Why I'm not a Christian 

I love the teachings of Jesus but westernized americanized christianity is cheesy. Jesus didn't bring religion he taught a way of being. I don't think He ever told people to be "christians" but I love ya'll whatever you believe. Blessed journey everyone

Orthodox Christian here. May God bless you

5:38 lucid dreaming is actually one of the most fun and useful skills ever. Highly recommend it to everyone however there's tons of misinformation

"You can't think your way to God" so true.

My journey has been SOOO similar. Its crazy because ive watched you for years and even our timelines have been similar. It was comforting to watch this because no one in my life relates to my experience so its difficult to talk about and feel heard. Thankful that I stumbled across your channel all those years ago.

Very interesting video. I used to do psychedelics and deep into new age and in my search for God I found Jesus. Only with His help I quit smoking weed, porn, other bad habits. There are definitely a lot of fake Christians and this is biblical. Jesus didn't come to create a religion but he came to die for us and He wants our heart.

You uploaded this video 30 minutes ago and already the amount of distasteful comments left just because a dude is sharing his perspective is insane to me.

I love Jesus. Always will. I love all of you guys too!

God bless you Brother. May you remember that Christ is the one Who you called upon in your darkest hour.

It's so funny that Tom says that how can you not agree with Jesus on be kind, tell the truth, etc. When the main reason we believe this is because Jesus and then his followers spread morality across the world. Before that there was no universally morality. It was just might makes right. If you had power, you dictated the rules and the oppressed followed. When you lost power, you were killed and another took power and dictated new rules.

Super appreciate hearing your process and it takes a lot of guts to share it. I'm in my own awakening process and questioning why I believe what I believe and it's really freeing to give myself the permission to think and ask questions instead of just sticking with a script that I've been told is without error. It's harder to be free but I think this is how God truly created us to be

All on the same journey. I checked out LDS church, attend Catholic Church, practice yoga, got my AA Higher Power and still mediating daily. God is good. It’s all a mosaic masterpiece we can’t understand as humans. But we will always try

damn, you've got Polish roots! Pozdrowienia from Poland!

Hey Tom, look at Gnosticism and Esoteric Christianity (that is the earliest form of it). In its original form it's so similar to the eastern relegions. And the earliest monotheistic religion is Zoroastrism (which inspired all the others that followed).

Hi Tom! Thank you for having Steven Bancarz on your channel way back when. It was the catalyst that broke down my whole new age paradigm… I prayed “God, I need to know who you really are.” And I was sincere and humble in that I was saying, maybe I don’t know. I was not expecting the answer to be Jesus! But about 4-5 days after watching your video with Steven, I began to pray to God that He would save me. I began to become aware of the heavy weight of sin on my heart. The landscape of my heart felt like a dry parched land, and I just asked him to break me. I confessed him as Lord and He came!!! He came right into my room, in the spirit. He is the author of creation, the most powerful one. Everything is under his authority. I realized my soul was tiny compared to his mighty power and how desperately I needed him. That same day, I threw out all my new age memorabilia and I haven’t looked back since! I’m not in a denomination but I believe we are called to be disciples of Jesus and to make disciples. I’ve baptized several women into Christ and have cast out demons and prayed for the sick and seen them healed. It’s been four beautiful years and though it’s not been without hardship, my soul is at peace with my God! I have prayed for you Tom to have your own encounter with Christ. I believe it is coming. If you don’t know how to talk to him, get on your knees or lay on your face. Repent for every thing you’ve done that’s hurt the heart of God, the ways you’ve harmed yourself and others. Ask for forgiveness! If you are struggling with doubt (which it sounds like you may be a cerebral guy) ask Him to help and remember it’s in your HEART that you believe and confess. That’s where Christ comes to dwell in you and that’s how a true conversion happens. It’s a change of heart that only God can do. It is being born again. I pray he does this miracle in your life soon! God bless you.

What a journey it has been following this channel for nearly 10 years. We'll keep watching. Blessings brother.

Full on Pentecostal Christian here. Been in church all my life, glad you got to share your experiences with Christianity in a more lighthearted way. Keep pushing your journey and thank you for making me think and question my faith, it makes me think more critically and strengthen my faith. Good luck man, keep pushing on.

Amazing video Tom! Been following you for years and this is so great to see you speaking from the heart in these videos again! Such a gem!

Hey man. I am normally a lurker and not a commenter. But I just want to stop by and say how much i connect with your words. Everything you're saying is everything I feel and think. You are not alone. I for one really appreciate this candid chat type of video as I haven't ever expressed these thoughts in words and tbh am not sure I can having not been through such an accomplished journey like yourself. But you express them for me and I appreciate it. I want that connection, I want that community. But I don't want organised religion. Makes you feel pretty alone sometimes.

Lmao that final take. How many holy wars has football and metal bands created 😂

You articulated my past 10 years of searching 😅

what you speak sounds exactly like my spiritual journey, what ive learned is most churches will still accept you with open arms even if you question the faith. i dont call myself a christian for the same reasons you do. but when you attend a service and let your ideas about what pure truth is, you can see what the christians see and hear what they feel behind their words. this afternoon i spent at my neighbors house playing chess smoking up and talking about god and life. and we even engaged in a christian prayer, its beautiful and im glad there is a accessible spiritual practice in the west, just wish the practice of other religions and spiritual practices was more acceptable

Mad respect to you talking so openly about such a challenging topic to bring up. I often hide away my thoughts and feelings on anything to do with the subject of God, so many varied opinions, and so many people armed and ready to take you down.

Good to hear youre good, man. Keep on following whatever enriches life for you and those around you. All the best

good to see you tom been a while since I've watched you, you have made a huge impact on my life in a good way helped me to be cautious as I'd probably be dead by now but your advices have always resonated with me

Oof! I'll have to watch this later as I am not yet prepared for the inevitable cringe! I discovered you through Church Of The Eternal Logos and I was so happy for you seeing where you were on your journey. You seem like a really good dude and you remind me a lot about myself and what I used to be passionate about. Your content is very genuine and I know you have a good heart. I hope you keep investigating further and return to seeking Christ. God bless you brother. Christ is king!

Great video Tom, been watching for a while, nice to see the rawness and honesty in this one, take care

Thanks for sharing your thoughts so openly! It's what make you special! Love to you brother

After my journey with psychedelics and the discovery, that we are all just one infinite consciousness (god) pretending to be human.... it is very difficult for me to follow any religion that believes in a god that is an entity separate from ourselves.... i've always felt now that every religion has bits and pieces of the truth but they're also scrambled and regulated and made of rules and I just I don't know.... I can't follow anyone religion personally.... My mom supports me and my beliefs, and she understands why I believe what I believe but I guess the reason I'm writing this is to say that a lot of psychonauts definitely do have trouble expressing their religion in this modern society, especially where the majority of people now are Christian.... but what's even more crazy is that the people who are Christian don't even follow Christianity by the book.... so many people who are Christian are so quick to judge and say that every other religion is just saitan, and you need Jesus and this and that... and while I 1000% understand why people are the way they are. I just so wish that more Christians were accepting up other religions especially the ones that are very out there and hard to understand.... the one time I tried to open up to a friend of mine about my own religion and my own ideologies and beliefs he instantly labeled me as crazy and said that he would pray for me to find Jesus.... and almost makes me feel like they just pity me and they don't even listen to what I'm really saying if that makes sense... I don't know I don't even know why I'm writing this.... I love Christianity and their community as a whole as well as every other religion but i guess my message to all is just love others no matter what they believe in.... no matter who they.... or how they look just be kind to others because it's what you should morally do

You're a good guy Tom. I like these free style videos dude.

Adyashanti has a great book on Jesus called Resurrecting Christ. It’s a great read.

Appreciate following your journey for the last 7-8 years as I've been through the ebb and flow of mine. Your authenticity is valuable 🙏 forget the cancel culture Mate🤌

Im glad you are back Tom!

Went from christian, to mysticism, to yoga, to budhism and eastern philosophy, to transpersonal psychology and psychedelics, back to christianity, then orthodox, then stoicism, to occultism/magick, symbology, to Jung, Nietzsche, Crowley... and I'm there now

Our spiritual paths are very similar! Replace Catholicism and eastern orthodox with protestant and non-denominational. But I’ve been truly drawn to buddhism recently and while I still feel culturally attached to christianity, I think God is so much more than what one religion or one path is. I will always love God in some way, but how I experience and interact with God will absolutely change. I think I’m still Christian in the sense of wanting to be “christ like”. And that’s beautiful to me.

Imagination is a crazy ass thing, that’s where the source of any good will comes from

Love Tom man. So grounded and real.

The fact that people witch hunted you because you didn't want to keep putting d o u g s into your brain is absurd and just so downright wrong like why are people misunderstanding the point of what Alan Watts meant when he said "Sometimes you gotta put down the phone". I've been a long time lurker on your channel tom and all I can say is it may not feel like it but there are so many others out here struggling, toiling with this existence that as dumb as it sounds brings comfort in knowing we are truly all in this together :)

Thanks for sharing, Tom. For someone engaged in a similar spiritual path this post gives me a lot to chew on. I really appreciate it. I especially like what you said about community. I have also been struggling with how to find a spiritual community without having to deal with either New Age woo woo whackadoodle nonsense or the conservative dogmatism of traditional religion. It's a tough tight-rope to walk even as an individual, more so as a group.

More podcasts please Tom 😊

Whilst I have no issue with you pursuing your path, my psychedelic experience put me back in touch with my faith. To go from an angry anarchistic punk back to Catholicism might seem drastic to some, but it helped me better appreciate Mia Sabina and her methods, which I previously scoffed at due to my own cognitive dissonance and provided me with clarity I hadn't experienced since I was very young.

It always trips me out how similar our journeys have been in the way we look at the world… there’s something bigger happening and we’re a part of it. But we can’t think our way to God. Only thing we can do I guess is do this life as authentically as we can. Or as ram dass says: love everyone and tell the truth!

I think a lot of Europeans and Americans between 20-35 have a very similar story to you. I can definitely relate to a lot of what you said. Great video, I really enjoyed it. 😊

Tom, this video brought a lightness to my heart. I was initially turned on to new age spirituality, but also couldn’t get on board with the idea that I am God. Even if I can somehow unify completely with God, I can’t imagine the thought “I am God” can lead to a unity; it’s a beautiful setup to make the ego more dominant than ever. I’d rather be dancing and singing, looking up and thanking God than proclaiming he/she and I are one. I’ve been a church music director at a United Methodist church for three years now, and I adore the community there. They do good work, and they love one another. I started to follow Christianity, but I couldn’t pretend that books like the Bhagavad Gita, or people like the Buddha were the devil pretending to be an angel. I knew in my heart that wasn’t correct. You summed it up beautifully. I want to love God as much as possible, and I want a community that supports me in that quest. I hope that quest of yours proves to more fruitful than confusing. Sending love ❤️

Nice to hear you have polish roots, I always sensed there is something familiar about you, I'm polish too. Do you speak polish too or know some words?

Loved this video Tom. I only just found your channel but i really respect your insight and honesty. I agree with what you say about Jesus, He's a great dude. The biggest challenge with me believing Christianity was the message that we must accept everything in the Bible is from God. Why should we? We should treat every history book with skepticism. Discern whats true and hold doubt about the dubious. Thats been the best thing for me and i still believe that Jesus is the best hope for life after death

Dont get too caught up in specific rules and do not let the bad actions of a few people determine that an entire faith is not for you

I’ve recently found your channel and I’ve been breaking from Christianity going more so on my own spiritual journey, I’ve done psychedelics in the past and I’ve come to a lot of the same conclusions as you. Great video

Hey, Found you years ago from Dakota of Earth when I was into new age and really have enjoyed your videos. About 2.5 years ago I joined the Eastern Orthodox Church. I understand some of your issues - especially not having a revelatory encounter with Jesus that others seem to have. What convinced me and continues to convince me are the Lives of the Saints. In particular Saint Paisios of Mount Athos by Hieromonk Issac and also Saint Nektarios' life by Sotos Chondropoulos. Reading about their life, the numerous miracles, the humility and love is amazing to me. If it wasn't for the Saints who reflect the fruit of the ascetical and obedient life I don't think I would not be Orthodox, or Christian for that matter. I wish you well on your journey for Truth, -Alex

I can really relate to your journey

Jesus didn't come to this earth to make a good person a bad person. He came here to make a dead person an alive one. I find it rather sad that people associate belief with religion which has a lot of poor connotation to it.. Because truly being a godly person is having a relationship with god. When you have relationship with god through Jesus Christ, the workings of the holy spirit dwell in you and produce good works in you. To all you psychedelic samaritans out there reading this, a culture that I used to partake in. You like to experiment with different substances that alter your state of being. Have you experimented with repentence, prayer, and Jesus? Because Jesus sure can alter your state of being, It happened to me and I never felt the same ever again in the most beautiful way. I feel the holy spirit physically when I pray. The god of the bible is a god of miracles. There's plenty of near death experiences you can look into about people seeing jesus, and even seeing jesus in the material plane. Why I love being a follower of Christ is because I don't need to find the answers to lifes questions anymore, because I can submit to him and his will and all the fruits of the holy spirit come as a result of that.

Good vibes ❤

I totally get it. I also think that to. Let me say it differently, God has no religion, but religion has god. Also, yes, find a community that speaks to you. And be part of it.

I wish i was gullible enough to believe id go to a happy place when i die.

420 likes, God is with us! 🙏

much love from a muslim brother!

You should look into the Canaanite religion as they archaeologically predate Judaism. Really helps tackle your problem with abrahamic religions hyper masculinity as it has multiple gods. Religions are cool once you go back into their history. The interconnectedness of them has always been super interesting to me. Especially the flood bit, it’s seen in multiple religions. Religions are like language and evolve over time, us humans probably started with one religion then it splintered into cults that slowly became religions. I haven’t really looked into it but I believe that Judaism is a cult of Canaanite Religion that focused on the male god.

I watched your videos since you made psychedelic videos, I also grew up catholic, I was briefly into the psychedelic and new age stuff but almost right away noticed there was something deeper. The New Age takes things from esoteric traditions such as kabala and hinduism but cheery picks it, they do not really understand the Truth, they do not go deep because the ego doesnt like to go deep, because the ego starts to suffer, the more attachments you have the harder the pill is to swallow, so new age takes all the metaphysics and disregards the TEACHING of where it comes from. This happens alot with the pychadelic community also and usually its intertwined with New Age. I was introduced to Vedanta by a hare krishna monk who gave me the Bhagavad Gita and although im not a hare krishna, it was what I was looking for all that time that I knew the New Age wasnt diving into. Yoga, meditation, kundalini, chakras etc. all come from hinduism but rarely do you see someone in the New Age ever walk the path that Vedanta (and Jesus) tells us to walk. Im sure youve heard of Vedanta because I know youve visited india and you are friends with Dakota and I think Vishuddha Das, so it may not be unheard of for you but if you want to dive deeper into Vedanta I would like to say that it has put all of the dots together for me personally, it even made me understand who is Jesus and why he said what he said and what his teachings are. It puts all religions into perspective. And it does not sugar coat Truth like the New Age movement. In fact sometimes i think some New Age people are worse than some christians people (obviously depending on the specific person haha). Anyways I say this cuz I agree with everything you said and Ive subscribed since you used to talk about your ayahuasca trip, and even when I left the psychedelic community I still kept tabs on your videos cuz I genuinely wanted to know if your doing ok, the spiritual path can sometimes be difficult and I resonated with all the things you say. So anyways if your interested I would highly recommend reading the teachings of Saints and Sages who taught adveita vedanta just dont listen to influencers on social media about it, go straight to the source. That is my best advise I can give, go straight to the source, not social media, not youtube, not friends, straight to the source. I would recommend Satya Sai Baba, read any of his books, or Swami Sivananda or Yogananda. Satya Sai Baba is great because part of his mission is to dissimate the knowledge in a universal way, beyond religion, even the emblem to the Ashram has the symbols of all the major religions to show its universal teaching. I recommend those three because if you want to know what Vedanta is at its core coming from the purest channel it would be best to read from them directly. Vedanta is not New Age, and it is not a religion, and it is not for those who want to find “comfort” or “happiness” or “self help” on a material matter, it is for those who seek deeply in their hearts to know God.

Jesus doesn't need to prove anything to anyone if He's truly who He Is

There was a great interivew with Jordan Peterson very recently where he was asked why he wouldn't commit fully to Christianity / Catholocism. He said " because I exist on the borders of things" and I feel that's an accurate descrption of myself, I just feel unable to commit fully and wholly to any particular set of beliefs or religiion.

thanks😊

In Finland we have only one word for he and she but we use word it in spoken language. He/she word only in written text. We disrespect everyone equally.

Biggest problem with the bible is how much true knowledge was lost and purposely changed during translation. Chinese whispers at this point

Been a while Tom, hope you doing well

When i think of christianity i think of all my experiences and the old bible story cartoons and the specific scene where jesus table flips at the temple because of all the money grubbers. He hasnt came back cause theres so many tables to flip

Not identifying as a Christian does not negate the beauty of Jesus and what he stood for. God is above it all ultimately, thank you for sharing ❤

I still consider what most would consider “a Christian” in that I belief in God and Jesus and all that. I agree with you on the “paywall” thing and have been off put of church for a while. I’ve been having a lot of questions about various different things. Anyway, hope your journey goes well, man. I’m trying to figure mine out lol.

I really resonate with this video. Peace and love to all religions including christianity

I’m christian and u good bro its all preference but imo faith gives me a purpose in life to be and do better.

If you like Daoism you have to read the Zhuangzhi/Chuang Tsu. Interestingly what got me to believe in the ressurcetion of Christ was a short gnostic text entitled, Treatise on the Ressurection. Ultimately religions are frameworks around inneffable but apparent, eminent truths. I like christianity because to me it best encapsulates the Priscia Theologia but I always recognise that words are like waves which the wind has formed. And I have the context of many other faiths, my favourites being Hermetic, Neoplatonic and Daoist theologies. The deepest truths are beyond conception and the conceit of a conciever. In humble faith is where God encounters us. Psalm 46 - "Be still and know I am God."

The lighting is very different in this video, almost like it

Yeah man that’s why we need to follow Jesus not religion because we twist things so much

If only people listened to the mystics of their repsective religions instead of bashing their skulls square with dogma. We all have to find our own way to experience god.

What happened to uploading daily Tom? Was it too much? Quite enjoyed checking in with you everyday. But I support whatever way you choose to express authentically 💙

I went on a very similair route. Started psychedelics in my late teens. And after a few horrible trips started to read the Bible and got baptised and everything. Even went in a relationship hoping I'd be on the right track this time. Then questions and doubts on the evangelical version of this fate came and starting looking into church fathers and orthodox Christianity. After which I had a sort of breakdown in my faith. Quit church, broke off the relationship and now I'm just looking for something solid to build on that is fair and square. I've been an ass my whole life and probably will be for the coming years, but now I just want to completely change that. Integrate my asshole side so to speak. It does leave me in a 'no-man's-land' 'cause I don't know how to talk to other Christians about this. Which I probably should.. Been listening and watching to your vids for quite a while now and I'm glad man I'm not alone.

Like you said yourself Evil goes out of it's way to pull you towards it, with that being said what really is the best community? I would argue it's not any one Religion, rather a group of people who share a common sense of morality. The best advice I could give you Tom is to maybe try and connect with some independent Journalists, their community seems to have a really good track record of upholding moral value not only through their beliefs but most importantly through their actions.

🙌 😍 im in poland right now! dzien dobry! 😃 near Jelenia Gora 😃

Never stop curiosity my friends

I found a friend in jesus, bit im also open for science. And i do not have any problem inside me with that. What do i really know and be honest with my self. I also found interesting things like the tao de king and so on… I do not understand people who are not open for chance of ideas and ideals…good posting something like that and speak open. In the end we are alive and some more than others, nothing wrong with that.

Tom and everyone else reading this, look into the Shroud of Turin.

I liked that interview with the Christian guy. His story was super interesting. I liked that you openly heard him out. I've bounced between religious to new age to religious to new age. Lol. Seems natural to go from one extreme to the other to find balance.

There’s a Bahai temple Of worship in Sydney if you wanna meet some peps.

I deeply appreciate your sincerity. I have struggled and still do with finding my way to living with God without dogma. The contradiction you speak of is astute. For me philosophy has been an enlightening step. Hegel’s philosophy and Zizek’s ‘Atheist Christianity’ is what resonates with me currently. Edit: Slavoj Žižek. "Christian Atheism". 2017 ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-2UOM3C3q7II.html

cant relate to alot of christianity but i love jesus and he loves me and you. Even if you dont love him back. Hes fr crazy in love with everyone 😂

Thänks ❤

True religion is one from the beginning. And its not only the religion,its the leader of the religion,who can answer the all the questions , even in science, medical,,sky, Ocean..any questions. The man with see of knowledge.. Follow and trust him..

Every thing is consciousness , you will be loved by god the second u realise you’re the dictator

I respect where your at. I believe in god but i just dont feel too strongly about religion. I feel the influence of man has/will continue to taint the purity of what god is. Raised catholic then taken to christian churches as a child (none of which was my choice) and was agnostic the rest of the way until recently. As of 2018 I had been sick, just over 5 years now, with stomach issues + severe anxiety/depression, and came to peace with my mortality. I thought about death regularly. I tried not to think about it too much because of the love I have for my family. So, I started to have experiences with mushrooms and they really helped me. My anxiety and depression faded away, my love for life grew, and my stomach problems are no longer there. My mom took me to an apostle, last month for healing, a week after my trip that my stomach started showing improvement. She got upset I called him a shaman (which i believe he would be with his gifts) haha but I saw something when I was being healed. It was something Ive seen only after the passing of a family member, a white mist. I know that energy, ive felt it before. I do believe there is more to this existence than we can possibly understand and I hate to place a name on god. In deep meditation the voice that spoke back to me was feminine, it felt loving, nurturing, and was the first time I have ever really experienced such a thing. I feel that all living things are connected and to god as well. Being peace and love is all i can do to spread that feeling which I believe to be god. Being anything else to another soul whatever their religion, identity, etc I feel goes against what I know in my being. I remain spiritual but I cannot accept anything in religion that goes against what I feel. I dont feel my spiritual journey has come to an end and im also not looking for one. It will take me where im needed. Peace and love. Thank you for the great vids. Cheers!

Science for the pragmatic utility of reality, Religion for navigating the human experience. I think there is no better means to find you own path than to go with what works for you without comprimising your authenticity for the sake of an external forces such as whatever other people are doing. Be painfully rigorous in your analysis, such as logical fallacies along side a painful level of self awareness and understanding of the human condition. armed with these 2 pillars you will find the way forward imo. love the video

The way you speak resonates very deeply with the final scripture and final Prophet of the Abrahams religions. Never been changed only one version. I invite you to look into islam my bro and see what the Quran says about Mary, jesus, moses, Adam and eve etc and the many miracles in the Quran that have only been discovered in recent years. Even atheists would agree there can only be one truth. may God guide you to it. Ameen ❤

20:13 reminds me of the movie PK “wrong number”

What do the two P's stand for?

I have a genuine and not sure if you'll see this but have you ever considered reading the Quran. I'm certain it has a direct relationship with spirituality overall to where if you look at the core of psychedelics and the implications of removing the ego. Islam points to that aswell. Where one should remove the ego and focus on the origin. One creator. The start of creation. Idk it's just super FASCINATING and I found that it has given me so much peace to let go of this worlds stresses such as people's opinions. And you living your life for one goal only. To please your creator. I've also seen many psychedelic users. Not sure if you heart of bobby perspective but he used to do all these ayuwaska experiences too and the only path he found that solidified his purpose was Islam and reading the Quran. If you looking for some kind peace or direction. I highly recommend picking up the Quran and giving it a read. It'll open your mind. Because I feel like psychedelics is one thing right. It gives you the broad perspective of spirituality but what most psychonauts don't realize is. The psychedelics is one part of the puzzle. The other part is religion to solidify the purpose of existence. And I know you open minded looking for something more. I feel like the Quran is your next step. Just from my view. Anyway best wishes to you Tom. I've always enjoyed your content and seeing you grow❤ Edit I forgot to add. The reason I say Quran is the next step. Not saying you shouldn't open your mind to other scriptures but Muslims believe that it's the direct word of God. Just how's it's written aswell is miraculous if you researched it. The amount of inhuman writing patterns is just a touch of the Quran. And that the book was untouched. Compared to the revisions the bible had for example. But even the bible used to be in it's pure form and was also sent by the one creator. Since we Muslims believe all the books Torah bible Quran etc came from that one creator and along the lines was contaminated. The only preserved book is the Quran and no matter how many people try to break and burn it. Many people by the millions are memorizing it too by heart. We believe that we don't take Jesus as a god. But as one of the messangers and that's where differences come in. But overall. We stand by that we only worship the core. The origin of existence. And that's The true God Allah. The beings we see on psychedelics. Some Muslims believe them to be Jin. But no higher than the origin itself. It's impossible for the human mind to comprehend that creator. The one. There's a chapter describing him too. The one God. No partners. No one comparable to him and the most powerful. Idk I'm rambling at this point but if you can give the Quran a read. It'll open your mind up so much. Like I'm not even saying you should come to Islam but give it a chance. I wouldn't be recommending it if I wasn't confident in it's truth. And how the world so many reverts to Islam is happening around the world. But anyway best wishes Tom ❤

Tom, have you ever explored the occult?

If you still want to delve into Christian mysticism, I would highly recommend Neville Goddard. Specifically, his teachings on ‘the Promise’

Hi mate. I'm not sure if this video can help anyone except those who are looking for a bias confirmation to not follow Christianity. No one can deny Christianity is man made but so is Buddhism and all religions. What the church teaches and what Christ teaches is not necessarily the same. One can follow Christ without following the Bible. The temple of God is within us all. Why call for Christ when you are hallucinating on drugs and then wonder why he never appeared?! It sounds like you have a lot to learn.

I've been tempted to join a church for years, just for the community. But it feels wrong to me because I simply don't believe in it, and I spent a few years of my life trying. I don't know if I could live with that hypocrisy of participating in something I know I don't believe in.

I will never be Christian because I am Pagan and Proud ❤ I don't do dogmatic beliefs and unfortunately that's what most churches and Christians hold. But I do understand Christ energy before mankind corrupted it with their own hate and judgement. As long as a Christian is kind and open minded, I have no problem with them; but homophobia and condemning everyone -- no way. I don't allow that sort of behaviour or religious control.😊

Jesus is LORD

If God is real, then Jesus is God. The events in the Bible are true, that's if God is real. Understand? The Holy Trinity basically explains how God is love.