I came here cause I saw a spider in my room so I had to track the movement of the spider to see when it's the farest away from the door nob so I can run quick as I can downstairs
For me the last cycle is untrue I usually kill the spider but it comes at a cost because the time before and after I kill the spider I feel stressed and want to cry. I kill it because the thought of letting one live near me scares me more. This doesn't lessen the phobia though, it usually makes it worse.
Tonight, i killed 3 spiders that where in my bedroom. I feel more empowered now, but i can totally understand how me killing the spiders will keep reinforcing my fear of spiders.
I found out that I have a strong arachnophobia and whenever I see a spider, I kill it but I hate myself for it. I don't want to kill a spider, I'm just killing it because I'm scared. I just hate myself for killing so many spiders because there's no one who can move them out, they just ignore me or kill them.
@@everyoneisbeautiful1375 i afrid even when in videos like this video afrid me a lot😓😔 and my family didnt care about it i am 14 years old and Everyone makes fun of me.even father ,mother ,brother....................and when spider came into toilet i have to wait and contunisily request them to move it sometimes they getting angry.#Sadlife
i afrid even when in videos like this video afrid me a lot😓😔 and my family didnt care about it i am 14 years old and Everyone makes fun of me.even father ,mother ,brother....................and when spider came into toilet i have to wait and contunisily request them to move it sometimes they getting angry.#Sadlife