My boyfriend hung himself in 2018 at the age of 27, from military ptsd. I was devastated and nearly committed myself, from the sadness that overcame me however from that very debilitating sadness that clouded my life I had to accept that he chose his own fate and I have the option to choose mines. I've realized that the world/universe does NOT owe us anything. It doesn't owe us happiness, health, love, etc.... no matter what happens to each of us in life and those around us, we must accept what happens and move on.
It does get better every day I was 29 years old 7 months later I lost my mother 10 years later I lost my father and then I said to myself I'm an orphan but each day it does get better because I do feel them all around me and it's 32 years of my brother's death it's a hard thing we were very close but I do feel them around me all the time when things go wrong in your life you wish that they were here to talk to but I still talk to them that helps a lot again I'm sorry to hear about your husband😢❤
I was a family of four made my mother my father my brother I was 29 years old and I lost my brother 7 months later I lost my mother 10 years later I lost my father and I said I don't know I feel like an orphan I had no one else and you're right it gets better everyday but you think of them everyday😢
