Why would you leave me?- FREE AUDIO 

“ when you grow up. Your heart dies” I’ve never felt a line as much as I felt that

2:40 am: your still in my mind 3:50 am: did you ever loved me? 4:39 am: wasn’t I enough for you? 5:50 am: you were everything to me 6:30 am: why did you leave? 7:40 am: I miss you.. so much

“I.. Let this person in, I don’t let ppl in you knew this... I needed her and you’ve broken me” I felt that part more than any other part

... We're all just... drowning, aren't we...?

“I could disappear for ever and it wouldn’t make anything difference” ... ... I felt that

"It's hard to get used to" -"what?" "Being cared so much." ... .. . That hit me.

Some people may leave you without any valid reason, maybe because they aren't sure about what they really felt towards you. But don't worry because they are the one's who are likely to regret later on.

He left....again, not even one single "goodbye" or even text and it hurts so bad 🤤

"All I want...like in the world.. is to keep talking to you." This made me cry... Who am I kidding this whole video made me cry

why'd he have to cheat why'd i have to find out why'd i have to meet him i wish i didn't meet him he came into my life made it perfect and broke me he cheated he cheated on multiple girls he did just so he wouldn't remain "thirsty" he cheated on me the girl before me and the girl before her why why why why why god why'd you make him come into my life "We were never anything serious, I know seemingly nothing about you.." "You guys were never really a thing, you were just obsessive" i hate you

'To just keep talking to you'.. the simplicity and juxtaposition of this sentence, has a very complex set of raw emotions that is overbearing, overpowering and so god damn hurtful when you're developing a sentiment for someone who will never feel the same for you.

Man when the girl was saying “why would you run away?” “Why would you leave me” that shit hit me because I use to say that when I was younger

"This thing of ours, I know what I've done, I broke your heart one thousand different ways and god I am sorry for that. "But something changed, me." I know how to love you now.

He said he LOVED me He said he would never leave me! He said he no longer LOVED me! He said he heard a rumor! He said he could no longer be with me! He said... no more... But then i said... I said no more! I said what rumor? He said the one that says your....everything wrong... I said im not gonna make it out alive I said i wount make it I said! ITS YOUR FAULT He said.. its your fault He said! Your the one no one likes! Or could ever love! I said but you LOVED me once He no longer talkes to me

I’m 14 years old and felt alone for a year now. I’ve had deep feelings for a boy in my year for a year and 4 months now. One day I tried to hide my feelings for him and my friend knew I how much I love him because she denied the fact that I was over him. He doesn’t like me (thankfully I’m a mess) and I’m trying to act like I don’t like him. I don’t know how it’s working

When the one person you loved the most, trusted the most, cared for the most.. when the person you were finally truly able to be yourself with.. the one person you let fully in.. when that one person.. just lies to you and betrays you and misuses your trust so easily.. it makes you feel so alone and that you now have nothing left.

Me: listening to all these audios so I can find a very specific one that fits my story Also me: can’t keep any of my thoughts straight cause I’m crying

I always thought I wanted to be the one being hurt rather than myself hurting the other cause I just wanted everyone to be happy but now for some reasons I wish I was the one hurting the other, just so I can apologise and do everything I could to make the other person happy again.

Let me tell you about myself (Im 17 years old, a little but idiot and pretty ugly in my eyes) I used to live in the US (Im Arabic but really white and blonde) and people used to be very racist to me at school because I was born in Jordan/Amman. I think this caused my current social anxiety. I never told my mom because I was afraid shed go to school and make a fuss about it. I only told her I didn't have friends and her only option was for me to change schools, which was something I wasn't gonna do so she didn't really do much. She was also very bad tempered when I was young. I moved back to Jordan at age 10. I have had social anxiety since I was a little kid, this led to me isolating myself from my whole family and most of my schools. I don't even go out with friends anymore. I don't drink or smoke or anything which is also a huge part of this. I don't have any close friends who I trust and I've never had a girlfriend because, who would want to go out with the ugly lonely nobody in the school? My parents don;t like me. They're proud of my brother who has won various international tennis championships and my sister who gets awesome grades and does pretty much everything perfectly. Im useless. I dont do anything right nor do I know how to do much. I've tried lots of activities in the past but as I said before, I cant get along with people and I cant really enjoy doing stuff alone like drawing or writing. My parents complain about everything I do. Im depressed and I find it impossible to get good grades and concentrate at school (I think I may have a medical condition) so they yell and start taking away all my stuff (phone, pc, consoles) for a while and complain because I still don;t get good grades after they do this. I've tried to tell them Im depressed and life is getting really hard and heavy on me. Ive even told them that I don;t care about school anymore because all I want is to pass. Not to get good grades. I tell them to please stop making me feel like shit because they complain about every step I take. They say they'll try, but this is always a lie. They just keep on acting like nothing happened and everything is fine. I don;t go to family reunions or parties or anything and I've started to lock myself up in my room everyday, only going out a few times to get food or to walk my dog. I can't believe they think that everything is fine in my life or that they just don;t care. I've thought about suicide constantly for the last few years but cant get to actually killing myself because Im kinda scared of death. Since I hate seeing blood I don;t cut myself but I do stuff like hit my leg until its very hard to walk or just punching the wall until I cant do it anymore. One time I fractured my hand but just hid it from everyone because I knew they wouldn't care. I lost all motivation in my life and now Im about to finish high school without ever having a girlfriend or a kiss. My youth sucked. My life is going nowhere and I don;t know what to do. I don;t trust anyone. I don;t like people. I have nowhere to go and I hate myself. What should I do? Kill myself? Wait to see what happens? People say life will get better but this isn't true. Not for the last almost 18 years. Each year has been worse than the last. I hope someday Ill read this and say, wow, Im glad my life is good now. If you read it all, thank you ❤ and don't subscribe to my channel :D

This triggered me hard. I stopped talking to my dad from how rude he is and when I heard the little girls voice ask “why did you leave?” I started crying my eyes out. I miss my sister so much

I left you because you kept denying this love. This precious love. You kept denying me. What set me apart from them is that I LOVED YOU just as you came to me. You have some many traits that caught my eye. The one trait that made me fall in love with you was your KIND heart and manner. Over the years you have replaced the kindness with arrogance and apathy. I cry because I do not recognize you anymore. You have become cruel and mean.

*He even don't know how much does i love him*

This reminds me of all the people I had walk away from me and how many times I thought of being amongst the angles but to be honest I'm scared

I’ve been depressed for a few years... I’m good at hiding it though. I’m in my first year of college and I lost the man I firmly believe is my soulmate... I really hope it’s a right love wrong time.... I miss him so much.. he means everything to me... and despite having friends at my college... I don’t feel at home.. I feel anxious... and I’ve never felt more depressed... I feel so alone... and I’m debating transferring bc of it.. but idk.. I’m too scared to leave my friends..

3 minutes that changed my life.

It’s 3am where I live right now and I have school at 7 and I can’t sleep because I fell like I’m drowning in my own thoughts. It doesn’t make sense and I don’t know what’s wrong with me. My friends ask me if I’m ok and I am good at hiding it so I say I’m fine but someone help it’s like something is taking me over and I can’t do anything about it

In 2020 I was going thru depression. This helped me get Thru it. I’m scrolling down old vids I use to watch, and I found the ones from your channel. These videos, along with music helped me get thru my dark times. 💯 Thank You 💙

Imagine liking a girl who doesn’t like you back

I know that it’s over, I know it is. But, I can’t forget. I’ve still got the memories and I don’t want them. God I felt that. I wish I could forget. 😔

" when you grow up your heart dies " can't get no deeper

"You had me and you said you would never leave me, but then. You found her and left me like I was a memory (a trash memory), do you actually think that is what I am to you? Did I even count to youu? Was I the nightmare to you? But. When you hurt me I got up and didn't cry because I thought you were fighting for, I was the one who had faith in us all day, I tried to give you what you wanted , was I not enough? To all your friends and you was I a joke? Its been a month and a couple days. I found out that the someone new loves you. Do you love her? Do you play her like you did me? He played me like a music box but when it stops that's the end its over! In the end i wonder, if I hate you or still care. In mind this doesn't really make sense . Do you think of Me anymore? I think bout you but still its dark. Its been awhile now your gone,,,,goodbye forever,,,,," 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

"It's hard to get used to. Being cared about so much." I felt that

"You're too young to understand" oh man.. that hits hard..

I wish things turned out differently 😞💔

Me, a music artist using these for a trauma influenced album: YES!! Thank you for this.

We dated for 4 months. In those 4 months he said he would rather die than loose me, yet he broke up with me. He told me he woke up one morning and just didn’t love me anymore, I’ve never felt so hurt, so sad, so depressed and so broken in my life. He lied to me, he promised he would love me always and forever but he didn’t. He left me, he abandoned me, he broke me. The saddest part is I’ll never feel the same with another person ever again. I miss him and I can’t do this without him💔😭

I've been depressed I miss my ex boyfriend I told him that I am pregnant with his kid he accused me of cheating and we broke up now I'm a 16 year old single mother😭😭😭😭😭 I feel so alone and I'll I can do is cry I miss him so much I can't do this with out him

the first one hit me. the little kid that asks "why would you leave me?" Relate to this too much. Asking this question my whole life but nobody has an answer. 😥😶

Everybody whos reading this while listening to the video. Admit it, you or someone fucked up and it affects you like they held your soul. Now you're cold to everyone. Doesnt give a fk about anything anymore. Doesnt smile genuinely anymore. Imagining things rn if things didnt go side ways. Probably crying right now. Well, cheer up. Thats all i could say.

The worst type of pain is the one that they cause after they leave, but eventually... They will need you when you have moved on. It hurts, doesn't it?

My dad left me when I was 6. I remember that day like it was yesterday even though I’m a teenager now, we went to get McDonald’s and he promised we could do the same the next weekend, he said goodbye and I didn’t think that was the last time I’d see him but it was. He just left me like that, like I was an old toy that nobody uses anymore, it hurt... and it still does

so sad and so beautiful

We well always drown, of tears of our arms. Of our sadness, of everything. Everything.

This just, well just speaks to me and breaks my heart at the same time,, I have love but am afraid of what it might be, our pasts, our childhood, will we remain the same now as when we first fell in love.. My heart aches and hopes so, nothing can take my heart away from his, but life happens so we just have to go day by day and not try to see the dark and the rain.. See the sun and the light and everything you Know you have inside, trust yourself xx stay safe

The Breakfast Club 💯

*We are all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn’t the answer.*

The words of truth about any broken heart that made us feel that we could have a chance to make it work just one more time ...a heart break that you realize is a blessing in disguise in many of our lives and I for one an claiming this to be my miracle in my....I am not broken any more.

I don't know what happened. I was happy a year ago. Then we started to drift apart. I pushed you away. I thought u still loved me. But u don't. I have tried and tried to be friends again. We were so close, but when we get close I think of all my depressing times without you and hate you. When we aren't close I'm a mess. I hate life and want u back. But ur never coming back. I can't help but feel this is all my fault. I try to talk to you. You hate me to much to care for me. I'm sorry. I miss u. Ur never coming back. I get more depressed everyday I live without you. You will never read this and if you do I just want you to know that I'm sorry.

I relate waaaayyyyy too much to this,this hit me hard

I feel so alone even when there are people all around me who love me, but not the way I want to be loved. I try my hardest to be happy for my family and friends but sometimes it gets to much and I just want to end my pain, but I don’t want to die I just want to end the pain I feel, I don’t want to hurt others so I endure the pain and hurt I feel no mater what to make people happy and to not put my hurt on others .

It hurts when things suck. When life sucks. But it hurts even more when I stop and think, and you realize your life has never been good. Since the day I was born. Every time something good happens something bad happens

True😭

He said "I'm sorry" but didnt know why he was sorry.

So much realness and feelings in 3 minutes that is all too familiar to us. We need more spoken word artists to express the reality of life that we are all experiencing but avoid discussing. I attempted to this with the spoken word on my channel. Thank you for this.

"I've still got the memories and I dont want them" . .. ... ....... Why do i relate to that more than anything....?

Eyes tell pain Everybody has a chapter they don't read out loud God made us sad like this like me i have high high depression and im only 11 at school i pretend not to show it but my eyes sence pain in the future if their is a future for me

1:38 till 1:53 is my favorite

When you do mistakes... It's only you who is responsible... Plz don't make mistakes cuz not every time you get that love...

“I still got the memories, But I dont want them”

I was looking for the filthy frank version not this emotional rollercoaster

I don't even know what love is no more I don't even have feelings or a heart anymore its all gone like my life

I can't take how empty and hopeless it feels when another person just says 'it'll be fine' or 'things do get better' or 'you need to let this go' when it feels like someone has crushed my heart, how could I possibly be consoled by a healed body that right now is broken? And filled with pain? I'm being forced to feel every second of this pain, this drowning, desperately wanting to be allowed to love her again without it seeming weird, and to have her love me again. But she can't face that pain so she gets to run away and hide until she doesn't love me anymore. Because she didn't think I loved her like she needed to be, all because I suffer my past demons through depression. We're both apart and in pain, why would this ever be the best thing? I wish she would let me talk to her, tell her how well my counselling has gone over these past 4 months, why won't she talk to me..

I was in 6th grade at the end of elementary school and my closest friend told me never to talk to her and not to call her she told me no one liked me and that she was waiting a long time to tell me this, after that I realized no one really was my friend. The endless bullying that I had lived with forever finally got to me and i began to spiral down. I hate myself and have started wishing harm upon myself. I've tried to get help but... I know no one cares, not really. Looking back I realised how manipulate she was but it still hurts to be rejected by someone you trusted. It's a pain that I don't think will ever go away.

I still have dreams about my ex...we both ghosted each other...because of him I can't sleep at night.

Death is better than my life... It sucks

♥️ life is short.. love like you never have.

When you let someone in to know you all and how fragile you are and them to promise you to not hurt you but only to take what they want then leave you less than a stranger less than dirt when at the same time you are so much more and that you never hurt any body and you care for someone to break your heart and to think they have the right to and not say sorry makes me wonder if i will ever be loved or taken care of

This got me crying over my ex for leaving me😟😟😭😭😭

Why would you give up on me, tete? Why did you leave me? I need you

You know it’s getting bad again when u start listening to these again....

I am 13 and I have 6 more siblings and we all lost our MOM we missed her why did god do this to us? I love you my mom RIP. Love your children! And my mom passed away on my birthday.😔🌹🌹💔💔💔

I feel so useless.... I hate him

This reminds me of an online friend I had, we had so many fights.. He was tired of it. So he blocked me every way possible.. It made me sad, but since then I've met amazing people, virtually and in reality. And you know what? I'm glad that he stopped talking to me.. Otherwise, I would've been depressed rn..

I'm terrified of my own father, and I know people say to appreciate your parents, but is it really fair if they don't appreciate you? Just minutes ago he slammed a chair down and broke glass because I didn't clean well enough. What's even worse is that I called one of my close friends and even though I was on the verge of breaking down, I sounded happy and faked laughed...Yup that's what depression does to you. Just wait, one day I'll be gone and everyone will forget about me.

there are some beautiful thoughts in here

“This thing of ours, I know what i done. I broke your heart a thousand different ways and God Im sorry for that.. something changed, me. I know how to love you now😭😢”

Yeaahhh!!!!! Appreciate your way of writing ❤️

Sometimes you have to leave to save you both

There are no goodbyes for us. Wherever you are, you will always be in my heart.

" I KNOW WHAT I HAVR DONE... AND SOMETHING HAS CHANGED ... ME

We are all fighters. We get our heart broken still yet, we stand tall the next day and the day after that and the day after that, we keep surviving each day. To all you out there going through whatever it is, you are not alone. We are all in this together.

This video always hits its so real onto my everyday life.

they were never yours to begin with , it was just your turn and you were just a chapter of the story in their life

depression is like a cold. you don’t see it coming until it’s too late.

Am I the only one whos made a habit of listening to these free sad audios?

DEPRESSION IS NOT FUCKING ALWAYS ABOUT BREAKING UP OR BEING HEARTBROKEN OR NOT BEING LOVED BACK OR BC YOUR BF LEFT YOU

Don't want to listen to that mans voice .... No man can keep us apart ... I don't feel anything for them ..I'm different ... I can not sacrifice my body because I have a brain .. How do I get past that ? No man can hurt you ..they don't have any power over me.. I feel nothing for them .. But you .. You are so different ..Love❤❤❤❤

This song was is like are having the memories so depressed when was are thinking of the times

I didn't want you to leave... you may have been abusive, but I knew you could change.. I knew you could get help and get better, but you didn't listen... you left me and now I'm here, alone, broken and just trying to find someone who actually cares about me.. seeing you every day kills me.. it hurts seeing something you want and can't have, but you'll never understand that.. I hope you're happy..

That scene with Elijah broke my heart

“They all expected us to die” “to be honest sometimes it feels like it did” I felt that😭😭

I think what’s crazy is just that I’m sadly falling apart bc I have crazy trust issues and I am inexplicably in love with this guy. But just something just something is just not right. My gut is telling me no he’s not right for you but my heart is telling me yes. I have no support system. Nobody knows about him yet. He’s my bundle of happiness but I think my good days are soon to be over. And I don’t think I’ll be able to survive. Like to wake up and go to work and try to look okay when you’re tearing up inside. Show my face to my family everyday trying to look happy. I don’t think I can do this. I think I’m falling into serious depression

Because it’s what we both needed

There is a situation which your love means leaving the one you cherish the most.. It is still "LOVE".

Who’s watching in quarantine an cryin

i don’t understand love anymore i took a risk after i was healed for how many months but the next person that was suppose to love me more than anything left me again and the saddest part is that my ex just disappear who is not responding to my chats, calls and text messages

i miss my queen so much im heart broken and this just melts me

" I could dissappear forever and it wouldn't make any difference."

I just realized how *shattered* I feel .

They always leave there's always pain when we die it don't remind people of what we suffered but how we pretended to act to spare others our true grief