Sometimes it hurts to have hope and will to live. Because you want to live, you can see a future existence for yourself, but that in itself is so painful to think about, you are guaranteed to suffer like you are now, but you dont want to die.
I'm in pain. i want to escape. This is enough, and not even smoking helps anymore. it feels like i have a legion of demons in my vessel inflicting pain within me. I'm tired how you fight the feelings? I've been mentally strong for too long. Bleeding, I'm so blind to where I'm supposed to go. The days go on and on and on.
i feel you bro i really hope the best for you going through a similar experience drinking too much since some time but i root on you man. i really wish you the best. with time youll overcome it and look back at these days and be glad you experienced your feelings because they were geniune and made u human. dont lose hop on yourself.
I just continue what goes on ig lol but music helps alot so Im sure ill be alr anyways but im down to help if anything plz i rather help then to let someone drown by themselves@@s.sia.a123
@@s.sia.a123 ofc lmk if u need anything im down to help someone ive done so before and glad there alr if u ever wanna talk im completely down to do so and wym do the same?
