Fentanyl Addict interview-Royal 

HIS STORY WAS SO REAL AND RAW😌

PREACH...SO TRUE!!! ONLY REAL MEN CRY!!! Don't lose hope Royal...where there's a will there's a way. And your still here my friend...never apologize for your pain and trauma

True x

It always makes me sad that people think they need to apologize for crying or showing emotion.

@@badxblondie DITTO and I’m one of them ppl too but FUCK IT!! it feels good to let a good cry out now and then…out everyday if your want

Well when he said he beat a dude brains out with a tire rinch and the judge told him to leave town by sun down that did it for me.😂😂😂🤣🤣 that's dat dope homie

Seriously! I can only imagine what happened to him at 6 months old too!!!

Thank you so much for not revealing the whole story in your comment!

He chose not to because he was already high, knowing either way he would get that money, and he chose to finish to tell his story because he might not get the chance. Just wanted to put that out there as someone who's was an addict to multiple things to tell you what I know I see here

He was already high?? Did u watch the video??? He said he was dopesick probably 8 times....

Addicts are master manipulators who constantly lie. He is NOT dopesick

If he was truly dope sick he would have bounced outta there quick. Believe me on that. You will screw over the love of your life to not be dope sick. Put that in perspective.

@@tylergraziano205 some control it better than others, some can function better and I'm talking from experience

You from Milwaukee?

@@sakenfor4683 yeah I am

@@sakenfor4683 how tf you just guess that😂 guess where I’m from it’s in the Midwest too

@@WoodyFn1 lmfaoo facts wtf

@@WoodyFn1 but "414" milwaukee, i guess that's how he guessed lol

His pupils are tiny he's high and lying, his story is complete and utter bs. They call it "kicking the habit" because your nerves randomly fire and its just not happening. You seriously think you could admit murder in court and they just kick you out the state? Come along now children. Trust me. He's high and he's lying. Addicts are manipulative. He's invented and practiced this story as he says. Pitiful stuff

Thank u shyt is a load of bs not gna kill someone n judge gna tell u too just bounce and if someone was dopesick trust me they wouldnt be able to sit so still

I wrote a comment saying how genuine he is and how sad.... I'm a recovering addict, haven't touched dope since 2017, & I didn't even think of what u said. True asf. Ik I couldn't ever sit still, go to work, nothing

@@suedenim6590 you don't know Gary,Indiana.

@@suedenim6590gay for pay 💰 💯 😅

🎯

Beautiful message, I agree.✌

He definitely is a blessing to all

“Safe space” 🤔

@@Fishing-gs9ku is “safe place” less triggering?

Right? It felt like I was watching Forest Gump. Lovin this guy.

Me too!!! If anyone starts a Gofundme, please Post it. This is a good man that did what he had to do!

❤❤❤❤❤

damn right

Exactly...My heart breaks for all of them. I thought my past (which led to addiction)was bad until I see how other people had to grow up😥

When there using they don’t feel nothing

Excellent way to put it

Yes keep us updated

I agree!

Agree

Sounds like utter bs to me. hells angels bike gangs and he literally killed someone was about to be put to death and then gets set free. Ok then bud.

He I think he’s exaggerating everything he says

Glad you’ve realized that! I respect that! I’ve been on both sides and I’m farrr from a bad person! But this shit will make you do bad things! It’s a horrible thing.

I think it's awesome when people are willing to open their minds and change their perspective. Good on you!

I'm happy to hear because that's the whole point of these interviews.

Bullshit. People do bad things, because they are bad people. These "situations" aren't created by themselves, out of the ether. People create the environments they inhabit. You don't come from a "privileged" family. You come from a family full of people who made decisions in their life that benefited them. There is nothing wrong with "privilege". You need to start THINKING, instead of repeating stupidity that's in vogue in current year. "Privilege" has a definition, and it's not a bad thing. People are poor, because they choose to be poor. People are in "bad situations", because they make piss poor decisions. No one "does it to them". They do it to themselves. You're naive, and you allow other naive people blow bullshit up your ass. This man's "story" is just that, a story. We all made fun of these types in prison. They are stupid, and have nothing going for them, so they make up stupid shit, so people with think they're interesting, or "tough". They're just idiots full of shit. They take stories other idiots tell them, and make them their own. Nothing this dude said was true. Bottom line, people are successful, because they make good decisions. People are not successful, because they make bad decisions. I've wallowed in the gutter with this trash, when I was young, making bad decisions. When I decided I wasn't trash, I stopped making bad decisions, and now I'm "privileged". I wouldn't trade my "privilege" for anything. Stop feeling guilty, because others are worthless. It's fucking stupid.

Not totally true I grew up with a kid who had the nicest parents had brothers and sisters who turned out fine he was never in a bad situation he was just a psychopath

Hmm , I demonstrate true strength almost everyday. :)

Well said

not true. I hope he gets better but to think he is the planter's hero is so stupid.

@@420spacecowboy I think we can all have more compassion for other people and not less. Calling someone stupid is really toxic and this forum is not really a place for that.

A man crying in front of strangers or on TV is not strong. You smash that shit way, way deep down inside. Put your work boots on and pull your shit together. Cry in the bathroom where the wife and kids can't see you. A man's job is to assure your family that everything is ok and to look strong and confident even if life is turning to shit around you. If the person who is supposed to be the rock or foundation of the family is sobbing like a teenage girl what kind of message do you think that sends your woman or your children.

True and real

Yeah, me too. It helps me put my problems into perspective.

It's why I love watching horror. hahaha. Because no matter how bad I feel, those people have it worse :P

Amen

7 billion people in the world, and still eventually there's a person who literally has it worse than anyone else

How u doin

@@patricklevesque3 Trying to take it one day at a time. Came very close to relapsing three days ago but thanks to my fiancé I didn't. Just gotta keep my head high and focus on working and staying clean.

@@TheDiodoros I was clean but I had a few slip up's trying to get into detox then rehab

Hell yeah, stay connected no matter the ups or downs

@@patricklevesque3 part of the process brother, strength and hope man

Can't understand how a mom could sexually abuse their son

@@dontbelongherefromanotherp9807 I can't either.

Yeah his dad his garbage also. He could have made sure his son was taken care of but he wasn’t enough of a human to do the very basics of being above vermin at all.

@@menzere2009 True that.

Every adult in his life is trash. He said his mom was a 16 year old sex worker, in prison and his daddy was 20. Like she is a abuse victim herself and his dad is a pedo. The biker gang and everything else. Like he didn’t have a chance tbh

It isn’t real. I know this guy.

the fact he willingly finished the interview before getting well shows his character. I battled addiction for years on and off and detox is the absolute worst thing I have felt in my life.

they both numb and amplify your feelings. i promise you he would be better off without the drugs

Yes you are 100% correct.it takes a while to adjust once you're sober but it's so much better.i feel for that guy.

I'm going through a similar boat "getting sober" I had to really crank back my drinking and staying off all drugs together. I think I drank 4 or 5 pints in 24 hours. I know at least 4 but maybe 6. The next day was awful and I wanted to cry so bad but I couldn't. A few days later I'm much better. Thanks for commenting.

@@rossdanes9631 Pints of beer or hard liquor? Ive twice drank 2 pints of hard liquor back to back and once ended in a jail cell and the other time a week in the psych hospital. Take care of yourselves, you deserve it!

We need it to cope. People don't understand how brutal life can be.

this. 💛

The ones that call you weak, are not worth your energy. The strength it takes to get sober and fight daily to stay that way is the hardest thing a person can do, and it never ends. Please know, I see and value you!!!❤️❤️❤️

I feel ya on that. Nobody wakes up and chooses addiction.

No body chooses addiction but we do have a choice on what we put in our bodies...hey I'm not saying it's easy...I've had a roller-coaster of a life and I'm finally getting thru all the bullshit...best of luck to the ones struggling.

I agree. And am also a recovering addict.

Lots of people have thanked Mark. I've watched all the interviews that he has posted. What was different that I noticed is that he had a gift for Mark. Not too many people have done that.

Fried bologna That is the truest shit I've ever heard man 10 years a heroin addict

Yep. 16 years here. Coming off feels like death, to me. So here I am another year on... I just think I would miss it too much, so what's the point. Terrible attitude I know.

I felt this because I been hurt an have no expectations for people cause being let down by people you truly love Hurt an being deceived an percs wud take me away from all of it an I would not feel nothing an I was happy cause I didn't wanna feel the pain so yea it does stop the pain but I been fw so long I don't know how to feel it's hard for me to care or truly love hard but my kid's my kids give me that feeling an mom but other than that I'm numb to alot of things

289 days clean for me. Staying away from demon pills

How would you know? You've never done opiates

@@pandaman1968 A rapist is innocent?

@@pandaman1968 that’s his sister dude. But at the same time you’re right, what he did after bashing the guys head in was super unnecessary and borderline psychopathic.

When he mentioned what sexual act he would have to do to his mom blew my mind. There's some sick people in this world🤦‍♂️

@@pandaman1968 dont blame a person living in hell for doing bad shit. rape and murder is unforgivable but dont act like he was born like that. evil is never genetic, its situational.

@@valhalla797 Tbh my life isn't a Hell like him but i'd kill anybody who touch my family too. Especially if that's some one I don't know.

He steals cars and punched a gas station attendant out. His stories are mostly BS. You respect that??

@@joefox9765 yep, accelerated decrepitude since early sixties and being born 64', I started to really notice it mid-late 90s and I didn't even know what poly tics were. I learned quick by 2000 and y2k scam, I knew we were in for something shocking, well we got the war on terror and the patriot act was ready months before 9/11, confirmation of our controllers and where we were headed.

Only recover from a hopeless state of body and mind.

Yes. 👍❤️

Exactly!

See, I don’t. I understand why, but not cool that he enables like that. I have to wonder, how many of the people he’s interviewed he’s given money to for them to get well. I love this Chanel, I’m an avid watcher and wholeheartedly love what marks doing here, but I don’t think that’s okay. (I’m sure I’ll get a lot of slack for this comment, but I stand by my opinion :/ )

@@xomelxo1435 he isn't enabling. He is paying them for their time. Every humans time is valuable just as every human is valuable. Its not like he pays the same people over and over to do drugs...smh. We would never know anything about these individuals if he didn't do what he is doing.

@@doll2607 when he says I’ll get you what you need right now at the end he’s implying it’s enabling. But yeah the guy is also getting paid for his time.

You should be in movies. You remind me of Robert Duvall. Make sure your son can find you when he gets old enough to come lookin. He deserved to know what a unique man you are!

I noticed the swelling in his hand too. I hope he finds a way out of this addiction. He knows it’s going to be harder than heroin but it has to happen. He can do it. Believe in yourself. ❤️

Not just his hand, his whole arm is swollen. But I've been there. I hope he gets clean.

It’s interesting that you pointed this out. I’ve noticed one swollen arm on most of the IV users interviewed on this channel and I was wondering what caused it. Thanks for the information.

@@amelie9271 could also be from getting an abscess, hitting an artery can also cause that

Hey nurse,that edema is getting bad

what are some names

he is a liar sorry

​@@jaredatkinson6669 proooof or yooou're the liar

Way to go Jennifer😘 It's people like you that inspire these Desperate souls. Thank you for sharing. They need people like You, To give them hope that they can do it too thank you sweetie. So proud of you😘✌

@Dank Dank You just have to make the right choices and not really "hang out" with the drug user. But you can absolutely still be a friend and try to be there for them in their recovery. In the beginning of my recovery there would have been no way that I would be around users, but I'm well past the hard parts. Royal says quite a few times that he would like to get clean. You're right though, my sobriety and recovery come 1st above it all. I do hope the best for Royal.

@@charlottewillis9582 Thank you 😊

You would be surprised.

I’m coming up on two years. Congrats on your 3!

Lol if you actually believe any of it

Unbelievable is the operative word here.

Yeah, he lost me at the whole eating out his mom to show love part.. that shit just sounds made up

@@celebralpelosi5031 I know right! lol! Most people on this channel are so gullible.

Lol yes lost me at the “friend ate by a alligator part” no scratch that. Lost me at the.. it’s just so happens you get inherited by your aunt your very first house in New Orleans the same exact year of hurricane Katrina… full of shit Lmao

The brightest stars burn the fastest

Mortified means embarrassed

I thought the same. At his core strong, sensitive and thoughtful.

In my experience most addicts are constantly holding on to loads of trauma and sadness they want to be able to let go of. When you get someone like this who genuinely wants to hear everything you have to say, it just comes out like a flood. Addicts who live on the street are very closed off and defensive, because they are constantly in fear of what can happen if they let their guard down. But inside of themselves there is so much pain they want to let out.

Poor guy needs help needs to get off that shit

Good for you brother. Stay strong.

Now on them liquid handcuffs… it’s a journey I’m on subs, keep your head up

Them liquid handcuffs

How r u hope well I got two years in may 2022

Awesome did that same thing over 40 days now off every op

His pupils are tiny he's high and lying, his story is complete and utter bs. They call it "kicking the habit" because your nerves randomly fire and its just not happening. You seriously think you could admit murder in court and they just kick you out the state? Come along now children. Trust me. He's high and he's lying. Addicts are manipulative. He's invented and practiced this story as he says. Pitiful stuff

@@suedenim6590 Cool man. Ya gotta love RU-vid Phychiatrists

@@D_2387 friend if you believed that nonsense, you're the one to be pitied. Cheerio👋

@@suedenim6590 Never said what he said was factual, just that you went about the matter like a complete ass.

@@suedenim6590 Tell us what the real world is like then

Very proud of you. My ex wife has been a lifelong addict. Most addicts don’t recover but this gives me hope that maybe someday she can be a mom again to our kids.

ey Trav...wat did u do inordeer to detox nd stay clean?

Justin the best thing you can do is love from a distance the kids definitely don’t need to see or hear about It I grew up the same way my mom was also a heroin addict we use to do it together and that’s definitely what gave me the mindset that it was okay but it’s definitely not ok. I’d never talk poorly about your kids mom your kids will one day understand why mom couldn’t be around. I hope your guys story turns out as well as mine my mother is going on 5 years clean now. I’ll definitely be praying for you!

@@mikeunt6333 Staying busy and finding something you really enjoy doing helps a lot I know that’s tough at first because of the withdrawals but The quicker you get your mind thinking of other things rather than not being sick or what you gotta do to get high. Surround yourself with really good people and stay in constant touch with them. Always remember an addict alone is in bad company don’t be afraid to ask for help I’d do a medical detox if that’s possible where you live. once you get over those first 3-4 days I promise it gets better

@@The-real-doc-holiday totally proud for you, internet stranger ❤️

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What do you think an update would be. Hes been doing the same thing his whole life. Unfortunately 2nd grade verse same as the 1st but this man knows how to survive. I really do hope he gets clean.

Addicted to drama so even momma couldn’t save me

Amen 🙏🙏

Same but it’s practically impossibly to quit fent without relapsing which usually means overdosing because of the tolerance drop

The way the court systems are and the fact that he has multiple records throughout his life even if he does get clean the courts don’t give a fuck I got a friend who has a long ass record from his teenage years and he’s in his 30s now and still can’t get his kids even though he’s been clean off drugs for seven years holding down a job for five and everything they don’t give a fuck the court systems are all fucked up and it’s sad =(

I pray he starts telling the truth every once in a while

@@ganggang6146 who are you to say he was lying? A lot of it seems pretty damn bizarre to lie about

@@hattchetman_2128 it's actually not, it's a proven fact,but we are all entitled to our opinions on the subject.

@@crystalparker3487 no it actually is bs people like you make me laugh.

This guy is 100% full of fucking shit Lmao.

"Stories" is right its utter nonsense. His pupils are tiny he's high and lying, his story is complete and utter bs. They call it "kicking the habit" because your nerves randomly fire and its just not happening. You seriously think you could admit murder in court and they just kick you out the state? Come along now children. Trust me. He's high and he's lying. Addicts are manipulative. He's invented and practiced this story as he says. Pitiful stuff

@@suedenim6590 you sure?

@@suedenim6590 yeah youre the expert

@@claymack1109 I own and run a foodbank non profit friend so, yup

Compared to his childhood, mine was Disneyland

@Michelle Devine that is actually a very good point I didn't even consider

Respectable.

@John Smith Depends if you are bigoted or not. People like to put others into groups, such as 'good' and 'bad', because it makes it easier for them to compartmentalise and understand the world.

@John Smith So much of a dirtbag that you couldn’t help yourself but to take 38 minutes and 19 seconds out of your wonderful life to watch this video and to comment on the height of your pedestal compared to his? Try to be nice to someone today… it would make this world a little better if you did, along with me and everyone else too. Smile more.

@John Smith Trauma does terrible things to people, but then I suppose you wouldn’t know that. If only we could all be as wonderful a person as you are John.

@John Smith ur a privileged idiot u might as well not have watches the video he said his own mom shot him up with heroin u prolly couldnt fathom urself being off heroin

I'm glad your perspective has changed. Addiction is shit!

Being self aware that you made the choice and became a “loser” is part of the healing process. Anyone who is an addict tells themselves way worse things everyday than whatever anyone says to them.

@@cquestmobile5815 facts, we're our own biggest enemy ,, & I'm speaking from experience.

I like him too!

You can see it’s getting close to a fix towards the end ,he is taking longer to get his thoughts out ,compared than in the beginning of the video when he is straight to the point.

Agree , He seems genuinely honest 🙏

Most people would have just walked out of the interview as soon as he offered to get him high

That’s the most backhanded comment wtf

*Why is the system "especially" broken in California?*

@@gordon3186 they basically allow people to break the law there, and penalize people for defending themselves

@@ayejay4028 --- *No, they "basically" don't. On what basis have you made that determination, other than just hearsay? California arrests, prosecutes and incarcerates criminals just like every other state does.*

@@gordon3186 What are you, like, a liar? They prosecute you for shooting someone if they invade your home. They let homeless drug addict criminals live all over the street and public parks. You can shoplift up to $1000 and face no penalty. What exactly is the matter with you anyway?

@@lloyddobbler1884 --- "What are you, like, a liar?" *No Lloyd, just someone who, unlike you, can disagree without being disagreeable.* "They prosecute you for shooting someone if they invade your home." *"Northern California home’s new owner kills intruder - son of the previous owner" ---The Mercury News. "They [homeowners] were not arrested or cited; the investigation is continuing, the sheriff’s office said."* "They let homeless drug addict criminals live all over the street and public parks." *Known criminals are routinely arrested. That drug addicts, "live all over the street and public parks" is a nationwide problem and by no means endemic to California.* "You can shoplift up to $1000 and face no penalty" *"Proposition 47 did not end prosecution of thefts under $950 in California" --- AP NEWS.*

Seriously. The Jack Kevorkian bit is odd. Lots of naive enablers in the comments.

@@idontsurf1 dr death? he was uhh an asshole guy. but then an alligator ate my friend and sold my baby to the kkk

😢

I know what ya mean

@mohammed ilyas Bullshit if you cant be good you FIND A WAY TO BE GOOD

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