Thank you for this perspective. I find myself lately in new territory finally feeling freed up. I've recently had a grace-filled experience, decades of hard feelings dissapating into the power of source energy. I lived thru frightening brutality as well as SA while I grew up in a beach house on Bainbridge Island ...the waterfront a huge playground with lots of kids around. Through this I developed an abiding love for nature, learned my role early on and to self parent, had clear messages from God that were my secret. I became empathetic and compassionate for any group slighted by society. I learned to discern real knowledge over social constructs. I followed a single prayer and unconditional love through the dream state into almost a few decades of life in an ashram that im grateful for. Ive sought out wilderness hiking the length of New Zealand, the pacific crest trail and in Europe. I love to learn about nutrition and organic plant-based foods. I relate best to animals. I had zero sense of obligation and remember being thankful for that and yet took care of both of my parents through hospice in their home and was with them when they passed. When my dad died the room filled with golden light...this was the last thing i would have expected for sure. I have no idea where this new awareness is leading or where to express it, but it seems best just to gell in it for now. I feel in an all around good place and in a spot of incredible beauty to enjoy. I wrote this poem some time ago. Before i could get started there was little to show for time in the cradle. They sang, but their tune tip-toed around fury So where else could i go but into the tanned bend and curl and muscular arms of a tree who knew me. That cradle, open with no bounds lay under a Madrona tree and as the tree grew her roots tipped and nudged me to see the sheen of a bay on one side and pine tops on the other. Under the night sky beyond mists and the reach of fog horns, beyond moonlight, i could see into the firmament where Beginning-ness touched its own toes in a whirl. So thats where i figure i got started Heartening sights and the love of being with them dispels unnecessary conclusions.
This is so helpful. This video is absolutely truthful on so many levels. I have recently put myself through a life experience that has been very challenging and my ego wants to keep going into the past, chastising me, telling me I made a huge mistake and should have stayed put. But whenever it says that, my current perspective knows without any doubt that I couldn't have stayed where I was because I wouldn't have learned what I now know. I've never had so much clarity from a choice in my life that seemed like a mistake, but instead was something that HAD to happen for my own personal growth and awareness. Possibly a subject for a future video, but my internal conflict is playing out as if there are two separate beings inside of me having a debate and neither is budging. (The "you made a mistake" voice is starting to lessen over time.) I've experienced a moment of awareness of multiple perspectives from within before, three in particular. Usually we have the two voices fighting it out and we don't think anything about it. It's so normal. But when a third voice pops in and tells the other two, "You're both wrong," it cracks open the egg of awareness. This hasn't happened for me in the current situation, but the experience of this from the past may be helping me to understand the value of this painful thing I have just put myself through at the moment. Thank you for sharing your clarity on how we receive and where in the body. I loved the meditation! I gained a lot of information here.
Yes, but what about the wounds I’m accumulating this lifetime. so, it’ll be my job to heal those in my next lifetimes - and it goes on and on and on. Kind of depressing! I would love to hear some feedback on this.
