𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚? 𝐧𝐨 𝐧𝐨, 𝐰𝐞'𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐧𝐢𝐜 ! | weird/dream/traumacore playlist ♡ (for myself & others) 

0:00 Mice on venus but extra nostalgic 2:36 Crumbling dreams/Ballora's lullaby 5:14 Six forty seven 7:15 Nice boys 10:16 Numbers (instrumental) 13:20 It's just a burning memory 16:53 Fallen down 21:04 Kitty city 22:53 Homage 26:28 YKWIM 30:01 Canals 33:07 Dust collector 35:55 You not the same 38:05 Hey kids (slowed) 43:03 7 weeks and 3 days 46:18 Mii maker U 48:29 All the follows is true 52:02 On top 54:14 Still life 57:28 School rooftop 1:00:26 A girls feelings 1:02:07 Warm nights nice playlist btw!

My earphones are nearly dead so everything sounds like its underwater so it kinda fits the aesthetic lol

"dementia? no no, we're having a picnic!" HELP WHY DOES THAT SOUND FUNNY

Wouldn't be a traumacore Playlist without an ad after every song

Anyone still here

You are not weak for feeling this way. Your strength lies in your ability to keep going despite the challenges.

I have a feeling I may have pseudodementia which is basically having memory issues due to depression. Ever since I was diagnosed with MDD as a tween I struggled with heavy memory loss even now as an adult. I used to joke that I possibly have dementia. I have trouble remembering things(specifically events) from yesterday or sometimes what i did the same day, one time i even forgotten names and ages of my friends and family and even myself. My memory's a bit better than it used to be because I practice studying a lot which i think helps. But the fact that my memory is connected to my depression is a nice revelation because it feels like my memory loss is real, I don't feel alone in it. Anyways what was I doing earlier? (Comment Update below) UPDATE: Hello! Thanks for the comments I read them all. I talked to my therapist about this today and I want to point out the term "Pseudodementia" is to be taken with a grain of salt. However they mention DEPRESSION CAN LEAD TO MEMORY PROBLEMS and that MEMORY LOSS IS A SYMPTOM OF DEPRESSION. I also want to add we tried trauma therapy and I still have memory loss and we believe I should try medication for my persistent depression. Yes, i wrote this as a vent because for half of my life my memory issues have been such a struggle for me. When it first happened at age 13 i was so confused and couldn't find the right words to explain it and none of the doctors told me anything, I felt alone and like something was wrong with my brain but i didn't know what or how to help it. I failed a lot of my classes cause i couldn't remember properly and i felt like it was my fault for not remembering. I would at the start physically hit my head to force myself to remember or express what i couldn't explain in words. Many times i would feel so frustrated about my memory issues i dreamed of having a lobotomy done on me to stab the memory parts of the brain and just fix it. I was also afraid i would develop dementia. When i discovered the term "Pseudodementia" recently suddenly everything made sense, i finally found a word that explained the struggles i couldn't express. Even if it was self-diagnosing and maybe an improper term it was a start that led to me realizing I had a real symptom to a mental illness that no one cared to tell me more about. It was freeing cause now I know the problem that is searchable and I can work on it now. And I'm glad if others have this realization too and hope that'll help your own mental health journey no matter what you are struggling with. You are heard, your struggles are real and not less than anyone else's, you aren't the negative labels you are told/tell yourself, you are enough. Thank you for being here and thank you for reading this! I apologize to the people who feel this was too long and hey maybe it was. I just needed to say this and some people needed to hear it. If it was too long let's just enjoy the music instead

BALLORA'S LULLABY IS THERE OMG

God, the first one. Mice on Venus. Jesus christ, what a f*cking hit it always is. Every single time, that truckload of nostalgia, every moment of childhood, all that happiness, washed away. But it's always there. I'm not old, I'm not unhappy - I'm having a picnic in minecraft.

this is exactly what it feels like to grow up with a parent who has dementia, never remembering what grade your in, when your birthday is, if they ate or not, if their husband is real or a stranger, constant freakouts, etc etc. this playlist is nice to use to glide through tough times :)

My brother just passed and I listen to dream core and nightcore music to make me happier and this worked but of course I’m still in my room on my bed curled up in a ball crying

why do I think like the weirdcore and dreamcore people are the better parents than what we have though. Like they just seem so kind

Why are these songs weirdly calming?? Edit: Lesss gooo, 500+ likes!! Ty y'all so much!!!

This video's title is the most terrifying that I've seen in my opinion, and it's not like the video's theme is completely scary, but it's the sense that, despite losing yourself completely, whatever's there with you, is trying to make you forget about forgetting... Which is only mildly comforting if you cared about your memories.

I have a disorder where my mind creates false memories and is convinced something terrible happened to me but i cant remember it. It makes it really hard to trust the people i love and have known my whole life, and its heartbreaking to know that the memories im currently making may some day be corrupted by my own mind. This playlist describes that feeling of the loss of your sense of self and the uncertainty of your own existence and of those around you. I really find it comforting and love it.

finally found a youtuber who noticed the feeling, that one feeling that feels you're welcome to a weird traumatic music but then you knew this was just a piece of part of you, it fits in that missing piece in our soul and we both don't know why it satisfies us but we love the way it expresses its own thing

So is no one going to talk about the random discord notification near the end? Because my heart skipped a beat-

I like oddly calming stuff so much that I cannot explain in any sort of way possible. RAHHHHH I CAN'T TAKE ITTTT IT'S SO FRUSTRATING NOT BEING ABLE TO EXPRESS MYSELFFFF RAAHHHHHHH

Ive never had a friend and can't remember a single happy memory I've had with others. Isn't that funny that a social creature can feel so unhappy around others? I feel okay when I sit alone, but I know deep down, I'm sad, and just ignoring it. Sometimes I have this wrenching sadness in my gut, so i just cry until it goes away. My therapist just feels like another prying eye trying to find out what happened, but nothing did. I was just made wrong, and you cant fix what isn't broken. I blink slow and bite my skin away, always stopping before I bleed. I hate the taste of blood, so I won't dig that deep with my teeth. My eyes always feel uneven, and my skin always feels to warm. Sometimes I wonder what caused my mother's pill to defect like that, why couldnt it have done its job and killed me? It's not like I want to die, I just wish I had never existed in the first place. I'm just so tired, I wish my mind would sleep.

HOLY MOLY- I was just watching something and this video played automatically and literally the first second of this and I'm getting chills

this is oddly perfect, i was just talking to my friend and they keep saying i have dementia, and this played and we both burst out laughing

Why does this make me feel comfortable and safe?…..

I’ve just spent the last 20 minutes in this playlist and it’s a truly a help. My ex who would cut me everyday, how everyone always tells me to kys, me trying to pass it off as a joke, pretending it doesn’t affect me, but it does, everything feels like it’s caving in, and there’s no room for me, how I can’t get over people, how I have panic attacks other night, and this playlist is a true help to get everything out. 10/10

I... I always will be the troubled kid in my family. Listening to this makes me feel like it.

This playlist can easily make myself tell about my suffering and my experiences with Depression and etc. I've been trying to find a playlist like this that can easily make me feel something just from a video, and music. Ima be thankful that you made this.

this playlist is perfect! it's loud enough to block out the sounds of school, without being too loud absolutely amazing

Honestly I wish I lived in some of this pictures. Wish everyone could forget me to and never know I ever existed.

When you feel hurt think that your feelings are shared with every person in the world, everyone is hurt in their way, everyone can relate to anyone in some way. And think that, Living is always worth, is not the worst or the best thing that can happen to you, it is the only THING that CAN happen to you. Traverse this jungle alone or in company and know that everything is there to make you stronger. You are strong, I know it, keep going.

my life when i ws younger was objectively rubbish - and i have got trauma from it. yet somehow, it was easier. i took pleasure in the little things. i want to be like that again

This deserves so much more attention!

Why is this so oddly comfortable? It feels like an invisible person, just putting their arm around my shoulder. And for some reason this really helps with my sleep paralysis. It's like they get nicer every time they visit. But thats a Good thing :)

This might be random but, last week I've a dream. Lately, that's been a rare thing since I most likely could never sleep at night. I still remember it clearly, but only fragments of it. The sense was so calming and ethereal, but at the same time it was very lonely there. When I woke up, I never knew how the dream ended. For a week now, I couldn't get it off my mind but I couldn't find any pictures that's similar to my dream. So far, this music is at least close enough to what I hear and feel there. Again, it's random, but it's a weirdly fascinating thing aside from lucid dreaming or paralysis dreaming. Music's great though!

Recently I’ve been going through a tough stage of my life. I haven’t been able to feel emotion as much and im starting to forget everything. I sometimes feel so numb that i just feel like im soulless. I’ve always been the emotional kid my whole entire life, and these experiences are making me feel extremely empty inside. It feels like there’s a hole but I can’t patch it up. It’s an odd feeling that I can’t describe, but sometimes I enjoy finally not being able to feel anything and being disconnected from the world. It’s like feeling sick and needing to throw up but you just can’t no matter how hard you try. I’ve also been very tired. I’m getting more sleep than before, yet im feeling so tired that I can’t be productive. I’ve lost so much motivation to do things and I just want to lay in bed and do unspeakable things to myself. I have weird fantasies, weird dreams and im constantly drawing gorey images to keep myself pleased. I clicked on this playlist because I wanted to fall asleep listening to something calming yet nostalgic. I wasn’t excepting to cry, but when i heard the first note of Mice On Venus, I shed a single tear.

IM CRYING THESE REPLIES

I Enjoy playing playlists like this and then opening another tab and playing heavy rain over it. it helps me sleep even with my insomnia.

canals hits different, like you're in your past memories and its just not the same

a little scenario/story ive made for this playlist no dialogue, tw: murder, blood you did it. youve managed to murder them all in the given time period of a week without getting seen. thank god you didnt get caught, the witness would have to die by your hand even if they werent on the list. you look around yourself, blood and bodies surrounding your figure that has a knife in hand. you didnt want to kill them, but.. you had to. the reward of five thousand dollars was breathtaking. alluring. it would go to a good cause. you had a family to feed, after all. you take a deep breath, containing your composure until you get your prize money. you turn around, only to find that your little brother, horrified, was standing behind you, dilated pupils and hands covering his mouth. a sharp gasp escapes your lips as you realize. your brother is a witness. your brother is a witness. you cant let witnesses roam free, knowing what youve done. you have to.. to.. you take slow, shaky steps towards your brother in the dark room dimly lit by backup lights from the generator, hoping he wouldnt be scared of you. he appears to be frozen in shock, fear. you continue walking towards him silently, coming face to face with your little brother, the brother youve sworn to protect always and forever. his knees buckle and he crashes into your chest, shaking and crying, taking in the unfathomable sight of his sibling who has murdered all of these innocent people for money. you, your brother, and your other siblings may have been poor and without parents, but you were happy. your brother wraps his arms around your waist, sobbing and mumbling inaudible words. hes scared. afraid. terrified. tears came to your eyes as you hug your little brother and stab him in the back with the knife in your hand.

why my dementia hasn't affected me as a person - by me why my dementia hasn't affected me as a person - by me why my dementia hasn't affected me as a person - by me why my dementia hasn't affected me as a person - by me why my dementia hasn't affected me as a person - by me why my dem...

I feel good in present moment. I am scared of what will be in future though. I want to just kinda pause it and get ready. Even in video games its scary for me when time is always ticking, which is kind off why i feel that voices of the void is so scary.

Why do i feel like this music just.... touches my heart.

"Depression?... No! I'm very happy! So happy infact!... What were we talking about? A picnic! Right! Wanna join me for tea?"

OH MY- It's supossed this have to scary me, or at least calm me down, but for one reason this give a feeling of nostalgia- TF, I'M GOING TO A CORNER TO CRY. (Fnaf one remind me when i met the game, and let's no talk about the Undertale one-😭)

do you ever start talking to someone in your head and realzise its nothing like you so you feel like theres someone in your head? no? ok it just me then.

i dont understand what this playlist is about, but whatever meaning this has for others i can relate to. i just feel so comforted and off put by it at the same time, like... im encountering something that looks adorable, think like a fluffy, small owl, but i know it can tear me to shreds if it wanted to, yet i cant help but trust it. its so welcoming, kind and comforting to interact with, yet i want run away, knowing all that its capable of. as im writing this, im at the crumbling dreams (balloras lullaby) part, and it gives me this vibe more than any over sound i have yet to hear.

THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS PLAYLIST THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST PLAYLISTS IVE EVER HEARD

You know its a good playlist when it starts with nice boys

The playlist is perfect because I am just sad and angry most of the time. Therapy helps but what I think about is just my stress. However this playlist has helped out with this. I listen to this in times where I need to calm down and I am doing great now

I may be 15 and have dementia but something ill never forget is that two of my cousins died and I've started to feel depressed about it because I've had memories about them both and thinking about now there in a better place but i just want to see them again

i made a friend. she moved on. i made another friend. she forgot about me. i made a better friend. she was toxic. i made a nicer friend. she believed a lie from 9. i made an atheletic friend. she left without a word. i made a close friend. we chose different paths. i made a funnier friend. she was fake. i kept a smart friend. she chose⬆over me. i kept a shy friend. she lost me a friend. i kept a real friend. she had to go, sadly. i have a best friend. and we've been best friends for a year, going onto two. E + A /platonic

Not the first one making me cry violently. I don't even know what's happening ohmeingott- I need to get my mental state back in shape. Right now.

is no one talking about how the first chapter says nice boys but plays mice on venus instead? ToT

Mice on Venus just brings me back, playing Minecraft on my Play Station 3. Not having all the anxiety about classes and missing assignments. We really need to cherish these moments, even when we didn't know the controls or what we were and weren't supposed to do. We where just having fun. Although we may not be able to go back physically, we can go back mentally. That's all that matters.

Those types of playlist always help me when I’m sorta down. They comfort me a great deal, and at the same time sadden me in a sense Because they make me really creative, yet I know I’m overwhelmed by work.. They also make me feel safe, and comfort me a great deal I love dreamcore

kitty city is terrifying y’all holy crap

Woah….more than an hour has already gone by..weird. Listening to this playlist makes me feel like 10 minutes have gone by but also 10 hours at the same time. It’s odd what music can do to you. I love this playlist btw.

This feels like the internal feeling of home.

0:00 "You woke up at the strange street. You don't know how did you get here. Its sunny. You realized that the street is empty. You wanna find a way to your home. You just went exploring this place, and soon you'll realize that nothing is real." 2:36 "Its turns night, but you didn't found exit from this street. You realize that something is wrong. Why didn't you saw any people? You think its just a bad dream..." 5:14 "You found a door in a wall. You opened it and entered a strange corridor with grass and flowers on the floor. You went to the end of this corridor." 7:15 "You entered a strange room. In this room walls, floor and a ceiling had a sky texture. You went to the door at the end of this room, but you noticed a strange birds... They was an eyes with a wings. You ignored them, and you entered next room, thinking about your home." 10:16 "You opened next door and you saw a big street. It was an evening. You hope that all of this just a bad dream. You explore new place and realise that the street is very long, but you went to the end of it." 13:20 "You entered a door at the end of the street, and you went to the yellow room with wet carpet and buzzing lamps. You noticed that this place is very familiar, but you can't remember where did you saw it before. You just went exploring it. After 4 hours of exploring, you realized that this place have no escape, so you just sat at the carpet and waited for anything that would happen... You fell asleep for 3 hours." 16:53 "You woke up at the unknown home. You're hopeless, you're tired, you're depressed. You realize that this will never end. You just went exploring new place. House was very small, but comfortable. You found an exit door, and you think you can try to escape this place and go to your home. You opened next door." 21:04 "You went to the empty city behind the door. You signed and went exploring this place, like every time you entered new place. You don't know, will it end or not." 22:53 "You entered random house and went exploring it. You realized that the house was the new place. It was very big. You went to the 2nd floor. You found new door. You think it will never end." 26:28 "You entered a forest. You're comfused. How the door on 2nd floor of the house can send you to the forest? You just went exploring. After 2 hours of exploring you found a cave. You entered this cave, hoping that it is empty too, because you wont die in this place." 30:01 "Cave was very big and dark. It was full of stalactites and stalagmites, so you were very careful. You didn't found anything for 5 hours of exploting. You lay at the floor. It was very cold, but you anyways fell asleep for 6 hours." 33:07 "You woke up at the shop. You noticed that only one lamp is working, so the shop was very dark. You found some eatables and you full now. You get some for other places, and you went to the door right next you in the dark." 35:55 "You opened that door and you went to the very old house. It was almost burnt to the horizont. You went exploring it, and you almost died because of big tree that falled forward you. You went to the exit from this house." 38:05 "You went to the party room. Even this place was empty, but there was a lot of cakes and water. You went exploring it, like every time. You're tired of this. You wanna just find exit from this all. You found a door... again." 43:03 "You entered a big aquapark. There was a lot of water slides and a pool. You went to the restroom door. You think you will find this freaking exit..." 46:18 "You went to the gas station. It was evening. You found a car. You think you can escape if you drive the car to the exit. You sat in the car and drove forward." 48:29 "You went to the corn field. You went out of car and went to the field. You explored it for 3 hour and didn't found any exit. You just lay on the floor, like all time this happens. You fell asleep... again." 52:02 "You slept for hours. You think about how you will get back to your home. You hope its all just a dream." 54:14 "You woke up at the same street as the first place, but with pinky fog and it was evening. You explored street again. But it was different. Some houses was different or sometimes there was no house at the place where it was in the first place. You found a door similar to the door at the first place. You entered it." 57:28 "You entered a big white corridor. You went to the end of it. You remember all places you entered. You hope it's the last one. The corridor wont end, but you anyways went to the end. After 1 hour of walking you went to the door at the end. You entered it." 1:00:26 "You entered a small room with two chairs and a tablet. On the opposite chair was a man with a TV as a head. He said "Sit down." He said: "Thanks for exploring all my places. I made them as a game. But everyone failed and died by hunger or thirst. You entered all places and won my game. So i will return you to your home. So, goodbye." You fell asleep." 1:02:07 "You woke up in your bed at your home. You realize that everything is ended. You're happy. You went to your kitchen. It was just like before you fell to this game. You cryed of joy." Edit: sorry if my English is bad, I'm ukrainian :(

I listened this song while sleeping..yea I just dream in backroom..and when I saw there a lot eye in that room..I was sacred so I hit my head and I wake up..

I've never actually met someone with dementia until now, and it's one of my friend's parents. One of my friend's only ones. I kind of feel bad because my friend has some kind of problems, no offense to them of course. But, if you think about it. Having only one parent with dementia is kind of sad. Especially if there's no one you can actually lean on because they don't remember much. But looking through these comments actually kind of helps me. I feel more comfortable trying to stand up for my friend as well!

Don't listen to this when you're trying to sleep, the feeling of a bad body that it caused me was strange, I even felt like they were watching me. 💀

I feel like the song "it's just a burning memory" would be playing in the background of the "springlock scene" in FNAF (13:21)

seeing kitty city pop up brought back some trippy old memories lol

1:00:26 feels like being nostalgic for that one Golden Christmas that you wish could happen again

Thank you so much, this has just become my new favourite weird/traumacore playlist, so glad I happened upon this masterpiece!

I have a life full of misery, i have fear of die why i have fear that after it there is suffering, i always wait the worst, i am alone in this cruel world, it is not my fault to be so boring, i am so alone by it

mice on venus aint dementia, its making me remember everything about my journey with minecraft and all tthe memories and it makes me wanna cry

Why did this uncomfortable playlist autoplay after this? 💀: _"𝘭𝘦𝘵'𝘴 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘭𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳.." a space themed comfort playlist_

the best playlist i ever listened to. truly amazing

I like songs with this dreamy atmosphere. Thank you so much for making the Dreamcore playlist. Thank you so much for posting the title of the song❤❤❤

weirdcore playlists always fits my vibe every time. thanks for making this playlist!

Undertale fallen down always makes me wanna cry

THIS HAS ALL MY FAVORITES!! THANK U!!!

так приятно представлять себя в подобном месте либо же в лесу и в другом тихом месте.. представь рядом с тобой не кого больше не существует, гуляют черные фантомы не как не значищии, твои мысли спутанны ты не понимаешь как, где и откуда но.. сам быстро успокоившись понимаешь что вот оно самое настоящее спокойствие) без назойливых мыслей которых ты уже не помнишь.. без людей кто тебе только мешался и портил жизнь.. без той самой грусти что тянуло тебя вниз и без той самой цели жить. ты с пустой память. ты и есть новый человек просто ты не сможешь построить свою новою личность из той грязи с чем тебя оставили люди. оставили тебя с этим без причины. жестокие.. люди.) (извините простл нечем было занятся решил излится в коментах)

I kept listening to this to help me feel better since tomorrow is my birthday but my best friend won't be there since she is back at my hometown and I live somewhere else now..

falling asleep to my sleeping playlist (its public if y'all wanna check it out) is like the best thing ever like I sleep so well whenever I do

this playlist makes me crave cereal....i don't know why though 😔

I'm not in a mood... I just like this kind of music. :)

this reminds me of playing abandoned games. on things like rec room or Roblox. what's even scarier is when in these games (especially on rec room) a song like this is playing.

this is so calming...even my soul seems to be at peace.❤️

love this playlist ngl

Peaceful ...

I can't explain how much this songs make me feel . Idk , uneasy ? weird - ?

NAH MAN IT HAVES EVERY SONG I WAS SEARCHING IN THESE LAST TWO YEARS TYSM😭

This genre is my favorite. I like it for its addictive beats and feelings I cannot describe.

The same time as i heard this playlist my arm is losing blood, not to much, im safe, but i feel the pain, i dont know what im doing but, this place is really quiet, i can say things that i want to tell.

This is so calming. my body has never been so relaxed before

I can't stop listening to Temporex - Numbers (instrumental)

i love this! :D

Js, the best playlist I've listened to. I love weirdcore.. And traumacore. The best. Even when you have Trauma.

It's so relaxing, i love it

thank you for this i love this i listen to it when i get up and when i go to bed ima big weirdcore/dreamcore fan

i'm not even joking i keep seeing things related to dementia everywhere to the point where it's not even funny, and it just so decides to follow me as soon as i developed a fear of it I'M SO CONFUSED???? (not hating but what the diddly darn dang??????)

I passed my GED test after jamming out to this. Thank you.

I have short-term memory or whatever it's called. Sometimes I'll forget what happened today, yesterday, a second ago, an hour ago, and so. It actually hurts the sides of my head when I try to remember. So, this playlist makes my brain go easy.

ty for making my new favorite playlist 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

I don’t like my life I just want to go home come with my people, my loved ones, I’ll just sit next to my house where my grandparents are, all my people who I love them very much just sit at the table and talk about all sorts of happy stories but Now I can only talk about my problems💔...

Why isn't the artist for kitty city mentioned? dont see it in any comments w/ timestamps either. kitty city was made by cyriak ❤

I don’t have trauma or anything I just love this playlist to listen to at a night car ride 😭

GIRL I LOVE THIS

dang bro, that's 🔥