existential loneliness: on the relationship between the streamer and her viewer 

Loneliness is existential, happiness is eternal
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Kind of a weird and uncomfortable video, to upload for me. This is not for the 99% who are uninterested, but for the few who may find something that speaks to you.
The mood shifts drastically, cuz my own mood changes. Sometimes it's one of those nights, and you can't do anything about it. It's heavy, it hurts, it's vacant. But light is there, I promise you.
I don't know what I really say here, I say I don't know a lot, because I'm not sure if I'm even providing any answers. Perhaps I'm just probing into something with you, pointing a light at something, asking for more discussion or reflection.
Peace onto you, peace onto me, peace onto the universe, namaste.