"WORST TRIP OF MY LIFE" 

A bad trip literally feels like you’re stuck in a timeloop and you’re lost forever

"Bad trips are actually the most healing trips in disguise." That hit me.

Everyone who’s been on a bad trip on either shrooms/acid knows it is legit the worst experience of yoour life . That shit feels like your dying and it’s a struggle just getting through every second it lasts

Never forget the 3 rules of tripping: 1. Fire burns 2. Sharp things are 3. Gravity works

Always make sure your shoes are tied so you don’t trip

“You get the trip that you need, not the trip that you want” - Adam from psychedsubstance

when I was 17, I went out of body for 4 hours on lsd. experienced every way of dying over and over. thought I was stuck in the Hell place for eternity. forcing me to choose the wrong path on every scenario I stumbled upon, then immediately killed, shot, stabbed, drown overdose, you name it, I died from it. I thought I was there for hundreds of years and humanity had passed long ago. I could feel paramedics giving me cpr and heard sirens the whole weekend after the trip. I could literally pick up puke on my chest. all an illusion. I finally was able to choose the right path and was instantly shot back into my basement. I walked outside in complete shock I was still alive and civilization was still present. everything had turned from a red tint to a blue tint and I went from Hell to heaven on earth. most terrifying experience of my life, but I learned a lot

Anyone who says "There's no such thing as a bad trip" has never had a bad trip. I used to love acid as a teenager. Then I had a bad trip that lasted about 36 hours, no sleep. No healing was gained from it. No deep insights. Just a day and a half straight of crippling panic and an unmerciful barrage of nonsensical thoughts. That was 20 ago years and I've never wanted to do it again.

Never do lsd around a lot of strangers, a panic attack is almost guaranteed

Back in the mid 90’s when I was a teenager we used to do acid and shrooms all the time and had some unbelievable life changing experiences on them. Some of the best times me and my friends have ever had. That being said the one bad lsd trip I had was a total nightmare. There was about 20 of us at my place that night, parents were out of town and we had the place to ourselves. Anyway long story short someone not in my close group of friends but one of the 20 people decided to slip my dog of 16 years some acid and I had no idea at all. 3am most of them had left and were scattered throughout the neighbourhood or upstairs in different room. I was downstairs watching my dog run around the carpet sideways while laying down, she looked like a demon and was tripping hard with freakish movements. I went to pet her and comfort her but she was scared shitless. I was convinced that she was a demon or possessed and the devil was killing my dog. I was tripping balls at the time, at my peak and had been overcome with fear and sadness, balling my eyes out wondering what was wrong with my dog thinking she was dying. Anyway eventually i got ahold of her and was holding her, loving her while balling my eyes out and saying my last goodbyes to her. I forget what else happened after that as it was over 20 years ago but I remember my sister waking me up the following day around 5pm saying she found our dog on the road dead. Hit by a car. My dog never went out on the road and knew better. She was tripping so hard to ran out on the street and got hit. I found out about 10 years later my one friend from that get together said oh yeah so and so gave your dog acid that night. I was like wow, if i ever see that motherfker again im gonna kill him. I had no clue at the time and it never dawned on me cause i was tripping so hard that night. Worst trip of my life by far and one of the worst nights of my life.

Anyone ever feel trapped in there brain when the realization sets in that every experience is within ur brain , the outside world never really exists it’s just your senses processing it within your brain then panic sets in and in the moment you think you “broke your mind” scariest feeling ever Update: I hope this helps anyone going through the same thing. So yes At first I had severe ptsd from it and thought I was suffering from psychosis. I actually dropped out of college from it all those years ago around the time of this comment. Nothing felt real and I just couldn’t bring myself back to reality. What helped was spending time with family and getting in touch with my child self again . Trust me nostalgia can work wonders and was very grounding .at first Every day feels like a battle but each day gets a little better until next thing you know you’re fine again like nothing happened. I went back to school not too long after and and happy to say doing way better

I like how I typed in “datura” in the YT search bar, and one of the first thumbnails was this, but it’s about lsd. Lmaooo

Ok im not letting my depressed ass take mushrooms anytime soon

"Time is some crazy shit" dude on weed at 4 am

Strange how weed can effect different people so differently. For me it’s a really negative feeling experience and feel anxious and have trouble thinking clearly.

Seeing this just after my worst trip experience. Hearing this made me feel so much better about the past 24 hrs of despair and depression. I truly have been humbled and realized I'm not as perfect as I thought I was and there's so much i still want to do with my life. What an experience. Thank you for this

I’m anxious and when I smoke weed it feels relaxing and fun but sometimes it’s the opposite and it’s scary loud and I’m dis oriented

psychedelics always fuck you over when you least expect it, never go into it thinking you're above it

This dude is looking extremely traumatized

Had my first real bad trip experience about 3 months ago after almost a decade of recklessly tripping. It was legitimately the most terrifying thing I've ever went through. The sense of impending doom and panic was almost indescribable . Got back into therapy as a result. Took about a month off from everything but have responsibly tripped multiple times since then with only positive results. If you disrespect Psychedelics they will put you back in your place with the quickness

My worst trip was a couple weeks ago. Let’s just say that you shouldn’t trip a month after the passing of your father...

I remember a bad trip I had once. I was tripping with my girlfriend and a buddy, and the acid we took kicked in completely after about an hour. Was great for the first couple hours, seeing patterns on my buddy’s face, crazy ass patterns on the floor when I looked down, and everything was peaceful and felt great. Then we all just started talking about random shit happening in our life and I noticed my trip was about to get real weird. When I was talking, it seemed like both my gf and buddy were repeating what I was saying while I was talking, and then I started getting tongue tied and they were doing that too. I stopped talking and they did too, I would try to start talking and was still tongue tied and they were doing it again. It was really weird and made me think they were not really there and that they were just part of my trip. I started looping and felt like the same shit was happening over and over again. My gf would walk in and out onto the patio, and when she came in my buddy would go “so, 12 hours you said?” That shit made me have a panic attack and felt like I couldn’t breathe or get enough air and lasted for what felt like forever

NOO. DUDE THE FIRST 15 SECONDS WERE SOULCRUSHING, hope you get through this my friend, cheers from Argentina

I haven’t touched acid in 2 years, and I’m not sure I will ever again. Spring of 2019 I had my first trip at 18yrs old, and it was absolutely amazing! Every couple of weeks or months after that I tripped and had extremely pleasant & eye-opening experiences that I’m forever grateful for. After about 6-7 wonderful trips, I had my first “bad trip” on a few tabs. We’ll say this was around late fall of 2019. It caught me completely off guard, & left me questioning everything. I thought I was going crazy. It’s like trying to recall a dream, but from what I can remember I was essentially being mocked, bullied, and also supported at the same time from multiple entities. It almost seemed like a war was going on between a bunch of beings involving me. I just remember feeling peak anxiety & paranoia throughout. I gave it a month or so and tripped again assuming it was just a fluke. I ended up in a very similar headspace, but worse. Time was being controlled from these entities and I had absolutely no control over anything, it was THE most terrifying experience I have had to this day. I then fell into a loop that led me questioning how certain things that happened during that trip were even possible without really taking the time to integrate any lessons from that trip, and made the mistake of tripping again maybe a month after that…of course got the same result. Felt like a huge slap in the face from the universe. About 2 months pass(my last trip: January 2020) & and I decided to take a smaller amount(1 tab), but this time I was surrounded with a few semi-close (now ex) friends. This trip was far from traumatic, but wasn’t enjoyable by any means. Just felt anxious and paranoid the whole time. After all of that I figured it was time to let it go… Looking back at it I’m pretty grateful for all of the experiences because it’s made me stronger than I ever thought I’d be. My life is on track for the most part, and I’ve grown a lot mentally in these past two years. About a year ago I dabbled in shrooms and had a pretty pleasant but humbling experience. I now see psychedelics as tools, and have a huge amount respect for them. If anyone actually read this whole thing god bless you!

Did shrooms once and it was the worst and best night of my life. Idk what we were thinking. Me and 3 others did them by a lake and our parents were on the backdeck up at a house. These annoying sorority girls came down after we consumed them and I immediately got flustered. I remember when it hit me. I was looking out across the lake, I glance up, and see green and reds lines, like a grid, crossing each other across the sky. I looked down to try and clear my mind because it looked so real. I looked up and it was still there. Then I look to 2 girls on my right and say “do you see those lines up there” they looked at me crazy. At that moment my world entered a spiral getting smaller until it was just a focus point. Then it exploded out and I was zooming through space and feelings and was so uncomfortable I wanted to die. I felt everyone around me’s existence, their energy was pulsating against me, coming from all sides, I couldn’t escape. I was trapped. The girls are taking pictures and stuff and I’m paranoid af. I freak out yelling “I didn’t know this was a f***ing social event” my friend laughs and I want to strangle him and the girls finally leave. After some time I was able to relax. I was zooming through space and time and everything was truly magical. My friend and I got on a canoe to go back to my house, and it felt like we were canoeing down the river of life. We were playing OMI - Cheerleader on repeat. I didn’t know sounds could sound as sweet as they did. This was the pinnacle of my existence. When I got home, I looked in the mirror and I looked like a madman who had survived a marathon.

I felt like I scratched the surface of the unknown. And I don't wanna mess with it again. It's as if it's only meant to be known when you die. Not when you're alive. I am comfortable in the depersonalization now because I learned that enjoying the reality we live in is more comfortable than what's outside of it. Our earth is our home.. for now.

sometimes weed gives me a positive, relaxed experience, and sometimes it gives me full blown panic attacks where I feel like I'm stuck in time and have two separate minds being sewn together and clashing. not fun.

I feel like I’m going through a bad trip just reading through these comments

12:29 into this video before realizing I hadn’t listened to a word this guy was saying b/c I was too busy reading all of the comments 🤣

Real video, Adam. Appreciate your sincerity. There's something that troubles me on this channel and it's all the people asking for advice whether they should take LSD or shrooms when they are currently suffering from depression or another mental illness. In almost every one of your videos you will see genuinely curious individuals asking this question. I know you've touched on this in the past but maybe a dedicated video addressing this topic would be really helpful for all these people in the interest of harm reduction?

There is no wasted experience, if you learn from it. The toughest lessons are often the most important ones. This video does help. Thank you for sharing.

“Bad trips are the most healing in disguise” it’s true because once you recover from a bad/traumatic trip from any type of drug, you WILL come back even STRONGER.

Just to be honest, you look like shit. I'm not saying that to put you down. I really admire you and your channel and all the harm reduction you do. What I mean is that I can see it on your face that you just went through something traumatic. And I'm sorry that happened to you, because you do so much good for others who you'll never even know. I hope you are back to 100% soon and that you grow from this.

I was supossed to trip for the first time today... Oh well I guess it'll wait

Oh I thought he would be talking about a vacation that didn’t go well.... I’ll show myself out

Yeah a bad trip triggered depersonalization and it lasted for about 6 months. It’s a mental trauma response. Felt like the world wasn’t real for that whole time. It was scary but there’s a lot of info out there about depersonalization so that helped me. I’ll never trip or take psychedelics again.

"Time is some crazy shit"

To me the worst Lsd experience wasn't the horrific nightmares I was shown, I was able to deal with them, it was the time I got stuck in my head for what felt like a thousand years. It took me a week to really get all my memories back. I just wanted to come home.

I always felt that a bad trip was equivalent to a montage of the bad times in my life & admitting "I'm having a bad trip right now" is like admitting "I'm having a bad 'life' right now." I been there dude; it'll pass.✌

I appreciate you sharing this personal experience. I’m still recovering from a bad come down and it’s somewhat reassuring to hear someone else also experienced a low point after a trip. We will get through this ❤️🙏

After my worst trip I never touched drugs again. I thought I was in the darkest part of hell. I was in a bad moment in my life and this changed my life.

I find that the most common fear I have doing drugs is freaking out in front of my friends. Doing acid for the first time was overall a very positive experience, but during the start of the come down I had a very vivid premonition of a few minutes into the future in which I started having a panic attack. I felt like I was just hopping forward on the "timeline" so to speak. I was able to overcome it though by standing up and walking a few feet away. I figured that by changing the location, I could prevent that timeline from existing; butterfly effect. The placebo worked and I remained pretty collected for the rest of the night.

if you need any help Adam we're here and we understand

I am 9 minutes into the video waiting to hear this guys story, then he says... I cant tell the story it is too personal.

One of the most important videos you've made. You are a talented communicator. Thank you.

In the words of Alan Watts: When you get the message, hang up the phone. (Not advising anything to Adam or anyone)

Adam, thanks for being such a life affirming human being and fellow explorer.

The loop. Felt like I was stuck in a slow moving washing machine that I couldnt get out of while a demon kept repeating 'and why not' and I had the most existentially terrifying thoughts repeating over and over - That one one thought "Am I the only mind that exists and if not how do I know?". I bit into my inner mouth behind my lower lip so bad out of anxiety that I couldnt eat solid food for about 5 weeks. To anyone who is trying this stuff in a bad/unfamiliar place - dont.

Love the new quality Adam.

When you first started making videos you had this air about you that seemed as if psychedelics are always rainbows and unicorns...I distinclty rememeber commenting to let you know you need to be careful... that I tripped with the best of them ...I took massive doses and all it took was ONE heavy trip and some cockiness to earn me half a decade of psychiatric problems including PTSD... I fully recovered and Ironically mushrooms helped in that recovery ...in fact now im at a point where i can trip on anything again...Im just more cautious now...and i feel bad for anyone who thinks that they cant have a truly soul shredding trip..hell I hear people say "I like bad trips".... well if you liked it it wasnt a true bad trip..a bad trip is not objective....its a subjectively traumatic experience....sorry this happened to you....I wouldnt wish what i went through on my worst enemy...

You know what I love about this channel is I can just tell this guy's the realest homie

i took my first acid trip last week and it made me go insane, i took it alone and it made my deepest emotions come out it made me realize how lonely i am and i started crying i went insane, i called all my friends for help it made me feel like i was going down the bad road and then after i stopped crying, i felt at peace and i calmed down but it made the back of my mind come out during the experience.

You're alright Adam. I enjoy your videos. I'm almost 67 years old and done lots of acid since 1968 and woodstock, and goose lake music festivals that went on for three days or longer. I hooked up here and you can ask me anything. I'm cool as you can imagine. One wise, straight older man. Thanks for the honesty. Rob

I've been there. We're there for you buddy, a trip like this can really break you down.

Had a bad trip 3 days ago, still feeling the effects, scared and anxious, however this video has helped, thank you.

I've only tripped 2 times in my life: one was during a great time of my life, and one was during a stressful time. I didn't understand why, but now I do.

I’d put trips into three different categories: good trip, bad trip, and demonic trips

No worries man, you'll come back stronger than ever.

I like this type of video. Your informative and other ones are great but I like that you kind of stopped the bullshit. Maybe thats what the trip was ushering you into. I think its so easy to get sucked into this "superiority complex" when we are put in positions where we effect many people. Im not saying you have any complex I think you are really really objective and a great spokesperson and torch holder for a new consciousness in this context and in general. Sometimes the "superiority complex" can be hidden and be covering up a deeper "inferiority complex" or lack of self worth. I think situations or experiences (psychedelic or not) that really destroy us are really just the inevitable shattering of our old self so the new self can emerge. This is a sort of "salvationary thinking" but I firmly believe that the more altruistic a belief, idea, or intention, the closer it is to the deepest truth of existence, which is goodness and love. Thank you for this video. Many blessings.

Salvia: Hold my beer, I'll ruin your whole life in 30 minutes.

Something that tripping (shrooms specifically) has taught me since day one is, "it's ALL about perspective."

I know it's not much, but there's a shitload of people out there who feel like friends to you, despite not knowing you. Take care man, friend from Poland here.

Much respect to you dawg. I understand what having a bad trip is like. Posting this video is a big deal!

The worst part of a bad trip is to feel utterly violated by the experience

I never done halugens before but judging by what I heard it almost seems as if the drug itself naturally knows exactly what would scare the crap out of you even if you don't know it yourself.

He needs to do audiobooks 👍🏼 his voice is very soothing and I almost fell asleep watching this video 😂👍🏼

Everywhere you go you hear this shit about “good trips” and “bad trips.” The truth is that psychedelics are helpful and show you what you need to know. They heal you in mysterious ways. A “bad trip” could just merely be you being terrified of the unknown. But in the end they are one of the greatest teachers. Plants store knowledge from the universe. I have this book called the encyclopedia of psychoactive plants and inside it there is a quote from Terence Mckenna thats says “the fear of the psychedelic experience is quite literally the fear of losing control. Dominator types today don’t understand that it’s not important to maintain control if you are not in control in the first place.” This statement holds some pretty great truth.

My Man, don't put that ammount of pressure on You. Of course You are on your right to feel insecure about taking anything to your body, no matter your work, history or whatever people expect from You. You are helping people and that's it. I send You love, from México.

I’ve had a bad trip and let me tell you this. I didn’t like it at all. I got stuck and got emotional without me wanting to do that. I was crying out of no where and started running around my house. I was scared af. Didn’t think I would ever stop tripping. I felt like i was going insane. I haven’t done acid ever since.

Every time PsychedSubstance uploads a new scary video, I get this weird, tingeling, sad feeling in my asshole.... why is this..?? :(

You're amazing psyched substance! Thank you for helping so many people, including me, and keep doing what you're doing 😊

I had an acid trip about 10 months ago that really fucked me up. I was at my buddies apartment complex and we were at the indoor pool when one of my other buddies showed up with acid. My friend, M, and I each took two tabs and planned for a descent trip. This was the strongest acid that my town has honestly ever seen, and I started getting anxiety on the come up. There were 12 of us in a sauna at the time so my buddy M and I left the sauna to go hang by the pool. I don’t remember much after this, but long story short I ended losing touch with all reality, and I screamed for about 4 hours straight. It was about 1:30 in the morning( I had been screaming for about 2 hours at this point ) when M decided that we should probably leave and go somewhere more comforting. It was the middle of a snowstorm and he was tripping balls as well. He brought me to my other buddies house, and when we got there my buddy said that we had to leave because I was screaming too loud. I started frothing from the mouth so my friend brought me to the hospital. Just as we arrived I went into cardiac arrest due to over exhaustion and dehydration. I remember this voice telling me “ it all starts with one atom and ends with one atom “ and I watched the world crystallize until I just saw white. There is a lot more that I remember but it’s too much to explain on here. If there is one piece of advice that I can give to someone having a bad trip, just let go and welcome the ego death or you will spiral too far down the rabbit hole. At the end of the day, I learned from the trip but I have never been the same since, and not in a good way. I never wish a bad trip on anybody. Stay safe and prepare correctly if you are planning on tripping any time soon

I can't imagine being an entertainer, a public figure, while also having psychedelic experiences. I already feel bad about how disingenuous I can be in my day to day life. I couldn't imagine how it would feel to do that in front of millions of people on top of all my other problems. I have so much respect for you.

I stopped lsd a week ago for good. Im a veteran but dude... The eternal isolated mental space is hell. The only awarness alone in a holodeck. Everyone acts diff and its no longer a fun hallucination but real. Robotic service people and omg.. A total hell i made up to forget im all alone. No mother could comfort, no father could protect, no lover could bridge... Utter psychotic lonliness. I cant do it anymore. Love you bro. Love all your stuff.

I know it's not the same at all, but I remember my first not-so-pleasant weed high. I never saw it coming but it unleashed all the trauma I had from when I was younger and was bullied in school. I realized I pushed it all out of my conscious mind into the unconscious. I realized that all this trauma shaped the way I interact with other people and this absolutelly crushed me. All the memories I blocked out of my mind came back to me that day, out of nowhere. I felt all the feelings from the past all over again. I just remember feeling like a loser the entire day.

Brave of you to share this personal experience, thank you.

I hate lsd, I've only done it twice. The first time I only had 150ug and dont feel really anything whilst all my friends where having a blast and that made me fall out with them for a few days. The second time I did 400ug and it was so strong I was legit screaming and rolling on the floor for what felt like 2 hours but was probably only 10mins. Then my vision became blury because everything started to move and I had kaleidoscope eyes. Then finally the scariest part, time lost meaning. I couldn't use my phone in my state and could barely move and kept forgetting what day it was. All the while time felt like it wasn't moving at all. I found myself repeating a cycle of saying the same things and doing the same things. It felt like a nightmare I couldn't wake up from. It's worth saying that It was just me and my best friend at his house in a relaxed environment. Doubt anyone will see this but if you read this far thank you. (I believe I kept forgetting things because one of my fears is getting Alzheimer's or dementia when im older)

Im with you man, havent done shrooms for almost 6 months because of pretty hellish trip, kind of beat the shit out of me. Backstory: I had battled with depression for about 4+ years about like a year and a half prior to the trip I mention above. I had had more than a couple of trips in that 1 1/2 year timespan and i credit them with helping me identify my negative thought loop limbo state to allow me to choose to break out of it. throughout my teen years I described my depression as sort of voices in my head making me see everything in the light I did. Thats exactly what it felt like and my parents/others had at times expressed worries of me having schizofrenia. On top of that about a week prior to the trip my cousin had a psychotic break due to spice (fuck that shit). Now getting into the trip my intention was to find my motivation, I was no longer depressed but had little to no drive and it frustrated me to no end. The beggining of the trip was decent, my first time getting intense visuals. around the peak shit just... idk man the voices came back. It was one of the most terrifying experiences of my life. I'd recalled mentioning voices id hear throughout my teen years ( i eventually identified as my own unfiltered and toxic thoughts during then) but never believing it was schizo since I had no reference to what it was like. A recording of my dads reaction to my voices deppresion analogy "voices..? if youre hearing voices we need to take you to a psych ward" played over and over. for about an hour and a half I relived soul draining depression while simultaneously having to deal with the realization I was in fact insane. Then the whole US election thing fucked me in the ass and the anxiety I felt from it already shot up exponentially. in conclusion the realizations I had immediately after were that my college friends I was tripping with were good people but our relationship was kind of shallow and I feel Ive acted different with them from then on. Took me about a week to get out of a shlump and finally make something of the trip: I had gotten what I had asked for. I asked for a source of motivation and all the fucking motivation i needed was right fucking in front of me, make something of yourself and actively search for happiness because the only alternative is going back to that, i never want to go back to that. p.s: You actually released a "dealing with bad trips" video soon after this so you helped a lot man. Your feelings are real and healing will come with time, take your time and work through it at your own pace. may the cosmos bless you, good luck friend

I really appreciate this video because I tripped last month ( it was my 5th trip) and my whole world came crashing down on me because it brought up a ton of trauma that I’ve had and this video really grounds me knowing that you and others have experienced what I went through, It opened up my mind to a ton of things that I fear and haven’t faced. So thank you so much for this video, words cannot explain the comfort this video has brought me.

I had few positive trips on LSD. But gradually it became darker - and eventually I had such a vivid nightmare - that i didn’t touch for good 20 years now. I was on the verge of actually losing my mind. Felt complete personality split and could hear my own thinking - plus awfully dark, psychotic, horror visions and feelings. I’ve seen people ending up in the psychiatric wards after acid - be careful - it’s powerful drug

Will you make a video describing what exactly happen in your trip?

The self cannot survive in the presence of the whole. The mantra I use is: "The meaning to life, is the meaning you give it." It breaks the cipher.

I've probably had 50 psychedelic experiences and never had a trip that was bad. I've had moments during a trip that were horrific and scared the shit out of me (seeing brains in the sky, the feeling of needing to go to hospital) but never had a trip that was completely bad...I can always turn it around and have moments of laughter and enjoyment. I can't even imagine a full bad trip as the periods I've had that went sideways were so shattering.

been there too mate 6 months later i'm still struggling to smoke a couple cones of pot it's brutal

Share it brother🙏🏾 We ain’t here to judge

When I did mushrooms for the first time when I was 15 years old give or take a year I went to a cager to party out in the desert in southern Utah and I genuinely felt I was going to die and I spent the whole time hugging my friend that I was sharing this experience with , terrifying,in the back of my friends pickup . Literally thought I was going to die , years later I still know I will and love mushrooms. Grateful. I could get way more into it but I won’t . Much love from over here

Anxiety attacks are the worst thing in the world especially when you feel out of body

I got my ass handed to me on ayahuasca. It shook me to the core for a long time after. People say a bad trip teaches you things but i’m not so sure about this argument anymore. When a trip is so bad it mentally traumatizes you then it defeats the purpose of taking a trip the first place.

Sending good vibes.

Deeper and deeper into your own individual psyche. Beautiful even in brutal thoughts. No control flashing back and forth between reality and the deepest parts of the mind which will create unexplainable visions.

for anyone wondering, the effect you get from stronger hallucinogens strongly depends on the individual user and their environment

Adam, I know you are probably going through a bit of a rough patch, but I wanted to give you a few words of encouragement. What you do means a lot to the audience who see it. Your content and you as a person mean a lot to me. I believe you should resolve any type of complications within your life and then use a psychedelic as a tool to reflect on the situation you went through, and what lesson you learned going through it. Love you bro, and if you need to talk or anything, you have a ton of people right here that really care about you.

starts off the video with "so its 330 in the morning and i just smoked a ton of weed"

This is actually very helpful. I had a shroom trip a couple months ago and it was miserable, made me never want to touch anything mind altering again. It was my first trip too, so I am glad to see someone with lots of experience not have a good time either.

during my first really bad trip I was laying on the floor worried that I was trapped in this new warped reality while the sober me of the future would carry on with life thinking the the trip had ended.

So What was the dosage?

After watching this video, I need to hear the story

Literally just had a trip like this.. Were I realized my life has just been on a downward spiral.. I have been diving deep into the water searching for reasons on why I am the way I am.. And after the trip I just had I feel like I found out I need help.. searching for the right help from the ones I love.. thanks for the awesome content much love...

thank u Adam u are truly appreciated for posting this