damon & bonnie || deep end [for andie | VU #5] 

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"Someone told me that I'll want more
That I'll feel half empty, ripped and torn" ♥
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I think this is my first bamon video in three years. it was about damn time to make a new one. I thought I lost all of their scenes when my hard drive broke, but thankfully I still had most of them buried somewhere on my laptop. and this is a belated vidders united vidlet for one of my best friends (‪@pandieex‬), so I felt extremely inspired and made this in less than 24 hours.
while I was making this I couldn't help but think how ironic it was that damon spend most of the time in the prison world thinking it was his own personal hell, but when he finally escaped - without bonnie - his real world started to feel like hell because she wasn't with him. I still think people love to gloss over how devastated damon was to be back, how strong his longing for bonnie was, how he felt like he didn't fit into his own life anymore because he needed bonnie more than he needed anyone else. his suffering was largely silent, but it mirrored hers perfectly. they both felt isolated, alone, ripped apart. I can only imagine how horrible it must've been for bonnie to lose him again in s7, this time by his own choice. it was clear that these two couldn't deal with a life without each other anymore, but they also weren't ready to aknowledge the possibility that their bond had grown way past friendship.
so the focus is very heavily on s6 and 7 because the song just screamed angst and heartbreak. if you wanna blame anyone, blame andie.
babe, I hope you like this. I hope it makes up for me literally yelling at you from the moment you woke up yesterday haha. you know I love you more than anything. thank you for pledging for this and making me fall in love with these two again. they are a masterpiece hidden in a show that was a train wreck. I tried my best to kill you with this ♥
god, bamon. they still fascinate me, years and years later. I used to say that nothing inspired me like bamon, and revisiting them brought that feeling back. I know them and their scenes so well, vidding them feels like home.
my babies.
Couple: Damon & Bonnie
Show: The Vampire Diaries
Song: • Deep End
Editing: Malagenabolakaful
Colouring: no air by the happiness project ♥
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