What Happened to my Fingers? * Finger Amputations * Raynaud's 

When I realized today was 5 years from my 1st finger amputation I felt like I should do a video. I'm so glad I did, not only to bring awareness to Raynaud's but to help anyone going through this horrible adventure to know they are not alone. The video has been up about 2 hours and I have already received messages and pictures from others being affected by Raynaud's. One lady is scared and doesn't know what is going to happen to her finger. I remember being right there where she is tonight. So glad she saw this video and reached out to me to ask questions and talk.

After all the pain , you still have a sense of humor. I really admire you.

Kayla, I have no idea how I ended up here at your channel tonight. Normally, I don't comment but you are so inspiring that it feels like I'm here to learn a lesson from you. I don't know if it's a physical, mental or an emotional lesson but I will never forget you. You will be in my prayers. Thank you.

You are amazing!! I lost my vision 18 months ago. When I am asked how it happened I reply, too much masturbation makes you go blind, or too much time on my cell phone, or watching tv, or staring at the sun. Actually I have macular degeneration and diabetic retinopathy. Coincidentally, my dad had to have his right eye removed last year due to cancer. When people ask him about it he replies: Red Ryder BB Guns aren't toys, you'll shoot your eye out. We have to have a sense of humor about what has happened to us. It is the best way to deal with the pain and grief. I still knit and crochet. I had to give up driving, and reading. We learn to adapt. I am sorry this happened to you. I pray it doesn't happen again. I admire your strength and perseverance, and of course your sense of humor. 😘

One of the 1st lessons I learned at the start of MY medical journey was, *trust yourself that you know your own body best* I don't doubt that doctors know the medical terms of what goes on, but when something about your own body feels -not right- you are the best judge. *I admire your attitude about everything and add my name to your family's list of fans!* *Keep on truckin' and we'll be here cheering you on :))*

I lost half of my thumb to cancer I just do what I can you are a inspiration to me thank you

Thank you for your humor. I hope you’re doing well.

I want to say your amazing to be able to crochet with no fingers.God bless you. I have stage four breast cancer. But everyone's problems are different. I'm so sorry you had to go through this.

I know so many people who have let their amputations stop them from doing the things they love. I don't blame them. I can imagine it's very hard to start at 0 with a craft or hobby you used to be proficient in. The fact that you have carried on and adapted to continue the craft you love is so amazing.

Thanks for sharing about what must have been an incredibly challenging and scary situation. I'm sure your story will help others facing life challenges too, so thanks for your honesty andwillingness to share.

My daughter has Raynauds . This is terrifying . Thank you for the video . The picture are very helpful . People need to know the signs . I love your beautiful hair and your happy out look. Your awesome . Seems like it’s worse in the winter months for my daughter . God bless

A friend told me "Life is beautiful, but it isn't always fair!". We never know what life has in store for us, but you have the right attitude. God bless you Kayla. 🙏💛🤗

I have MS, I get severe nerve pain in my hands, especially when I'm trying to crochet, but I haven't gave up, so glad I found your channel ❣️ everytime I feel sorry for myself over the MS, I will always remember this video!

Thank you for being so brave to share. I have lupus sjogens and Rheumatoid arthritis. I can't even imagine. I hurt from crocheting too much or gardening my heart does break for you. The good lord gave you a sence of humor we all need. God Bless.

"He didn't think I knew what I was talking about..." LOLOL! Bless you, you wonderful soul. You are an inspiration, and brought a smile to my face today. :)

Thank you for your story. I have been diagnosed with Lupus and Raynaud's. When my fingers started acting up my doctors really didn't know what to tell me except, wear gloves because your fingers are cold. I looked at him and said I was inside the house playing cards when my finger went numb/tingly/painful and whitey blue color. It hurt so bad I was tapping it and pulling them smacking it on the table, trying to get it to stop. Cold was not a factor. At least I know it wasn't all in my head. Thankfully my circulation returned but I know what to look for now and I know not to wait. Wish they could have done more to help. Since it's an older video I can only hope medically they have an advancement that helps prevent more loss. You have brightened my storm. You encourage me to see the silver lining even through the challenges. Thank you 🦋🌺🦋

I can't believe they haven't been able to determine a diagnosis for you. You have a remarkable outlook on life and such a great sense of humor. You strike me as being a fun person to be around. Praying they find a way to stop your pain and the loss of you digits.

Thanks for bringing awareness to this. You are an incredibly strong person and you have a sweet laugh and smile. Your family is lucky to have you.

I'm terrible, but was going to ask you if I didn't see this. I'm disabled from a very messed up spine and arthritis. I recently turned 60 and got started on this stuff when I was old. Thank God that I have these hobbies now! If not for all of this, I would never have survived the sudden unexpected death of my daughter Jan 21 2022. May God continue to bless you!you :)

I knit and have all my fingers but I struggle, I don't know how you manage without the fingers! Amazing.

This popped up in my feed. I didn't know and I wasn't going to ask. Thank you for sharing your story about this. I never knew about that condition. I love that you face the questions and the situation with humor. That bit at the beginning had me chuckling!😁 Take care!

You are an amazing lady miss Kayla. You are a blessing to your family and all who know you. God bless you always.

Miss Kayla, you're an inspiration to all of us. I became disabled in 2019 due to a fall at work. Had to have surgery on both legs and end up with nerve damage. I wish I had come across your channel back then. I could have used your inspiration. I didn't think I would ever be anything like I was. But you have given me strength to move forward and enjoy as much of life as I can. Thank you for your inspiration and videos. 😊

That thumbnail picture is epic! What a great sense of humor!

You are an inspiration! I've had lupus for 30 years. I haven't lost any digits or limbs but my legs and feet died due to nerve damage. Can't feel anything from my knees down. I can walk with a rollator but fall frequently. The bones in my left wrist collapsed and it had gone too far for surgery. Can't use it anymore. In a brace until I die. I learned the hard way to take life one day at a time. You are blessed to have family. I lost all of mine by the time I was thirty and lupus took me down shortly after. Thanks for sharing your story!

Thanks for sharing your story. I also have Raynauds and other auto immune diseases. You are such an inspiration.

It’s good that you’re in good spirits. I don’t know what I would have done if I lost so many digits.

What a wonderful way to see your life!! You are such a blessing Kayla! I could not stop laughing when you told the Lowe’s story! I could see the look on that kids face! Lol Thanks you for sharing your story with us!😍

God Bless you! You’re a precious lady. Praying for you. Stay positive always. You’re an inspiration 🥰

You are so strong, I admire the way you see life.

You are an inspiration to us all and so incredibly brave. In another video you mentioned a name as to what happened. Have they finally given you a diagnosis? I experienced a hospital stay if 2 weeks and never received a diagnosis. What the doctors put you through seems unforgivable. I can see you have forgiven them. I am in awe of you.

Thank you for sharing your story. I have a relative that lost her fingers due to a rare case of the flu. Her story was in the readers digest, a long time ago when it happened.

The way you announced your first amputation was amazing. Glad you're holding up well!

You have truly blessed me today. I am so sorry for all the pain you had to endure. You didn't deserve that. Sending love to you. Always in my thoughts.

Five years ago and you re invented EVERYTHING NOTHING CAN KEEP Liama Mama DOWN look at you its a hard fight but you are a WINNER every single trial you rise up you help soooo many others i wish you knew how much i hope and pray as i prayed that you will never go through this loss again!!!!!!!!!! stay safe you are loved and appreciated

Thank you for both your humor and honesty. I have Raynaud’s and it was a very early onset for me. Part of the reason I learned to crochet is because I wear wrist warmers/fingerless gloves for a large portion of the year to keep the main arteries in my wrists warm. These fingerless gloves significantly reduces the pain Raynaud’s causes and that allows me to be more productive with my hands. Over the many years of wearing fingerless gloves, I’ve developed very specific taste in the style of fingerless gloves I like. It’s a game changer when you can custom make something that allows you to be more functional in life. Keep being awesome and don’t lick any blenders.😅

I also have a debilitating disorder called dystonia It has taken over my hands but I refuse to stop crafting. You are an inspiration to many to never let anything get in your way fingers are just what they are tools And without tools you just learn to adapt That's what I've had to do but I won't give in and I won't give up so keep i inspiring

This is Jane. Oh, Kayla, what a journey you are on. Life can be tough, but your attitude is beautiful. I have crohns disease, and am mostly housebound. I really enjoy my handicrafts; at least I can make gifts for my loved ones and feel productive. Though it can be real hard somedays, I thank God for all the blessings I do have. You are a great encouragement. I Thank you for your sweet spirit and fun attitude. Oh, by the way, one of our daughters did get her fingers caught in the hand mixer beaters. Praise God none of her fingers were broken, but she still has the gnarly, bent up beater as a souvenir.🥰

It’s so great that you have such a great outlook on your conditions and have a little fun with it even! Love you loads!

Thank you for sharing your story. Lord. you have had it tough. I admire your attitude and your resilience. I am fast losing the function of my fingers and hands due to Multiple Sclerosis. I am constantly having to adapt and find ways to keep knitting, crocheting and day to day stuff. Keep strong girl, you are an inspiration to us all.

I think you’re amazing. You’re family is blessed to have you. Thank you for sharing❤️

im glad your ok now..but i wish you could have had one doctor with a plan..only one....thank God for the miracles we all receive in life..take care..and thanks for sharing your story...its amazing and your very brave for showing us all what happened..thank you

You are truly a blessing!! I’m like you I’m always joking about the bad things in my life! I’d rather laugh than cry! God bless!!

You have such an amazing outlook and strength. I tell you, doctors are all not all they are cracked up to be. I can't help but feel they failed you at every corner. I love that you doing what you love, knitting and that you have a wonderful family behind you. You truly are an inspiration. May God watch over you and bring healing to you. Thank you for sharing your story. God bless and keep that sense of humor; it's a strength that not many have! God bless you and your family.

You are a very strong person God new you could handle it. May God keep you safe in the palm of his hands

Your amazing to keep smiling and functioning so well. Prayers!

God bless you. I will keep you in my prayers. You have a beautiful heart

You are still here and with your family. Blessings to all

I had to come watch this video. You are an amazing lady and I love your attitude! Praying for you my friend!

I love your sense of humor …. My mom had her toes half or her foot amputated and she was like you… kept her sense of humor and would joke about it with the grandkids ….. it was her way of dealing with it and she went on with her daily life …. ❤️ you are an amazing example of strength and determination !!!! God bless

You are strong and have a great sense of humor

Kayla, your inner strength shines. Terrific sense of humor. I'm glad you have it as it lightens the weight & prevents dwelling on our life's adversities. Bringing awareness of Reynaud's & helping others by your experience is truly proactive and generous. Love you. Keep knitting and crocheting. 🤗💖🪔🌹🌺💐

Did you ever say when they finally diagnosed you?? My husband has a wonderful attitude like you do. He went in for a routine knee replacement and contracted MRSA in the hospital. After seven surgeries to try and save his leg they finally amputated above the knee. He’s in a wheelchair now. He said he was going to get a tattoo on his stump that said ONE FOOT IN THE GRAVE he has a shirt that says IT WAS GOING TO COST AN ARM AND A LEG BUT I WAS ABLE TO NEGOTIATE He’s got a great attitude Thank you for sharing your story God bless you. Hugs from texas

Oh sweetheart I'm so sorry for what you been through. God bless you. 😢

Hi from Australia. What a wonderful, brave soul you are! 💖💖💖 I pray you're able to hang on to your other fingers. I think you're marvellous hanging on to your quirky sense of humour and it's great that you can still knit! Keep smiling beautiful lady ... you're doing a great job keeping positive. 💖💖💖

I have a dear friend with Raynaud's Disease. Her hands are always cold to the touch. Thank you for sharing your story. Your sense of humor is truly remarkable.

awww your such a trooper girl bless you i do watch your channel and wanted to know what happen so i went to the beginning you have come a long way

Kayla, I just found your vlog a few days ago. You are an inspiration. God Bless You.

This is my 1st time seeing your video so I clicked on this one and listened to the whole thing saying a prayer along the way. God bless you and ty for making this video explaining what happened to your fingers and not all at the same time, how sad but you're a very strong and courageous woman! This video I see is from 2 yrs ago. How are you today? 🤗❤🙏🙏🙏

I'm glad this video popped up. Your story is so sad but you are a blessing!!! I have been a Diabetic for 43 years. Amputations are a chance for diabetics. I pray that God continues to save me from this difficulty. I have also prayed for years that if I ever became handicapped, that I would keep learning how to keep going as you do!!! Thank you for your openness!!!!! May God Bless You!!!

Wow, I have been catching up on old vlogs. Your story blows me away, but more importantly your positive attitude is amazing. Your upbeat and happy nature is why I love your channel.

I always tell people that it's important to find humor in whatever struggle we go through. A lot of times it's really hard to do but it does help. You are someone that knows this too. God bless you. I will pray for you to be in good health and to be able to continue doing things that you enjoy. you enjoy.

Kayla, thank you so much for being so open and vulnerable. I can't even begin to imagine how much pain you've gone through. I have a connective tissue disease called Ehlers Danlos syndrome and i have raynaud's as well. I had no idea it could get that bad. I have lots of hand pain when it's even slightly cold, but the feeling always comes back and it's never turned blue like yours. I will be over here praying for your health and your hands every day.

You are a strong person. I also have lupus and I so understand what you are going through. Lupus took my kidney's and I am waiting for a kidney transplant right now and doing dialysis. Praying for you and hoping for a cure for lupus.

Kayla I just watched this video and cried. I think it is amazing how much you do in your crochet projects. My daughter and niece and Mother have Raynaud's. Thanks for sharing your story.

I just wanted to say hi and thank you for telling your story. I also have Lupus and raynaurds. Bless you and keep making videos!

I just found your channel, due to your crochet curly hair, then saw this. I'm adding you to my prayer list and hope the Lord will keep you from loosing anymore fingers or thumbs. Your attitude is just like my husband he has Marfan's disease and has had many many surgeries. He has been disabled for a long time but just goes with the flow. Thank you for sharing about your disease, as I have some issues with mine, but now should they ever start like yours I will take it seriously.

I am new to your channel and now binge watching. You are such an inspiration, How blessed are the families and friends who have you in their life. I do have to re read Why Bad Things Happen to Good People.I look forward to getting to know you and will be following you all the way. Take care Kayla....You've had a rough year. Hugs

You are such a strong woman. Here I am whining about my aches and pains. I am ashamed of myself.

You are so brave. I am so sorry you have gone through the emotional snd physical trauma of these amputations. You are amazing and I am so glad you can still knit. God bless you.

Hi. So sorry to hear about your condition. I know several people who suffer from this. My prayers go out to everyone who suffer from this. Thanks for sharing your story.

Thank you for sharing my story, you are awesome,sending love and hugs ,from Australia ❤️🤗

You are a wonderful person! Thank you for sharing this with us. You are so strong and I cannot begin to imagine what this had to feel like. I thank you for you being so real. I love your channel and am so glad I have found you!! ♥️

I’m sorry for what happened to you, but I’m glad that you are so optimistic

Thank you for sharing your story. I love your attitude and humor. You knit such beautiful items I am so glad it didn't stop you from knitting!

Kayla you are an amazing strong woman. What a great inspiration for all of us yarn, knitting & crochet lovers!! Thanks for sharing your story. ❤️🧶

Wow one after an another!! Oh my dear angel hearted! Friend! How brave and strong you are! I don’t know how much pain and hardship you have been through and I wasn’t there! But now we are here for you for ever! I love 💕 you!

Subscribed! Thank you for sharing. My daughter and my Supervisor at work both have Raynaud's. My daughter has just had numbness and tingling so far, and redness when exposed to hot water. I worry about her, but your positive attitude will uplift more people than you realize. Thank you again.

So sorry that happened to you Thank you for sharing this with us, I would of never imagined come across something of this. I was watching your curly hair tutorial and didn't realize your fingers were gone, I went to your page and was looking on your other videos and seen thins I was like wow you did amazing using your hands and fingers you have. Your great inspiration for others cause this is a serious thing and I couldn't imaging how you felt time and time again over and over. Prayers and hope nothing bad happens any more.

you are one badass queen! thank you for sharing your story and for being the creative, funny, and probably very loving person you are

Thank you for allowing others to learn about Raynaud's and your journey with it.

My daughter has Raynaud’s disease and her fingers turn white and they are always cold ! And she dropped a pan of hot water on her feet when she was 12 and burned both feet 3rd degree burns , they healed very well but her feet turn purple and cold all the time !!! Bless you 🙏🏻💞

I'm a retired special education teacher. I applaud you because you still enjoy crocheting and stuff. You have a good attitude! 👏I have no knee left and use a cane. Do I still keep walking? YES!

Thank you for sharing your life. You are truly a blessing , shining light, so sweet.

I did not know this story, Kayla. Thank you for sharing. I love you.

God bless you Darlin'! You have such a positive attitude. You have blessed all of us that have watched this podcast. I pray you have a Blessed and healthy 2019!

Wowww you are truly strong to endure so much! I pray the Lord's protection over you and heal the other finger with the red dot on it. Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ to be your healer in such a time as this. Bless you

Thank u for sharing this truly touching story.

It is ridiculous for the doctor to act like you don’t know what your talking about, when your the one that has gone thru it. Your lucky your family helps you, it makes a big difference.

Kayla, as everybody else has said, I appreciate you sharing about your struggles, and for you to be a crafter who uses your hands, what a challenge! I love your humor and bravery! I am spending time at the hospital with my husband who is being treated for leukemia, and I have gotten hooked on circular machine knitting, I’ll be an “expert” by the time I get home and can get one of these machines ! Big Daddy gave us excellent tips on how to perform maintenance on the Addie King, so thank you to him. Best wishes for your remaining fingers!! Love to you, keep on cranking!!

I have enjoyed listening to your stories about how you lost your fingers. You are a hoot. I love your bright beautiful smile. You bring joy and love in all you do. My prayers are with you. Thank you

You are a very courageous and amazing woman. Thank you for sharing and to bring awareness of Raynaud's Thank you again

Kayla, You are an inspiration. When I try something yarny and I can't get it, I look to your videos and try to find you have done something similar. If you can do it with 5 fingers then surely I can suck it up and try again with 10. My dad had Raynauds, not to your level, and we worry about him all the time. Thank you for sharing your story and I plan to keep watching your videos for inspiration all the time.

I'm a knitter too. It can be happily hypnotic. And your children are learning a lifelong lesson about acceptance and stepping up to the plate. I think this is the most moving video I've seen here. Thank you for taking the time to tell us.

I commend you on your attitude. I have a feeling this information is quite helpful to those that need this as a warning sign. Thankyou. God Bless.

You are brave, loving, strong lady!!

I'm so sorry to hear that happened. Your in my prayers Kayla

very beautiful testimonial, sorry for your fingers you make fun on it but i am sure it not always funny for you in dayly life ,the importance is that you are still alive with your family and always the spirit for life and a beautiful smile on your face I am folowing your vlog for a few days now :) and I love your little red glasses :) have a great night

You are such a great example to us because of your glorious attitude with all you have had to endure. Go for the funny. It could be worse.

Kayla, you are a wondrous woman. You have been thru an awful lot. You still smile and carry on. God is good, you have your life and your loved ones. And all your talents and hobbies are amazing! I also have Lupus and dread the future. So far, lots of medical issues. But I will endure as long as the Lord let's me. I will strive to keep a smile on my face, a hook in my hands, and a song in my heart. God bless you and good luck.