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How I Went VIRAL!!! Full TOTGA Story 

Jessa Wanders
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There are affiliate links in this post, meaning at NO ADDITIONAL COST TO YOU, I will be compensated if you click through and take action. Fast-charging Powerbank: amzn.to/3KdVV8T Hi guys, first I just want to say thank you to everyone who took the time to write me a message, "stalked" me haha to check up on me kung okay naba ako. I received a lot of PM's from random people requesting a full storytime about my TOTGA, kaya mga guys!!!! THIS IS FOR YOU!!!
I will answer all the Q&A on the next video NEXT WEEK!!!
Thanks for tuning in💕
ENGLISH TRANSLATION:
He was one of my closest friend before we became high school sweethearts, everyone said we were the perfect couple. He went to a military college in the Philippines (PMA), it became a long-distance relationship, we were together for almost 3 years. Not much communication because he could only use his phone for few hours only and only every Sunday (school rule for the full scholar students). As if the distance was not enough to make the relationship hard. We would argue back and forth due to trust issues, until one day, one of his classmates reported back to me that they went out to drink on a Sunday, my bf got drunk and his classmate said that he saw a woman went inside my bf's bedroom, and that girl he mentioned had always liked my bf even before. She even had the audacity to tell me that she will take care of my bf (for me daw). That bissshhhh.... I could not handle any more issues. When I found out about that, I broke up with him, which was a month before I was moving to the United States. He denied everything, he said nothing happened and that he did not remember anything but I just could not trust him anymore after that, on top of the hard long-distance relationship. He begged and cried, but I just could not go through with the relationship especially with what happened and the fact that I was leaving to a place so much farther from him. Few years after my big move, one of my ex's classmates admitted that nothing really happened that night between my ex-bf and that girl. He said that my bf was actually asleep the whole time even though the woman was making a move on him but he was too drunk to even respond, he passed out and could not possibly have done anything with the girl. He was the perfect boyfriend but we were so young and immature. And it was something I couldn't handle at that time. No one has ever loved me more than him, he did everything for me but I threw away all that because of that false report.
It's been 10 years since we broke up and that was also the last time I saw him, until now, I still wonder, what could have been? What if I forgave him? what if I trusted him more? What if I was more mature to handle things differently? Back then, we talked about getting married, naming our kids, growing old together, our promises that it would be me and him against the world...💔💔💔
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But now, he is already happy with someone else and all these questions I have will always linger as my what ifs... Now I'm paying the price...
I'm sorry,
My One That Got Away... 💔💔💔

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22 окт 2020

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Комментарии : 88   
@gayle5416
@gayle5416 3 года назад
I'm so proud of you, Ate! Thank you for sharing your story!❤ Alam ko na may magandang plano na gagawin pa ang Lord sa buhay mo!🥰 God bless po!
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Awwwww thank you!!! You're the sweetest 💕 I have high hopes 🙏🙏🙏 take care girly 💕😘
@locylmaesaraus6485
@locylmaesaraus6485 3 года назад
Finally!She made a video of her full TOTGA story🥰I like your tagalog accent😍
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
🤣 nahihirapan ako magtagalog, ilang beses ako na nabubulol 🤣
@michaelangelazafra8443
@michaelangelazafra8443 3 года назад
Ahhhhh i love the tagalog and english accent poooo 😍 but anyways I love to see you po being so bubbly and positive despite of your past 🥺 what a great recovery! You have such a brave heart po :< God bless po!
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Awwwww💕 I appreciate everything you said. I'm doing much better now. Hopefully you'll watch more of my videos. 😊 thank you so much for the kind words 😘😘😘
@she1033
@she1033 2 года назад
Ate hugs for you! I saw ur story, im bursting in tears rn! 😘😘
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 2 года назад
Awww thank you, I appreciate the love 💕 share mo naman sa mga friends mo ang story ko so that everyone can learn a lesson from my story 💕
@francisverceles4131
@francisverceles4131 3 года назад
it was blessing in disguise tho. even if you got hurt. you got to explore bigger things.❤️ it brings you where you are right now ate.😊
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Yes definitely. I believe in that 💕
@JacqOfAllTrails
@JacqOfAllTrails 3 года назад
oh my gosh, you are sooo cuuuttteee!!! Pinay power!!! ❤️ 💪🏾
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Awww thank you!!! 😂 proud Pinay!!!
@michiko599
@michiko599 3 года назад
So proud of you Sam!
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Awwwww thank you mich 💕💕💕
@kimberlylanguido5065
@kimberlylanguido5065 3 года назад
Thank you for sharing your story, ate❤️ God bless
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Sana may natutunan ka 💕😘
@vanessarodriguez9201
@vanessarodriguez9201 3 года назад
So brave to have chosen yourself twin, even if it was under false pretenses, it's better to have made a decision that would end in peace and heartache over anger and resentment. 🤧💕
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Awwwww 💕 thanks twin. And d definitely, I was just looking out for myself and at the same time, I wanted to preserve my respect for him.
@marknelxcore
@marknelxcore 2 года назад
Thanks for sharing this story! I'm also glad that you're doing fine after what happened.
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 2 года назад
Yes I've moved on. It's now a wonderful story from the past regardless of the break up 😊
@merveealbaladejo2161
@merveealbaladejo2161 3 года назад
so proud of you po for making that decision kahit mahirap para lang sa ikakabuti nyong dalawa :) next na dadating sayo si Mr. Right na yan
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Awwwww thank you 💕 sobrang hirap tlga noon kaya lang parang yun na din yung tamang gawin💕 God bless
@flordelizabual5808
@flordelizabual5808 3 года назад
Samai ♥️♥️♥️ continue being positive. I wish you all the best. God bless always! *virtual hug!* 🤗
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Awwww thanks Flor 😍💕
@3koystv924
@3koystv924 3 года назад
nice one maam
@maemae8838
@maemae8838 2 года назад
Hi ate, napunta po ako dito dahil sa comment mo sa song cover ni Alexa Ilacad. Grabe hindi ko alam kung bakit naiiyak ako sa comment mo🥺 God bless you po.
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 2 года назад
awwww thank you, I appreciate it a lot! It was a tragic love story
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 2 года назад
paki-share naman eto sa fb mo :)
@HoneyTunday
@HoneyTunday 3 года назад
New subscriber here! bisaya ni. 😊 Amping permi 💓
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Hi kapwa bisaya 💕 welcome 😁
@jasminehope6580
@jasminehope6580 3 года назад
Me too, i feel you, the reason I got into your youtube channel...
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Thank you 💕💕💕
@Animalicht
@Animalicht 3 года назад
Fighthing po..... Kaya niyo po yan
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Thank youuu 💪💪💪
@rowenamori8299
@rowenamori8299 3 года назад
ate unsay title sa background music nimo? :)
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Sa epidemic sound nako nakuha 😁 wala rba ko sure sa title 😅 but gnhan man gud ko
@solidmarinoph
@solidmarinoph 3 года назад
Hi Sam! This is Joernie...I will look that screenshot on twitter 😅🤣
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Haha I'm not sure if naa pa
@solidmarinoph
@solidmarinoph 3 года назад
Pang MMK ni nga story Samai 😅
@cassey_t1260
@cassey_t1260 3 года назад
Hi ate I watched this video because I'm so curious and I already saw those pictures na nag viral, grabe yung effect sa akin myghad. Taga saan po kayo sa Bohol? We lived there for almost 3 years din, but actually we live in Manila.
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Awwwww I'm from Jagna 💕 maybe you've been there 😁thank you pala for looking for me
@LillaGreen
@LillaGreen 3 года назад
What a beautiful language 😍😍😍
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Awww thank you 😄 I still feel weird on camera even using my primary language 😅 but I try.
@3koystv924
@3koystv924 3 года назад
ang cute talaga ni maam
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Haha thank youuu!!!
@stellavirtz5746
@stellavirtz5746 3 года назад
regards ko nimu hehehe keepsafe✌️
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Ayyyeee rebound lang 💕
@divinefaithblaza1442
@divinefaithblaza1442 3 года назад
Now I'm here. Kanina lang nasa Facebook ako tapos nakita ko to pumunta ako sa Twitter tapos ito ako ngayon, pinapanuod ko na to si ate hayysss
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Iyak nalang tayo ng sabay hehe thank you sa pag follow mo sakin 💕
@divinefaithblaza1442
@divinefaithblaza1442 3 года назад
Naglagot ko te kay wa man ko'y uyab unya feeling nako broken pud ko HAHHAAHA
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
@@divinefaithblaza1442 hahaha sheeyytt daghan nata broken haha move on nako ni totga.. pero broken napod kos akong latest x 😂 kapoya aning cge ka.broken ba hahah
@Labelavita13
@Labelavita13 3 года назад
Thanks for sharing your story, Sammie ❤️ Virtual hugs! ❤️
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Awwww salamat Suy 😘 *virtual hug back*
@hazelandres5345
@hazelandres5345 3 года назад
The thing is nakamove-on ka na pero yung experience and feelings kapag binalikan mo may kirot pa rin. Kahit pa tanggap mo na.
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Yes very true tlga!!!!
@graaaine
@graaaine 3 года назад
God will turn your story into His story . 💙
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Awwwww i love that!!!💗
@bheii89
@bheii89 3 года назад
Ladies. Choose yourself. Dont pick a man who stays with you but doesn't give you the assurance. And in the future that same man will be the father of your child and the man your sons or daughters will look up to. Its okay to be selfish cause you have to put yourself first. Your mental health, your emotional wellbeing. Etc etc. Haha listen to me cause this vlogger and I are hs buddies. And we saw each other through the worst times excpet this phase cause was in Manila while she was in Bohol.
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Very trueeee... even though he didn't really make the "deed," I think he could have given me more assurance but I also should've been trusted him more. There's pagkukulang on both sides, and naiwasan sana yun with better communication on both parts. Bea knows the struggle dba? Lol same situation kami noon. Yung bf's namin nasa same school that time lol
@christytataleparto2115
@christytataleparto2115 3 года назад
Full package
@stellavirtz5746
@stellavirtz5746 3 года назад
hi sam😜
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Telaaaaaaaanggg!!!! 😍 musta? Hahaha
@jasminecoratedematera6017
@jasminecoratedematera6017 3 года назад
🥺♥️
@martinesmomoland9921
@martinesmomoland9921 3 года назад
Nag mumusic streaming lang nmn ako sa youtube then apparently napunta ako kay alexa. It's my nature to read comments tas nabasa ko yung commont mo po so napunta ako agad dito di ko pa natatapos yung kanta.... 😭🤧
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Awwwww💕💕💕 welcome and thank you sa pagdamay
@mikotiko3939
@mikotiko3939 3 года назад
Wow
@mikotiko3939
@mikotiko3939 3 года назад
Its ok po,,, Godbless you po
@hanabi0251
@hanabi0251 3 года назад
Basta bisaya manga isog oyy!!
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Hahaha d palupig
@gellieroseportrias2481
@gellieroseportrias2481 3 года назад
Mama Sam nadulas kas first letter sa surname 🤣🤣
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Hahah lagi ba. Sagdi lang ky nadulas jud kos whole last name mao akong g.bleep hahah
@sheenarosemolina8220
@sheenarosemolina8220 2 года назад
Sayang nung relationship niyo tlga ate naiyak ako 😭
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 2 года назад
oo nga eh but it's okay he is happy now and so am I :)
@encieelijah5250
@encieelijah5250 2 года назад
one thing I realize sa vlog na to is that What if is very normal and for 2 years I thought na ung what if na yun is a sign na hindi pa nakamove on yung isang tao but I was wrong 😊
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 2 года назад
Ohhh I know right? I think we will always have our what if's but one thing I learned is, sometimes it's better that they stay like that. We learn from people we meet, and sometimes we need to accept the fact that their chapter in our lives is over but we can happily look back and remember the good times.
@encieelijah5250
@encieelijah5250 2 года назад
thank you ate😊💓 Send love from Philippines💕
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 2 года назад
@@encieelijah5250 thank you din sa mag support!
@virginiasilmaro5898
@virginiasilmaro5898 3 года назад
I remember naglasing ka nuon hinatid ka ng friend mo.
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Hahahah ni German my saviour
@taxidrivervlog8291
@taxidrivervlog8291 3 года назад
Hello lods dalawin ko tahanan mo
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Ano yung lods? 🤣
@encieelijah5250
@encieelijah5250 2 года назад
After watching Alexa Ilacad cover napunta ako dto 😁
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 2 года назад
thank you for checking my channel :D I feel loved
@bheii89
@bheii89 3 года назад
Dai I read ur lips hahaha
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
Hahaha sagdi lang laiiii... ssshhhh...
@bheii89
@bheii89 3 года назад
Hahah gama dapat syag iyang reaction vid hahahaha
@JessaWanders
@JessaWanders 3 года назад
@@bheii89 haha ayaw mam ky basin ma in trouble sya haha damay2x na gyud hahah ayaw nalang 😂😂😂
@chiikayvlogs2844
@chiikayvlogs2844 3 года назад
Hi? Ma'am support mo ako na marami din views ko at subscribe ma'am
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