Wholeness & the Enneagram - Type 9's Soul Child at Point 3 

It was so spot on what you said about a desire for being seen and a fear of being seen - as well as the reluctance of owning the 3-aspects. Often, I choose to say nothing because I have such a hard time keeping it brief and I hate the feeling of having blabbered out a lot which is really just significant to myself. I have this desire to "burst out my soul" in each and every situation, and perhaps I'm afraid that if I let go, I'll end of swallowing up or drowning everyone around me. Perhaps also because I have a lot of 8 in me (which I also try to repress but also recognize as a true strength (not just a power game). See, I'm already just kind of journaling a lot of private thoughts and feel that I'm not even half finished. But yeah - even just yesterday, I talked to a dear friend of mine about how I've been wanting to do a podcast or make You Tube videos where I share my insights and views about this and that because I have an idea that I will love doing it and also that I really have something to share which is worth listening to. But as soon as I say that, I feel like I'm boasting and begin questioning myself and then I easily end up concluding that I really have so little experience with real life - I'm way too "immature" to own up to my chronoligical age or I become afraid of gathering a following and not being able to keep my feet on the ground. And then, when you said that about giving space to the ramblings of a 9, I teared up and just wanted to be in a setting like that but then again felt that fear of "taking advantage" and overdoing it so I end up pushing everyone away or just stealing their space. And then, toward the end, I got that insight that I'm longing to be seen - but not by others but myself. I suppose that I see myself as a tiny pearl buried in a pile of trash and that this pile of trash is longing to be repurposed.

It narrowed down my personality from MBTI as INFP 9w1 Thank you 🙏

It has taken a week from the discovery of my Enneagram 9w1 to feel ready to listen to this. Initially, I came across a Dr mansplaining All of my dysfunction. I felt I had done so much healing this past year...but I realized spiritual healing and transformation had to come first. Thank you for your gentleness and kindness. I am seeing everything with so much clarity. I needed this to come in a nurturing context. I truly appreciate your own light and inner beauty personally infused into this message. Much love🙏🏻💕

9w1.You have the gift. Rarely do speakers resonate with me the way you did. Please continue to shine your light and liberate us all🌟🌞

This is beautiful, thank you for sharing. I am a 9w1 on the path to finding myself and being a light instead of hiding it under a bushel barrel as russ Hudson says. I love your passion in the way you speak.

This is a very compassionate and helpful description of the personality types. From a type 9, thanks.

Thank you SO MUCH. I could hear you speaking for hours.

Ha ha, "ready, aim, squirrel!". I was just diagnosed with ADHD innatentive type. A way of pathologizing a type 9 perhaps??? Hoping Adderall will help me get in touch with and manifest my dreams-move into a 3.

Thank you 🧚🏾‍♀️

Thank you !

Thank you ..This means a lot to me…9W1.

Thank you for this! 9w1

You have such a soothing style of explanation. Are you a 2? Or 9 even? 😉

I'm an INFJ enneagram 9 wing 1 self preservation instinctual type.

Watching 4/30/22. Thank you.

Thank you for your insight...any suggestions on authors/books for 9's?

is there a video on type 5? curious !!

OMG, I believe God lead me to this video. My name means “shining light, sun ray” and your stars are such a beautiful analogy. Thank you 🙏 blessed sister