@Desiring God I’ve blasphemed the Holy Spirit my heart has been hardened for months I’ve sinned willfully my mind feels hot but I don’t have a fever it feels I have mind palpations or seared with hot iron I’ve made a mistake of pray for strong delusions I didn’t truly understand what I was asking for. I don’t feel as emotional as I once did before. I feel don’t regret anymore after sinning which is sad. I feel god has left me as my heart feels empty along with hardening
Timothy Mendoza Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted. The troubles of my heart are enlarged; bring me out of my distresses. Consider my affliction and my trouble, and forgive all my sins. Psalm 25:16-18 Even the Psalmist had moments of feeling lost. It’s the condition we live in, to be prone to turning from YHWH. It is good you see what you have done. But there are steps to take from there. Consult your elders, always consult the scriptures, take time to mourn, cry, and to put on sackcloth. Take personal retreat days without phones and technology and look for God’s hand around you. I’ll pray that your heart be inclined toward YHWH, the good and gracious triune. You will find what you seek, so long as you seek it in with a contrite heart that is ready for rebuilding.
+Timothy Mendoza..we are Here to Be Humbled by God! Not exalted in some church. Do Not Listen to People! Jesus Is Your Only TRUE TEACHER! When I Sought Jesus..He brought me the bible He wanted me to Read and Helped me..every word..showed me the verses Relevant to my Life and I Live accordingly. But I Have to Stay very Close to Jesus. It is easy to Get off Track. Dedication is the Key..To Jesus..ALONE.
Jesus is Our ONLY TRUE TEACHER! I Seek Jesus and His Righteousness. He Does Not bring me a stone or a serpent..And the Father Knows what I Need Before I Ask. Listening to Men Messed me up So Badly. I Seek Jesus. He brought me the bible He wanted me to Read and He Helped me Read every word..cover to cover. Jesus showed me the bible verses Relevant to my Life and I Marked those verses. I Live According to the verses Jesus Showed me. I no longer have be confused by the opinions of Men. I guarantee! Jesus IS the ONLY WAY!
Seek First His kingdom and His righteousness and ALL things will be added, including this. All fruit starts when you personally surrender in the secret place in your relationship with Jesus. Give Him your time, attention and worship, and then wait and listen to the Holy Spirit. If you want real fruit it comes from the Holy Spirit and His work alone, so He alone gets the Glory, and you are blessed because your relationship is deeper and personal. Not mans strategies, please no more of that.
+Rachel 1233104..Thank You for your comment. That is exactly what I have Learned Too. Jesus is the ONLY ONE Who Knows what is Right for You. Listening to Men messes you up..real Bad!
