Wow.. after a long bout of crying due to suicidal ideation, I kid you not, this video appeared. That can't be a coincidence. Thank you for this beautiful story. Really needed it. Good luck to everyone else
Thank you for re-sharing my NDE here. I am glad this has given even one person peace. That is all I care about. Many blessings to all who have watched. Over the years I’ve crafted 100s of free follow up videos for anyone to watch. Feel free to carry forward with that journey as I’ve endeavored to continuously share the journey as it’s unfolded. May you all know the love that you are & allow that to expand as you breathe & do not resist 💜💙🩵
What happens here is the the expression, not only of God, but of the soul itself - the soul desires these experiences, and wishes to express itself within these realities. Maybe for some souls it's 'brave' but for most it's just what they want to do
“Your only role is to breathe and not resist, the rest is taken care of.” I unexpectedly started crying when she said that. That is so beautiful… We are so blessed.
It conforts me to know that all we do is celebrated. I struggle with some of the "bad" decisions I made, especially because I felt that at the time I was doing the right thing. Thank you for sharing your experience.
One thing I think that differentiates a heck of a lot is intention. We all will hurt people, and animals, birds, plants, the very Earth - we don't intend to. There are some souls that DO intend to, and they know it, and they do that. There's a difference. Intention is everything. Do your best. The value is the effort. These are simple 'rules' but so very true.
This story articulated with me. Thank you. I was emotional to hear how your son at an older age asked you to come back. That is exactly how it would happen.
To Kelly -- much gratitude for your candor in sharing your story. Clearly you are a woman/soul of great strength to have lived through such challenging experiences. And hopefully, you are now thriving. From the blessings you have shared in this retelling, may they return to you ten-fold!!
@@carlyk_ I think that all people go through challenges in life. I don't think MOST people go through challenges that are as extreme as war and starvation (violence can mean many things and be to varying degrees). I believe we only "get" experiences that we can handle and that have a purpose for us. And we can applaud people for any challenge they successfully face and learn from.
@@carlyk_Hmm. . . I am curious about what "most" means to you. I am presuming that your initial comment referred to experiences that threatened life (i.e., war or starvation). And let's assume that "most" only means >50%. The current population of the U.S. is about 336 million. That means that 169 million people in the U.S. would need to experience threats to their life. Are you saying that is the number who have? I looked up some stats that are pertinent, I think. • There are over 2.2 million people in the military. I don't think they all were or will be in battle and have their lives threatened, but for the sake of argument, let's say they could be. • There are people in gangs who have experienced violence or were violent to others, threatening their lives. Membership is about 1 million, so let's double that to include people who were killed or whose lives were threatened within the last year (estimates are that there are about 2000 gang-related murders a year). • there are an estimated 10 million people subjected to domestic abuse in a year, but of course there are repeats, but let's say that over a 20 years span we could double that, so 20 million. • there are an estimated 1-2 million prostitutes -- let's use the higher number -- and let's say that all experience threat to their life • hard to find numbers on organized crime since there are groups acting across countries, but let's say it's similar to gangs and represents 2 million people • counts are that there are 0.5 million people murdered since 1990, so let's add those in and assume they are not duplicated in the other sources All together, these total less than 40 million. And while that's a huge number, and it's awful that so many would have had such expreriences, let's say it's a conservative estimate of those who have been killed or have their lives threatened. So let's double the number to 80 million. That's still less than 50% of the population in the U.S. So, while I get your point that there are many who have had great challenges to overcome in their lives, I would still not say it is most of the people, which to me would be more like 75% or greater . . . . And by making this argument, I am not minimizing the degree of challenge someone might experience even if their life is not threatened. I just think the degree of over-statement of things is a problem. . . So perhaps you could more specifically state what you mean . . .
I’ve done both…after pretending all day, I’d come home and throw myself into bed. Have endured this crap for over 45 years. This life is merely a bad joke to some of us.
Kelly, who had the NDE doesn't need random annoying clips of actors in her video, because she is so wonderful and sweet to watch while she speaks angelic
I think that was one of the best nde storys iv seen so far ..the more i watch these the more im starting to understand our existance ..powerful story loved it 🤍
I can totally relate to the depression she went through. I grew up in the shadow of a suicide. In my early twenties I was so depressed I seriously considered suicide, but knew I didn't want to do that to my children and family. Leaving wasn't an option because I would just take my problems with me. My church just condemned me and accused me of commiting a horrible sin. Eventually I became a meditator and over time controlled my depression. I'm glad for this person's experience. God gives us what we need. 💕
I never tire of hearing you share your experience Kelly. You are missed at Nurture your soul, but I know whatever you are doing is exactly where you need to be, and whatever you are experiencing is exactly how it should be... Thank you for all you share 🙏 Sending love to you and sweet Milo 💛🐕💛
the gift of candour. this was calming. the craziness of all planes of existence happening at the same times, with your son-in-the-future calling on you to come back. the amazingness of it. frustrating that the testimony does not cover the after-NDE changes in your life.
I feel like I needed this one today. Lots of parallels and what an authentic voice. Thank you for sharing and thank you for being brave. I’m not sure I would have been able to tell the world about my suicidal ideations or attempts. Love ya.
I have been having thoughts of suicide. It was triggered by my mothers passing on new years morning of this year. She was just gone. No one got to say goodbye or any sort of closure. All I've wanted is to just go be with her. I didn't feel like being here anymore. It's still a struggle to stay present.
You will be together again at some point guaranteed but there is probably more for you here in the meantime. It’s best to let the higher self pick the moment of departure.
I know exactly what you are feeling, I lost my mom suddenly as well...she was my best friend, the only one who loved me, just the way I was, mistakes and all...I know the feeling of wanting to leave and be with her, but I haven't completed my roll on earth yet. Every day I pray to God to please make that my last, but I'm still here...so there must be a reason...maybe I need to be here for some one else...only our Father knows...I am still struggling to Let Go, Let God...He has you in the palm of His hand, you might not see or feel, but He is there and He loves you, just the way you are...❤
Totally understandable - but you have a contract to complete in this realm. Part of that job may be to come to terms with the 'loss' of your Mum and finding a way to thrive despite - or even because of it. The separation is temporary, and she is always aware of your difficulty. She will be giving subtle hints she's with you, so keep looking.
Wow! Such an incredibly honest and real testimonial! It brought me much peace and hope. Your only role is just to breathe and not resist. The rest is taken care of. Thank you so much for sharing.
People who complain of boredom because Kelly does not get right to the NDE: the background is exactly what resonates with people -- because they can identify with Kelly's life and state of mind in their own suffering and despair, they draw blessed hope from her experience. Is it all about entertainment for you? Are you watching NDE videos just for kicks, for the payoff of of a good paranormal punchline? If so, maybe you'd find spooky ghost stories more gratifying.
So profound. I've been looking into plan B for a long time but for much different reasons and this, although it didn't change my mind, got me thinking more about things going in my life.
Kelly, Thank you!! This all happens FOR us! I love how the beings around you were saying "You are doing it or did it! Is it such a big deal being here??
You are a real survivor. A tremendous load of stuff happening. And great, good grandparents, a blessing. Your parents were obviously suffering from some trauma,too.
Are there no coincidences in this life. I have regular thoughts of suicide because of a lifetime of depression and bipolar. I’m 65 years old now. Your story of course gives me just one more reason to stay in this life. You are a strong person and I always hope for strength in myself when hearing stories like yours. I don’t “think” I’ve ever had an NDE, but last year I spent 6 months in the hospital, near death a few times, but really succumbing to my illness. But I do admit that during this time I had experiential moments when I felt an enormous feeling of euphoria and a floating feeling. Every time that happened I felt a stronger connection to some larger than life being but never really went any farther than that. Thank you so much for sharing.
I WILL NO LONGER HAVE MY VOICE SILENCED. I WILL ROAR!!! REMINDER TO SELF, NEVER SETTLE! BELOW ARE SIGNS OF AN UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIP: 1. Lack of emotional connection 2. Diminished personal growth 3. The man lacks masculine energy 4. You don’t respect or admire him 5. There is limited communication and expression 6. Compromise values and core beliefs 7. When you see unfulfilled potential in yourself/lack of support 8. When you live with resentment for unmet needs
I live not in myself, but I become Portion of that around me; and to me High mountains are a feeling, but the hum Of human cities torture: I can see Nothing to loathe in nature, save to be A link reluctant in a fleshy chain, Class’d among creatures, when the soul can flee, And with the sky, the peak, the heaving plain Of ocean, or the stars, mingle, and not in vain. Byron
You experienced ego dissolution and returned to being a part of the whole, the one. We are part/whole. Any cell found on our body carries information about us as an individual and also identifies our whole genome. Some people think the universe is a big brain and we are all a part/whole of the one, like the cell is to us.
I have epilepsy and struggle with suicide ideation my whole life. I am 41 and have 2 teenage kids and every day in the back of my mind there is a thought of leaving on a drop of a dime. Both of my parents where alcoholics and my siblings and I have have no emotional connection so we barely speak to each other. My parents died 2021 and 2022..I am trying hard every day to stay alive for my kids sake even though they live with their father because he has more money. I have no family here in States and it’s hard to find a reason to keep on keeping on…
Some amazing descriptions. But the added background music limits them into a type of experience, as if the editors want to influence the public into a type of experience. This woman"s report really loses a lot with the music.
I love watching nde’s but also the more I’ve watched them the more angry I get. There is a constant theme that in heaven or when you die there is no remorse or feelings towards the suffering on this earth. They all say they knew their loved ones would “be okay” or that they had no feelings or compassion to their suffering bodies. And then for the spirit guides to cheer her on that she accomplished her soul plan. That she was molested etc. it makes this entire experience feel like a sick video game. If there is no support and compassion for the suffering here, no saving grace’s from above then everything feels like hell
When you are on the other side and your consciousness expands you are amid to understand everything. You know Gods plan, why we are here what the purpose of life and suffering is etc. So when you think of those you left behind it’s in light of knowing each soul chose to come here knowing the hardships they’d endure and that for infinite beings the time on earth is but the blink of an eye. I used to think the way you do and it took a long time to heal. Please don’t judge what I am saying right away just let it sit and see if your perspective starts to slowly change. I used to say this mantra throughout the day which are phrases I remembered hearing from different NDE accounts: Everything is as it should be. The plan is perfect and it’s perpetually unfolding in its perfection. I chose this. God bless you, I hope you find peace ❤️🙏
@@jonnyw82 thanks Jonny, I’m grateful for your response because I genuinely want someone to discuss this with. I understand everything you’re saying and what each individual with an NDE is saying, I’ve watched hundreds. I used to feel inspired by these. But now I just cannot look at existence and these lives of choosing/growing in lessons as so arbitrary and unnecessary. It’s like coming from a perfect place, creating a problem just to go return back to the perfect place. It feels beyond arbitrary. I truly want to be shown this in another way cause obviously I don’t want to feel like all of existence is game like.. so yes thank you for the response 🙏🏼
@@hill0344 Yes, I completely understand. I too have felt that way many times and I'm sure many others do as well. But we need to remember that there are people who not only believe but know beyond a shadow of a doubt that the temporary pain we experience in this life is more than justified for the growth that we sought before we come here. Those people I speak of are every near death experiencer. Each one who has spoken on this topic has said that it is worth it. Some day you and I will also KNOW that the life we are living right now was not only worth the pain but that this experience is a glorious gift so much so that we will want to come back again to face even greater challenges and to experience even further spiritual growth. Imagine you are an elite mountaineer (which you really are in the sense that you are a powerful spiritual being) and naturally you want to climb the most difficult peaks in the world to test your metal, challenge yourself and experience things that aren't possible in your current environment. You are so excited about it when you are at home planning the trip in your warm house sleeping in your warm bed and you are even excited about it the first day or two when you start the climb. But after day 4-6 of being cold 24/7, exhausted, tired of eating freeze dried meals and pooping in a bag you begin to ask yourself why the hell you are even doing this. You think to yourself you could be watching Netflix curled up on your couch drinking a cup of hot tea. You even curse yourself for being so foolish as to embark on such a difficult endeavor. That’s where you are now. On the side of the most difficult mountain anyone has dared to climb. You’ll be home again soon, and guess what? After you’ve enjoyed all the creature comforts for a few thousand years you will get the urge to climb another mountain more difficult than the last. Some spiritual practices that have helped me is to repeat meaningful phrases I've heard from experiencers. "I chose this." "Everything is as it should be." "Gods is perfect and it's perpetually unfolding in its perfection." Part of this challenge we face is to just trust that God knows what He is doing and not to feel the need to understand everything so I also say, "God I trust you, God I trust you, God I trust you but please help my unbelief." (a spinoff of mark 9:24) If you are OK telling me your first name I would love to pray for you if I could. Have a wonderful day my friend. Jonathan
Moving to find a different life doesn't work. You always take the problem with you. The problem is you, or the problem is your spouse, or the both of you together. Going to counseling rarely works because both partners think the problem is the other person, or don't want to change themselves.
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On balance it would be great to see if you have the integrity to post stories (like mine) of the nothingness beyond, once 'dead' no light, no hell, no heaven, no peace, just an eternal empty void.
Ive had the exact same messages. Breathe and don't resist. Every breath is a birth and a death. I share that with many. Thank you for sharing your profound experience... so so many transmissions are coming through.
Can you explain what that means? I’m having a hard time understanding this. Is it a rebirth to do more? Or has our energies shifted in someway? Any insight you can provide would be helpful in my studies. Thank you 🙏
@@Fabulousviccen our breath is what gives our body life force (spirit). There is an entire book you could write about the exploration of the breath. In the simplest terms really contemplate this.. When you inhale your taking in new life, it's the exhale of nature giving you its breath. If you really slow down and breath deeply and slowly fully meeting the moment with your entire awareness you'll notice how new, full and vast the present moment is.. you inhale the moment completely in its fullness. You becoming full with new life seeing and perceiving it in a much more expanded state of awareness. (most people only perceive maybe 1% of reality) to shift your attention to fully receive the totality of the NOW opens you up in a way that's like a Birth the moment is completely new as if you're reborn seeing the newness and the miracles in and around you. When this happens it almost feels like time stops and your are ONE with all things (no separation). There is a wide, deep, and open pause between the inhale and exhale and that pause feels like pure potential..consciousness has no idea what happens next and it lets go. The exhale completely surrenders the breath, allowing itself to die to the previous moment and let go into the great mystery. In this surrender you cease to exist for a moment, like a "little death" you have no idea if another breath in will come, you essentially "die' to the moment in complete trust of the unknown. To know this is to not grasp it with the mind but to be with your breath, explore it, let it teach you, be still, follow it, observe how it changes when you become consciously aware of it. Most people never notice the magic and miracles that their body contains. Birth and death are actually just transformation of one form to another. You are eternal. The more you can bring your awareness to the deepest subtleties of you body and breath the more it will reveal its secrets to you. Blessings on you journey! xoxo
"Woman Dies ..." - LOL - What a bunch of CROCK! I sure needed a good laugh, and, videos like this (people claiming to have died & come back) do provide a lot of laughs. ANYONE that has ACTUALLY DIED (Biological / Brain Death) has NEVER COME BACK to tell about it. An NDE (Clinical 'Death') is not actually dying. What a person sees / thinks they saw / heard / experienced, during an NDE, is influenced by many factors: upbringing / family life; personal experiences (both good & bad), education, cultural heritage, religious exposure (training / education / indoctrination), as well as hopes / desires / wishes / wants / fears, etc...
(Dont believe every dream and vision you have) Matthew 5:37 But let your 'Yes' be 'Yes,' and your 'No,' 'No. ' For whatever is more than these is from the evil one.(Jesus) Read bible to know what aligns with Gods word. Believe in Jesus who died for our sins , repent and turn away from sins get baptised to enter paradise instead of hell for rebellion. Read bible book Luke to fully know Jesus
@turnfrmsinorhell_jesus " @sugargliderdude bible is truth" Correction, the bible is your truth. Allow others to live their truth. Judge not less ye be judged...
If your time is so precious why not just click on something else? Why waste your precious time writing this comment? Surely your precious time would be better served? Sad...
@@bellblue5527 I want to listen the experience itself, that is why I clicked on the video. Not for the useless details before. I gain absolutely no benefits from it...
@Malika She is not reviewing a Starbucks coffee... She is explaining what led her to commit suicide. For others in the same position to relate too, to offer an insight into the thinking of someone who commits suicide who have lost a loved one in such a way. When you read a book do you jump to the last page? I'm assuming no. It's the same here Kelly is explaining how she came to have a NDE and it is in relation to a very serious subject, so a little patience would not have hurt. Not useless information at all and I hope you never have to benefit from such tragic information and you or a loved on is never effected by suicide. You could have simply skipped to where it starts, it's not that hard to do.
People who complain of boredom because Kelly does not get right to the NDE: the background is exactly what resonates with people -- because they can identify with Kelly's life and state of mind in their own suffering and despair, they draw blessed hope from her experience. Is it all about entertainment for you? Are you watching NDE videos just for kicks, for the payoff of of a good paranormal punchline? If so, maybe you'd find spooky ghost stories more gratifying.
