Hmmmm ...interesting...u know its weird everytime I see this pic and song I think of 2 different people I know again, cause they have some similar attributes, and my relationship with them is completely different, and it creates a whole ballet of emotions and feelings lol, Inducing a episode of bipolar episodes lol!
Your previous experiences make you wiser and stronger. Everything will be fine - sooner or later, however. Maybe it is already fine after 3 years. As for the meaning of life....difficult.....Joyce Meyer has some very important and life changing sermons on youtube......