That’s fucked up if that’s true. I’m sorry brother. I got my kids but lost my lady to drugs. She’s out there somewhere. Just not with us. Bless you man. I hope you’re recovering.
@@tylerwidenhouse2325 rehab is definitely worth it. After attempting and then getting clean, I've now been clean for 7 years and am married with a little baby girl. I wouldn't be alive right now had I not. You got this man. It's rough in the beginning but it definitely over time gets a little easier. Get a good support system and get out of the area that reminds you. It will make it a little easier. 1% better every day. That's what I told myself. You just have to be 1% better today than yesterday. If that's all you can do and you keep going, you'll get where you want to be ❤️
I sing this to my cat, Harvey. I just use his name instead of Ashley. He doesn't understand what I'm saying so he doesn't do some cute shit and ignores me.
Chris Sauter Haha what? I can swear at her in that baby voice and she'll giggle and coo at me. She screeches at me all the time, she's only 4 months old
there was this girl I talked to for about 3-4 months her name was of course Ashley well after those 3-4 months she told me she had cancer..Terminal in this case she had six months to live everyday I texted her and talked to her everyday ,I even sung to her most nights,she made everything great ,but I knew it was coming close ,I'd cry I'd cut i even became addicted to pretty heavy drugs because of this we stopped talking I dont know what happened to her to this day ,I write her name on almost every piece of paper I see I perfected the letter A,I still think about her,its been years I still can't forget all we did
anyways person that always says this in every song 2018 and older this song ok even though the lyrics aren't the best the beat music sounded it was thought out instead of just recorded some plain shit
Shadows fall on yesterday, Its like time just slips away. I'm nothing, when darkness follows me. The dawn, it never shows its head. I'm left dying here instead with nothing, A lock without a key. Like the brightest star you shine through. Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive. I've got purpose once again. Yeah, yeah. Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive. I've got purpose once again. Yeah, yeah. (I've got purpose once again.) If looks could kill you'd be the one, That takes my world and makes me numb. I'm nothing, without you I cant breathe. (I can't breathe.) And as the sunlight burns the sky, I see through my obsessive eyes. I'm nothing, without you I can't see. Like the brightest star you shine through. Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive. I've got purpose once again. Yeah, yeah. Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive. I've got purpose once again. Yeah, yeah. (I've got purpose once again.) Yeah, yeah. You're the strength I need to find, You're the reason I still try. I'm the moth and you're the light. Give me wings so I can fly, I can fly. Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive. I've got purpose once again. Yeah, yeah. Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive. I've got purpose once again. Yeah, yeah. Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive. I've got purpose once again. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah. I've got purpose once again. I've got purpose once again
Looking at how old this is and then how long I've been listening to this kind of music makes me feel like I've totally just flipped off the people who said it was just a phase. *high five to all my people*
Man, i remember sitting in the car with my best friend, and him popping this album in after he bought it, i remember the night well, he has since passed and this is among the music that i have on a playlist that reminds me of him. Also going with Mabbit was the best thing ETF did although ill never forgive them for taking him from Blessthefall lol
Right?!? Freaking out about it! Never heard this ever...and wow a song with my name!!! Use to love this genre of music all the time in high school. Still enjoy it but it was like all I use to play
A while back, i played this for my girl, I loved her so much, she did pull me out of the darkness, i loved her so much, but she broke my trust and cheated on me and had a baby with them, I miss her so much i want my ashley back but i can't forgive her
James Franklin You don't need people like that. She didn't give a flying shiit about you. She just felt bad for you because you were in a dark place and she felt the obligation to help you get out of that position. After you left that dark place she felt she did her deed and moved on thinking you will never find out.
James Franklin ive had something similar mate... its been 9 months since ya posted this so im guessing, well hoping, things are better now. ya dont want to get caught up in the situation where you are being taken for a fool because your other half knows they can use your strong feelings against you and everything will just become a routine which will cloud your vision of whats actually the best thing for you and your own happiness. just make time for people who actually return the loyalty an friendship that you give them, if they dont theyre probably not worth it! sorry its a long one ha im just on a mad youtube commenting mission this morning haha
