“You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart.” Jeremiah 29:13 ESV “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 ESV
God is with you.. Ask Him in prayer to give you strength. I will pray with you🙏 "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand" Isaiah 41:10 This word from God has helped me to be grounded in belief in that God is with me and to help me all the time so that I am not alone. When I can't do, God does!
23 is incredibly young. You know that God can do anything. I know that a life can be remade and redeemed out of a disaster. From personal experience! Trust God in all things. And do not look to your studies your job your health your power or any of these earthly possessions or circumstances as your identity and Hope. Trust that your hope is in God.
Keep also in your mind the fact that God takes things out of our hands sometimes in order to give us something else that is actually better for us kids in the long-term.
I hope you will come back to Christ in any case and that, in seeking first the kingdom of God, all these things will be given unto you. Keep struggling and wrestling with god. I know that he loves you and that our circumstances can be overwhelming. I know that from personal experience and have compassion for you. I pray for your life.
Your obligation to bend the knee to Christ as king is not contingent on his treatment of you or the condition of your life. He will take care of you. He will see to it. God loves you no matter what it feels like in the moment. Give yourself some Grace and give God some time.
I'm sure that's a most hard trial, it made me think of the book of job. We don't always understand his reasoning, his ways are not our ways. Though we may suffer in a world for a few short years now if we hold fast we will spend eternity in No pain , tears or sadness. I urge you to give that pain to him.
More update in Christ. Mark 6:1-6( Jesus rejected at Nazareth) "6 He( Jesus😊1st❤) went away 😊❤ from there and came to his hometown, and his disciples followed him(Jesus😊1st❤). 2 And on the sabbath he (Jesus😊1st❤) began to teach😊❤ in the synagogue and many who heard him( Jesus😊1st❤, not anyone else but Jesus😊1st❤) were astonished😊❤, saying, " Where did this man get these things? What is the wisdom given him? How are such mighty works done by his( Jesus😊1st❤'s)? 3 Is not this carpenter, the son of Mary and brother of James and Joses and Judas and Simon? And are not his sisters here with us? " And they took offense at him( Jesus😊1st❤). 4 And Jesus(😊1st❤) said to them, " A prophet is not without honor, except in his hometown and among his relatives and in his own household." 5 And he could do no mighty work there, except that he laid his hands on a few sick people and healed😊❤ them(😊❤'s). 6 And he( Jesus😊1st❤) marveled😊❤ because of their( your ) unbelief. And he( Jesus😊1st❤) went about among the villages teaching😊❤. "( Mark 6:1-6 ESV Study Bible just like Jesus😊1st❤ took another route to teaching. The Bible said, In Mark 6:6b "...And he( Jesus😊1st❤) went about among the villages teaching😊❤. "( Mark 6:6bESV Study Bible) Since Mark 6:1-6 had Happened to Jesus😊1st ❤ , what do you think will happen to us who truly follow Jesus😊1st ❤ in Christ too? Since that happened to Jesus😊1st ❤ at Jesus' time in Christ what do you think will happen to us today for us in Christ who also follow Jesus😊1st❤ and put our faith( trust) in him( Jesus😊1st❤ too in John 14:6😊❤) too? If nothing happen to you yet, then you make no impact at all and the devil didn't bother do anything to you. But 😊❤if you too follow Him( Jesus😊1st❤) that's when the devil ( no good) didn't like you get it? Look at Jesus😊1st ❤ what happened to him Can also happen to us in Christ who follow Him(Jesus😊1st ❤ ) only. I go to church worship God😊100% ❤ and worship Jesus😊1st ❤ . Not worship pastors or anyone. I am confident in God that all faithful pastors in Christ also worship Jesus😊1st ❤ too in Christ. Worship God😊100% ❤ and put our faith in Jesus😊1st ❤ in Christ. I worship nobody but Jesus😊1st ❤ in Christ and Worship God of the Bible in Christ too. So today do you have to think like these people or think likeJesus😊1st❤ John 14:6😊❤? ( answer : Think like Jesus =John 14:6😊❤.)
Genesis 49:19-27 "19 " Raiders shall raid Gad, but he shall raid at his heels. 20 " Asher's food shall be rich, and he shall yield royal delicaries. 21 " Naphtali is a doe let loose that bears beautiful fawns. 22 " Joseph 😊❤ is a fruitful bough, a fruitful bough by a spring; his branches run over the wall. 23 The Archer bitterly attacked him, shot at him, and harassed him😊❤ severely, 24 yet his bow remained unmoved😊❤; his arms were made agile by the hands of the Mighty One😊❤ of Jacob( or Israel😊❤), 25 by the God(😊100%❤) of your father who will help❤ you😊❤ , by the Almighty😊❤ who will bless you😊❤ with blessings😊❤ of heaven😊❤ above😊❤, blessings 😊❤ of the deep that crouches beneath, blessings😊❤ of the breasts and of the womb😊❤. 26 The blessings😊❤ of your father( Israel😊❤) are mighty😊❤ beyond the blessings😊❤ of my parents(Isaac😊❤ and Rebekah😊❤) up to the bounties of the everlasting hillw. May they be on the head of Joseph😊❤ and on the brow of him who was set apart( are you also set apart for Jesus😊1st❤? ) from his brothers. 27 Benjamin is a ravenous wolf, in the morning devouring the prey and at the evening dividing the spoil." "( Genesis 49:19-27 ESV Study Bible) Sometimes a friend is closer than a brother in Christ. Proverbs 17:17 " A friends loves😊❤ at all❤ times❤, and a brother😊❤ is born for adversity."( Proverbs 17:17 ESV Study Bible) I am also a friend to Israel😊❤ in Christ for i have at least two friends are called Israel😊❤in real persons.
This is a stretch. Have you ever read the book of job I had to read it about a dozen times. Everything is taken from Job. The reasons are concealed from job and they seem totally arbitrary.
You lost things in this world. Turn your focus to see what you have.. if you breathe, you have so much more than you realize. Come to God. Stand there in your anger and pain he wants it all. He will give you everything
I was thinking about the millions of children who are alive because of Trump. Do you believe God holds them contemptible because they were saved by an “unqualified president”, as you put it?