"what happened to us?.." || Spoken Word Poetry 

She expressed my feelings better then I could ever

“i was forced to move on, i watched you get happier with everyone else”

Those who are heartless... Once cared too much.

Worst feeling is when someone hurts you then say youre the one who hurt them

The hardest part is that Acting like nothing happens when some things really do happen. Seeing them happy with another beings and not us hurts so much that we can feel our heart broke inside. But I still hope he still remembers every little thing that happens between us. Even after he leaves, I still stay here, at the same place where he left me.

This explained all that happened last week. And to all those who are having a rough time. Stay strong because there is always a rainbow after the rain❤️😔

Why does this literally feel like you said the words I’ve been trying to say? This was amazing, I honestly understand how you feel.

I love him,I loved him, I still love him...... I've given up on everything since this because it feels like he doesn't care.

Worst feeling is when you forgive someone, and they don’t even know they had been forgiven, like they don’t even know they did something wrong and act like everything is normal, but only you know how many opportunities you had given to them and they didn’t even realize it

"I just wanted you to love me" That honestly hit the hardest. Through all our issues, all I ever asked was for her to be my sister, and I couldn't even get that.

Me: when I'm older I wanna be a dinosaur Mom: because they are massive? Me: no because they are dead Mom : :0

I have a pretty good idea what happened.. a lot of broken promises, stood up twice (scared) treated a long time like I was a joke and tons of false hope (felt like a game) my heart is so true for him and always have been and it was brutally stomped on numerous times. Then one day, he took a big turn and I know it took him a lot but I also knew his heart was big and I knew he slowly come out and I pushed and pushed to never give up on him. When he finally did do his big turn around that did take him a lot of courage to do, lots of confusion came with his big heart and leaves me doubtful, uncertain, but excited at same time (if that makes sense) we both came a long way. Lots of hurt, pain, anger but so much love. We been growing together. I just need him to make his last step closer to me for us so we can have a happy healthy future together. Just today, I accomplished an almost 11 year goal. I achieved it and I’m free!! All I want is him (us) and to get us right for the last time so we can, hold each other’s hands, hang out, work hard, just love one another that we been wanting for a very long time.. the past is finally over. Let’s chew it up and spit it out! Like brushing off old dust to make it shine again! He’s my guy, my fine guy, my best friend, soon to be hubby 🙏🌹

Here stuck at home going through a bad breakup. I know just how u felt when u wrote this and alll the others too sitting here sobbing because of how close your words hit home...

"I watched you become happier with everyone else"😢🔥

He made me so happy, even just being around him. And now he's left me, I feel like I'm going into this dark place to the point I feel dead inside. I don't feel like a person anymore.

That's the most fitting one for me. Oh I wish you could go back in time.

I spent so many hours worrying your safety and well-being while disregarding my own, I helped you attach yourself to people you wanted while I hurt myself step by step doing so. I gave you every forgiving after each time you hurt me, I put my heart in your hands and you squeezed it until it popped, you threw years out the window in exchange for a couple of days, i don’t understand. i’m sorry i loved you. i’m sorry for being sorry.

You forget to count how many times I let you come back in..

sometimes it’s as if I don’t even know you anymore- like if I miss the memories more than I miss you

I became in this situation at 1:00 AM this morning, didn’t know what to do, but ball my eyes out and fall asleep as I did. Woke up this morning with no texts from anyone but my regular group of girls I constantly text. And some streaks from my guy friends. Nothing too meaningful from the guy I truly miss. I’ll never understand what the hell I even did. Bc he blocked me without a warning. I’ll never understand why girls have to go through what they do now these days, bc it’s tragic for the ones that get it done to them.. not knowing who to text when u need some company or someone there in general, is the hardest thing we can go through. Especially if that person was once the love of your life.

I get a sense of relief every time I watch one of these videos she always knows how to shape when I’m feeling into words

cant believe im barly seeing this . they say you fall in love 3 times my first was with this boy , man he made me so happy , and you never think about the end until it creeps up on you . its been over a year since the breakup and i still have not gotten over him .

Deep down I never stop loving you till now but you never understand how much I struggle to reach by your side so, I just step back and observed that am I the only one who still believes in love and then on I understand a little pit about me that am a damn lier because I cannot prove you that my love for you is real and pure.... Oh Weak me.

I’m mad at myself bc I ruined my friendship with my friend and it’s all my fault and i feel like I’m dead to her but we still hang out with each other but we’re not as close like we used to be 😭😭😭

"I watched you become happier with everyone else." so why not me...?

How could you. You hurt me so bad. Had you as a best friend for 9 years and now you’re gone. How do u expect to go from talking 10 times a day to not talking at all. To go from loving each other to hating each other? I wish it could have been different but you’re gone for good. I’ll always remember our sleep overs and memories and “play dates” after school. Now we’re 13, we got to middle school, and we had a fight and despise each other and it sucks.

It's like she has watched everything I went through and expressed it through my eyes...I have no words for how amazing your spoken words are❤

I liked him for almost four years. When he came back, he told me he likes me. I said "It's time to try." little did I know, I'll break, worst than in the past.

Love is like a butterfly if you hold tightly it will die and if you hold loosely it will fly so If somebody walk away from your life let them go you don’t have convince to anybody love you if they leave you it means they didn’t attach to your future

I felt this💔she just said everything I wanted to

Most heartbreaking thing I've been through is that...i had to watch her walk away but most of all what really hurt is when I had to sit there and watch my beautiful little Angel turn into Satan.....and I couldn't do absolutely nothing about it.....

Please no pointing fingers it’s done already. Yes I do hurt you mentally and physically I admit and again you did hurt me more than you know. Is just comes to the point I am done dealing my insecurities and jealousy and a lot of questions from you until now I didn’t get an answer from you. That’s all I can say sorry if I hurt you but I hope you realize not only me had fault you had mistakes a lot and I always be there for you. You take advantage on me thats that truth.

It hurts when u know its ur fault.... Cuz u werre the one that pushed them away ...

WHAT HAPPENED TO US? YOU CHOSE SOMEONE ELSE YOU PLAYED ME.

I stepped out of my own way like you asked .. I screamed and I wailed as I was leaving every bit of my soul screamed out for you and all I want d was to see happiness for you , if I was the thorn in your side I selflessly stepped aside so you could succeed in what you said you wanted … till this very day I wish we could reconnect as the new people we said we were going to become..

I really deeply feel these.

It's like someone said what my heart wanted to say

No matter how tough life gets Keep on seeing the beauty in negativity And never stop chasing the light. Keep fighting, T.

hi love!❤️i’ve recently seen your poems and i love them and there so powerful i mean damn girl! it’s raw and it’s so powerful and rare. you show your true and inner feelings. your fighting your demons and your beating them and it’s beautiful! keep writing!💙

I'm a boy here ...... I dunno why but it feels like everything which u gone through is the same to me ... Hey thanks to express yourself like this 💖. I'm so sad that I'm afraid to love anyone else ... I know how badly I was treated but why is that feeling of going back to hers on just one call ... Why still a urge to be with her why why why

Full of emotions, spoken from her heart. ❤Nice.

Oh man these feeling are coming back :(

But you're the one that left you were the one that was so unsure yourself and us. I never made you believe it's what you always wanted to do. Instead of facing your problems you run. Everything could be worked out if you try but if you run nothing can be worked out. You can blame everything on me I'm good with it. But I know deep down inside you know the truth. I'm sorry for the life you led I didn't do it to you. Instead of talking and telling the truth you would hide everything in Li lie. You don't want to talk that's your choice. I don't care anymore you don't want to talk then I don't want to talk. Have a good day good night good life. I mean you still ain't even told me we're done. What you think you could just keep stringing me along I'm not someone else. Heck I was even going to counseling but it was too important for me to take away from my time for you to go. You don't need to go right it's only me. Like I said you can blame me I'll take the blame. If you feel better. Alright your choice I don't beg anybody I did enough begging you don't want to talk that's your choice. You're the one that's going to lose not me

I couldn't of expressed it any better , thank you for sharing love you

This is so beautiful and true. We have built a castle in the sky. But I never questioned you and I never stoped you. And I will never question and will never stop you.

"I 'WATCHED YOU WALK AWAY, I NEVER INTENDED TO HURT ANYONE, I WAS VERRY ALONE, I JUST WANTED TO BE ABLE TO 'EXPRESS' MYSELF, THERE'S NO REVENGE, COS I NEVER HAD A PLOT, ONLY A LONELY PERSON, WITH LOVE TO 'GIVE', & UNABLE TO 'EXPRESS ' IT, I NEVER PLANNED ANYTHING, NEVER HAD A CHANCE, NEVER HAD TIME, DIDN'T HAVE MUCH TIME TIME, FOR MYSELF, NOW THAT'S ALL I'VE GOT!!!.

I loved someone too and he knows it and I still love my other half but some how we managed to kinda fall apart alot of it is pride ego I think for him and friends getting in the way but it doesn't change how I feel about my soulmate I'll always have him in my heart but I have cut those people in my ear and try to rebuild what we had but only if he's wanting to I want to still work on us because I really do love him.

It happened people... it happened, i lost my best friend, my soulmate, my sister, the one i shared all my secrets, the one i valued the most, the one i loved the most, the one i thought i could never live without... but she just threw it all away, 7 years wasted💔💔 i wasn't enough and she had enough, found another one and forgot about me and now i just feel so empty without her and idk what to do anymore...

I want to tell him that it isn't that easy to move on and if he feels the same but he has found someone new even if we could just be friends😔

This poem it's very beautiful and so much truth in it keep it up love your poems

Skye you have a real talent and you managed to summon up how I was feeling over a year ago

Yes they forgot how many times we forgive them 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

This is definitely relatable.

I wish I could move on, but I can't.

FOREVER Forever didn't last. Said u will be always by my side, Now have no sign. The song u dedicated me says "Forever together", Just like the song it didn't continue to play forever. But that 3 min song did really felt like forever. ! You hold my hand and took me so far to unknown, But you just left, now I'm lost. Surrounded by woods, Always there to listen to my stories but unable to help. Poor woods, broken me, there she goes from the back door which I never knew existed. Felt death although alive. What could I say more, wishing you happiness. Happiness with your future were I'm not included.! The oceans, the stars, the future we created, Now I'm alone unable to walk through our dreams. But you do not notice, its deserted place for u. My heart cry.! My heart cry not for you to come back.! My heart cry for the broken promises. I do not miss you. I miss us when we were so happy, That was when we were together creating future in our world. Hope you're happy with your new world, Hope you are making it beautiful. Hope one day I can have a glance at it. We could not be together forever but the moment we had will at least last till I lost my memory . just unnfinished Dreams..!

I absolutely love your poetry the words in this explain EXACTLY how I feel

every single word gets me .

This is how I really truly extremely truly feel about everyone that I care about so much

Please never stop writing. I wanna see your videos everytime. Just keep posting. We love you! ❤️

I never intended to hurt you, I caused more problems than I probably should've - I swear I feel all these videos

Every single word striked me.. every single line felt so much deep within. Everything resembles my own story. Just like you even I have recorded my pain on mobile recorder. "I watched her becoming happier with everyone else" 🙏🙏

Just to think that we were best friends the year before...

You're the one who lied and hurt me. But why is it my fault? You broke me, and still you make it seem like it's my fault. You killed me and I died while you're smiling with someone else, when you said you will never look at any other girl, because you only want me. You're laughing while I'm drowning. You're moving on without knowing that you left a scar that will never heal again. You made me lose my trust and believe in love. You're the one who did something wrong, but why I'm the one suffering??

you hurt me but was it really me fault. i have to say...i miss you alot and i never stoped. im truly and sorry if i hurt you, i just wish we could go back and....stoped all the fighting

Thank you very much , you explain the words i cant say , im a boy , there is a thought that says be a reflection of what you want to receive , give love you will get loved , give truth you will get honesty , give respect you will be respected , give care you will get cared , all the girls ive met i have given all and get nothing in return , all i get is heartbreak , and now i feel like whats the point of being the good guy , i wanna change my heart , my soul and my mind so badly because im tired of being hurt and expected to walkaway like my feelings dont matter

He keeps silent and it’s a sign that relationship ends. It’s time to say goodbye.

When me and my best friend were texting on Snapchat, then we had an argument and I lost my temper and called her the worst... big mistake... she really hated me after that and she even said she wouldn't care if I died... she was really special to me. Then she unfriended me on everything and I couldn't just meet her in real life because she lives in Northern Ireland and I live in the UK so I have no way of telling her how sorry I am and bow much I miss her. I miss her so much that I struggle to sleep and struggle to maintain being happy, I just suddenly start crying and in my head I tell myself "I hate myself! Why did I do that?! I regret absolutely everything! I'm worthless..." and stuff like that... you really don't know how much you care for someone until they're gone from you... and what doesn't help is I still cry about my dog because he died in 2016 and he was amazing.

Oh gosh why am i crying so hard..my pillow my pillow is damp with tears 😭😭😭💔💔

Everything u say in all your videos makes so much sence cuz im that guy to my ex of 3 yrs. An im glad ive found your videos cuz I didnt know how to put it into words

I'll never forget u coz u are my happiness.... 💟

Girl.. You don't know how much I cried watching your videos.. 😭

I'm crying, yesterday I found out that I can't trust any of my friends.. This is how I feel... I'm so sick of life!

You said everything I wished I could've said

this is so relatable

that “i’m sick of watching it rain every single time you throw words at me” hit different. every time my ex and i would have an argument it always seemed to rain

When our love is pure we will always be in each other's life

I can't control my tears

My heart is severely grieved..💔😢

This literally happened to me in my past and I hate my past because of it

That’s exactly what just happen to me this week

This hits so hard when U just lost Ur best friend and found out they were in a car accident and blamed U when U weren't in the car

im crying ily

Because you give it your all withOut thinking for yourself because you trusted them to love you back just the same way you love them but you forget yourself in the process.

“It’s not you, it’s me”

Save our broken hearts 💔

I want this voicemail without music plz😭

My feelings has gone and my heart went to someone else but i got over it

I was forced to move on

U know what u spit out my heart

I need to send this video to my bf coz I dont know what happened to us and I keep apolozing for something I dont know...I watched him having fun with his friends and he is not ashamed of saying he doesnt have time to text me he is busy with friends....l keep asking myself what did l do to him but l dont have ansa we were so happy but now its all gone just like that 😩😩...maybe I have let it go...

I give the apology you need. Don't worry. Never live with the pain. Be happy.

I just wanted you to love me..😢

Same as always, don’t set traps! I never left. I am ! I love you! ❤️

She did everything I could not speak or say u made me feel what I need to feel thank u so much🥺🥺😔😔😔😔😔

this is all what i want to say,, but what i have is a speech that cant be voice out. and yeah i am hurting

I can relate...

I miss him I hope he comes back but probably not

Let's fix this we can do this please

It really made me cry....

S o o o S a a a d , can't help but cry, I hope it was not me, I'll never do that to the one I l o v e.