If you are new here, welcome. I was hesitant to make this because I tend to only tell stories about others, but this entering a new folder called "human series". This was about a short period in march. I documented it and decided to share as I was strengthen at the time. I don't know what will happen to vulnerability like this, but I am sharing this in case anyone finds themselves in need of strengthening too. Please leave comments if this touched you, or made you feel something. Also, cheers to 1K subbiess ❤ -Fiyin
You are strengthened Fiyin. Greater is he that is in you. Evil will not conquer you. Your identity is more than a conqueror. Today, I realized that it is the Holyspirit that produces joy so I have rested. He will fill us with Joy because joy is a supernatural expression we can't work out by ourselves in the flesh. If we try by ourselves it's so exhausting
Thank you for your vulnerability Fiyin. God is teaching me vulnerability is part of being human, and he teaches and heals others through our vulnerability. Thank you for being a vessel❤
I cried like crazy 2 days ago Please you guys pray for me I'm going through a lot. I said to myself this evening "just open RU-vid, maybe you'd see a video that'll strength you" I have prayed and prayed, it feels like nothing is gonna happen, I know things will change, but I'm really tired Please pray for me
@@Ashley-og9ti God will fight for you, God will see you through whatever it is you're going through. Let's keep praying, these are all distractions, but God will come through, He's mindful of us
Praise is a weapon All I do is sing praise songs though the words are contrary to my circumstances I am grateful that I am saved by the precious blood of Jesus He has redeemed me from all evil and that is enough 😢❤ Thanksgiving is my sanity
I was here a couple of weeks ago, and then in the fighting, I heard GOD say, DANCE! at first it seemed crazy and impossible, my feet wouldn't move, my body was stiff, but then I knew it was an instruction. I created a JOY playlist, and started to dance, it was sooo hard! but a few moments passed and my body began to yield to my spirit, and it seemed like I burst through a thick dark wall. I have been dancing every day since then, the music is usually loud, in my room, on my airpods and in my car. i can say its a miracle, some days it feels foolish, but when I dance, I sense GOD's presence in the midst of the battle! GOD's love has already won, and in dancing I'm celebrating the victory and love of GOD.
David said ”for when my heart is overwhelmed, please lead me to the rock(Christ perception ) that is higher than I (self)”, Paul also said ”for when you weak , his grace is made strong in towards you" ... I feel you my sister. 🙏❤️
Just in time as i am currently in a time of adversity, the scriptures that i have been holding on to in this season are Jeremiah 20:11 and psalm 3 peculiar to what i am going through. Thank you Jesus for being my refuge, my strength and sheild.
I broke down in tears listening to this. It’s amazing how you don’t know you need to hear something till you hear it. I recited Psalm 91 along with you amidst tears and sniffles. Thank you so much for putting this out there ❤️
I strongly feel God is in control of the RU-vid algorithm tonight. I'm watching this video feeling broken-down in so many ways, but my hope is restored for tomorrow morning.
I think it's a gift that you are able to communicate this season with words, I know cause I've tried and tried and failed but you've done it and I'm glad you did. If I need to explain to anyone how I feel or how I've felt, I can easily just send them the link to this video because this is me
I was going through alot today but I heard praise and I went into a 20min high praise still felt heavy but the Joy in my heart was and is Loud ❤ Thank you Jesus. Thank you Fiyin❤
God's love is beautifully overwhelming, and watching just reminded me of the power in His love. Sometimes we forget. We get too carried away by adversity, and we forget. This was a reminder for me, and I hope for many others, too. God's love has already won. Embrace it, hide in it, dwell in it. Let His love fill you. Amen.❤
I will not fail ,I will not falter ,it is not over 🥺.Yesss Thank you Jesus ,it may not be going on well but I know how this ends .The fight for joy ,hope is my weapon !! I really needed these words today and Psalms 91 too!Thank you Soo much Fiyin .God bless you 🙏
I waited all my life, for you to drop a new video. Looks like you had a lot on your plate lately.... Sending you lots of virtual hugs and support. Now let me go watch
This just describes me and how I have feeling since the beginning of this year. I just could not stop tears as you spoke. I came on RU-vid this morning hoping to see some thing that will give me hope and elevate me from nothingness. This is a reality people never discuss nor profer solutions to. Thanks for sharing.
Today I said God I’m not crying today, not today, and I’m just tired and couldn’t even pray, and I stumbled on the song Amaram Onyewem by Mercy Chinwo, reminding me that God never forgets His own. Thank you so much for sharing❤️
Good God! I did not come across this video by chance. God bless you for this video, Fiyin❤. "I may be fighting for my Joy but I am not fighting alone". Such a timely reminder. Thank you for being vulnerable with us ❤
i can relate to what you are going through i faced the same situation like last week and the scripture that pulled me out was 2Corinthians 4 vs 7 , it says we have this treasure in earthly vessels....... those words alone reminded me that i wasnt alone and i began to meditate on the times god spoke to me in dfferent places and it was proof to me his with me thrugh every situation whereever i go find comfort in him its just a season and it will pass faster than u can remember i can guarentee u that
“And in times when I begin to doubt His closeness and love for me, He still has me in His Hands.” Glory be to God for helping you overcome. This is most likely a common Christian experience, Father keep helping us, Amen.
Things have been happening these days. The Holy Spirit made me understand the devil wants me distracted and wants me to shift focus Quite heartbreaking but this morning I was praying and his words were ‘He who dwells in the secret place of the most high shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty’ and in that moment, I found my rest
This is so beautiful to watch. I can relate on how you feel 💯. This video reminds me that i am never alone and God is my future. Thank you so much for sharing. Love and light❤ Fiyin. It is not over until we win.
I felt like this soo overwhelmingly not so long ago but now it’s just more of fear because I’m scared of being alone I have cried so much and I just feel tired restless and hopeless
Can't cry anymore cause am past tears now. But I felt chills all over, all through this video like I haven't felt in a long long time or probably ever. This is deep vulnerability laid bare. Thank you for sharing.
I relate so much to this video, it is really hard fighting for your joy. I'm currently in a phase where I'm like God why do i feel this way, why am i struggling to be happy.
God bless you Fiyin; he'd keep you hidden in his shadows, the warmth of his love will chase you till it overwhelms and all you can feel is love unending. I needed this, I feel like Christian youths are not allowed to be vulnerable, but if I will cry, let me do it on the shoulders of my God.
Hi. Thanks to the algorithm, I stumbled upon this. 1 minute in and I'm getting a bit emotional. The past few weeks have been like this for me. It's like i'm stuck in a wilderness season loop, even worse, alone. So many responsibilities, disappointments, uncertainties... Anyways I love the video. And you have a new subscriber. ❤
God is within her, she will not fall 😌 I've repeating this for weeks now... I too have been crying more often lately too 😭 Some days they are tears of pain, other days its the joy of the assurance that He will never leave nor forsake me... The truth... I have learned of it...but I cannot stop my heart from feeling😭 and so through this period, I'm learning, knowing this is only the refiner's fire 🥺
Thank you, Fiyin, for sharing. It's so relatable, and we continue to be found faithful in the Lord no matter the adversity. Your words spoke to me in ways I can’t explain; they're so encouraging because this is something we all go through, including myself. Thank you for being vulnerable and truthful. 'The Lord is indeed our promised Land with milk and honey'; we have all that we need. You are mightily strengthened on all sides. Love you! 🤍
I'm speechless. I just came across this video, I'm really blessed, these days I feel like I'm loosing myself, and I struggle cause there's no one to talk to, I cry and talk to the only one that understands me. The Holy Spirit. Thank you for sharing sis. ❤️❤️
Thank you for this Fiyin❤️The reminder that I’m not fighting alone was so so needed at this point in time. By the end of the video I couldn’t even see because of how much I was crying because it was like God Himself was reminding me of His ever present help. “I hide myself in You” is the posture we all need to be in. You’ve reminded me not to give up ! God bless you💞
Thank you, Fiyin. The goodness of God is indeed a fortress, and oh what joy continually fills our hearts as we keep fighting from our place of victory.🙇🏽♀️ I’m praying renewed strength and joy for you in every way.🥺 Your heart and mind is kept. The love of God overwhelms and propels you. I love and honor you deeply!🥰
Aww girl, the Lord strengthened you. This a season every believer goes through… Jesus, Elijah, Hannah etc. Take a mental and spiritual break from the daily hustle. Spend quality time with the Lord. I’ll pray you. The Lord strengthen us all.