What is undoubtedly the scariest drug in existence? 

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Datura has to be one of the scariest ones out there. You could experience a relatively normal trip with things disappearing and appearing or it could literally end up in a bloody mess. Heard of a dude saying that he felt a little tired, went back home, cooked dinner, smoked weed and went to sleep. Once he woke up he was in the ER because he had eaten his own fingers.

Salvia was the worst thing I ever had. I saw a skull-headed creature come from the wall shooting electric beams through my body and it hurt.

As someone who has done shroom, acid and salcia a fairly significant times. Shrooms are like looking through the peephole to the other side, acid is like opening the door and stepping out, and salvia is like getting shot Mach 5 out of a cannon through the door to the other side.

i’ve done datura. was high for over 2 weeks with the most insane paranoia i’ve ever experienced which lasted for another 2 months or so. the first couple of days it literally felt like i was teleporting 1 seconds im home eating cereal next i’m at walmart with my gf. that shit was the most traumatic experience of my entire life

I have a rare trait where I have what is called a paradoxal reaction to benzodiazepines, a common form of anesthesia. I'm chronically ill and have had a lot of surgeries, all of which I woke up screaming and crying like I was being murdered, ripping out IVs and breathing tubes, sometimes even getting violent with the nurses and my family members. Like a scared feral animal. Would take me hours to calm down. Took 15 years for them to finally stop using benzos on me, I've been easy waking up since. Nothing compares to the completely blind terror that I'd feel, and to being in completely zero control of my actions in such a way. I still remember accusing my mother, who I love like she's my whole world, of beating me (which she'd never done)-aware of what I was saying, but unable to stop myself. The look in her eyes still haunts me.

Salvia being legal makes complete sense to me. It sounds like it takes people completely out of their humanity in such a way that they realize what they've lost and once they come down they never want to take it again. That right there is a drug that takes care of its own addiction. The happy buttons that change brain chemistry, now those are the ones that are rightfully regulated!

There was this story where this guy got some meds from his boss to treat a bladder infection, but these pills had the horrific side effect of giving you fatal insomnia. You can't sleep at all, except for a few minutes or less, and it's excruciating to attempt to sleep in the first place. This poor dude didn't have enough money to afford the experimental surgery to try to fix the issue and he died from lack of sleep. It's horrible, whoever thought this drug was a good idea needs an ass kicking of epic proportions.

Spice. Tried it once when I was 16 cause I couldn’t afford pot at the time. The “high” feels like you just started taking sips out of random chemical bottles you found under the sink. Not only does it feel like all of your organs are very slowly shutting down, but a cold static lonely void fills the space around you. This is the moment you realize you came into this world alone, And you will die alone. Nobody surrounding you can console or help you. It’s all just noise now. The words don’t mean anything. You wish your heart would just explode because it hurts so much and you never thought it could beat so fast. This experience rattled me so hard I went from a pot head drinker in Highschool wanting to try a bunch of different shit to completely straight edge with no desire to get high on anything ever again. It’s even given me fear towards anti anxiety meds, sleeping medications and caffeine. Because they do things to my body that I can’t control and I get flashbacks to that night feeling completely helpless and at the mercy of whatever the fuck was literally trying to kill me.

Hey, look. A 17 and a half minute reason to never touch drugs in all of ever. Edit: The street kind.

I'm amazed krokodil did not make the list because someone who uses it will literally end up with bone showing -because it is NECROTIC. It is like self dosing with brown recluse venom-only worse. Its nickname is actually the zombie drug-and here the term is very apt, given parts of you will ROT OFF with the damage spreading over time. It like someone saw a zombie, a picture of a leper, and a picture of old world untreated advanced syphilis and decide that would be a GREAT drug. I swear you have to be already clinically insane to even want to try this, but numbers show the usage is actually increasing. Scary stuff. Edit to include this PS: I mean it was not discussed in any detail. Mentioning something is NOT the same as discussing it. Please learn the difference before spamming me with replies saying "iT WaS included". I could mention serial killers here like this but that is not discussing them, now is it? To the rest of you: Thank you for understanding the difference and I hope you have a wonderful evening.

As someone who’s had nighterrors for most of my life I can’t understand why people would choose to take drugs that give them horrible hallucinations and call the experience “fun”/“funny”. Experiencing hallucinations literally scars you for life and can even cause you to develop forms of PTSD. Why would someone want to experience that for fun? It just doesn’t make sense to me.

That spice is no joke. I floated through a portal outside of time and space and spent a literal eternity in a void of pure nothingness. (Lasted about 5 minutes.)

Every time it was mentioned, ‘datura’ was misspelled. So anyone wanting more information on it, it’s spelled “datura”.

The worst drug I was prescribed was mirtazipine. Low mood, hypersexuality that's actually not fun, Such a bad violent temper..... I had to come off it as it made me feel and act just awful

I took a bunch of mushrooms about 6 months ago. I downed about 5 grams and then took a walk. When I got back to my apartment I felt very floaty but I felt like something was deeply wrong. I tried to sit on my couch and watch a movie but the sound was freaking me out and so I called my sister to come pick me up so someone would be with me if anything went wrong. By the time she got to my place I was delirious. I had an idea what was going on in reality but in my head everything was distorted. I had a massive urge to run to my neighbors house and ask for help, as if that would hell at all, and I just took my shirt off and rolled in the grass feeling like I was gonna die. I used to smoke weed and drink all the time, keeping myself up during the day with caffeine, but after that trip, they all felt different. Everything gave me anxiety. Even loud music or TV shows would make me anxious. After about a month I felt fine. TL;DR Had an awful mushroom trip and it changed something in my brain for a while

The guy who was emotionally dead... zoloft. Yeah, it pretty much kills every emotions. They didn't realize how bad it was to give it to a kid because it didn't just kill emotions, but any sort of impulse control

As a psychonaut, I'd have to say deliriants. I know there's legendary drugs out there like krokodil/desomorphine, and there's others out there that are 100x more lethal, but what makes deliriants much more scarier is the availability of some of them. One bottle of Benadryl at the local drug store is all you need to undergo one of the worst experiences you'll go through.

As someone who takes mood stabilisers for bipolar, I am very scared of grapefruit. Doesn't help that my mood stabiliser doubles as an anti-epileptic drug. Its literally in the pamphlet to stay away from grapefruit 😭.

I was expecting this video to be mostly untrue but entertaining stories, but what they said about "ice" is perfect. It is exactly how that guy described it.

Your experience with a drug, even an addictive one, can certainly influence the psychological addiction. I've used MDMA a few times, and the high from it isn't worth being unable to pee (even when you really want to) while it's still in your system

my mom is a psychotherapist and has so many horrifying stories of clients who had tried unregulated edibles and gone into psychotic break, had seizures, or developed extreme ocd symptoms

Psych major here planning to specialize in clincal/neuroscience drug research in graduate school. These stories are incredibly accurate to the drugs they mentioned. Normally, people telling drug stories have exaggerations on how bad some of them are, but these are surprisingly mostly accurate. Obviously some drugs (e.g. THC, LSD, Psilocybin, etc.) are stigmatized as being way more dangerous than they actually are, but there are still a lot of drugs like Heroin, Fentanyl, Datura, Spice etc. that you should still try your best to stay away from at all costs. The plethora of risks outweigh the benefits of these dangerous substances.

Your opinion on the last story was what i was thinking exactly. How can people normalise stuff like that and call it “fun”??

For those with mental health issues even doing something like edibles/weed can be harmful to the brain. Had a terrifying and almost fatal incident with edibles and I'm certain I wouldn't still be here if someone wasn't with me at that time.

Hearing my parents talk about how bad drugs were was one thing. This video has made me vow NEVER to do this stuff.

13:02 well, to be fair- a drug that makes people never want to use it again is probably kind of self-managing. No need to make it illegal if it scares people so much they don't want to use it xD

14:34 This reminds me of the concept of "the grapefruit window," that span of your life where you're old enough to appreciate the taste of grapefruit but young enough that you aren't on medication that can interact with grapefruit.

My uncle was on some shit over 40 years ago that made him pull out his own eyes and said god told him to do it. I still see him every once awhile.

Story 5 that's Lithium. Also, the worst drug currently is Tranq. Not in terms of personal experience. But in terms of social damage. People are literally losing limbs from it and then going out to get more.

to think the worst drug experience i had was the first time i smoked medical hash a friend offered me, with the feeling like i was wearing a full body weighted blanket as well as the touch equivalent of tv static all over my skin. my mind felt like it was going at normal speed with my body felt like there was high ping, aka, slowed down, and i was a tad grumpy for the first half hour, and until the effect wore off, i was analytical of a couple movies that we watched. friend were surprised i was still coherent and in control of myself despite the hit i took, dunno why this is the case when another friend of theirs took a smaller and lighter hit of the stuff and we had to constantly make sure the guy didn't lose consciousness in the hot tub (we were at a party during the time)

I, for a long time, have had rather dull emotions. Ignoring this, my psychiatrist gave me a medication for my depression that happens to have a side effect of... dulling emotions. After 3 years of the medication, I now rarely feel significant emotion. When I do, it's usually negative While I've Pavloved myself to feel artificial emotions, it's just not the same. I miss being able to feel things. I want to feel excitement and joy again.

One does not have to look far to figure out the answer is benadryl (in high doses). It is so easy to get ahold of and induces the most terrifying illusions and trips that come out of the scariest horror movie and game you could imagine. After the trip is over your brain is permanently damaged and you will experience paranoia, memory loss, and hallucinations for the rest of your life, continuously seeing the same shadow people that tormented you during your trip. Benadryl essentially turns your life into a horror movie. Never do it.

I had a very abnormal reaction to montelukast (generic of Singulair). It was prescribed to better manage my asthma. I took it for two days and had a complete blackout. Apparently I went to class and then to my girlfriend's house. Both my professor and my girlfriend said I was awake but unresponsive, almost zombie-like. I have no memory of anything that happened that day. I don't use drugs recreationally, but losing 18 hours of time is the scariest feeling to me. Needless to say, I emailed my doctor as soon as I heard what happened and stopped taking it.

Im shocked benadryl didnt come up, its so easy to access and is utterly horrifying to use

My mom was prescribed Topiramate for her migraines. The effects that it had on her were harrowing, and she knew it. They would make her behave strangely and she would respond as if she were tripping on something. They prevented the migraines in the beginning, but they made almost all beverages taste completely vile, especially sodas. She explained them as tasting like she was drinking liquid metal and it made her feel like she was being poisoned. This effect lasted for a month after stopping the meds. And she admitted that she was willing to put up with all of this, until the drugs made her entire body go completely numb indefinitely. She's been off them for months now and is hoping to switch to an injectable preventative instead. (I can't remember the name of the new one.)

I'M NOT ENCOURAGING SUBSTANCE USE... THIS IS SOLELY *MY* EXPERIENCE... Most Salvia experiences I read/hear about, the users usually take a higher dose (60x-potency or something) but I smoked 5x and the experience was quite uplifting. I could feel myself smiling and giggling, but as I had my eyes closed, I felt as if I was floating in an all-encompassing blue sky with fluffy clouds and MC-Escher-style staircases... kinda like that Ed Edd & Eddy episode.

The pills you mentioned sound like the ones they gave to housewives, sound an awful lot like SSRis - these are the most common form of anti-depressant/anxiety and how the girl describes them is exactly how they feel. They were meant as a temporary measure to 'stabalise' someone in the short term as therapy is arranged (and usually comes with a wait). But more often than not now, these pills are prescribed with no follow up action, meaning the GP has no issue with you taking these pills for life - NOT what they are intended for :(

Surprised that Fentanyl is not on this thread!

Haven't had too many drug experiences but my scariest was probably Concerta, for ADHD. One of my family members was on it, and it worked amazing for her so my doctor decided to put me on it! :D The meds for ADHD I am on now (Vyvanse) still have an effect on my apetite and I am not always able to eat lunch, but Concerta's affects on my appetite would be so strong that the thought of food made me nauseous and it often wouldn't wear off in time for dinner. But that wasn't the worse part. I didn't have any effect and besides the appetite loss I wouldn't have realized I was on it until it wore off just in time for bed and I would CRASH and have the worst anxiety attacks every single night over the dumbest stuff. Never in my life have I been in tears over not being able to find a fucking sock. I lost motivation to do anything and my anxiety got so bad I only lasted a week on it. It turns out that I not only have ADHD, but I also have a mild anxiety disorder that gets worse after taking a certain family of stimulants like Concerta or Caffiene.

Huffing gas, don’t do it, period.

note to self: dont take the alley man's drugs

Yeah salvia is not a fun drug, only tried x5 so nothing like what was described but there's no fun to have while doing it. Felt lost, dizzy like i was having the biggest brain freeze and so hot at the same time. Lasted maybe 5 to 10 minutes where i was an incoherent mess unable to stand and formulate sentences.

I got one with laughing gas. A part in the video mentioned paralytics and how you are consious but can't move, speak, or breath. That is what happened to me. One second I am breathing in the gas thinking that the tooth filling will be quick, and the next second I can't move my arms. Likely a bad batch or something because I have used it before with no issues. Not saying that laughing gas is bad, but just goes to show that even one small dose of something can go wrong.

I'm going through kinda the same emotionless thing right now and for months now, I no longer feel them, is this a common thing for most high functioning depressed people? cause hearing that one story is relatable

speaking of medical paralytics i have a cousin with muscular dystrophy he cant have the drug that 'snows out' the one getting surgery. he had to get some tendons cut in his legs because the muscles had srunk to the point his foot was being pulled both in the contraction direction and the relaxing direction. i can't imagine how horrible it was for him.

I did dmt for the first time while peaking on lsd. for those that don't know, dmt is an extremely potent short acting psychedelic, like salvia but less horrible. when i took the first hit, the room started to shake. i took the second hit, i was seeing orbs appearing in front of my eyes and a bunch of voices were talking over each other in my head. i took the third hit and closed my eyes, and the second i closed my eyes i forgot who i was, what was happening, all my memories, everything. Then i saw a light appear in front of me and then the most intense terrifying experience of my life followed. I ended up screaming for help and an ambulance, ended up screaming backwards, my gf told me it sounded like someone recorded my voice and reversed it or something, and ended up crying on the bathroom floor. DMT and LSD at the same time probably wasn't the best idea

As somebody who thoroughly enjoyed salvia, im speaking to people like me. Get therapy, there’s a reason people like us want to be outside our head.

I was on seizure meds for migraines, two weeks, two fucking weeks, I don’t remember basically anything about that besides crying. I knew it was wrong, I knew I should understand and remember and be able to move and function, but I just couldn’t. It was two weeks I think the main reason I was taken off so quickly was the fact that I couldn’t really eat. Seizure meds aren’t the scariest imo, but god it can be terrifying to experience.

Zoloft or serialize. It made me feel like a zombie. I didn't feel anything, just tired. All the time. I was just a walking shell for 4 years. I could tell I was alive but I didn't feel it.

definitely not the scariest but personally, i'm epileptic so I have tried my fair share of seizure meds. the worst is Keppra/ Levetiracetam. i was 15, I felt nauseous, delusional and exhausted all the time despite sleeping for like 14 hours per day. and it didn't help that my doctor put me on 1500mg per day. I'm 5'4 and my weight plummeted to 100 pounds because I could hardly look at food without a puking feeling. the mood changes are insane; one minute i can't stop to breathe because i am laughing so much, then it's like i can't even look at someone without screaming and wanting to beat their ass, and the next minute I'm fighting the urge to just kill myself. i switched to online school because of the side effects and behavior. and i lost a lot of friends for being such a dick. whatever benefits there are to this drug, the cons definitely overrule them. i can't believe some of these drugs and legal and doctors prescribe them.

TLDR: father working at correctional facility sees young man hurt himself real bad while on spice. my father works in an adult all male correctional facility as a correctional guard. he told me about how once there was a young man who was an inmate there had taken spice which ig was smuggled in. The inmate would have to have been in the age range of 19-21 (he didn't know the mans personal info but that side consisted of mostly younger men). he said that he was running around and banging his head on a light pole or something in the yard. Dad said it took several people to restrain him and that it was one of the scariest things he has seen in his years working in the system. dont do drugs kids.

I can never understand why people try these drugs, or any drugs for that matter (and i mean in a recreational manner). Why would you use something that has no benefits and literally tears your life apart?! I've got enough problems with my life, i don't need addictions to make it even worse.

10:50 definately not. You just have to know how and where to take it. Put on your favourite music, darken the room, put a little bit of the salvia extract in your bong, take a hit, leave it in for a bit, lay down, breath out and enjoy the trip. Yes, you will still get transported into the salvia dimension where you basically close your eyes and walk around in your own thoughts. It only lasts 5-10 minutes tho and after that you're completely normal again. The only reason why people would describe Salvia as the scariest drug ever is that they either didn't know it was Salvia when they smoked it or they didnt do their research on the drug before taking it. Salvia is only really scary when you're taking it with your eyes open and reality turns into whatever your mind makes of it. But still, Salvia should definately not be illegal, it's basically a short dmt trip for very cheap. Btw, you wont trip that hard if you don't take the extract, and if you take the normal leaves, it will just feel odd. I always described the feeling as "someone pushing you forward when you walk, or you're not walking but you're bending reality around you to walk". This is just a body feeling tho and you will only be able to go on a trip with the extract. You can chew the leaves for about 30-60 minutes tho, like the indiginous people. This will make you feel stoned, lights will seem brighter and you might see some visuals. Every other drug in this video is far scarier, Datura is literally poisonous as well, like all other delirant nightshade plants. People have reported they tripped on datura for 48 hours straight. So go do your research on any drug you are planning to take and stay faaar away from amphetamines and opioids!

“Salvia Divinorum” They used stuff that was concentrated 20 times more than just straight leaf…. Almost everyone starts with salvia concentrates with absolutely no research or previous experience…. It’s not a fun drug…. Weed is a fun drug, and even then you’d have a bad time doing dabs with no prior experience. Salvia is one of the most disrespected plants out there and it’s depressing.

I was given lsd without knowledge it took me 6 months to get my brain back to normal it was like I was in a dream yet at the same time I knew I was still tripping Also tried salviour and actually really liked the trip was in a film real and Grand Canyon but didn’t last long

I tried Salvia once. although it was only an extremely small dose, it does have pretty strong psychedelic effects ranging from little things like thinking you're walking uphill even though you're walking straight to straight up entering another dimension. Guess i got really lucky with just having a mild trip with slight hallucinations. I do remember thinking everything i touched feels wet for some reason though.

Fentanyl: to those of us not used to drugs if a little bit gets on some rubber gloves and we wipe our nose with the back of our gloves we can overdose.

"I don't know which drug in existence, but the one I've done" got me rolling on the floor.

I know someone who said he smoked crest toothpaste. He said it was like he felt a switch into another dimension.... that was exactly like this one.

I went into rigor due to an allergic reaction to IV contrast for an MRI, an almost died. I would say, out of the myriad of reactions I’ve had, THAT was the worst.

Im glad you answered the question in the title immediately because I have absolutely no patience 😂

I get done hearing about how ICE rips apart your brain and some bomboclat says grapefruit is worse 💀

Welbutrin (Bupropion or smth). I had it for depression and while it did make me very happy, I also had terrible tremors. I had terrible audible and visual hallucinations that were literally just eldritch horror (maybe cause I like spooky stuff). It was not fun to experience irl. I also was allergic and got hives from it.

Since different drugs have different effects in so many ways it really depends. For me Meth and Alcohol seem the worst, closely followed by Opioids/Benzos. But how I arrange what's worse depends- there's both long and short term physical and mental health side effects of each so context for comparing is important, they may be arranged differently. The scariest High I've ever had is VERY easy though: 20x extract of Salvia.... unlike Mushrooms/LSD where the World around you sort of Morphs- I was completely unaware of myself, I was in a totally different universe. Or maybe once when I went blind taking Ecstasy- I crumpled into a heap on the floor on myself, then over the next Hour I regained my vision, I felt so good that I didn't even care that I was blinded- that it's possible to feel that good is scary looking back. I don't do these things anymore, I survived somehow- heh.

Moral of the story : Don't do drugs kid

Scopolamine has my vote being completely turned into a zombie with out no FREE will is terrifying

I keep saying this: i want to try hallucinogens at least once BUT in a controlled environment. I am just super curious what its like to see things but also I'll want people next to me to help me in case things go incredibly wrong (like story 3 i think it was, the dude who ate the flowers)

my friends dad did meth for 8 years before that he did coke, peyotes, shrooms and acid. He had this lady who cleaned his house and they got together but she said no drugs if they were going to be together they ended up having two kids my mate and his sister. I haven't seen them in years but I've heard his dad only does weed now.

Sedation is good when you are a suicide risk. As a temporary measure obviously, untill the real treatment can be figured out.

We talk about visual hallucinations, but never painful hallucinations. Istg it can hurt, but there’s never any visible external pain.

Interesting someone mentioned topirimate (Topamax), I can generally tolerate any prescription medication but that drug gave me narcolepsy like symptoms. I actually fell asleep while driving twice. And it wasn't even falling asleep. It was awake one second, asleep the next.

So I haven’t done any “really bad drugs” but I did Salvia when I was 14 and it was the worst thing I can’t remember what really happened but my homie said I was yelling and was mumbling one thing I do remember is feeling like I was fused with the floor like genuinely welded to the floor

I did Salvia with 3 of my friends, one of which was our dealer we knew from highschool who had tried it before. He loaded up a bowl in the bong, told us to hold it as long as we can. My best friend tried it first and I still have the video. He was all euphoric and giggly going “WOOOOOOOAAAAAHHHH” over and over. After he said he felt like he was a spring being super extended and than retracted back a bunch of times. Then my other friend tried it next. His description of the experience was far less intelligible and spent most of the time giggling, then laughing. Shifting between an emphatic joyful laugh to a maniacal one. Then I tried it and felt absolutely nothing. Maybe a little lightheaded but no trip. Just did not hit me.

Im suprised Air Duster was left out of this list. Its nothing like Nitrous AT ALL, atleast in my experience. There was a point i was going through roughly 8 cans a day (not proud of it at all) and I was a VERY different person...

Wow, seems like the salvia ones got k2(i think spice is what they called it in video) not salvia because that sounds exactly like what happened when I tried it a few times which sounds way too similar to the last story. The bubble popping reference caused a spike of anxiety from the final time I did it and reality is sort of in question again so yeah. Salvia is a “businessman’s drug” for starters so any stories you hear that the high lasts longer than 20 minutes it’s not salvia. Second, you totally leave or you don’t even achieve lift off. Last, salvia is the only “drug” I’ve tried that actually made me feel euphoric (everything in the world was awesome and just good, smiles and genuinely good vibes) AFTER I came back which was like a gentle decline back to normal over maybe 3-4 hours.

Datura user. It’s not a psychedelic, you won’t “trip” it is a deliriant and can cause hallucinations, among other very negative side effects like psychosis

Datura is horrifying. Some who have taken it never recover. Some it leaves mentally empty. Most drug enthusiasts will tell you to avoid it like the plague

Accidentally did ice once when I wasn't told that "oh yeah there's ice in that too" I felt like shit it was terrible every single thing was just plain uncomfortable cant possibly see why people want to do it. It was just awful.

And people wonder why I never want to take drugs or become an alcoholic even tho I’m of age. Hell nah.

Hey great job with the pronunciations! Aaaand a great reminder to stay away from drugs. Lol

Once saw a guy who was very angry and very high. The man repeatedly punched his target with accuracy while screaming. His target was a parking meter. Pulp hands.

This came up in my feed while I'm having my first ever weed buzz lmao

Any anticholinergic (datura, benedryl) is gonna be bad. But tbh, so would choline esterase inhibitors. Both can be used as chemical weapons.

my doctor told me to avoid eating grapefruit, but I forgot because I started my medication a long time ago. I was about to go eat one... scary, but thanks for the reminder.

The med that erases all emotions could be possibly Lithium Carbonicum. I have it prescribed now for 2 years, and first 3 months was literally like I was emotionless psychopath with not even a bit feeling of any emotion. No sadness, no joy, no frustration. Just empty case with beating heart. I strongly not recommend to take this particular one, if its not really prescribed by professional to you.

13:20 I'm on a heavy dosing of topyramate for migraines and all the stuff they said makes sense now I've been heavily out of it and stuff since I started it like 2 years ago and they've just been uping my dose more but the blanking makes so much sense now ill just zone out for minutes at a time in classes, conversations, and more for no reason

I’m never doing drugs. And I’m remembering this statement.

I highly disagree with Salvia being the worst drug. It has changed many people's lives for the better, as dysdelics tend to do. The thing that makes Salvia give so many bad trips is that people don't know that it's a dysdelic (psychedelic and dissociative in one drug, kinda like DMT but closer to the middle) and that these drugs should not be taken in big doses at first. You shouldn't take 20x salvia for your first trip, that's stupid, but people do that anyways. Take a very small pinch of 1x for your first time and work your way up from there at your own pace.

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Well, you reading that Grapefruit story made me aware of it and I plan to stay away from it this winter!

I've never had a desire to take drugs recreationally but I was on the antidepressant Wellbutrin for a few months and it was horrible. Any time I would be in a sitting position my legs would shake uncontrollably. Like they would rapidly bounce up and down and it took all my strength to get them to stop. It also had the effect like the one person said of turning off all emotions. I felt like a zombie. I stopped caring about anything because nothing could make me feel happy. My doctor kept upping the dose hoping it would stop the shakes but it just made them worse, and didn't improve my lack of feeling either. After three months I told the doctor I would rather deal with the depression if it meant I could feel happiness too. Haven't taken any other antidepressants since because I don't want to feel that way ever again.

I was on Topiramate for 3 months (lowest dose possible). I got off of it because even the low dose was causing me to have issues with me speech. I started stuttering pretty badly, and would mix my words up way more frequently. It also caused all soda to taste flat to me for about a month. I just took my last dose of a it a few days ago, and I'm hoping everything will go back to normal.

krokodil. Mostly a problem in russia. what its made of is on wikipedia Paint thinner, gasoline, red phosphorus, People on that only last like 1-2 years at max. If you miss the vein you get Necrosis its that toxic.

I was going to say "copeium".

If you get the strong stuff, then K2 (synthetic marijuana, spice) is really scary. The first time I hit it, my buddy told me to sit on the couch and don't try to get up and walk around, and I hit a small joint a few times. Within a few minutes, I was so high that the whole world was spinning. Imagine weed, but three times stronger of a high. I tried to stand up to walk around and my legs immediately turned to jello and I fell face first on the floor.

Regarding Topramax and story 15: I was on it for a couple months for migraine prophylaxis, since I had complex migraines. It did help the migraines, but I'd trail off in the middle of my sentences, scramble words, and have my entire body feel like flaming hot pins and needles every day or two. I eventually stopped when I got one of the worst side effects, that being active suicidal ideation. For the people it works for, it works well for. It adequately treats migraines and certain eating disorders, as well as seizures. I think I'd rather be on nortryptaline if my migraines come back, though.

Power. Anyone who gets high on power turns into a tyrannical control freak

Never knew topiramate was bad. I was on it for years before I had a brain lesion and my migraines went away. 🤔 Also, how about chemotherapy drugs? They kill.