acknowledge your current position | calm C8 pov 

I feel you heavy on the “what’s next”

I operate the same exact way bro. I am absolutely grateful for where I am today and all the hard work I’ve done to get to where I am. But I for sure feel the same way, I get paranoid thinking about what to do next. I am not satisfied where I am but I’m grateful. People around me tell me “you’re doing amazing you’re doing great, I would love to be where you are”, but I’m sitting here thinking I’m nowhere near where I want to be and don’t really want them being proud of me for being what I feel like is being an average human being. I am in a consistent battle with my mind and always lowkey down myself and feel bad for not doing much more. It’s just hard to be happy when you’re truly not satisfied even when you have it better than others bro it’s hard to explain…

ur vids motivate me bro thank you

Hi jrod