Where I've been!! ❤️️ (tw: eating disorders) 

We've missed you Rachel!! I can understand all the pressures! I'm happy you're doing better now! You've got our support, always!! 💕 And congrats on graduating!

HELLO!!! ❤️️ Awww I've missed you all SO much, and today I'm excited to share my story of where I've been for the past couple years. I hope this helps if any of you are going through something similar. So so so looking forward to getting back on RU-vid and making more videos. See you all back again soon!!! 😊

Thanks for sharing your story, Rachel ❤️

Thank you for sharing your story! 🥺 Im glad you’re back and I’m proud of you for reaching out for help with a registered dietitian because i know how hard it can be for others to do the same. Cant wait to see your future content :) Congratz as well!!

"Getting better is very difficult but staying in your disorder is hell" That motto helped me a lot because is true! Thank you for sharing your story, i missed your content so much!

Welcome back! ❤︎ Happy to hear you've been able to overcome so much & are working on your goals again

Omg I missed you Rachel! No judgement here on your story, I hope you’re more happy!

Hey girl. We've missed you so much, and we're glad you're back! Take your time! We'll still be here for you.

I haven’t watched you in years but I’m so glad this came up in my notifications ! I missed you a bunch and I’m so glad that you shared your story with us! You were a part of my childhood and won’t be forgotten 🥺 such a queen !

Welcome back Rachel, we sure missed you! Thanks for sharing your story ❤️

Thank you for sharing your story, Rachel! Appreciate your reminder to prioritize our health and mental wellness by taking a break when we need one. You are a powerful role model!

Welcome back and thanks for sharing! We're all glad you came out of this and are doing well. 💕 And good tip on the solo grad photos ; )

What a fun coincidence that you posted this, since I've been bingewatching a lot of your videos over the past few days! Is this what the kids call being early? 👀 Tbh I've been thinking about you a lot these past few years and wondering if you've been okay, considering all these new changes with COPPA and the hardships AAPIs have been facing recently, so it really warmed my heart to see how you've been overcoming your hardships in life! Even though you're upfront about your struggles, I appreciate how kept things very general for the sake of more vulnerable viewers, which to me speaks volumes about just how much of a kind person you are ❤️ I wish nothing but positivity and happiness for you, because you deserve all of it ✨

i was literally *just* wondering where you had gone. thank you for sharing your story! i've watched you since the easy bake days so it's so nice to hear from you. one thing i want to note as a budding psychologist (just graduated in june too!), therapy can be really helpful for building a better body image and a better relationship with food as well as a dietician. so if you're going through something similar, there's lots of help out there.

I'm glad you're back ❤️ don't worry about anything 🥺 we are all with you. We will get over anything together 🥺✨

Welcome back!!! And thank you for sharing your story. We’ve missed you a lot and I’m happy to know you are back and. happy and healthy!

i'm trying to recover from anorexia too and i'm only 15, i can't imagine what it must be like in university as well. i'm proud of you for getting help and glad you're doing better :)

Yaaay soo happy that you’re doing well and happy! ED are definitely not a joke so I understand how hard it is to cope with it or even try to figure out what was happening to you. But I really can’t wait to see what you have waiting for us!!!

omg you’re BACK!!!!! IVE WAITED FOR THIS NOTIFICATION FOR THE LONGEST TIME 😭

Such a sweet surprise, happy to see you back! Thank you for sharing your story! ❤️it was really brave of you to share it with us. I love your mindset tip, it's very inspiring to hear how you were able to move through this. Sending you lots of love!

I have missed your channel so much and glad to hear you’re doing better. Your story means a lot to others and thanks so much for sharing it. Please keep staying healthy and taking care of yourself!

Ahh!! I’m so glad you’re back Rachel!! We’ve missed you a lot and I’m glad you’re doing better now!! Thank you sm for sharing your story and hope for all the best !!

Omg i watched you when i was little and just got into watching you again recently ! You’re my favourite baking channel and i was kinda sad you didn’t upload anymore! I’m so glad you are back now and thank you for sharing your story ! Glad you took the time you need off ❤️

i’m so happy to see you again, you were a really big inspiration to me and one of the biggest reasons i even wanted to start baking. i’ve been a fan for years and i’m glad that you’re starting to get better mentally. i wish you nothing but the best going forward and i missed you a lot 🥲

awww we've missed you so much, I'm so glad to hear your progress and story and I'm super proud of you for getting through that, hope you can enjoy the things you love again! x

I'm so happy you're doing better now. thank you for sharing your story, being mindful about how you shared it, and for sharing resources!! never be afraid to seek therapy and other resources!! I hope things just continue to get better for you!

Yay!! I’m so happy you’re back on RU-vid Rachel!! I’ve started to watch your videos on your channel since the Nutella cupcakes. I love your channel and I want to see more baking projects of yours!!♥️💕

I was so excited to see this video pop up in my subscription feed! Your videos have always been really special to me, when I was at a really low point in my own mental health journey I was watching them on repeat. I'm so sorry you weren't feeling as good while making them as they made me feel watching them, and I'm so relieved you're feeling better. I can't wait to see more of whatever you decide you want to share with us!

i’m so happy that you’re back i watched your videos all the time and you’re one of the reasons i started baking. thank you for sharing your story. i’m glad that you’ve gotten better 💕🥰🥰

I'm so glad you posted! I used to watch you when i was younger and literally a few weeks ago i looked you up because i realized i stopped seeing you in my subscriptions and found out you took a break. Welcome back!

Aww, you are just the sweetest 🥰 glad to see you’re back! Thank you for being real and sharing what’s been going on in your life, it could truly help someone out there 😊

Thank you for sharing your story. I’m sure it wasn’t the easiest to share, but it’s soo appreciated. You look so pretty and you’re just glowing. Sending lots of love from Canada ❤️

So happy for you! Thank you for sharing ❤ I've been watching you since I was 13. You inspired my love of baking and now I'm going to do it in college!! So happy to see you back!!

oh my god I watched you since i was little, I'm so glad you're back and doing well! Welcome back Rachel :D

missed you so much rachel!! i still remember when i first watched your clay charm videos and i've loved being able to watch your channel grow! thank you so much for telling your story. i'm glad you're doing better and it's so nice to see you again

So glad to see you back Rachel! I’ve been watching you since I was in 6th grade and now I’m a senior in 12th grade-by all means post only whenever you can! Prioritize your mental health and well being over youtube, and thank you for being willing to be open ❤️

I'm so proud of you Rachel! I'm glad that you are working through your hardships and I can't wait to see what other accomplishments you add to your list of goals! Much love!✌️💛✨

Crazy! Came back to look at a video of yours for the first time in over a year this morning! Glad to hear you're doing alright now! ❤

Welcome back Rachel! Thank you for sharing your story with us and CONGRATULATIONS! ❤ My kids and I have always loved your videos and I even bought your cookbook ...even if we haven't baked anything yet. Glad you are doing well and can't wait to see what you are gonna do next!!

Thank you for being so vulnerable with us! You’re incredibly inspiring in every way. Congrats on graduating and we’re so happy you’re back!

I’m so happy to see you back 💕 glad you took the time you needed to heal! I just got into an RD program! So this is very inspiring to hear!

It's so good to have you back 💖 I'm sorry to hear you walked through a terrible path but it's admirable you won the battle 😘. This shows you have the spirit of a true warrior 💕

I was literally just thinking about you+your channel the other day!! I’m glad you’re feeling better and wish the best for you 💗

Congratulations girl with all your accomplishments!!! Thank you for your bravery and sharing your story with us. It does help people to know they aren’t alone in their addictions. I’m so happy that you’re back

I'm so, so happy that you're back. Thank you for sharing your story with us. I was wondering if I'd see you again and was hoping that I would. I'm so proud of you for getting help. I'm doing the same for my depression. Don't overwork yourself and be kind to yourself. Love and blessings ❤️

Hiii, i missed you so much Rachel, I'm so glad you back. I want to say that we are all so proud of you for being so strong and hanging in there. Thank you for sharing your story, I hope things get better for you as each day passes.

So glad ur back I just had subscribed to ur channel not to long ago and I was so interested in ur channel so I’m just glad ur healthy and ur making videos again ❤️

Oh my gosh, we wait for you for a very long time! Were glad your back!

Oh my goodness,I missed you so much Rachel! I am very happy that you are completely comfortable with sharing your story with us! It also makes me happy because my friend also has an eating disorder because people were saying stuff about her body in a bad way so I’m really glad that you are back and okay!

Welcome back! Thanks for sharing your story Rachel. I shared this with my sister who also goes through something similar. 💖

I’m so happy to see you again! Thank you for sharing your story, sending you so much love and support ❤️

Omg you were literally such a huge part of my formative (middle school) years, glad to see you're back and treating yourself well :))

Rachel it's so good to see you back!! I'm so glad you took the time off to take care of yourself. I totally get the stress of trying to do too much at once, so I've been super on and off with RU-vid as well. But anyways I'm so excited to see what new content you'll be sharing soon ❤️

hii Rachel I really missed you and I'm so happy to see that your back and happy💗

Oh my gosh! I just got back into rewatching all of your videos recently so this was SUCH a surprise and a treat!!! So happy to see your face

So glad you’re back! And what an amazing growth you have experienced! So proud of you!

Now as always you've always been an inspiration, welcome back and thank you for sharing your story!

I am so happy to see your sweet smiling face! We all support you and wish you a healthy sound space to vent. So thank you for sharing your story

Welcome back! I miss watching your videos and I hope you will continue to make videos soon and thank you for sharing your story!💙🦋

The way this has been posted during my eating disorder recovery feels like a sign. You're amazing and loved ❤️

Omg Rachel I'm so happy your back!!! I've been watching you since I was 12 years old which was over 7 years ago! You always were such a big inspiration to me when I was young! I remember always watching every single video that you would upload and honestly I learnt so much from you! I always loved to bake since I was young and I taught myself how to bake just through watching RU-vid videos! I must say that I have evolved so much in my baking since then and now I can literally bake anything and it will turn out amazing! And this is all just from watching videos on youtube! and a majority of those videos were your videos! You were a big influence in my baking and I am so grateful to you! Something so surprising I just wanted to say is that, in this video you were talking about how you found a Registered Dietitian to help you with your disorder AND SURPRISINGLY I'm in my second year of University right now now and I'm studying to become a Registered Dietitian! I just found this so cool and ironic! Anyhow, i'm so happy you are back! and I can't wait for the future updates you give us!❤️❤️❤️ Also, just want to show you this, it's a link to a cake I made and posted on Twitter! This is proof of how much you helped and inspired me with my baking! ❤️ twitter.com/ButterKookie777/status/1395474794972393476?s=20

Hearing you overcome your ED and develop a better relationship with food and yourself made me so happy to hear:) I’m so so glad you’re okay and coming back! Congrats on graduating and I can’t wait to see what you do next on here 💕

Welcome back I've missed your videos but glad you took time for yourself to heal. Thank you for sharing your story. ❤

I’ve missed you!! Thank you for sharing your story. I’m glad that you took care of yourself and you are feeling better.

I am so glad you are back and that you shared your story! I can't believe it's been years since I first started watching your videos and you were in high school and now you graduated college thats crazy!! I'm in my junior year of college and I felt like I got to watch you grow while also growing as a person myself. Thank you for making so many of my favorite videos and recipes that I have been using for the past years. I can't wait for your new content!!!

i’m so glad you’re doing better. congrats on graduating, that’s so exciting! you’ll always have our support 💜

Welcome back, I know a lot of us missed you for past years. I’m glad you got through your eating disorder, so happy for you. I wait to see your future content, and congrats on graduating!👏🏾💖

Omg I was just talking about how much I missed your videos!!!!! You were a big part of why I started baking, I started a TikTok for baking and everything🥺. I have now realized I want to own my own bakery and I think your a large reason why😁. I’m so glad to see your back and I hope you doing better. I can’t wait and am so excited to see u back and baking, we missed you so so much☺️. Congratulations on graduating🍰😊

I’m touched you were willing to share you story with all of us on the internet. Thank you. I hope you’re recovering nice and safely.

I was just thinking about you last week and was wondering how you were doing. I’m proud of you for overcoming your struggles and getting help!

You're back! Congrats on graduating from college. I bet it must have been difficult to get to that stage of your life. I hope you make more RU-vid videos pretty soon. But only time will tell.

hi rachel! very nice to see you back :) you're rly giving off the best energy even when talking about moments that were not going well for you ahh i missed your smile a lot thank you for coming back healthier and more safe! thats all that matters

soooo happy to see you!!! thank you for sharing your story - I am so encouraged and inspired

I remember watching your videos years ago when i was in school!! Thank you for sharing your journey with us, I also went through a similar experience, and it helps so much to know I'm not alone :) Looking forward to seeing more from you Rachel!

Thanks for sharing your story! I’m happy you’re back ✨ just few days ago i was thinking about your videos and the channel :’)

Thank you for sharing your story! I missed you so much and you’re glad you’re back🥰❤️

oh god im so glad you’re feeling better! i know thats hard but im so glad you reached out! thank you for sharing your story, much love!

your journey to recover is amazing, ty for sharing and if you ever need another break never hesitate to do so! you come first before anything else!

I appreciate this, congratulations! on the happiness & the amazing things you've overcome & graduating !! super nice to see you & thank you for sharing your story, it was inspiring truly ♥excited to try out your recipes sometime in the future too 😄

Aaawww so glad you are back! Thank you for sharing and appreciate your honesty ❤️

welcome back Rachel and thank you so much for sharing your story with you!

i’ve missed u so much! thank you for sharing your story!

i remember watching you during elementary and middle school! you were such a big inspiration for me and i’m about to graduate high school, i hope wherever you are now that you are doing well. and as someone who had an eating disorder i understand how hard it is to get out of and beat, so please take care of yourself ❤

So glad you’ve taken time for yourself to get the help you need and deserve. You’re absolutely beautiful and obviously an awesome human. I’m glad you’re feeling better. I know this must’ve been difficult for you, but you will come out stronger! Always here if you or anyone else ever feels alone! ❤️

oh my gosh. i’m just now seeing this. i am so happy you’re back, and i’m genuinely sorry you had to go through that. we all missed you so much, and you were the influence in my life to begin baking and cooking. the first time i really baked something from scratch was from a video of yours. after that, i began baking more and more and started cooking more often. i found my love for baking and cooking, and i wouldn’t have found it if it weren’t for you and your videos you make. much love!! ❤️

Thank you for sharing an update. I have been thinking about you and your wonderful treats! i'm so sorry about your rough patch you went through. i'm glad you're back. can't wait to see more of your creative kawaii desserts!

yay you are back! Thanks so much for updating us and checking in even though you dont have to 🥰 appreciate it and that you are now prioiritising yourself 💖

Omg I missed u Rachel !!!! U are finally back .... Love u ❤❤ thanks for sharing ur story with us ...

You are SO amazing! You didnt owe anyone an explanation, but here you are, keeping it real and sharing not only your problems but how you are trying to overcome as well. I'm so excited to see your new work! We missed you! Make sure you take proper breaks this time 🌸🌸

Welcome back! I was so happy to see you in my subscription feed, and even more happy to know that you’re doing better 😊

Rachel, I'm so happy your back! I missed you! I watched the new magic bake-off on Disney+ the other day and when it said your name at the button I was so excited! I'm glad your doing better! Thank you!

Happy to see you again and I'm glad to hear that you're doing better! Thank you for sharing your story ❤

So good to see you Rachel, sounds like you've been through a lot. I celebrate your resting and your recovery. We (my girls and I) have missed you.

I was just wondering how you were doing!! Congratulations on graduating and working through such a rough time. I'm so glad to see you being kinder to yourself, and I'm excited for your future! 💙

We missed you! I am so glad that you're back! Thank you so much for sharing your story.

OMGG FINALLY!!! I’ve missed you and ur videos 😭😭

OMG I totally missed this upload a month ago! I check your channel periodically too see if theres anything new and I'm so excited to see you're back! I missed you so much and it's so nice to see you again and that youre doing well!! 🖤

Congratulations on graduating! Thank you for sharing your story, I’m so glad you were able to find help and support!

I've been waiting for this so long!!! Thank you for being able to open up 🥰

Congratulations Rachel I'm so proud of you girl! I have been watching you through the years and seeing the growth of you becoming the spectacular woman you grew to be is just an honor. So glad to know that you are feeling better and happy to know that you took a very much needed and well deserved break. Thanks for the update and I'm looking forward to your future endeavors which I just know you will excel in. And also thank you for the useful advice duly noted.