Hey man... just went through your profile and saw your old videos and stuff, you played roblox, which is pretty cool to see... I hope you are doing alright and everything is fine
"I wrote a happy ending, just for myself" If Simon could overcome his demons, you can do it too. Don't lose faith, never give up, no matter how dark the path may be, always fight to find that light that illuminates your life. I wish the best to whoever is reading this comment.
every ending of cry of fear is literaly suffering, i feel like simon never got a "happy" ending, cry of fear resambles depression so well, even if you get out, theres no happy ending, its always with you, theres a point where luck can fuck your life so badly that you never get like a "happy" way out of all of this, you either kys or live with the scars that it left for the rest of your life. , depression kills that child deep witin you before torturing it till it chooses to do it themselfs.
i hate everything and everyone, i try, i really do try and see the better in things, but every single time i try, i get beaten to a pulp and all my hope gets torn apart and rendered meaningless and vain. I hate humans because i wish to have a gentle and kind connection with someone, and yet despite my efforts of being kind myself, it's just taken advantage of, i am made as a joke everytime so as to impress someone else entirely. I have lost more of myself than ever each time i put down my walls, and then they are rebuilt bigger and denser, and i will continue with the worthless attempt of breaking them down just to be once more left broken. I am tired and bitter, i am angry and hateful, i am worthless and vain, i am hollow and alone. Above all possible hatred i can muster towards all other things, the one i truly hate with most pure malicious intent is myself, for i am the sole one that puts myself through the hope and deception of believing in the better of people. Humans are disgusting lustful, gluttoneous, greedy, hateful, violent, prideful and treacherous beings of no love and remorse, and i feel nothing but depression every single time i wake up having to deal with the fact i am one aswell. I hate my existence. I hate my hopes and i hate all attempts and wishes for a better future, because every single time without a fault it will be unfullfilled and by God, if God does exist and yet lives, may he have no mercy May his judgement be harsh and cold for that is what i believe now is what we as a species so silful deserve, and if he doesn't exist, may time prove all effort fruitless so we may come to a destiny fitting of us, a vain speck in history of a meaningless and uncaring universe, i hate all of you and yet i pray that you all have a good day.
And after having said all that, you've already contradicted yourself countless times. So is the conclusion then not to realize that reality is what you make of it, and believing that you can find meaning, purpose and fulfillment beyond your expressions of negativity is a choice that you alone can make?
My life is a constant cycle of self-hatred, depression, anger followed by a period of time I feel I'm getting better, a period of time I feel like I don't hate myself and that I am worthy of happiness, only to go back to those shitty emotions, lower than rock bottom. I feel sorry for my parents, they deserve a better child. I feel like an empty void that sucks the life of others around me. I don't hate life but I surely hate myself. If only I wasn't me.
@@aibo4871 do you want to talk about it? I've beaten depression like 6 moths ago, i've helped a lot of my friends to beat it. I'm not a psychologist, but i have a lot of knowlegde and practical advices. I know it's hard to talk about it, but maybe it would be easier with stranger
I get it man. 18 here and I feel like I’m going no where in life, I’m just a disappointment who thought it was a good idea to drop out of high school, freshmen year too. Everyday feels the same, I wish things were easier
literally i dont do this typical plug and play loop, ( it means let the sound ongoing, waiting to the end and then from the beginning) i listen to the music and loop so, that the sound is clear and its like a normal sound. not beginning -> end -> beginning -> end and so on. just doing a nice crossing between them , so it sounds nice and i taking my time withit for better quality :D
In the yesterday night it was raining in my country (Chile) I was looking at the window the rain falling was also nostalgic and sad remembering all the good moments I got with this game.....
This summer, I broke up with my best friend. I let this happen. I tried, I tried really fucking hard to make her feel supported and loved when I'm around. But I failed every time. Every one of our interactions boiled down to my depression in the end of it all. Every time anything happened, I managed to find a way to fuck it up and find a way to stay sad, beaten down and bitter. I just let it rot within myself, until she couldn't bear it any longer. She said that the man I have become makes her scared. Said that she couldn't carry the burden which I am. Said that I'm using my state manipulatively, even if it's unintentional. And so I was left alone to my struggles. It's not working out good for me. There are really two options now. To stop being a burden through s#icide or to actually get better and become the man I ought to be. I decided to go for the second option. Not because I believe that I can manage it, but because... well, I guess it's better if I keep myself entertained with those little self-development projects and "feel-good" strategies rather than go to my flat and shoot myself, right? We'll see, we'll see. I know that it's the right way because that's what she would've wanted, too. Catherine, if you're somehow reading this, just know this. I'm trying. Trying real fucking hard. It probably isn't working all that great, but there's still something inside me fighting.
the first option is never an option, dont chose life dependent on a person, there will come a new person in your life for sure. just turn this situation to a better one and do things, what you like in your life. maybe its a little bit hard, if you know that person for a damn long time, but lifes goes on and do the best out of it, but not the first option, this is never a good one.
A funny thing is i have the same hoodie as Simon maybe I should dress like him and go to event and see if any person knows who I'm cosplaying as at least that might put a smile on my face.
İ cant explain myself from words, but my life not going well already, i am not even old enough for depression maybe, im just a kid maybe, seeing my same-aged friends being happy so much with a full of life-happines is just though, its my exam year and this year really changed me a lot, even after the exam is over, i dont feel like i will gona be more ok, everytime my days going good, sonething really bad gona happen soon. İ already tried to be optimist but no. Maybe my family deserved a more “happy” child. But no, here i am, the worthless me. İ maybe hate myself because of i cant be happy anymore even if i try to be extrovert things go bad, how the hell can our society and people can be that cruel? İ think i dont even care any newly now. İ hate others, but the most bad thing is maybe i hate myself more than anything? Maybe i was the problem. Being kind was my problem. Maybe i never have a happily life then the cruel people. İ was alone everytime even if i have friends, people laughed at me sometimes, i dont even know how to feel anymore, im trying to get a help from my family but what happens is evetything gets more worse and i feel more stressful as the time goes on.Being lonely does things to you.
Every fucking time I think that every next fucking morning I will continue like nothing ever happened like I didn't thinked about ending it all and Im tired of this. Every time I see a tiny bit of hope I'm fine for a moment but it turns into regrets every single time and its harder and harder to continue. I hate that world has to be this way. I think hope is a trap to keep you alive.
The fact that this ode to hating life is simply called - hate life - without the pronoun I, implies among many other things, the following... The hate for life, while involuntary, and in no way the root of internal motivation, transcendends the individual's perspective. It is not me specifically, or you, who hates life. One could almost argue a consolidation is to be found between all those who understand the essence, the rational loneliness this song, and this soundtrack is trying to convey, which is the hate of life. The male loneliness, when speaking of those males lonely not because they are stupid, ugly or simple - even though I pity those - is the result not of the ability to ask the right questions, but the lack of the ability to find the right answers. And so they sit, stand, lay, walk or run to this soundtrack. Some of them, including me, attend to their studies in its company. Others's work, and some others sleep. A sense of comfort is to be found in these sounds by those who understand, and if asking the right questions, consolidation will occur.
some times I play COF and just let my mined wonder what if I was in Simons situation, and I'm learning to play hate life on my gaiter is it just me or life is just becoming so bland and iv just been feeling really sad in general ever time i get out of bed in the morning or late at night its like life is just bland its like i hate it but I don't its just so weird.
Idk why I’m here but it feels so natural to do so… my feelings have already been played with to much… and my hearts hurt so damn much from it I don’t want to suffer or get hurt again…
Just a suggestion: Nameless Cat's OST named Crow Feast. I know it ain't Cof and no one will probably listen to that, but it's up to you and im not forcing you. Btw you're great at looping! :D
Sometimes i just listen to this song to cry to. My life sucks. I dont have any irl friends because. Everyone judges me because of my hobbies. Its sad,but. Ive gotten used to my decrepit loneliness..
I'm looking at the comments and wishing I still have a family lets say its difficult not have a mom to wake you up or a dad to ask what did you do today or some one to say i care about you. ive been seeing a therapist but i still feel empty
Holy shit. I'm looking at the comments of this song, and i'm just drowning in the sorrow. My life is not as bad as I thought. I wish you have happiness. Sorry for my language, I'm russian
I KNOW THIS IS A NEW COMMENT ON AN "OLDER" VID BUT I HAVE TO POST THIS...SORRY, BUT THE SONG CAME FROM THIS SCENE. :( (WARNING, SPOILERS AHEAD). "THE ONLY PERSON WHO TRIED TO HELP ME WAS MY ONLY FRIEND, SOPHIE. PLEASE, TELL HER I'M SORRY, I WISH HER ALL THE BEST. PLEASE DON'T SHOW HER THIS MESS. THIS IS MY CONCLUSION, THIS IS MY END, FAREWELL, EVERYONE." -SIMON HENRIKSSON'S NARRATION/SUICIDE NOTE; FOR ENDING 3...:(
Just beat Silent Hill 2 and came back to this. I made an interesting parallel to the protagonists. Both were in very similar situations. But there was a major difference. James Sunderland overcame his demons. (Depending on the ending, in this case, Leave.) Simon didn’t.
Focus on you and your mom, cherish her and spend all the time you can with her. Nothing will be here forever but, the best thing to do is to make the most of it, our time in this planet. As I said, no matter what happens you find your reasoning, and the only way to do that is to push through the hard times, you can do it, and there isn’t a thing stopping you. There will be ups and downs in life, but always move forward, no matter how hard it gets. I promise to you that you can overcome it. But it’s up to you to make it happen.
im not sad, life just objectively sucks, im sick and tired of people in my life giving me attitude checks theyre drunk, theyre the ones being ridiculous
not saying this is a bad song, but I'd like everyone who listens to this to remember that it's harder to stop being sad all the time if you listed to sad music all the time.
@@headhunter6734 well that's true but not listening to sad music isn't gonna make your depression or just feeling so fucking trash gone, it's better to just cry it out here. i do it here too, i fucking hate my life.
@@felek092 You can train your body and mind to have specific emotional reactions in specific situations and places. In fact, we do that all the time. I'm just saying, just because you cried your heart out yesterday doesn't mean you won't feel like doing it again today. At that point one should realize that changes should take place in one's life.