a very simple vlog. 

One more from CO ❤

Thank you Clay!! I'll be back in CO I'm sure at some point, I love it there! Thanks for being here x

Yes, I for sure am aiming for something that's at LEAST from the 90's! I don't actually want to get stuck on the side of the road, I've done that enough ;) Thanks for the advice :)

I have! I’ve got some work coming up editing and filming for a company near by which I’m grateful for :) and people seem to be buying art everyday! Learning to make a good coffee is a great idea though!

You’re welcome 😊

The Benjam VAN! Love it! Yes, positive vibes are powerful and magnetic, it's important to feel all the feelings, every the uncomfortable ones not just 'bypass' the hard feels by being positive all the time! and interestingly, the more familiar I become with the 'darkness' the more light becomes available, the more I appreciate feeling 'good' or being 'high vibe' like this! The tree can only grow up to the light as far as it's roots grow down into the dark fertile soil! Thanks for being part of my journey :) x

@@benbrown Haha Yes the Benjam Van🤣 Thanks Ben for your nice and honestly words on how we can feel in Live. Really appreciate that. Love ❤

AMAZING! Yay, thank you so much, it's on order for you :)

YES! I'm already feeling so much gratitude for even having this community and all the support I'm receiving, it feels great to be transparent with my financial situation, and I KNOW that things are going to get REALLY good, I know this because I feel it already, it's DONE! Much love x

OK so Pumba is for sure staying in Cape Town for a number of reasons, mainly because I'll need a car there when I return, and it's such an old heap of bolts only in Africa would it be road legal lol! One day I'll drive it back to London, but she needs a full £25k rebuild first, so that won't be for a while yet! In the mean time a van would be more appropriate in the UK for my plans :D

@@benbrown haha ok! Glad to hear you still have Pumba!

6:11 It ist an iPhone.

For the vlogs? iPhone :)

iPhone probably

Congrats ;) I've been working off-screen, it's been delightful! Get back on the edits now though x

Hey Lucian, thank you for the kind words and for being part of my journey! I would say, it's always a good idea to physically go to the places that your lineage originates, I think it's a great way to honour our ancestors, and I personally Love Cape Town, but it's different to the rest of Africa for sure, I'm a big fan of Kenya, that would be my recommendation if you're looking for another place to explore, South Africa is incredible, but just like Europe you can't really compare the different countries! AND, Cape Town is a very very special place that I feel anyone could receive a great deal from visiting. I hope that helps! 🫶🏼

@@benbrown yes Kenya was definitely on my list. Mombasa. I will let you know when I do.

I was making more than that some months yes! Here's where it went; new cameras, new laptops, buying friends laptops, giving away old camera and tech rather than selling, employing friends who needed work but with no ROI, paying for friends flights, buying more drones, paying for insane insurance, MF TAX, corporation and personal TAX sometimes 45% of my earnings... THEN PUMBA OMG the repairs... I can't even think about it lol What else, paying rent in the UK and in Cape Town for like 3 years... Then it all went very south when I invested £75k into trying to build a film production company and then the whole motorbike accident happened so I went over £50k in debt, that took 3 years of graft to pull myself out of... So yeah, after all that deep down I've be afraid of being successful financially because I don't trust myself to make good decisions with money, it's a deep subconscious imprint that I'm working on with hypnosis etc. Thanks for asking, hope that helps!

@@benbrownThank you for sharing…you really didn’t need to, but wow, that really puts everything into SO much perspective. I hope you get to a place where you feel safe with money and get to a place where you’re consistently earning enough to do what you want to do

Oh wow, thanks for being so transparent. Appreciate you talking about where the money went. Hope it’s going up again now!

Hey :)

She's 10,000km away, in Cape Town.

Not doing that ever again!!

Good choice

Your probably right

Just sell Pumba.