People Write A Letter To The One That Got Away | Filipino | Rec•Create 

Girl, he waited for you for five years. You should’ve been the one that fought for your relationship because he fought for it 5 years already.

To the girl na may two colors ‘yung hair, I can listen to you everyday!!!! You seem very chill and calm. I hope maging kayo ni TOTGA mo. You deserve it ❤️

"Nothing compares to you." What a heartfelt compliment someone can give

To ate girl na naka green, I think your TOTGA is just respecting your decision. But I also consider what u feel about that, we seek more of them and we're expecting din na ilaban tayo and I really get it kasi ang tagal din ng pinagsamahan n'yo but yeah, I think it's about respect para sa kanya. Hugs for u!!

This hits hard. My TOTGA never told me he loved me before but recently, I just found out that he did... Looking back, he never said it but made sure to prove it with his actions and I took it for granted. I can see he is genuinely happy now and is about to get married. I am happy for him and literally wishes him well, but all I can think about now is, what if di ko sya pinatigil, what if tinuloy namin. I do not know how to move forward with all this regret. He is a good man. I know I will carry this feeling for the rest of my life.

To my TOTGA, It's been 5 years already, and I didn't know that it will take me all these years to finally realize na you were the one for me. Although I am not the one for you, obviously masaya ka na ngayon. You already have someone special in your life and may baby na kayo. Pamilyang pamilya na talaga kayo. It's just how we imagined and dreamed of nung tayo pa. And I'm happy na you already have it, kahit di ako yung kasama mo. Atleast isa satin may natupad diba? And you really deserve it, masaya ko para sayo. Legit. What we had is just a distant memory and I will forever treasure them. Masaya ko na naging parte ka ng buhay ko. I never thought na makakahanap ako ng boy version ko, literal na boy version ko! Parang ako lang sa lalaking katauhan. We have the same taste in music, the same humor, yung mga inside jokes natin. Parehas na parehas tayo ng mga gusto sa mga bagay. That's why I'll always look at you in a special way. It's hard for me to imagine coming across anything like you ever again. To me, you are something special, and up until now the fire’s still burning. Even if there may no longer be a purpose for that burning fire, it still burns, nonetheless. Ikaw ang TOTGA ko, the one that got away. I have already accepted the fact na pinagtagpo lang tayo pero hindi tinadhana. In this lifetime, I'm setting you free dahil hindi na pwede. And in this lifetime, I have to patiently wait for my TOTGA = the one that God allowed.

I haven't met my totga but base sa stories of these people, "nakakapaghinayang" noh? You who is reading this comment, sana piliin kayo ng tadhana. Fighting!

To my TOTGA, It has been months since we've separated ways, and seeing you that strong rn makes me feel so proud of your improvements. I always thought we'd never come to this point where we needed to lose each other to find our better selves. Tbh, I miss you. I still miss you and I miss our 'things' and our 'languages' - like we both have our own world. I miss writing letters for you and receiving letters from you. Still, I thank you. Thank you for the memories - the happiness, the pain, the mountains that we both climbed, the seas that we both dived into, the storms that we had conquered, and the valleys that we had to cross together. I want you to know that I am still rooting for you. And I am sorry that I have to leave. I hope you're always okay. Godspeed and Keep rockin this whole free world! ❤💫

I think its time na makita din natin yung perspective ng mga TOTGA. ❤

We need part 2 of this topic it's very emotional you can see on their face the saddest and losing someone that there for us in many years but now all of those moment are just a memories.

I love the voice of the woman with three toned hair, the way she talks, how specific she is on the details as well as how clear she is on her feelings. Good luck to you miss, whoever you are and hopefully you find someone that will also love you back 💞

The thought of not looking at anyone the way I look at you makes me so, so melancholic. Longing sucks, sometimes.

To that person, I really treasure our memories back when we were SH students. Looking back to those memories, all I can see was the smile on our face, our disturbing laughter, our corny and inside jokes and most specially our deep talks that always end with your “ kaya mo yan" "kakayanin mo yan. Ikaw pa ba?”. Ngayon, ako naman magsasabi sayo na kakayanin mo at kaya mo. Whatever you are doing right now, I hope it's the one that makes you happy. I'm rooting for you and I'm so proud of you. Keep going, babe? HAHAHAHAHA

ang comforting pakingan ni ateng two hair color shes so gentle i love her huhuuu

To my Totga, I hope you are happy. Nanghihinayang ako noon that we fell apart and hindi natuloy yung dapat sanang pangmatagalan. But I understood now. We are meant for greater things. We deserve more. And that's why we never ended up together. 💜

To my TOTGA, I never had regrets nor I blame myself because I was fully commited from the moment we started our relationship until the day we got out of our relationship. I learned alot both through joys and the pain you have caused me. Anyways, I found a better love now.

to my girl half a year ago, Masaya akong nakikita kang masaya and pagpatuloy mo lang yan and mag-iingat ka palagi, you will always have a special place in my heart! Thank you and god bless.

To my TOTGA, I hope i was stronger and braver that time to tell the truth that I liked you. I really wished i took risk and did not fear of losing our friendship. You comforted me in my darkest times, and I want to be with you also during your darkest time. Too bad i realized your worth late and someone already recognized how precious and genuine you are. In spite of everything, i always pray for your happiness even if it isn't me who's making you happy. I will just settle on the thought that somewhere, sometime, we had a thing.

The saddest thing about watching this video is thinking about that person in your life.

To my Totga, Its been 3 years na rin, i miss you so much... Ang tagal kong naghihintay sayo, napagod na ako. But thank you for making me happy, thank you for being my listener... Thank you to all the advice that you gave me, now im using them to be a good person... Thank you to all the effort that you did for me, thank you rin sa book i still have it. I kept it for 3 years... I still loved you, i know you have a girl now please protect her and love her don't hurt her... Take care of ur self, goodbye...

To my Totga, I can still remember the first day I met you beside our classroom during our first year in highschool. I can still recall how lovely your aura, how exquisite your moves and even the way you walk. I can also recall the very first time you defended my statement in fornt of our classmates during our second year. It still in my head. I'll forever cherish the moments - both good and bad. You're the very reason why I like Ben and Ben and have Sa Susunod na Habang Buhay as my anthem. Goodluck, ratsy!

To my totga, It's been 3yrs since we separated ways. I know you like me more than 3yrs 🥺 but you confess in a wrong time. I hope you are happier now. Thank you for everything that did you before I fly here US. I really feel how much you care, I hope you doin' well. I will always remember you.

Different people, different stories, and different depths of pain. To my TOTGA, thank you even it hurts so bad.

To my TOTGA Nung mga panahon na yun I'm more of someone na kung ano ang gusto ng tropa mas dun ako, na mas pinapahalagahan ko view nila more than how I feel. That time din na tatakot ako na maging "Game" yung about sa atin, I know you're very important and we treasure that time each other na halos mas tayo kaysa sa mga naging karelasyon ko. I always still follow and keep my self updated about you nung nagwork ka and until the time na nalipat na din kami. But then again I didn't push nasa maling gamit yung yabang at tapang ko manligaw, nasa maling mga tao ko ibinaling atensyon ko at mas pinahalagahan ko yung opinion ng grupo ko kaysa sayo at sa sarili ko. I really love to see na nahanap ka ng taong alam ibaling ng tama ang mga mata nila, I hope sometime again we can still be friends as a sign nalang ng pinagsamahan. Wishing for the both of you and your family the best and still as always I will support and aid you sa makakaya ko. Thank you.

To my almost, Its been months since we broke up. At first you always act tough na we're both gonna be okay, na you've moved on na and stuff, ako that time yung wasak na wasak sobra. All my friends knew how devastated I am, I even took professional help para lang ma-overcome ko yung anxiety. I just want you to know na I will always be here for you and I am rooting for you. I will still be your number 1 fan and I will still pray for you. You have a very special place in my heart that no one can ever take away. I am very much proud of what you've become and what you will become in the next years ahead. I pray that He fulfill all your heart's desire. I will continue to love you from afar, SKR. Always in all ways.

to my totga, it’s been 8 months since we broke up, and honestly i still feel so lost and confused. probably because of how our relationship ended, super biglaan and unexpected. it kind of feels weird din for me, since we both know i’m the type of person who’s very resilient and is quick to move on, but man it's been months and i still feel so low and like i haven't even progressed even just a bit because of our breakup. i realized that just means my/our love and connection was just that strong and genuine, this is proof that it was indeed one of a kind. of course i have a few regrets and sometimes i wish i could turn back time to fix and do things that i wish i did to save our relationship, but that’s it. i wouldn’t act on it na because i think ending our relationship was also necessary naman. if we didn't do it earlier and postponed it, it will only hurt the both of us in the long run. breaking up was necessary for us to find pieces of ourselves again that we, at some point, lost because of our overwhelming love for each other. our love felt too comfortable and that's probably why we became too complacent about it and stopped exploring other things outside our relationship which hindered our individual growth. i am very proud of who you are now, and i genuinely hope you are happy with your life. what we shared was an experience and history i would cherish and remember forever. take care.

Sa lahat ng video ng Re-create. Dito lang talaga ako naka relate HAHAHAHA

To my TOTGA, I know we're not meant to be for each other but still, thank you for making me feel like someone can accept and love me. Maybe it's just a small amount of time but I learn a lot of things. If there will be a chance to love again. I hope I can make it right this time, but for now, I will choose to give up and never fall in love again to anyone. If ever magkita ulit tayo, I hope na kaya kitang kausapin na di ako magpepretend na wala lang yung past natin. Thank you for the 3 months! You deserve someone better and Goodbye 🥺🥺🥺🥺

To my TOTGA... One of my best friends during high school.. Mahilig mangurot, laging nanghahampas pag magkakasalubong sa hallway. I miss your smile and laugh pag magkasama tayong nagkukwentuhan sa hallway habang pinagmamasdan yung mga dumadaang estudyante... Naging on and off man tayo pagkatapos ng high school, salamat sa pagtupad sa pagpunta mo sa Graduation ko ng college. Masyado lang siguro akong naglook forward na ikaw na yung makaksama ko hanggang dulo pero 'di pala tayo pareho ng nakikitang hinaharap.. We started as friends and ended as strangers. Mdyo mahirp ibalik yung pagkakaibigan kasi mayroon pang nararamdaman.. Hope your doing ok kulit. Good luck to you're journey At alagaan mong mabuti ang bby m...

To my one that got away. I don't know why you're still haunting my dreams because I have already moved on. If ill see you one day in person, I will just ignore you just like you did with my feelings. I already have a breakthrough with my career now that I chose to love myself. Thank you for inflicting pain towards me, cause that made me different from who I was before.

To my TOTGA, I’m so sorry for all the horrible things I did to you. I shouldn’t have justified my toxicity. You were so understanding and you always did your best to protect my feelings. I can’t be mad at you when you changed your mind because I know I haven’t been good enough to you. I wish I also understood our different cultures. I shouldn’t have pressured you into a standard of dating when we still barely knew each other. I wish I had been more patient. My insecurities were too strong that I pushed you away; forcing you to explain unnecessary things when you should not have. You were the kindest and most gentle that I abused you for it. Out of all the boys I had, it’s you who made me feel most special - how we would talk up to 6 hours on video call many times a week, spend so much time with me, and prioritize me(I remember on your birthday you chose to get back to me as fast as you could even though your family had a prepared surprise for you and how you would talk to me at work and at school). I don’t know if I will still be able to meet someone as good as you. If ever that time comes, I hope I am already a better and more secure person for my next relationship. There was never a day that you didn’t make me smile and you were the one I looked forward everyday. I liked how we think almost the same - our inside jokes, phrases, and memes. No one gets me like you do. If it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t have been aware of my hidden traumas that I, sadly, have poured out to you. You never deserved such things and I am sincerely sorry for that. Though I am aware that all things always come to an end, I apologize I really can’t stay friends with you as of now as I need space to process everything. Im also not sure if I can bear to see if one day you’ll find someone new. We need to work on ourselves first before we could jump in a complicated relationship. I dont expect our paths to meet again someday although I do hope so. It’s been a month since we had no contact and I didn’t have a day without thinking of you. I sometimes regret that I let you slip away but I know it is the best for both of us. Maybe in another universe we are able to close the distance; too bad we didn’t in this present universe. Sorry I wasn’t able to express my feelings completely during our very last phone call. I was hurting and just wanted to get out of it quickly. Goodbye. I used to curse every ex I had but it’s weird how I only want the best for you. Thank you and I still love you, boba. You shall always live in my memories.

To the boy I met 2 years ago, hope you're doing well, I miss everything about you, lalo na yung kwek-kwek days. You're still the one and my greatest love 💝

to the human diary i have right now. if ur my TOTGA someday or my FUTURE someday, i'll be forever grateful, blessed, and thankful kasi i found u. i'll never get tried to make u happy, always remember that. i'll forever grateful kasi no matter how busy u are and have some priorities in life u still able to reply on my messages, i feel so lucky sobra. (yup, sobrang babaw ko :>>) thank you always arnel :)))

My TOTGA, I am always hoping and praying for the best to you with or without me. I Am always be grateful that you have been part of my life.

Parang hindi dapat nakakaiyak itong episode pero bakit naluluha ako. Guys you did it again

To my TOTGA, After nine years of waiting for you to finally be ready, to finally notice me, and to see me as more than just a friend, thank you, but I think I had enough carrying these heavy feelings of mine to you for nothing. I realized that I could never be your sanctuary, no matter what kind of effort I put in. I hope you find happiness.

To my totga, its over 5 years now since I last saw you hehe, and up until now I regret that I did not entertain your feelings which I truly see and felt but instead I pretended that I didnt know the reason is I was too young for love and that I was scared my strict parents would find out about it. It was during the pandemic when I heard from my sister you got engaged because you blocked me for no reason. (Anlupet sakto sa release ng paubaya ni moira lol). Thats when I started to be inspired to learn to play guitar on my own and write poems and songs about you. Last month I saw your same day edit from your wedding. I'm happy for you, I truly am. I just wished the girl in the white dress was me (o kaya ako nalang kinuha mong wedding singer asar HAHHAHA). I burned all my diaries and songs about you and hopefully my feelings too. Listen to Taylor Swift song called "The 1" thats me

to my TOTGA! mag 1 year na(sept 5) nung nagdesisyon kang makipaghiwalay about sa family mo and i respect that pero baket nde yun yung totoong dahilan base sa mga nakikita ko at nalalaman ko but it's ok. Hiling ko na lang sana maging matalino sa desisyon mo and good health sayo tsaka parati kang mag-ingat mahal ko. Sana kahit kabigan lang para ma make sure kong ok ka palagi. Thank you my TOTGA.

My Totga. Its been 2 yrs since we part our ways. I always wish for the best for you. I hope na magkausap tayo kahit being friends lang as i am not expecting more. Always take care.

to my totga, wrong time talaga noh. bumubuo pa lang sakin lahat na about satin, you are already committed to someone. sorry for being too late and for pushing u away because i thought i was protecting myself. but i will still support u with her. u were a great companion who supported and made me happy. i bet she gives you those things that i didn't have a chance to give to u.

To the girl in green, I don't wanna be mean to you but you created your own battle with your TOTGA and now you regret losing to the game you created. Kahit ako yung guy, if you tell me to stop, I will stop. Kung ibang tao yung nagsabi non, ipaglalaban pa kita.

You'll always have a special place in my heart, in my mind and in my life. It is not a story of a broken heart but a story of growth. You already know how long I have been waiting and maybe I wasn't that strong enough to hold on. Hoping and praying you'll do well in your future endeavors and venture in your life. Maybe we're already far from each other, but always remember, I'm always at six. Godbless

I can binge these all day omg

to the one i loved the most. it's been 5days since nag end up ang relationship natin. i'm very sorry if na fail kita. we tried our beat na mag work but hindi sya enough. nasa stage ako ngayon na sobrang lungkot ko but kailangan ko mag continue sa bahay kasi kailangan. i wish you all the best in life. and sana pag nagkita man tayo in the future. maging happy ka na ulit sa another chapter ng buhay mo.

To my TOTGA, Sana totoo ang multiverse and tayo na that time HAHAHAHA. I'm so happy for you lalo na may someone ka na ulit kahit ang sakit HAHAHAHA. Aamin na sana ako eh kaso nabalitaan ko na may someone ka na kaya siguro hindi ko na matutuloy yung aminan ng feelings phase HAHAHA. Ingat ka palagi real.

Lez, I was honestly left sad and confused after what happened to us. Our relationship may not be that long compare to both our previous relationships but I genuinely love you the most. I wanted answers and proper explanation cause we never had that. I hope makapagusap tayo ng maayos, ung walang remorse to one another and just tell each other anong nangyari. Sobrang masakit up until now. I miss you and everything about you. I hope you're doing well. Kung may pagkukulang man ako, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't able to the man you think na worthy para sa'yo. I did what I could. Mag-iingat ka palagi Liecy

To my almost, we havent seen each other for about 4 years now. i hope youre still doing fine. i just wanted you to know that what we had before was the thing i never knew i would be missing 'til this very day. our lives are totally different now. i am happy that you are in a long-term relationship and i guess you took my advice before. how i wish you applied that advice to me. maybe we would still be together at this moment. naaah. i just want you to know that i was my happiest when i was with you. our thing will always be the best that had ever happened to me. it was a care-free, soft, and light kind of love. i thought we were just kids back then but when i look back at everything we had, i just wish that it was you whom i chose to be with. the last call was on me, actually. 'cause you were trying to get back with me and not choosing you was my biggest regret. i just wish i knew better. there were days now that i do not think about you and that made me feel a little bit better. it sucks to know that i am stuck in a life that i did not expect that i'll be having and you are with her, not me. i just wanna thank you for making me feel so loved and special in a different kind of level. you were my comfort.. i am still looking at you, from afar. reach for your dream, future architect!

to my TOTGA On this day I see clearly everything has come to life. A bitter place and a broken dream, and we'll leave it all, leave it all behind. YeeaAh!!

to my TOTGA, hiiii, its been 8 years and yaapp, i kinda miss our small talks, strolls and unexpected tagpuan, we've been rival since elem and hs ehh, pano kita malilimutan ng ganon-ganon nalang? haha. but tbh, what if natuloy tayo? we saw each other last week kasi umuwi ka from mnl and still, the feelings never change but we both know na hindi pwede kasi both of us have relationships na. sayang lang isipin, puro nalang what if ehh. pero i hope you're happy na, we got each others back since then naman kaya your happiness is also mine. god bless alwaysss

To my Almost. I'm not sorry for what we've become, I just want u to know that am not into someone who's unsure bout his feelings and don't have firm decision towards his choices, as what I've told u before, it's always a matter of choice. I hope u're doing good in everything, rooting for u from afar.

to my TOTGA, grabe di ko pa rin matanggap at sobrang nakakapanghinayang talaga. We tried to work this out pero parang tadhana na talaga kalaban natin pareho. Wala naman talagang problema sa age gap, Pero ang hirap lang kasi magkaiba tayo ng timeline at priorities. You are in the stage na handa ka na para bumuo ng pamilya samantalang ako marami pa kong dapat maranasan. tatlong oras kitang hinintay sa dapat na kitaan natin pero walang ikaw na lumitaw sa mga sandaling yon. Dumating ka naman pala, pero nakaalis na ko. We are in the same place but different time. Nasiraan ako ng phone kaya wala tayong communication non samantalang nagbago naman ang schedule mo sa pnr. Sobrang bigat ng pakiramdam natin pareho paguwi. Pagod, lungkot at pagkahinayang. If Multiuniverse exist, sana pareho tayo ng timeline para di na tayo nagkakasalsi.

I miss your smile Ms. Psychology. Why are you so hard to forget. This song will forever linger in my heart-"Hindi ko kayang umibig muli. Habang buhay nalang kitang hihintayin."

To my TOTGA, you'll always be a part of my core memory. Salamat nag-stay ka pa rin sa buhay ko and we still remain friends.

To my totga, I hope you're always happy with everything and I hope you keep smiling everyday. Maybe hindi para satin ang life na ito na para maging tayo, pero baka naman sa susunod na buhay

To the special person who once I shared a piece of my life, thank you and sorry. I want you to know na araw araw, there are a lot of things I see that reminds me of you kaya ang hirap for me to forget you completely. I see that your life is so much better now since the day I remove myself from it. I don't wanna get stuck and dwell with what is already done but I just really need time because ang hiraaaaap kalimutan ng lahat 😊 but thank you sa memories.

To my TOTGA, I'm sorry for not trying cause I really feel that moment that we won't make it. I'm still have the "what if's" but I'm okay. Thank You for being that patient with me. I recently told yah that I'm sorry and you answered it the way that made me realize why you become my TOTGA. You said it was okay and just leave it behind for it is in the past and don't overthink about it. I hope your living the life you wanted cause I'm living mine.

I felt the intensity of love when Ate Girl na nakagreen shared her story with her TOTGA. I'm gay, almost had the same situation as hers. The saddest part was that, when I tried to reciprocate the love, it was denied. Had me decide to stop schooling for 4 freakin' years. But hey JMS! I graduated as strong as you want me to be. I hope you're doing good and I hope you'll find your one and only. Ahahahaha naiyak lang naman ako sa story nato. I DECIDED! MORE OF THESE KIND OF VIDEOS PLEASE! 🥺🥺🥺

To my TOTGA, you will always be my ❤ kahit na we parted our ways na. I will always be your number 1 supporter whatever journey you want to take. Please take good care of your health and mental health. Iloveyou

To my totga, I dreamt about you last night and ended up looking at your profile at 3am. I realized it's your birthday today. I really wanted to greet you a happy birthday but I know you're married now so I never sent the message. It's been 13 years but shocks, haays. Happy birthday TN!

To my TOTGA, For a long time, I have been battling with a lot of regrets. I hated myself for so long because I did not fight for our love. I hated myself because I was so afraid to take risks.

To my totga, Actually I still do miss you sometimes. I hope you are doing fine, and i wish you hapiness in life. Its been years since we last saw each other. You were my biggest fan, criticizer and supporter. I dont even know if i will ever find someone and love as much as how i loved you. I dont resent you choosing a man who could give you a family cause i cant give you a child. Im thankful that you had loved me once.

been there before😊 to my TOTGA . hope you find someone na dn😊 you know yourself nman . Even in my wedding i told you nman n if you want to come, you are always welcome😊 but now I'm happily married😇 praying for you 😇

relate here. Hope my totga (way back when I was still single) can find soon someone who will love him forever. Yung di na sya i-rereject once (or twice) and someone who will fight for him and care for him! singing... "Almost is Never Enough' by Ariana G. lols😆😁😄

7:17 kaya mahalaga yung communication. wag tayong mag-assume na naiintindihan agad tayo ng ibang tao. hindi nila nababasa ang nararamdaman at naiisip natin. kailangan nating sabihin.

to my the one.. until now, i cant consider you 'got away', because im still hoping for that right time will come.. its been 4 yrs since our last interaction, until now, i cant stop wondering 'how have you been? how's college in manila?'.. im sorry if i fell in the conclusion, im sorry for falling in love with you too early. but as soon as everything is settled, if were both mentally, emotionally, financially stable.. i wish to be with you, i want to spend my life with you.. ive always pray that God would let me see you again, and ill make sure to never lose you ever again.

Maria Leonor Santo Tomas Gerona - our biggest TOTGA. The best president we never had. - still a proud kakampink 💗🌸🌷

To my totga you have a very special place in my heart. Hope you're doing well thank you for everything

Yung naka maroon na guy same kami pero ako ung totga sakanya. When he said “sayang hindi nagkatuluyan. May something pero pinigilan lang natin” and it really happened to us. Sayang lang kasi ako ung unang umiwas kahit alam kong kay something na saamin hindi lang kami vocal sa isat isa kasi takot kami kung ano saaabihin ng iba at kaya ako ng unang umiwas at hindi na nagparamdam muli sakanya. Hanggang napagod na rin siya and now it’s been 5yrs na hindi na kami naguusap.

Maybe in another life, my TOTGA and I can be together. 🥺 I still have the little notes and wraps from his very first surprise back when we are in highschool. I hope, that someday I can bury it kasabay ng 'what if' ko kung pinili natin yung isat-isa.

to my totga, cj why'd u have to leave me after confessing to me you liked me back then, why wasn't i enough to you..i'm still in love with you until now cuz nobody really compares to you and nobody knows me like you do. why'd u have to leave me confused saying you changed na :(

To my TOTGA, it's been 4 years since we've met, and I'm still waiting for you. Ang hirap na kumilala ng ibang tao lol, hoping our path will cross someday masabi ko lang lahat ng gusto kong sabihin na hindi ko nasabi sayo noon. Ingat ka nalang lagi. : )

To my TOTGA, My always and forever, N. Mahal, it's been a year and 5 months since we broke up. I really don't know what to say, but I hope you're doing okay. I heard you got your dreams come true, and your baby girl is out now. You're finally building your dream family. Little by little your life all seems so perfect, and even though my envious heart still aches I would still wish you all the best in life. I want you to have all the love that you deserve, I don't want you to regret letting me/us go. I still think of you from time to time, napapaisip ako paano pag nagkita tayo paguwe ko ng pinas after all this time. It's been almost 3 years since last tayo nagkita in person, and A LOT of things happened. I don't know kung masasabi ko sayo mga to, kaya iiwan ko na lang muna dito just in case. Thankyou for the 2 years and 9 months. Thankyou for loving me, wholeheartedly. Ang dami kong gustong sabihin sayo kaso parang malabo na ata, ayaw ko na ding istorbohin ka. Lalo na at may pamilya ka na. You were my home, and my safe place. Hanggang ngayon, i still sometimes dream of your warm hugs and your hands wiping off every tears on my eyes. Re-assuring me that everything is gonna be okay. All those kisses, on every corner of my face. I still remember everything, your eyes, your smile, your smell, your voice and your laugh. Every tiny detail, we knew each other so much and its such an interesting feeling that your like a " familiar stranger" to me now. Ang dami kong gustong sabihin, i'm just leaving few stuffs here. Iba padin naman pag talagang nagkita na tayo. Eventually, I hope my heart gets better too. I'm still the same patchuchay that you loved who'll support you all the way. I loved you before, I'll still love till now not as your partner in life but a good friend. I hope the best for you in life Mahal. Lols, I still call you that way even till know. I dunno why, but probably you're the only one I loved this way. Well, see you when the time comes! Pat (28-04-23) 🇨🇦

Sinabe mong stop dun sa tao tapos sasabihin bakit ka nagstop??? Syempre iisipin nya ayaw mo at irerespeto ng lalaki un kaya sya tumigil at lumayo🤷

to the guy wearing the oversized T, i feel you. its hard to kake a move if a person is going to a far place for a long time. And we both know that LDR does not work.

Hi! It's been years since I last talked to you. As far as I know, may girlfriend ka na. That's nice. Hehe You may not know this but you gave me reasons to appreciate myself nung mga panahong hindi ko maramdaman yung worth ko. You made me love my course and made me feel special. Ikaw yung kauna-unahang naghatid sa akin hanggang sa gate ng tinitirahan ko. Salamat kasi nung unang inihatid mo ako, hindi mo ako iniwan lang basta sa kanto at hinintay mong makapasok ako sa gate. You made me believe na I'm not a hopeless case, may makakaappreciate pala sa akin. Salamat sa trust and sa pagshare ng mga personal stories mo. Tbh, maraming marami pa akong gustong ipagpasalamat sa iyo. Hahaha Madalas napapaisip ako, what if hindi ako umalis? What if hindi ako naghesistate? Hehe Anyway, if ever one sided man ito, ok lang. I'm really happy na naging part ka ng buhay ko and most importantly, ng journey ko towards self love and self appreciation. Thank you! Lagi kong iseshare sa iba kung paano mo ako napasaya and if ever may darating mang iba, never kong malilimutan yung experiences and memories na naiwan mo. Thank you! Wish you all the best, future nurse!

hi to my totga, still viewing your profile and Mydays on FB, still having dreams about you from time to time but idk why that's happening and im even dreaming na nagkabalikan tayo. i hope you can really find what and who's gonna make you happy. i'm sorry im not the man you wished i am back then and marami akong pagkukulang satin. When i first met you nung college tayo i already knew i like you. Even with my relationships after naten, i just know na iba ung love ko sayo noon and it's genuine kaya siguro until now may bits and pieces ka pa rin sakin. You already occupied a special place in my heart. Thank you for the character development you gave me, it's just really sad that we didn't work out.

To my TOTGA, in another life, I will still look for you and I will never let you go ever again no matter how hard it will take

PART 2 PLEASE!!!

To my TOTGA, I'm happy that you're happy. Unti-unti mo ng naachieve pangarap mo. Kaso nga lang hindi ako yung nasa tabi mo. Alam mo naman siguro na I'm into you also. But you didn't take the risk. Out of all the men that liked me,ikaw yun iba. I can really see it's more than just attraction. The way you stare and look at me. You're eyes shine and I will never forget that. Pero ngayon na you already have a gf. I hope the best for the both of you. Sayang lang,muntikan na sana magwork. Pero ganun talaga,if it's meant to be it will be. As of now,I can see na based sa mga taong nakapaligid sainyo ng gf mo na mas boto sila sakanya kesa sakin. They approve it. Pero okay lang ako dun. Importante lang sakin masaya ka. And matupad mo dreams mo. Almost 2 yrs na ata since last time kita nakita. And sa mga nagdaang panahon na yon. I always remember you. Yun lang, I'm silently cheering here for your achievement kahit di mo alam.

He's my bestfriend and he's my TOTGA. We were super good friends, we connect that easily and despite of me being so impatient..you know how to turn my mood. When you told me that you love me and you want to marry me grabe yun heart ko. That time I felt like it's you na talaga...but I need to consider someone who patiently courted me for years (NOW MY HUSBAND). I was ready to turn him down just for you. But the universe and the stars didn't align for us. I love my husband but you we're still my biggest WHAT IFS. PS: Husband knows bec I always wanted to be honest.

To my TOTGA, I never regretted loving you. For almost 4 years it's still been you and even now ikaw pa rin. Nakakapanghinayang lang kasi I was so sure of you and I was so sure to risk and fight for us pero ikaw yung hindi makapag decision. Nakakapagod rin na maging "maybe" mo, kaya ko naman maghintay pero sad to say parang wala akong assurance na nakukuha galing sayo. Magparamdam ka naman.

First > make it a Sunday habit with Rec•Create family ! ✨💜

To my TOTGA, I really don't know how to move on from you and completely remove all my feelings. I just can't for some reason . I hate the fact na I still have feelings left for you while you had a lot of flings and gfs na. I tried everything already, I blocked and deleted all our messages but still, you take up space pa rin in me. I've already accepted the fact that we can't be together because you and my friend had relationship and di ko kaya jumowa ng ex na ng kaibigan. I guess all I can say is I wish all the best for you?? Though I want more from us, I think I should just be grateful that I met you na lang. You were a nice person and I really learned a lot from what happened between us. It changed me. And... it was fun while it lasted.

To my totga, Been a year since i met you i know we haven't seen each other in personal, but i want u to know na I'm very sorry for what i did, the things that we both couldn't make because we're re far away i found it to other person. But you're the only guy that made me feel special, knows everything, and every feelings I hide. I loved you so much but also doesn't want to hurt you further. I hope you're happy now and congrats to your graduation. I sincerely loved you so much no lies.

To my TOTGA, Kamusta ka na? Siguro inglishera ka na kasi ilang years ka na rin nagstay dyan sa states eh. Natatandaan mo pa kaya ako? Siguro hindi na. Pero okay lang kahit hindi na, as long as I know that you're happy, okay na ko dun. What if ibabalik yung dati at mababago ko yung nangyari? Oo naman! Sa totoo lang hanggang ngayon naiisip pa rin kita, nami-miss kita. Pero hindi na pwede eh. Siguro may plans lang talaga sa atin ang nasa itaas kaya hindi tayo pinayagang ituloy yung kung ano man ang meron tayo dati. Kung mababasa mo to, maging masaya ka lagi. Kung kailangan mo ng masasandalan at wala ka nang ibang malapitan, laging nandito yung balikat ko para sayo. Handang umagapay to para sayo. Good luck on your journey! Take care always.

To my totga Im very happy for you found someone and getting married soon.

To my TOTGA, I'm really happy for you...

I never thought I could relate to this...

ako na araw-araw pa rin siyang iniisip. sobrang hirap beh pero kinakaya ko.

love really does look beautiful on people❤

Regardless of how long or short you've met a person or how they've made you feel something inside, there would always be that one human that will change us and will never be together with us. Someone did, to me. But circumstances (both with partners) and my "non-entertaining" convo somehow ruined things and now, we're no longer talking like we used. But before I left my previous work where she is still working, I told her how grateful that I have met her and how she taught me things. I thought I made peace. But it turns out, I'm gonna live this chronic nightmare of regret and misery for the rest of my life. P.s. Didn't told her about how I felt about her because I don't want to bother her about and it might get into her head or something.

To my TOTGA, I'm so sorry for ruining all our "what could have been's". Sorry for not believing in you when you try to shift further what's between us. Sorry for not grasping it as something that's true and genuine. Sorry for taking those lightly in the hope to protect myself. Sorry for expecting more from you when you are already giving a way lot more than before. Sorry for asking you to fight for me when you are still processing things within you. I wanted more. You are giving more but that wasn't enough for me. Sorry for doing things that I know would hurt you, in the first place. Sorry for being so careless about my decisions. Sorry for doubting you when I should have been the one to understand you, in the first place. Sorry if I was not able to bring down all my walls and instead build more everytime you try to go nearer. Sorry for ruining the good thing that could have flourished between us because I was too afraid. I never knew you were the one until I lost you. I never thought you were my home until I can't find that comfort in anyone. I never thought It's rare to find someone whom you can be yourself with until I always got a hard time doing thant to anyone I meet. I never thought your hugs were the warmest until I look for that warmth and can't find any. I can't help but look for a piece of you to anyone I meet. And now, I just have to accept that life allowed me to have met you to serve me many lessons. Lessons that I am slowly learning, hoping that I will not do the same mistake again. I miss you. I hope one day, we get to talk and tell you all these things. I hope you know how true this is. I may seem the girl who take things lightly but is this true. You captured my heart ever so slowly that I only knew it until you were gone. But I am still thankful. For now, i will take these all in. Allow myself to go through this and I hope after this I will be a better person. Someone that is capable of fearless love. Someone whole. Someone You and I, deserve. But for now, until then.

mapapa "glimpse of us" ka nalang talaga eh

To the one who got away: I have nothing to say but thank you and i hope you stay happy and healthy. Thank you for that point in your life when you loved me. I loved you too at that point. Our love was real and i have no regrets. Just gratefulness that I get to experience that kind of love with you. We had to end our relationship because of our circumstances. That cant be helped. We tried to fight for our love. We gave it our all but it was time to let go. Im thankful for letting me go because I got the chance to learn, to grow and be a different woman. Now, I am with someone who is destined for me. And now you are with someone who was destined for you as well. If you look back, pls dont remember the pain. Remember the lessons and dont commit those mistakes to your current lover. If we ever cross paths again, ill give you a warm smile, a warm hug and my sincere well wishes. Stay happy.

Recently, I found out that I'm my totga's TOTGA kaso hindi na pwede kasi he has a gf na and will soon get married as per him. So I'm giving it up. Kung kami, kami talaga and God will make a way para maging kami ulit. ❣

To my TOTGA, Thankyou for all the lessons I've learned from you! it's been 4 years na but still wala pa ring Hihigit sayo! The Best ka e super. oo aaminin ko gio naging mabisyo akong tao nung nag hiwalay tayo :)) ewan ko ba grabe kasi yung impact sakin nang break up natin kasi ikaw na yung almost ko :)) dumating sa point na hindi na ko pumapasok hindi na ko kumakain. yosi at alak ayan yung tumulong sakin para makatulog ng mahimbing sa gabi at hindi umiyak :(( sinabihan na din ako ni mommy non na kung ganon lang gagawin ko sa buhay ko makipag balikan nalang daw ako sayo. oo gustong gusto ko na mag makaawa sayo non gio but since nag hiwalay na tayo ng school after ng moving up natin nagka Girlfriend kana :)) and nakikita ko naman non na masaya kana kaya hindi na ko nag baka sakali, until now babe if ever na bigyan ako ng chance na bumalik sa mga oras na tayo pa papayag talaga ko. kasi sayo ko lang talaga naramdaman yung LOVE babe, pero alam kong hindi mangyayari yon Boo :(((

still admiring you from afar 😌🖤

To the one we never had.

To my TOTGA, I've watched this video 2 times before so I was surprised that I didn't write anything about us here, given that I love talking about you, about us lalo na before. Pero, ito, ngayon lang ako nagsusulat here, in this comment section about us. We've known each other for what, like 5 years na, from grade 9 to us now incoming 3rd-year college in our separate schools. There's nothing much I want to say to you, nawalan na naman kasi tayo ng communication for the nth time, siguro hindi talaga tayo para sa isa't isa in a romantic way. I miss you, a lot, pero hindi na nakakalumpo 'yung lungkot ng pangungulila sa'yo, hindi na rin ako naiiyak with the thought na baka may jowa ka na ulit there in Cebu, I'm done with "sana", "what if", o "paano kaya" about us. Ang sana ko ngayon ay sana mas pinaglaban ko. But we've lost contact anyways and I've blocked you in twitter, Ig, unfriended you on fb, restricting your chats and deleted the playlist I've made for you and given you on spotify. is this moving forward na ba? Sana. Baka nga hindi closure need natin from each other nasi marami na rin tayong "closure" e, nothing worked naman, baka recognition na hindi na talaga. I still miss you but this is me saying goodbye, and just like someone said, nothing compares to you at this point in my life. ikaw 'yan e, my Baks, my Les, my 69, my dear first love, my The One Who Got A Away.

TOTGA, Pinagtagpo pero hindi tinadhana..11yrs n counting na..😔