@@itsdinocraft Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my sanity, I've become paranoid and I have frequent anxiety because of it. I'm really sorry if this is technically a vent, I don't mean to put any weight on you :(
i fear i do have a similar situation, we had a friend in our group that dissapeared from the internet in the very first day of the year almost 2 years ago, he barelt talked about his problems but when he did things seemed terrible for him, we still try to contact him again through the few social medias he had but we havent got any response since then
Man, this one gives me a hard blow in the heart, literally videos like that almost make me cry. That's why I'd rather not have friends than have to lose them.
Its not about losing them U should be grateful that it happened Not having friends will keep u lonely and regretful I suggest having friends especially at your level or higher than your level Friends are the people who are there for you and you are there for them Imagine like this video if you manage to save ur friend in time that would be so amazing So I just felt I should have said it out loud
@@tinydancertinydancertinydancerThe hedgehog's dilemma suggests that despite goodwill, human intimacy cannot occur without the risk of substantial mutual harm, and what results is cautious behavior and weak relationships.
This almost happened to me once, I was the person who gave the text, my friends were out of reach so they panicked cause they knew they had nothing to do to stop me. But I turned out alive cause I didn't go through it. I am making this a vent post cause I just need it, I have been going through the worst mental state of my life 24/7.I have started to become more crazy in the head and I say more not ok things and starting to show less remorse for my actions. I don't have a therapist but I need one, I feel guilty cause I tried to leave someone but they ended up harming themselves and I can't get their voice when they were doing it. I am treated like dog crap at school by my classmates cause it always feels like they treat everyone else human but me. My emotions always fly out randomly and constant mood swings. I blame myself for my parents separation cause they were happy when my other siblings were around and when I came around things have became different. I am not Praised or even acknowledged properly for the things I do nor' am I never called smart. I never get the validation I deserve, I don't trust myself at all I just follow with the crowd. I lose control of myself when I am in a asshole like or sadistic mood that causes me and my friends to always get in fights and arguments. I can feel sudden bursts of energy that makes me act so weird and creepy. I am afraid to be alone, I always feel guilty and blame myself whenever I lose a partner cause I blame myself that the relationship didn't go well.
Youre only human, after all. You dont need to blame yourself. Youre human, you make mistakes, i make mistakes, and just like art, we have to live with the mistakes. There is no real eraser. If you have done allat, its fine. You can just start again. The internet is here for you.
Update, my connections with my friends have gotten worse cause I lashed out again, I didn't mean to, I just couldn't help it. (I will give life updates here)
Hey, I may not be much help. But I want to try as much as I can. I may no have been very deep into depression, myself, but what I went through, it cut me deep. I only found my way out through faith, but I do know that the same thing that got me out may not be your key. But I do know that there is a way out, there is a light at the end of this tunnel. They say "Life is what you make it." And if that's true, start running for that light, whatever it is for you. Stay strong and stay determined, my friend. The people behind your screen may not care for you, but I certainly do.
this being set to a version of "young girl a" makes this hit even harder bc the producer of that song, siinamota, unfortunately passed away due to suicide in 2015 :((((
Well, this happened to me. An exception is that my friend didn't say goodbye and I'm just accepting my fate at a point. 3 months after his death message, he messaged me back (he changed his mind), we're just lol'ing over our life problems after, until this day. Weird I guess. and i was mad pressuming that the death message was a joke
When it's a long message about what you've done for them before the thank you for everything, it's even worse. How you look would've been like Chef Skinner realizing before you turn into a ninja runner
I once got banned from playing roblox for about 2 years by my parents. I had some good friends in the game and was constantly worried about what they'd think about my long absence. It all turned out fine though; I'm glad they still remembered me.
I had situation where my friend 3 years ago was playing with me and suddenly left i kept trying to contact him for 2 years and he never responded he still isn't online to this day the only thing he said before he left is "lets hope i survive the earthquake"
This reminds me of a friend i had in 7th grade, 1 day we were playing roblox he had to leave so we told each other bye on discord, sadly never saw him after that he hasnt been online since then😔
outrunned the cameraman got his own camera to be faster "dodged" cars got through the end of map did a insane parkour that if you fall you fall forever in a white void got through the place that can't render objects anymore noclipped through another dimension just to see his friend that is a true bro
@itsdinocraft Hope you’re doing good and staying safe. If you need to talk to someone or need help, there are people who care. Sending support and hearts. ❤❤❤❤❤
I think i should never send a message like this to my bros, like if i do that, that would haunt them, however i think i would send message to my enemys, so they would feel bad... Sadly i just slowly started realise that arent all people as ... perhaps kind as me? I dont know why i thinked that anyone would be sad if anything bad happens to anyone else. Only when i started working, i realised that there is such assholes, that just enjoying making other people suffer, and if i would do that thing, it wouldn't haunt them, it would be their prize. That kinda helps me now, mb better than thinking of how bad they would feel.
This meme has taught something To not send a text message to anyone before i do it so i can do it. I will just leave a paper next to my lifeless body for everyone to read.
-thank you bro - *runs to his bro fr* -for that cookie you gave me, it was very delicious bro. (explaining if you didnt understand: its a misunderstanding from the one who recieved message, his bro thanks him for food instead of starting self death. ik i cant do funny jokes)
