trip on 5 meo

But what does it mean do dye a ego death.What does it feel like.

I always buy from the best seller.

Virtual reality proves that standard reality is also virtual.

I sat with Mother Ayahuasca twice last month and sometime within the next few months my shamans are actually coming to town so one of them can see her father and they are going to let me run with the bulls and on one hand I am excited and on the other hand, just like with Ayahuasca, completely terrified.

He’s the first person to say the trip lasts 20-40 minutes. Usually everyone says 10. Pretty cool trip report though.

How do you comunicate so much beauty? It's Incredible. I just look at it and it brings me to tears. Because I'm looking at it and I'm looking at myself. Yeah you've never really seen porn until you've seen it on 5meo DMT. Until you recognize that it's you and that's basically what Infinity is. Sort of like I love you, no I love you, no I love you, no I love you, no I love you more, I love you more, I love you more. Who can love who more? And whoever can love who more is God. You see that long laundry list of stuff about you that you don't love. God loves all of it. I'm sorry for not loving more, that's the only thing you have to be sorry about. Thank you. Thank You For Love! And at this point you realize that that's it, that's the point. That's the only lesson in life. That's my only job. Is to love. Everything else is idiocy and then what you do is you say I love you. For the first time in your life you say I love you because you really understand what that phrase means and you fall in love with God. But as it throws it out there, it's gentle so he throws it out there but then you say oh I can't love it and then what God will say in return is, it's okay. I love that you are not capable of love. I love that. And when that hits you. That's what fills you with enough love to overcome your resistance to love even that next level thing that you could do. No it can't be love. Of course it's love! what else could it be! It's love! No oh my God this is impossible! Of course it's love how could it be anything else!? How could I be so stupid as to think it's anything else. And God is like of course it's love.

How did you make the visuals I love them.

Man I wanna try it! I've done NN Dmt and that was the most amazing experience I've ever had. 5 Meo sounds just as good in a different way..

I am doing Bufo for the first time this Thursday, I’m nervous please wish me luck ❤

Seems like the middle stage is the 5th or 6th dimension. But it sounds like at first you were blasted to the 10th dimension. You can't go past the 10th or 11th dimension.

Very cool, thanks..!

Kudos.. 👊🏼……does not get more eloquent than that……

Thanks!

The breath of life

After Hamilton Morris's 5-MeO-DMT synthesis with melatonin and other commonly available starting materials, I think this will be very common in the future (and save the poor Bufo toads).

My dmt experience was mostly forgotten.... i lost my memory for about 5 hours. My son thought he broke me 😢 I think I had a drug interaction. Allergy or anti-depressant... my memory was lost from about a half hour before so i do not remember taking it or even choosing to take it. I was planning on giving my son the torch he needed and said I'd research more. No idea why I changed my mind. But about a month later (no Rx taken) i mini dosed to see if memory would restore. The smell was helpful. But yeah... i remembered was in some video game type environment. I now wonder if we're in a simulation and i was dealing with computer inner workings 😂 The visual reminded me of super HD tv cartoons like mickey mouse playhouse nowadays. Super duper high def but like on movie screens not like this earth life. The entities totally ignored me. It seemed kinda like a game field at first or race track. The end was bejeweled entities (think fancy chess pieces) on an absolutely huge soccer field and i was on the field wishing i was back. I think that was the end of my dmt experience. I have only flash images of memory... nothing sustained like a dream. But it was a real immersive experience like this life is. The funniest part was not believing trump was potus. I was about 4 years behind during my amnesia. Friends came over and every 5 minutes, I'd ask who they were. But i was very pleasant and felt fantastic for days after. My curiosity gets to me at times...

I hope to try this

Some of my experiences from 4grams of Subs (mushrooms), Prepare yourself to die, ego is lost My spiritual preparation related to my experience Non duality, flow between the 2 sides of our whole My resistance to letting go was little ad I was assured of my choice to be here and was comforted when I continued Meaning of existence Most remarkable colours and shapes A Being that looks Alien showing the way to deeperness The feeling is indescribable, words cannot explain Hours of this experience

Scarily accurate. It is death

I love it .

I have smoked Salvia dozens of times with some off the chain experiences, and the more I learn about 5 meo dmt and hear these stories I feel like it makes Salvia look like a joke!

Great visuals on this, like the report. I have just done my 3rd round - each one very different. How has it shifted your world view "after" for integration?

Hello friend, what a great video and report thank you ! Could you tell the name of the beautiful music tracks you made it with ?

Your talking nn dmt, not 5meo dmt

explaining the inexplicable.

Where can i purchase thisv

I’ve seen the storm wormhole thing on .5 grams of mushrooms and a fat joint. It was scary. It looked like the all seeing eye from lord of the rings.

Did you find out why we are here? Why are we here to experience this VR in this human avatar? Why do we need to see the ups and downs with this VR life we have? For what purpose? Why do we need to feel this pain in this lifetime? I need to do one of these trips. Let Goooooo, stop resisting, stop trying to get back to the human VR Avatar and try to have fun with it. I know, it's quit the shock when you've been thrown into that blasting instant trip... It's the only way to see that this VR life really doesn't matter. All that really matters is how you've learned to love other people unconditionally. Love life unconditionally. Live this Love Life unconditionally and let go. Give thanks every morning for a new day to play in this VR...... Did you see yourself in other dimensions? What were you doing, what kind of person were you, what role were you playing to help the other new souls in that VR. Did you see the Akashic Records, I could spend countless lifetimes there. You know, stuff...I've had a few NDEs Near Death Experiences where my life flashed before my eyes , but only one where I was actually brought back to life in the hospital. I was in a coma for 7 days. All this sounds very familiar.

Velocity through a wormhole as it were into the universe

QUESTION: when you do DMT NN or 5MEO, Are you completely aware of what is going on around you which is why it's so scary? Does it feel real? I'm assuming you are completely sober in this experience unlike being high on acid or alcohol correct?

I love learning about this. Where can I buy some or go to get some?

so it's worth it? Question for you all. So called terror bit. I found with other experience on other that breathing, deep in slow out. Does that work with this?

Is it normal to not remember anything from the 5meo trip. After I took the hits I passed out & woke up feeling very happy

Thanks to Exotic psyche pharmaceuticals I have tripped numerous times (shrooms, substituted tryptamines like 5-Meo-DALT, LSD of course, phens, etc) I was just curious as to your experiences with it. However my trips has always been good.

I had this experience without smoking dmt. Not sure why, but far the craziest experience

Rock On !

Beautiful

Its impossible to have a dualistic experience on this stuff i think. Youre just thrown out of your body.

i thought i had normal dmt but after listening to this i think i had 5 meo, very similar experience

I thought 5 meo didn’t give visuals?

I was have exactly same experiencing so Beautiful ,I don’t know what is that mean but I didn’t asking what is that , I was just Enjoying love that.

I had a really similar experience to phase 3 on 6 grams of shrooms. Anyone relate?