You are very pretty. You have to be very smart to do what you are doing. Im a 42 year old divorced about to be homeless gypsy man with 2 children i haven't seen in 8 months. Im an alcoholic. I love the good lord. I prayed for you. You have a beautiful spirit. You probably wont read this but i just happen to come across your vid while waching the beach boys. I can show you what i look like and im not perfect by any means. Im bi polor. I have ptsd. Long story. In 6ft2 and 225lbs. Im a good looking guy but i hate looking in the mirror. There are alot of things i would like to change. I need to be happy with myself then fix the little things. I want to be apart of my babies lives. I know they miss me. Your eyes i see hurt. But there strong and beautiful. Yu inspire me. I dont have any friends and im alone most of the time. Dont stop being you. You are doing wonderful. God is blessing you so much. I dont have the smarts to be a dr. I will be grateful when god helps me get a full tie job in the future. Im scared. Im not gonna give up. Ty for helping me to not. My name is Gregory