Hisohkah - School Rooftop Intro (Slowed + Reverb) (Deep Version) 

Who finds this relaxing?

I don't want to get old anymore...

"Not friends. Not enemies. But strangers, with memories."

I am sitting next to an open window, it’s cloudy, a little bit cold, it just rained, reminds me of Autumn. I’m thinking about how beautiful the world looks, my friends who’ve moved on, someone I am still in love with, the cars going by on the street, my cat in the garden, how dark it’s getting, the smell of fresh air and the damp grass. I don’t know, life is different now, but it will get better. I’m going to sit here next to this open window for a little more time.

This is what plays in my head when I get the random realization that everyone everywhere has a life just as compelling and complex as mine. Every person on this planet has a story. Wow.

This is the definition of my feeling of emptiness and loneliness of my depression.

Turning 17 soon like a week away, watching my childhood come to end brings a tear to my eye seeing how far I’ve come, gaming has always been there for me, listening to this song brings back the gold days of the Xbox 360 having a full Minecraft world to the player limit, filling a entire Xbox part chat staying up late playing zombies with friends seeing your gamer score rise….good old days wish I could relive them again but this is life you gotta keep moving no matter how rough it comes it’s only human to keep moving even if you don’t feel like you are moving you are just not at a fast past but your still moving keep moving don’t stop. To the people who came down this far , I want to say thank you for reading this, my childhood has been a struggle and my life’s finally getting back on track again thanks to my amazing girlfriend who rlly helps me and I help her too Keep safe out there friend wherever you are and whoever’s you are I care about you even tho we haven’t met and probably never will……live life like it’s the last day ever

This song makes me feel some deep nostalgia. Especially a memory. It's a really simple memory, but it's really beautiful. It was like in vacation. Me and my friend were sitting on the balcony in the middle of the night and talking. It was quiet and peaceful.

This song makes me feel like I'm not going to get any better

I met my best friend in mental hospital, we became besties, as soon as we got out of the hospital we met immediately, he even lived next to me. I always put this music to calm our selfs down from all the stuff that is going in our minds. The music is perfect, but has a tragic ending my best friend, who died by suicide. I wish you peace ma guy, I hope...that you are doing great, I will always listen to this and never forget you. Matus. Farewell.

Man this song makes me realize how everyone is moving on and I’m still stuck in the same spot

listening to this while being on discord at midnight while talking about deep things with bestfriends is insane

I don't know about you guys, but this song makes me feel sad. It reminds me that no matter how close we are with someone, we are still alone.

this give me vibe sitting around alone at public transportation in the middle of midnight

so relaxing i almost fell asleep while writing this co

this music so accurately describes what happens in my head when I feel nostalgia. These notes, the sounding echo, the repeating melody... It's like a recurring memory in my head

When I'm carrying the heavy burden of family debt, this song is the only thing that can make me forget it even for a very short time.

This song makes me think back to when I was a kid and didn't have a care in the world, I would sit on my trampoline and watch the stars at night. the smell of fresh rain in the fall day made it smell like a rainforest. Life was fast and fun, now it seems Boring, repetitive and slow. I want to go back and be a kid again

the feelings this gives me are so indescribable. this song either makes me think that life is so damn beautiful and that there's a lot of good things coming ahead, or it makes me feel empty. but either way, its so calming. and the comment section is filled with stories to read while listening too. its such a great & unique experience.

9 months ago i met a girl at work, it felt like a snap in my mind and i quickly fell for her. 8 months later at the day i wanted to tell her my feelings, she told that it was her last working day. Since that day i cant see any other girl without thinking about her, and it makes me sad every single time.

This song makes me feel an emotion i've never been able to understand, but know all too well

Not only I found this song relaxing but I could say I even found it ominous, dreamy and nostalgic. This type of music makes me experience a feeling that is not real, its magical.

احس ضيقه بصدري💔.

под эту песню я просмотрела фотки 2015 года, я заплакала увидев своего дедушку который погиб уже как пол года назад. так и ещё на день рождение моей бабушки. мой дедушка был для меня папой и я с ним провела все своё детство. я пообещала ему пойти в тир как он выйдет из больницы. но на завтра я узнаю от мамы что его не стало. так самое больное я собиралась в школу как нечего не произошло. кушаю, и тут звонит маме бабушка. и начинает кричать в трубку, она плакала. мама сразу выбежала из комнаты и пошла в зал. я пошла за ней, и когда я увидела что она просто стоит и прикрывает лицо рукой и плачет. я все поняла, первое что хотелось это сказать ему большое спасибо за детство которое он мне подарил. если б не он, я сейчас даже не знала что такое интернет и многое другое. он меня научил многому и я за это очень ему благодарна. не повторяйте моих ошибок, проводите как намного больше времени с родными вы потом будите жалеть что не успели сказать как вы сильно его любите и цените. пойдите и позвоните своим родным и скажите все это, дальше возможно будет уже поздно. я вижу его теперь везде и хочу подойти и обнять, но мысль то что его больше нет меня не покидает. я не могу смериться с этим. всем спасибо что я смогла снова почувствовать себя счастливой. а также вспомнить своё детство.

¡EH, TÚ! Sí, tú, sentado detrás de tu pantalla leyendo esto. No te conozco y ciertamente no me conoces a mí. Pero quiero decirte algo. Todos tienen su propia historia. La tuya puede estar llena de alegría y felicidad, o puede estar nublada por el dolor y la desgracia. Quiero que sepas que eres una persona hermosa, maravillosa y talentosa. Incluso si tu vida no va como quieres en este momento, sé que podrás salir bien. Quiero que me hagas un favor. Sé que solo soy un extraño, pero confía en mí, ¿de acuerdo? Cada vez que veas tu reflejo, ya sea en el espejo del baño, en una ventana en algún lugar o en un charco en la calle, quiero que te mires y te des un abrazo. Porque aunque no seas la más guapa, ni la más inteligente ni la más divertida, eres algo que nadie más puede ser: tú. Y eres lo mejor que puedes ser. Sonríe a los extraños. Ten confianza en ti mismo. Llora cuando tengas ganas de llorar, ríe cuando tengas ganas de reír. Trátese como un dios / diosa porque se lo merece. Mantén la cabeza erguida y el corazón abierto. Lo vales todo y algo más. Y recuerda siempre que pase lo que pase, aunque no lo parezca, eres todo para alguien

I gave her every last bit of my love, she physically and mentally drained me until i got headaches just from waking up.

listening to this made me realize how fast my childhood went, and realizing that i will never going to re-live that moment even only once by any chance, i will never be the same, i wish i can re-live myself as once a happy child, or even just watch my child-self from distance to see how much fun i had back in time. one more.. every time i listen to this i remember that one night i watch tv with my dad by my side, it was calm yet liminal, i remember clearly the room was dark, my dad fell asleep, and only the tv plays, showing early 2000s national geographic show, i miss the moment i couldn't relive again, and i wish i can just get back in one timeline of my life just to go through the same feeling and cure my nostalgia.

this makes me feel some type of way I can’t describe

Yesterday me and my bestfriend were sitting at the field. The sky was beautiful. There was only us. Its quiet. Its peaceful. Ive never felt so free in my life. We screamed. We sang. We dance. Thats the best day of my life. Ive never felt so free. It feels like a dream. A beautiful dream. Ive never loved my life more. That moment makes me feels like life is beautiful. All of the negative thoughts from my head disappear. That moment all i felt was happiness and free.

We need to thank the pillow for catching our tears when no one does

Imagine this: Its just you. Your in an open field while the wind is blowing, the sun is setting, and the clouds are pink. Your just sitting there breathing in life. Fresh air that won't be here much longer so your enjoying it while it last. The birds are flying above you as you start crying. Why? Because you realize life is beautiful...its hard to look at but its really really beautiful.

Everyone here, you are in the golden age, don't leave, it only gets worse :(

This is definitely a combination of feelings like nostalgia and loneliness along with the environment and atmosphere of the soundtrack.

Je sais que personne ne liras ce message que j'ai écrit mais voilà, la personne qui lis ce petit message, sache que tu est une bonne personne au fond, et les choix que tu prend ne sons pas forcément facile a prendre, mais sache que tu fais de ton mieux. Si tu veux que les gens t'aiment réellement il faut d'abord que tu t'aime réellement toi, car supposons que tu veuilles être quelqu'un pour plaire aux autres, groupe de pote, sache qu'ils ne t'aimeront pas toi mais la personne que tu essaye de devenir. Voilà, passe une bonne journée, ou fin de journée, pense a te reposer pour le cerveau et bien dormir car c'est vraiment très important pour la concentration :)

I wish I was able to meet every single one of y’all

if im depressed or feel like im near my end ima play this. prayers to those who are dying

Se siente como si hubiera sido un niño ayer, como pasa el tiempo, como la realidad te golpea cada momento al levantarte por las mañanas. Recuerdo como era feliz sin saberlo, como lo único que hacia era agarrar mi nintendo DS y jugar por horas, quiero llorar pero se que parte de crecer es avanzar por la vida sin mirar atrás porque ahí es cuando la nostalgia ataca a traición.

Listening to this song makes me feel something that I can’t really describe. It feels like some kind of an emptiness in my heart and tears just started to flow down. Only tears can describe this feeling in this situation rn.

man i just wished someone loved me

wow man, this song is so incredible, it reminds me of the good times in life, at my school I loved my room, I did all the tasks I had lots of friends, I laughed a lot, I was completely happy, but.... the worst part The day of my life had arrived, I changed classes and I'm not the same anymore, I can't see my friends anymore, I can't laugh anymore, I can't be happy anymore, now I don't want to do my homework, and now I'm here commenting on this and listening to sad music, so enjoy the good moments in your lives because you'll never experience what was good again...😔

makes me think about the love of my life I haven't found yet I have a very distinct vision of us in a flower garden with the sun out and a single tree.. it brings me so much warmth

She held hands with someone else.

신기하게 사람들은 밝은 분위기보단 조금은 우울하고 어두운 곳에서 안정감을 많이 느끼는듯

A alguien más le trae una sensación inexplicable?, es como mucha nostalgia, alegría y recuerdos juntos

recuerden nunca dejar de luchar por sus sueños mientras mas dificil se torna menos falta para llegar a su destino. suerte chicos todos seguimos buscando nuestro rumbo tarde o temprano llegara!

I feel that before life was easier we came back from school excited to watch television watching cartoons go to school excited go with that feeling of joy without feeling so much pressure and stress knowing that as children everything was easier now than most who are reading this you are already 18, 19, 17 and 16, we cannot deny it, life as a pre-adult and adult is a hell of a job, knowing where you are going to go, your parents have kicked you out of your place that you could call home with the fear of what is going to happen of us what will I do to get ahead if I will have enough to continue normal I can only say that generations from 14 to 4 years old take advantage of that time because life when one matures and has to live on their own is difficult😓

At this point I feel lost in life, like if it had no meaning, it’s just all a giant clusterfuck. I’m always feeling depressed, overwhelmed and burnt out at a point that’s too much to bare. I miss the days when I just played Minecraft, I’ve reached a point that if I died right here and now I wouldn’t care or feel sad.

I'm not crying, you are.

You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel. - Johnny Depp

its the best feeling when its starts raining and the skies turn grey, honestly I wish it could be as forever.

I'm tired of life, I'm tired of living the same routine and the same things every single day, but I can't give up. There are people who need me and I know I'm capable of getting out of it. strength to us all. Let's win this, my friends💪

Soon turning 19, I’m old already and I f be eel a bit sad about it haha but please everyone cherish the good and bad memories, life is short and live it up. And don’t regret it not loving to the fullest with ur friends, loved ones, taking fun trips. And make more meaningful memories 🙏, I hope everyone is doing okay and please take care of yourself. Might not know you and you don’t know me but let’s live our life to the fullest and I hope you achieve your goals in the future, everyone is working hard but making mercies through the way, and you should do it as well! I love you and let’s live life to the fullest, we only live once 🫶🏻!

This song makes me tear up, but in a good way. It makes me feel like I'm not so alone, and like my life isn't just a loop, every day the same. Thanks, Lofi Bloom for making this.

самое прекрасное место в мире, как мне кажется это комментарии под этим видео, тут все так атмосферно, мило и даже как-то по родному.. у всех своя история которая привела сюда.. как говорят, даже какой-то незнакомец из интернета, может быть ближе чем родные. знай если в жизни что-то не так, нужно просто подождать, пережить и все. я уверена что если ты попал сюда и видишь мой комментарий, то ты очень хороший человек который справится с всем. люблю тебя

this summer. who knows how much memories will be made. 04/03/33

i'm crying..

This is how I see anime: Dark, Depressing yet beautiful.

i've commented here a month ago but here i am again, it just rained heavily, it also thundered. i opened the window and closed the lights to enjoy the view even more. i can hear the sounds of the cars driving on the rain water. it's been around 3 months since i joined my new school, i found amazing friends and the teachers are just too nice and kind. even though im struggling a bit with some friendships but, things are great. Life is amazing. i really love how everything is right now

It really hits hard in the middle of the night if you have some very painful troubles.

I am sitting on a bench eating a bag of hot french fries, listening to the breeze and looking at the cars drive, looking at old couples walking by holding hands, no garbage in sight, people bobbing to beats in their headphones, dogs laying down in the park, and lovers i can't get over. Live is amazing :)

the best thin is reading comments when you listen to the this masterpiece

Its like having a super bad day and manage to go through all of that pretending to be feeling happy and getting home to all the realization

I wish I could hug younger me and see how happy he was and tell him everything is ok and tell him cherish the moment you have you might think a day last for hours without end but time flies by and play games and laugh and be a kid again

If this song is not playing on my funeral, im not dying.

this song makes me think that we are a meaningless, hopeless generation where everyone feels like shit but try to change, others just look out the window and reflect on life

I love this, it really relaxes me. I listen to this and sometimes I overthink to this. But I love it anyway. Thank you for making this.

This song makes me realize that the good old days are long gone, and that every passing day, the memories i had as a kid, playing video games, watching shows, and not giving a single care about what happens to the world, because i was a kid and those days of living in bliss is now long gone. More so that i am now an adult and i have to start taking better care for myself. Cherish what you have you guys. Because you'll never know what you'll miss until it is truly gone.

"Everything's worth it, because you might only come across it one and only times in your life; so is life itself.. only once"

I don't know know to explain this, I just don't want to exist, not die, just not exist with everybody forgetting me, no more sadness, anxiety or stress for me would be great.

This really hits late at night while wandering around..

this song makes me go back in my childhood

this gives me off "you not the same" vibes for some reason and im lovin' it

it's raining, I'm sitting by the window and reading a book to this song.it's so atmospheric.

This song its different. I feel like my mind is more clear than everything. I remember the last few days of school writing in my workbook, the rain that was outside stoped and i stared at the sunset a few more minutes. As i was staring at the sunset this song played again...i've never felt that kind of emotion in my life, this was strange but it felt like i was in the right place in the right time. That was the gratest experience in my life.

it hurts when the person you thought you would be with ends up becoming a close friend…it’s true pain and suffering every day waking up just to know that person will never be the love you dreamed about. happiness, love, suffering, pain, tears, joy, and depression all have become painted into this awfully constructed canvas. why wake up when nothing changes? Why stay by someone who you love who dosent love you back? why wake up to a depressing reality when in your slumber, you are at peace…. just some thoughts 😀

so calming/relaxing.

I've had this feeling since I was 11 years old. I'm 15 now. I don't really know how to explain it. I feel like I'm missing out on everything that goes on in the world. As if I'm in this loop where I wake up, go to school, learn useless information, go back home, rush upstairs blasting music in an attempt to block out my parents arguing, then I lay in bed until I cry myself asleep. I'm just wasting my life on the internet. I'm even know as the class clown at school so when I try to vent about my problems to my friends, they just think it's another joke. How can I escape this "loop?

под эту песню не думаю ни о чём. просто слушаю и переношусь в место, где нет никого и ничего, где всё хорошо, где всё спокойно, тихо, и где ничего не тревожит меня

This is so calming

When i hear this i just remember when i was a kid waking up on a saturday rushing to the living room so i could play skylanders and later my dad would join me one day we were playing New super mario bros Wii and we couldn’t do the castle and i was sad and wanted to play a different thing but my dad said: you can’t just give up beacuse when u come back to this the castle will still be here undone. What he meant was dont give up dont ignore your problems pick yourself up and do things slowly after 5 tries I finally beated th castle but rn im at thus point in my life the castle is way bigger and idk if i can defeat it this time

Update: Life is slowly getting better but I can help but feel sad. My life continues to move on as I loose more and more close people I thought were going to be here forever.

Really relaxing mix!

2017-2022... My grandfather died in the exactly day that was my birthday.. 2/06/2022 Why the time is going so fast, we didnt even enjoy our childhoods.. In 2016 every morning in sunday, i go to the bed and turn on my xbox 360 and play castle crashers and MC and assassin creeds all day, now these memories are... the best for me. Now these days arent the same... "Always enjoy ur childhood after being an adult" - Grandfather ***R.I.P***

This song makes me feel like sad. It makes me wanna re experience what I had when I was younger. I was so happy when I was younger. Now I am just kind of sad. Its not like what it used to be back then. I just want to go back.

Listening to this while playing video games on your own isolated from the world hits different…that’s when you deeply feel lonely.

this song reminds me the old summer good times

been keeping this on repeat, this song really just describes how ive felt lately

прошло около трёх месяцев.. мы уже не общаемся, но я по сей день вспоминаю тебя. сколько бы боли ты мне тогда не сделал, я тебя понимаю. спасибо тебе за всё. за все те разговоры по ночам, поддержку, искренность, прогулки по парку и заботу. я никогда этого не забуду. хоть мы были всего лишь друзьями. ты был единственным человеком, который делал меня счастливее в ужасно плохие моменты. ты.. человек, что ассоциируется со словом комфорт. я очень надеюсь, что найдёшь того самого человека. я правда тебе благодарна.

Alone

it doesn't get better... you just learn to get better at it

I listen to this while taking showers to think.... But man, let me tell you im just now reading the comments and cmon guys cheer up if you dont have freinds its okay, we've all been down that road never knowing when its going to have a turn but while your on that road focus on yourself and dont worry about any other car, meaning don't worry about everyone else is doing, just worry about the lane your in. And lastly Friends, Freinds will come as naturally as the grass that grows outside. Take this alone time you have right now and try to enjoy the aloneness so if it continues or happens again you'll know to enjoy you and yourself with only yourself. Love you guys 💜

Listening to this on a midnight cruise just this sound and hearing your engine going however fast you want makes you think about all those memories, mistakes, or any sad events makes you want to drive longer and feeling this way helps me escape the reality and the world, just me myself and the car just soaring through the night. Thinking about all those chances I could’ve taken but didn’t and all those mistakes that I’ve done that I can’t fix.

When the word new gets old, and you start to miss.. just missing something. You find yourself at the lowest depths of the well, where nobody can see your tears with a voice that will never be heard. Remember who you are, who you used to be but instead of who you used to be think of the version of you, you wanna be. Life is to short to be stuck in a loop of Reminiscence to the extent of Disassociation in situation surrounded by people, that's how you get trapped in a loneliness even with people around you, and if their isn't theirs still "You". I've destroyed my mentality to the point where I don't care for anything anymore, but truly keeping to myself with this mindset. It's scary how I'm oddly content with it. My friends have gone from voices to faces to simply shells in "My world", my eyes, my head. Friend group to friend groups, people stop noticing you even when you thought they did. Focus on yourself but focus on others, don't get trapped in the world of delusional fantasy. People are like shows kind of. Adventure time ended almost 4 years ago now, time flies right? Well it's the same with people. The love you had for one will simply be loved as you watch them go from a face with personality and emotion to a name on a stone, and nothing more. Don't waste your time worrying, invest your time in being optimistic. Don't be suicidal when you're fearful of death. Suicide is nothing but a big middle finger to love from others, even if you think that love doesn't exist. Random people feel bad for suicides all the time, of people they've never even heard of. Spend more time learning the story's of others, everyone out there has a life as cool and cruel as yours and mine. All you got to do is listen, then it'll be your turn to speak and share your wealth with others, wealth in emotion and humanity. Don't lose your humanity it's a special thing. Life sucks, a lot of us know to well and some could say all of us know too well. It may suck but it's the thing keeping us alive. Their is no real meaning to life but theirs meaning, you find it yourself. Even if their is no point to life does it really matter? Gold to me is mud to another, everyone finds their purpose if they try/search hard enough. For the depressed people who feel their worth has lost it's meaning. Go find who you used to be and pick that meaning back up off the ground where you left it, or keep going past it and find a new one. Theirs plenty of things to do in a world that's sort of free. Climb a tree, go sing, scream somewhere and scream as loud as you can. BUT NEVER STOP. When you've given up and lost your reason for it all. Make one up, it doesn't gotta be crazy. For instance my reason for living is trying to feel alive. Living and feeling alive are different you see but they need each other. You can be living but not feel alive, that means you're dead already. But since you're not literally dead you still got things to do! Even if you don't know it yet theirs something in this world to accomplish. It's not about being famous or influential its about being a "World". One big place with a bunch of different people on it, I call it big but I prefer to call it "Vastly Small". All you got to do is walk and you'll find places you've never seen, but at some point you'll need a cane, then a walker, then a chair, then a bed. A bed you can just lay in and sleep peacefully in. Peacefully is not a word you can use for suicide because it's taking away your peace, you haven't seen it all, go live! None of you have to know me or I got to know you. I just love the fact I can be in this world because it's a privilege. I love every single one of you and sorry for the rant/braindump. I just been thinking, so I started speaking

This song is just the perfect explenation of a fever dream

so beautiful

I can’t fully-well explain how this music makes me feel. Every time I play it, nostalgia hits me so hard. I feel so light and as if my body is full of static. It just makes me realize everything about me, how I changed, how other people had moved on and I still haven’t. My life gets better than bad again making me think and feel as if I’ll never actually be happy. The people who made me feel happy left and I clung on those feelings making it so hard to get over everything. I trust everyone so easily but eventually they end up leaving and replacing me and I’m not surprised or question myself. I question them and ask why? I mean I at this point I just feel empty. Completely and I want to have that one person like other people have. All I do is watch them friends, best friends, couples as their happy and safe with t their relationships.

This song gives me the feeling of being in elementary school again with no cares in the world

I'm lying there looking at the ceiling and thinking about what my life is like , the difficulty of life and remembering the people I loved and love the most and those who are with me and those who are no longer, I remember when I was happy with him but now that he is gone it hurts me to remember him

Still till this day this is defined, nostalgia. Recently my mom and dad had split up and it's been super hard not seeing my dad ever. I remember the good times I had with that man. He made me so happy I'd bust into tears of laughter. How much he spoiled us was insane for the things he'd do for us. Until, this situation happend. Every night I would giggle at the texts between me and my dad. Cry at the same time, but,I realized that's just how life goes. You lose things for a reason. I lost the best thing I could ever have. My dad, my superhero. ❤️

People describe heaven as amazing, beautiful and unimaginable. But honestly, when I listen to this song, I think of eternity without death. Knowing that you will never go anywhere else. You will always be there. Repeating over and over again forever. I wanna cry. I don't wanna go. I wanna stay here. With everyone I know. With everyone I love. I don't wanna die...