#raw #real #vulnerable How I cope being a Single Mum, with no friends, family or... seemingly anyone... Final Days for Trust Your Intuition: realityawareness.lpages.co/tr...
I'm 37 yrs old & have never had a true friend or a genuine relationship. To make matters a little worse...I was adopted at birth & was abandoned by the "parents" who adopted me shortly after high school. I've been dealing with these tormented emotions for years with no resources to help me heal. I honestly believe this is the hardest thing that a human soul can go through in life. No family (biological), no friends/connections, & being "pretty/a good person/wtf! why am I going through this?!?....Realization of This is the life that I chose to live...Past Life Karma is kicking my butt or I'm secretly a bad ass under cover agent for Spiritual Gods....Having a higher than normal purpose in life that requires me to suffer this way & doing it with NO HELP! I can't seem to get it right ... Still Confused But Feel Kinda Mid-Half-Way Accomplished...These life lessons are so hard I want to give up sometimes & end this crazy shit storm of a life I'm living. Then I look at my daughter & get back on track with my studies. Your video resonated with me so much & I am SO GRATEFUL to have found this video ! ! ! All the things your talking about are the things that I have questions about. Other videos don't get to the things I seek to find but since you & I have had similar past, I know we see the world/life in a similar way. I'm subscribing to your channel & I know this is my Spirit Guides giving me that clue/sign so I can stay on the path I'm on. Ask for someone who can resonate with you on a deeper level/walk in my shoes...Kinda vibes...& They Answered Me! I love it when they do that! Thank You & Your Going To Be A Blessing To Me.....Not too many people can say they have dealt the emotions/trauma/been through what I've been through...Have A Safe Week & I'm so glad I'm not alone in this world...Even though I was dealt with shitty cards. Family/friends/connection is all I crave in this life & am more than worthy enough for these relationships. Figuring out why that still hasn't happened is the painful thing. How does a good person get cursed with all this isolation for a life time? Uh, One day I'll have it all figured out & can surrender to the Divine so I can get higher vibrations. Ready more than ever! Peace Out! Thanks for sharing this video!
Ah! HUGS Beautiful! DEFINITELY not alone walking through sludge in this life I know! Hearing how much you've been through too - it ain't easy!!! HUGS!!! Love that you asked the Universe delivered! YES! Sooo good! So much love to you and you're so welcome ❤️❤️❤️
Yes, I too have been thru similar with adoption and family. So very hard to open up, learning meditation, chakra's looking for that little home for my soul to rest.
Lovely, have you ever heard of the power of Nam Myoho Renge Kyo? I practice Nichiren Buddhism and has changed my life. You can turn your negative karma into positive. You will have the tools to turn poison into medicine.
@@deenabaldwin2492 omg same here same exact story!!!! Deadbeat daddy and I have no fam or friends alot of times I’m angry as hell and hurt I hold it in and just smile it’s nothing we can really do besides keep our kids and stay strong hardest thing ever I hope the sperm donor keeps this energy!! Don’t ever come back!!
Hi beautiful, thanks for your patience in me replying to you :) Yes, definitely not alone and over time, with deep healing and finding your feet in your own life, you WILL heal and find happiness on these days once again xxx
Yes! By far one of the most real, raw and beautiful videos I've ever witnessed on RU-vid. Thank you for sharing your vulnerability and expressing your heart. Damn this video was so inspiring thank thank thank you 🙏 It's so cool that you've created the space in your business and life as well congrats!
Thanks for sharing this video and being so open/vulnerable. I can relate so strongly. I have one more month until I’m due with my very first baby, I wasn’t with the father very long and the father took off as soon as he found out I decided to keep the baby. You give me hope as being a single, strong, empath mama. Thank you, thank you, thank you!!
First time! Sole custody father of one. No family or friends. Looking for support maybe answers beside the ones I provide for my self. Son was abused by the mother and her one percenter MC husband is trying to have me killed and or separated from my son. And my family doesn’t give a dang
HUGS!!! It's not easy!!! Are you a member of my Reality Awareness Support Group? (It's free) - it is a place where like-minded Souls hang out online and can start feeling not so alone! HUGS! ❤️
Thank you for your "Reality Awareness", you are amazing to have the capability to put your voice out there for others, your sharing and caring is beautiful. We can all mirror one another and help each other. I am alone, but I am not lonely, but I know I am missing that genuine love from one special man where I can feel secure and loved. I look back and I see myself as being so independent, tired of all the drama growing up of an alcoholic father, a mother who was mentally ill and wondering how did I possibly get into this adoptive family, if my Mother is still alive? No one open enough to talk to about it, no explanation, no advice, no support, looking back it was weird. I knew I was not part of this, I was in love with life as a child but soon became very nervous and shy and very very confused. Thx for being so kind and understanding, as I hope I may return good supportive friendship back to you. xo
Ah you're so welcome!! ❤️Ah yes! HUGS!! That 'looking for a secure loving man' is the need to be fulfilled within yourself... when you can work on inner child and heal this inner childhood wounding, that is when your life will shift ❤️❤️❤️
I have 3 children now 6 and under and I'm on my own no family close by addiction and domestic violence I have dragged self through and make a better me. I chose to have my kids I chose a better life. I didn't chose or want to be on my own I wish I had help but I want healthy people in my life real people. I also cry all the time and feel guilty for having no motivation or energy for my children to play and have fun I don't have fun I'm burnt out but we just have to keep pushing on for our children we just have to.
HUGS!!!!!!!!!!! We sooo do and it is soooo hard sometimes (most of the time at breaking points!!!) I shared a deep private insight and share in my private facebook support group, would you like the link to watch this? Sending you so much love, you're doing amazing, even though I know, it doesn't feel like it at times xxx
Really enjoying this video. I appreciate your honesty and rawness. I'm also an empath and I feel you completely about alot of things in this video. Thankyou x
I can relate to not ever being good enough for the family. For a long time I would try so hard to gain their approval and acceptance. After an exhausting while, I realised, I could become the prime Minister of Australia and they still wouldn't notice. But being the black sheep of the family can be a gift. It gives us the chance to walk our own paths. Instead of having to play by certain rules like those who are embraced and validated by their families. We are free.
Im tired of crying like literally i cant anymore been through soo much thought i had people behind me and they disappeared...i keep telling myself things will change i know they will...i am 33 i have here there friends family members have moved far away cousins that talk bad about me dont really know why i have 4 beautiful children who love me sooo much but right now its hard for me to cope with being alone for 7 years is really hard
HUGS Jammie!!! Its sooo huge when we can't stop crying!! It truly is sooo healing though, we just have to know how to ride the waves, that's all. Have you watched my 'Cycles of Healing' Video, about 'Why You Can't Stop Crying'? It might help you understand what is going on, on a deeper level? ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-IrQ0u1C9sZE.html Its sooo hard when those closest to us turn against us! The most heartbreaking ever!!! Are you in my Reality Awareness Facebook Support Group? There are many of us in there, that are like 'family' because we get it.. that might help to connect with us in there too? ❤️
@@grayjammie23 Are you on facebook? You can join through this link: facebook.com/groups/realityawareness1111 or search in the facebook search bar for Reality Awareness Support Group and it should come up, let me know if you get stuck ❤️
It’s a reality check on human behaviour right?! I hope this video can help her to know it’s humans and not her. Yes not all humans but yes, she’s definitely not alone in feeling these things 🤍✨
@@RealityAwareness will you make a video answering that question with honest intentions? “How do I support my friend who is a single mom?” All I keep getting is “why single moms are bad and you shouldn’t date them.” Im like bet, but how can I help her? She has no resources 😞
27 years old. No family. Scapegoat of a narcissist family. Went no contact at 25 and moved from my hometown Philadelphia to California. Your video, voice is so refreshing ❤.
This is me rn I’m 22 years old 30 weeks pregnant by an abusive druggy who i had to get a restraining order with so now I’m alone .. dad passed mom isn’t around to care and I literally have no home living in a motel waiting for social services to help me find an apartment which is hard bc of corona literally am hating life rn and don’t even have enough money to get my baby anything i never plan on giving up being my baby’s mom but it would be nice if my family was some help but their all rich and mean so they don’t care at all.. which sucks.. anyone life sucks too?
Oh hugs babe! Fuck I know that space it AIN'T easy!!!! To be honest, you don't NEED that much for your babe in the start. They feed from your beautiful boobs that are the life blood for them... babies THRIVE being on their mothers skin, co-sleeping is the healthiest option for your baby to feels safe and grow up healthily (Aware Parenting, Conscious Parenting Concepts)... even though we WANT all the 'pretty' things (trust me I felt this too!) and we didn't want our life to be this way - we CAN do it... this baby, this Soul, wouldn't have chosen you for the beautiful Mother, and PROTECTIVE Mother that you are, for no reason. Are you completely alone? Do you have any friends around? I know the feeling well. My family was on the other side of Australia (still are!), and I got a restraining order when my babe was in my belly too.. it ISN'T easy!!! Are you in my Reality Awareness Support Group on fb too? That might give you some support too? Sending you so much love beautiful one, you're not alone, please know there are others like us, like me, like you - you can and will get through this, even though it is like THE hardest thing in the world right now. I love you, I see you ❤️
Im so sorry this is happening...i wouldnt be watching these videos if i wasnt going through stuff too...but i want to say to you things absolutely will get better prayers lifted
You're very pretty. I like your content. I'm just starting out as a single parent. It's rough! My father told me I could move in for a while. Then after I went to the courts to get out of a bad DV situation, he took in my son 2 weeks ago and told me I could just visit my son and no way I could live under the same roof. Kick in the guts after years of him telling me he loves me and would keep the door open for me. I work shift work so I need their help. But I've been considering an in home carer if I can afford it rather than locking him into daycare down there and being forced into visitation or renting down there (which I can't afford unless I rent out my apartment). Property haven't been settled yet either.
People are always trying to compete with me and posture how good they have it.. I never wanted to have kids, I never had enough support to have one, or any financial security. Now my son is 2.5 y/o and im floundering. I dont have a chance in this world. We are stuck in poverty. I should have adopted him to people when he was still cute.. I have nobody to call. I haven t slept in yeears.. Im not succeeding. Im starving. Nobody cares. They just judge and feel superior. I hate it here I want to escape. I hate being another white person.
HUGS!!!!!!!!! These are the hardest years, the earliest ones, because the little ones demand so much of our Mumma energy. Hang in there, I know how hard it is, you're not alone, even though it feels like it! Are you in my support group on facebook? Come and meet and be around people who get it. ❤️ facebook.com/groups/realityawareness1111
When graduation comes in June it'll only be my children and myself I asked my eldest daughter was she upset that she had no one coming besides her mom and siblings she said no mom I'm not sad because at least you care it just saddens me because my dad did not love me my mom did not love me my siblings did not love me my aunt's uncle's or cousin's did not love me and now for some reason my children have no grandparent's no cousin's no aunt's or uncle's not even a dad that loves them I ask God all the time why do I have to be so alone with my children I said God I don't ask for much but having an extra set of hands besides mines that I can count on would be nice I sometimes think I'm invisible to God and he only sees me when I'm in the wrong
@@ash00001 Because when we are still in the grief of it, and haven't dived to the depths of the abandonment, isolation and healing the core of where that comes from, then yes, it feels like this..... once we truly commit long term to the healing of it - when we are in the healing of it - it feels horrible... until we come out the other side. Even working with good mentors and healers, can take years depending on the person and the scenario... it is definitely a process. Are you in my Reality Awareness Support Group on facebook? There are other conversations about this in there too at times that might help? x
Single Mum - you already have family and true love. Because the only person you really love is your baby. I do not have time to watch 1hr+ videos on youtube... I wish you good luck.
PLEASE Livestream me in the video you are talking about ...... I need to learn about triggering way, thank you Hannah, I will send private message thx.
It’s amazing you have such an incredible judgment on somebody’s life and decisions they make in aspects of their life, of someone you have no idea, no clue what that’s person has been through , nor how they came to any conclusion about what they choose to do. Do you usually go around judging people on the decisions they have made in their life? Is that what you do for a living is it?
@@RealityAwareness I don't need to know you personally to know that putting an animal to sleep {murder} instead of letting them live out their lives naturally, was done more as a convenience for you, not taking into consideration that your cat didn't want to die. Shame on you
So amazing you’re going around ‘shaming’ people for living their lives instead of actually promoting change in people’s lives. Is that how you were raised? To be shamed and told you weren’t good enough to have what you want in life? Some of the most judgemental people in the planet are vegans and are constantly starting wars with other fellow humans, whom the are trying to educate in making the world a better place ie not killing animals to eat for example.... how do you believe that shaming people is going to stop them doing what you’re passionate about? Do you truly believe you’re going to save animals by starting wars with humans?
Reality: Lots of sex, none of which is with nice guys so you can feel good about yourself being desired but can't find it in yourself to commit to a nice guy that actually stays around. That is not coping, it is lying to yourself that you deserve better and your kid deserves better, but in reality, you got exactly what you deserved for your life choices.
Doesn't sound like you listened to my entire story to understand my sharing. Interesting how people do that. Everyone choose things in their life yes, and instead of burying it and creating health issues, I share it, so others don't have to walk through what I did and can learn from my mistakes. However, one only shifts if they can be open enough to listen to the entire story.
