Whoa that infinity sign of yourself is so fucking intense.... I'm imagining what it would be like for me to see something like that. Remember you are super fucking strong for being able to handle all this dude know how strong you really are
I just feel like holding and protecting you. You are such a beautiful sweet soul, maybe psychedelics are not your medicine at the moment, maybe a good, loving, caring healer or therapist is. Please dont judge your self so much, LOVE you, you deserve to
Omg I love it. I truly feel a connection to you and I hope you have been able to release and heal through out time ❤️ I get the struggle, it feels like there’s a bad entity inside of you that you literally can’t shake. Once you can fully feel and understand you are who you are and everything that you’ve been through in life is ultimately to help other people helps you a little with closure. Sending you love and light
I don't remember how I stumbled across your videos and I see that you are still okay. Think about coming down to earth and sharing your experiences as a person far removed from experimentation...I think you have gotten as much as you can get from tripping. I don't have time to list all I have learned in my many years, but I am telling you...stop before you fry...you are charming, cool and smart! Get out and be well!
Wow thanks for sharing, I didn’t know anything sexual would be possible in such a state? I know sometimes on mushrooms it can happen, I would be terrified I would do something embarrassing, scares me a bit.
Psychedelics aren't for everyone. Maybe stop trying to jam a square peg through a round hole. Tripping is harming you, stop doing it. I took a 20 year break from it and it was what I needed to do. It's probably what you need to do too. I had a bad trip not unlike one you previously mentioned you had on shrooms. I learned a lot from it but I knew my journey with these drugs was over. And then for no particular reason after all this time I felt I was ready to try them again. All these bad trips are trying to tell you this isn't working for you.
blackeyedsiouxsie this is the worst advise I’ve ever heard anyone give. You can only tell yourself that psychedelics are not for you or when to stop. Ayahuasca deals specifically with healing from trauma. She had a “bad trip” ie. intense, dark and emotional because she’s dealing with things in her subconscious either from this life or past.
Yes, thank you for sharing your experience with us. I don't judge ever but i have so much to say.. I'm going to try and keep it short. I would like to talk to you sometime, if you like need a friend or advice it would be a pleasure. But you did overcome some stuff or at least took some steps up the latter even tho they seemed like baby steps.. I understand you was scared of the snake(Kundalini Shakti) because you didn't know her but don't fear it ever, just Let Go! Let go of your fears let go of everything or at least try it's more of a state of going limp and not staying tense inside and out and yes it does feel like an entity because it is a Divine energy, but not an evil energy it is a direct energy from God (God and goddess, Akasha and Prana, Shiva and Shakti etc) that will empower you it is only for the pure hearted so you have to keep your heart chakra completely open and let go, it will feel like you go into auto pilot and the serpent energy-Kundalini kinda takes control and since the sexual fire is the strongest force in the universe it is related to the kundalini energy and when it rises through your chakras it should exit the crown and ascend into the heavens and descends back and re-enters into your crown and back through into your root chakra. So yes it is normal to be sexually stimulated like in a very high energy type of way! That's were discipline comes in you must discipline yourself and try to overcome and control your sexual fire that will empower you.. Oh and not all are incest there's lots of bloodlines that contain DNA from other star systems and species. Btw I am very sorry to hear that but I know knew already but I am gifted with that capability of understanding even without words.. I could see a lot of trauma and now I know partially why, so sorry dear kids should never have to experience anything like that... Mother was trying to make it easy but you were not ready. It took me a long time to acquire most of this knowledge I'm dropping to you right now but do some research on the Kundalini Shakti please. Kundalini is related to enlightenment which is why you see the snake or dragon being worshipped by pretty much all the ancient cultures from around the world, the church made the snake and the dragon an evil symbol just as they did a lot of things. Thee ouroboros is the snake or dragon that eats it's tail and is represented as the infinity symbol and also a symbol of the cosmos or Logos or whole of the universe.. Trust it is not evil or of the devil as the church who seeks to dis-empower everyone but themselves, so they stay in power through lies. That is why you see the nagas or serpents around the Buddha or many times depictions of him meditating with a snake coiled under him touching his root chakra representing the Kundalini energy, the Druids would carry staffs or wands with the serpent carved spiralling down it, it's everywhere, like St . Patrick driving the snakes outta Ireland hence the church burning and killing many of the Druids and driving them out. But trust the mother and this energy, it is a Divine gift. You also see it on the ancient Egyption's statues on their for heads the serpent heads come out of their 3rd eye on many statues or hieroglyphs representing Kundalini and also shows it many times with wings ascending into the heavens, so the Sun symbol with wings you see above their heads is a symbol of it too, a symbol of enlightenment... Sorry I tried to keep it short talk to ya later my friend
Jayme jibbs I wanted to see the picture right!? Lol idk why I have so much love, but yes my friend the information on Druids has been greatly destroyed by the church and such things is dangerous to talk about in a sense... My friend there is information but hard to find, but I say this. If you can talk to the trees and commune with nature, then my friend you are a druid ,;) much Love ♥️
