i am not ok... not at all | Vocal Coach Reaction to NEW Linkin Park "Lost" 

The overwhelming feelings with this one… 😭😭😭 RIP Chester. I am so thankful to get to hear this song and at the same time it hurts anew…

A man who saved millions, but millions couldn't save him ... RIP a true legend and a saviour Chester Bennington!! Lost but NEVER forgotten

Chester was the voice of pain. He was the vocal embodiment of despair and loss. He gave us all a voice in times when we needed it, and ultimately lost his fight - but he saved the rest of us. He was a martyr of a generation.

We could make an ocean with the tears fallen for Chester. He was one of a kind. No one will ever get close to match him.

I don't think it is posible to keep it together if Chester and Linkin Park meant something to you like it has for many of us. Thank you for sharing. Please stay safe everyone.

Chester is one I'll never get over , this band was the closest thing to therapy as a depressed kid in a world that doesn't believe in mental health. R.I.P Chester Bennington.

It's impossible to watch without crying. RIP Chester. Your voice is always alive

the reason this sounds like an older linkin park song is because it was, this was a song that was made to be on the meteora album (2003) but was ultimately cut from the album because of its similarities with Numb. So they released it now as part of the 20 year anniversary of the album. The nostalgia from the instruments, the vocals, the song structure, all of it hits like a truck, and it will be a long time before I can listen to this song without tearing up

"But I'm tired..." This hit me right between the eyes because this is exactly how I feel even though I try to be strong. Every time I hear Chester sing that words, it almost sounds like he himself is close to tears and that I can understand because it always brings me to tears.

Chester and Linkin Park gave a voice to a generation that felt voiceless. Someone stated "one man saved millions, but millions couldn't save the one man." Hearing this new song is a gift you think you lost. Brings a smile until you realize it's probably the last one from them.

"But I'm tired" hit me so hard too. I was choking up from the first note and sobbing by the end. It feels like he's reaching out to us from beyond the grave, confessing how he felt for so long before passing on.

The first song I ever remember hearing was Breaking The Habit on the radio when I was about 3-4 (born in 2000). My mom had their CDs and I honestly don't remember a day without listening to Linkin Park. I basically only listened to Linkin Park until I was about 13. This band was so engrained into me that, to me, losing Chester was like losing a family member. Lost has been so refreshing.

Don’t apologize we are all feeling it right now.

It's weird. I didnt think I would get emotional the first time I heard it, because those feelings dont really shoot out like that from Crawling, Breaking the Habit and so on. The meaning and emotion I get from a song, USUALLY happens after I can digest it more fully, but as soon as I heard his voice, it just hit me. The context of something new, made it all so real again. He is gone. And I miss him. Suffering from depression myself, its so easy to get into the mindset of someone else suffering from it. The words mean so much, and they hit so hard.

This hit me like a sledgehammer. Tears rolling down my face. Lyrics so raw and honest. I truly understand his pain as both a survivor of childhood sexual abuse and a recovering alcoholic. I miss you Chester. Just broken right now 😢

I was crying with you the entire time, Linkin Park was my childhood. I never imagined I’d hear his voice again in any new music. Hearing Chester’s voice again and remembering that he’s gone has been super hard, but I’m so grateful that he still lives on through his music. Huge props to Linkin Park for releasing this song and thank you for such a raw reaction to this song. Sending you virtual hugs ❤️❤️

As a 90s kid this just hits in ya in the heart and can't help but get emotional

We got the breakdown. Both of them. And it's fine. You do a lovely breakdown of technique, but the emotional breakdown shows how much you love music and how much emotion Linkin Park put in that music. And that IS why I'm here. You make sure YOU are ok.

Never apologise for feeling what you feel. Too often there is a demand for perfection or professionalism and that has its place but this is a reaction channel, part of reacting is emotion. It's nice to see the genuineness of the emotion of your reaction. I'd like to hear a reaction to a place for my head. I think it might be Link Park's best song but I've never heard anyone really react to it in the way it deserves.

Fun fact: it's actually an earlier LP song. It was one of the songs that didn't make it to Meteora, because it had the same kind of vibe as Numb. This song touches a lot of people, I think. Like you're describing it's such a roller coaster of nostalgia, recognition, sadness for his passing and the quality of how Chester delivers the feeling alongside the lyrics. I hope you're doing great now, Julia! You're an amazing woman and keep up the great channel!

Came for the vocal breakdown, stayed for the heartwarming emotional breakdown

'Sings like an Angel , Screams like a Devil' That's the best description of Chester . I recommend reviewing the album 'A Thousand Suns' which in my opinion is a masterpiece .

The fact that this song is back from the Meteora album but they decided not to ship the album with this song is bittersweet. We get the emotions of listening to it now in the wake of his passing, but it's also easy to see looking back the amount of hurt and distress in his lyrics and singing style. He will never be forgotten, as Linkin Park was single-handedly responsible for the raising and shaping of practically an entire generation, and their reach touched hundreds of millions worldwide. We all miss him, and the only recourse we get is the fact that they still have songs to release, and we still have Mike to carry on the legacy and history a little bit. We love and miss you, Chester. Your pain has helped so many, and it always will.

Let's be honest here, he had one of the best, if not the best voice of all time. We were all lucky to hear him

Losing Chester hit me extremely hard. I've suffered from PTSD and been to some dark places. Hybrid Theory was the first album I ever bought as a child so I grew up with them. So when I heard the new it broke me. And so did hearing his voice again

The "But I am tired" also hit me very hard. Anyone who has experienced depression or mental health issues of their own can relate to how hard it is to be strong for so long. I think Chester was tired and he just couldn't do it anymore. I hope he is at peace and is in a place where he has no more scars... Chester's voice is so powerful and so real, that is why he helped so many people. He understood. I will always be shattered that he couldn't be saved, but a part of me wonders if it is better that he doesn't have to suffer anymore. Chester and LK got me through my own depression as a teen, being sent to an abusive TTI program and getting out as an adult trying to find out who I was. Healing from PTSD. This song speaks to me as a an abuse survivor. "I will always be afraid, of the damage I received, broken promises they made, and how blindly I believed." The Troubled teen industry (TTI) programs break kids, brainwash them, make them believe they are the problem and no matter how hard you fight in one of those programs to stay yourself, you eventually are brainwashed to a certain degree because its the only way you can survive. Then you get out into the real world and you wake up again, you trust no one. You have to heal from the reason you were sent there in the first place. Heal from the life you had ripped away from you, plus all the extra abuse and trauma you endured at the program. LK and Chester's voice was and is a friend to me. Someone who knew what it was like to bear the weight of the world, to be sensitive to everything. He will never ever be Lost to me.

I have to say this is the most honest and raw reaction I've ever seen. You've embodied every feeling and thought that true linkin park fans felt when this was released. The fact you held it together for so long is admirable (I broke the minute he started singing). As you say anyone who has suffered with mental health will understand why linkin Park had such an impact on our lives. Rip Chester. Keep up the amazing work, your amazing 🤩

Don't ever apologize for the way you were. We all feel you. I've been listening to Linkin Park since I was 10 years old & they've become one of my top favorite bands of all time. It really broke my heart when I found out that Chester passed away & how he passed. Sometimes, I can relate in a way to the things that he went through.

Growing up I just loved the sound of Linkin Park then as I got older they had so much more meaning and kept me going when I hit the bottom, because of Chester I've learnt to open up about how I'm feeling, it isn't ever easy but saying something is the first step to becoming whole again. BTW your reaction is what every other reactor has been like and hit them hard and every fan around the world. We are one big Linkin Park family , there for each other. ❤️

I think I know a way to put how we're all feeling. Hearing this song nearly 6 years after Chester passed... it's like when you lose someone you love and you would do anything just to hear their voice one more time.. this is that. This is that one last call to that person. You don't get to say what you want to say but you get to hear them (him) one last time and it hits deep.

This was one of the fully completed songs that didn't make it onto their album Meteora so that is why Chester sounds younger. When I first heard this song I started tearing up so much because when I went to high school in the early 2000s, I was in a really dark place and Linkin Park helped me so much during then. Music is such an incredible thing. Thank you so much for your reaction.

Your reaction made me sit in my truck and cry. I also appreciate you just letting your emotions be your reaction. This song hits in many different ways and I hope Chester is watching us all and realize he wasn’t Lost because we found his music.

I think we all shed a few tears after hearing this one but it did feel good hearing Chester's voice again. Gone but never forgotten.

There's no way to describe how much this song means to us LP fans. We needed this!

Linkin Park was such a HUGEEE PART OF MY LIFE as a teenager, like huge is an understatement. I'm 36 now...I'm talking about 23 year ago..gosh.

It's fascinating really. Can listen to the old songs a million times and be fine...but hearing his voice in a song you've never heard before, it's different. It takes what was set in place and shakes it up. It makes you think about the person in a different context than you have been for years and that is just a massive kick in the emotions. BTW, response to your captions...This song was cut from Meteora which released March 25th, 2003, so it was probably recorded sometime in the second half of 2002. This song is legitimately 20 years old and it is definitely a younger Chester. It's after he started trying to quit his habits, but before he went into an official rehab. This was arguably during one of his darker periods...but let's be real, his entire life was an endless night. Chester's demons were so intense that they came out in his voice. You can hear both sides of him in every song. If there's anything after this life, I hope he's resting peacefully, he deserves it.

Julia, you do not understand what this, and your explanation and analysis (and your PURE, human, raw reaction) means to me... Linkin Parks music touches on a very deep level. Chester's voice (Especially the parts where he frays the sound so beautifully, yet so primal) embodies that feeling of loosing it and yet fighting to keep it together... MAN! This had me in tears... So many memories! Thank you Chester... Gone WAY too soon. RiP!

Julia some of us come for your analysis and some of come for you and your energy. Everything you said about depression was spot on. The Meteora album is probably one of the biggest reasons i didn't go over that edge of suicide as a teen. So resonating with this song in that sense is an understatment. But this was a great reaction Julia.

Just seeing you nearly break down made me want to give you a hug. Chester's death has definitely effected all of us. But I think this song just resonates with us more with it being released now than if it were back then. Cause the lyrics sound as if it's talking about us fans. After we lost Chester, it was clear that his pain had been grafted onto all of us. But it almost feels like the song is telling us to stop looking back and move forward. Never forget what came before, but keep striving towards the future. Hope this helps anyone that reads this.

This song sounds like it was recorded from the Hybrid Theory album!! He poured his heart out through every song

That was really special, to watch somebody experience this that has the same reverence for Linkin Park. Thank you for being beautiful and vulnerable.

This song hits home so hard. As someone who was stopped from taking their life by listening to Linkin Park at the edge of my local lake late at night, to lose him the way we did shattered me. This song shatters me every time and I sing myself raw every time I listen to it. For people who wonder how the song was made: Mike Shinoda stated in an interview that Lost was the final song of Meteora, completely finished, mixed and mastered but due to its similarity in sound and message to Numb it was left off the album as Numb was already chosen as a single.

You don't need to apologize, it was amazing to hear him again. I'm right there with you in the crying 😭 let it out😊❤

This song is so intense and powerful and hits so hard. I am so glad that I wasn't the only one that had such a raw emotional reaction to the song. This song is a masterpiece, and I can't believe that it didn't make the initial record, it blows my mind. Absolutely spectacular and emotional analysis, thank you.

It’s tough which is understandable. Chester is definitely in a better place… he might be gone but his spirit will never die. So grateful I saw him preform live

I never was a big LP fan.... but hearing his voice, the words... the pictures... shit hits too hard! RIP Chester - Thank you

Every word of this song hits me HARD. I have battled with depression my whole life and many of Linkin Park's lyrics have had an effect on me. Chester was so talented and the lyrics and his emotional presentation have always had an incredibly strong influence on me.

Linkin Park, Chester and their music is probably the only thing that kept me alive and getting up every morning during the torture that my father's cancer was. I am glad that I am at least little better now due to medication, but the whole my father and best friend left will not just go away and neither will the one Chester left even though I never met him personally. But listening to interviews or their music always felt like he sitting next to me saying, "everything is going to get better with time." I appreciate them releasing this, and everyone who felt sad or needed to cry when listening to it like I did, just know if I could I would hug everyone of you :)

I cried my eyes out when I heard this song. Chester... OMG... I have Borderline Personality Disorder from childhood of abuse and neglect, and I feel everything Chester sings. So many of us do. We have been lost since his death.

Thank you Julia for the honest emotional reaction, we love you ! RIP Chester ❤

I'd probably cry if I were able to, I have a brain injury and my vocal cords got damaged. I grew up with Linkin Park. They've helped me with my injury.

I practically grew up on Hybrid Theory put on repeat. I could sit back and relate on such a spiritual level with LP's music through Chester that I couldn't with any other band or artist. The hindsight that slammed into me when I first heard of Chester's passing and the circumstances around it hit me like a tsunami to the heart full force. All those years, it was all a desperate cry for help. A similar feeling hit me with Juice WRLD's passing. It's so hard hearing this song because it just digs up the emotions I felt back in the day but in a much darker context. Chester, from a legion of lamenting fans, we miss you. RIP.

Julia, thank you for being so brave to post this tribute to an artist that has profoundly impacted you personally and the line of work you so enjoy. It is sad that so many great vocalists/artists have decided that life isn't worth it and deprive us of their tremendous musical ability. Thank you for being you! Be at peace above all else. I'm praying for you.

The pain that Chester has been able to convey with his sound has always resonated with the pain I was feeling in my own life. I will always miss him.

Julia, your reaction was probably exactly what all of us were feeling! You can't listen to Chester/Linkin Park without feeling intense emotions delivered with Chester's typically gut-wrenching honesty. My heart aches for him, and everyone, afflicted with such sorrow.

I never noticed this before when I first heard this song, but the way Chester kept the grit in his screams as well as adding vibrato over that just shows how incredible of a vocalist he truly was.

Giving you the biggest virtual hug I can from Phoenix. Such a raw and honest reaction. The message in these lyrics is so powerful and emotional. Thanks for posting it so we could all be in the together. And yes, everyone please keep yourself safe and reach out for help if you need it. You are not alone. ❤️❤️❤️

4:25 Linkin Park got me through some seriously tough times (and thoughts), the lyrics resonated so hard and made me realise that if someone else is able to put those thoughts and feelings into words, that I wasn’t alone with those, someone else was going through a similar experience, and was saying the words that I couldn’t. Knowing that Chester went a step further than I nearly did myself, and hearing the lyrics of several of their songs in the aftermath of that, it was always hard to listen to them over the last few years. Hearing this song, which they recorded as a demo during their writing sessions for Meteora, hearing it now, a little more than 5 years since his passing, made me feel just about every emotion… happiness at hearing that amazing voice, hearing that early Linkin Park style, sadness at the lyrics and the meaning behind them, the pain behind them, anger that Chester went through so much anguish in his life that he never recovered and felt he only one escape from it, anger at the people who put me through my own hell, and at those who put others through that too, because seriously, f**k the people who put others through that!! I’ve listened to this song so many times in the last few days, more just to try and desensitise myself from the lyrical content and to enjoy it for the great, impactful music that it is, and to celebrate the music that these great artists have given us. And maybe, just maybe, someone new to Linkin Park hears this song and has the same reaction to it that I did when I heard Meteora and Hybrid Theory, to realise that they aren’t alone, that these lyrics are FOR us, FOR those who have suffered, who are struggling, who can’t find an outlet for their emotions. Chester’s legacy lives through the words he sang, and even screamed, he was the voice for those of us that felt we didn’t have one. RIP Chester. 11:06 I second that! Keep safe, life has its ups and downs, enjoy the ups, don’t dwell on the downs, they’re done, they’re finished, use them to shape your future in a positive way, DON’T GIVE UP! I didn’t, and I ended up meeting some wonderful people who made me realise the world isn’t all bad, and I experienced things I wouldn’t have done… you can do the same. KEEP GOING STRONG! 14:55 the most obvious one that people will request is Given Up for that insane scream, but I would say anything off of Live in Texas, or anything from that early 2000’s period… early, raw Linkin Park.

I feel you here. I was literally in tears the whole video. Chester helped me through some dark times in my life and I wish I would have gotten a chance to thank him for everything. R.I.P. Chester, you are sorely missed by millions of people. One of the greatest Artists of all time.

His voice live with us in memory and will forevermore and always in our heart, We miss u Legend!

Never apologize for how you feel ever again!. You are the most genuine human being I have seen, and honestly, I have been following you for a long time, and this with your emotions and feelings have made my family love you even more. We all miss Chester and are honored to be around to see his creativity and try and work through his pain. Thank you for this. And Happy Valentines Day from my family to yours!

*offers hugs * Hearing him again... there is no words to convey the whirlwind of emotions that hit. You did amazing, remaining professional through this.

I lost a family member to suicide one week before Chester's death. Linkin Park is my favorite band and has always been my comfort/emotional music, so...yeah, after that their music always hits extra hard. I had to mentally prep to listen to this song because I knew it was going to wreck me. Love your reaction! Very relatable to me lol

5:46 Your reaction is the same as mine, I'm not ashamed to say that my first time hearing this song brought me to tears. Linkin Park got me through a lot of difficult times in my youth, almost 10 years ago, they were always the music I played whenever I angry, frustrated or stressed out, or sad, there'll always be a song of their that fits a situation that I can encounter.

First off. Holy raw batman! God damn Julia. Lots of hugs! You're spot on in how Chester delivers his raw vocals and the raw lyrics themselves are what pulled me in and has held me since I first heard of Linkin Park all those years ago. Honestly, pick any song. I'm totally down to see you react and breakdown any Linkin park song. Have a good day!

Chester literally saved my life his voice and lyrics stopped me from ending my life and helped me through a very dark period in my life and his loss hurts even now R.I.P Chester gone but never forgotten

There's no such thing as an "ugly cry". Emotion is a beautiful thing and I am happy for you that you can feel his voice again!

"It feels like younger Chester und LP" YES and you are spot on. Mike explained in an Interview that Lost was supposed to be the 13th song on the album "Meteora" back in 2003, but it was too similar to "Numb" and they didnt want to repeat the Vibe. RIP Chester. Thank you for all of the teen memories you have formed since 2002

I am sitting here in my almost 40 years and crying as I watched you struggle with your composure. This song is a blueprint of my past. That combined with Chester's voice is opening up, but I think it's the way it has to be. Thank you

Goodness I don't think I've watched a video where I wanted to give someone a hug so badly. I went through my first few semesters of college (which I never finished) when Hybrid Theory was brand new,. I literally remember sitting in my car, skipping class, and just feeling like I was at rock bottom and listening to Linkin Park. "My December" (a rarer song) really spoke to me as someone with a December birthday who also happens to suffer with a lifetime of depression. Years later, Meteora happened to release right at a bad time in my life, particularly a really ugly breakup. So, I can totally relate to how you're feeling here.

I'm a guy that suffers from anxsiety and hearing Linkin Park songs helped me put the bad feelings outside myself and scream it out. I understand anyone who cried listening to this song, because I did it too. This song is so strong and tells so much more about what Chester was fighting than anyone can imagine.

Sometimes you just gotta snot, cry, curl up and grieve. Thank you for your raw honest reaction, you are appreciated! Chester's loss was felt globally and now being able to appreciate him again with a fresh sound, it's an honour and a blessing.

First of all, just thank you Julia, for the most real reaction I've ever seen. I loved that you didn't cut your emotions out of this and just showed the raw feelings. I guess somehow many people can relate and find themselves in this song. Chester's voice just hits different, I didn't cried for like 2-3 years this song just slapped me like a truck...it istantly reminds me of the first time I heard In the End.. what a f... Emotional journey. Thank you so much for this reaction, showing people they're not the only one struggling with this feelings. As you said stay save!

There's a childlike way Chester sings the second verse. "But I'm tired" sounds like his voice was cracking from exhaustion or sadness. Like a little child. Edit: I miss him.

I love to watch your reactions because you are real. Linkin Park and Chester's struggles resonate with me even though I am 58. The messages are timeless. I have CPTSD from childhood and adult trauma and I struggle with every day. I cried all through this and will after. I am here because of children because I will not leave them at my own hands. But as they get older that is harder and harder to do. Please everyone hug someone every day because that may be the only non judgmental contact they will have or have had in a long time. Love you Julia stay the way you are.

i dont think anyone or even LP fans can get through this song without crying. the lyrics are so powerful ! even though this song is 20 yrs old its feels so related and current.

You have every right to cry. This song really hits home with all the context that surrounds linkin park. You don't need to be sorry. You are great and keep up the great work.

In terms of the lyrics and emotions in the song, I've felt that way every single day since childhood (I'm in my 40s now). I and others are actually surprised that I'm still here after all this time. Thank you for sharing it, as this is the first time I've heard of/heard this song. I hope you took some time for self-care after filming this. It's a rough, yet beautiful one, like many of their other songs.

This song, right here, knowing he felt unimaginable pain and eventually was consumed by it, even brought a pain eater like me to rolling tears I could not stop. I didn't sob or full cry, but my face definitely leaked beyond my ability to staunch. RIP Chester, you absolute soldier. You conquered the world and made it to where other's could only dream. It wasn't enough to quell your demons, but you gave it a hell of a run until the road ended. Legend that will live forever. As a sufferer of depths of pain and scars unknown/beyond belief, this song cuts like a hot knife through butter. I'd never go where Chester went and ended up, but I swallow it down and it does damage and takes real control to keep in line. That inner chaos, rage, sadness, ect is a maelstrom that can easily break through the skin and consume you if not careful. Please take care other sufferers. Don't let it hurt you or channel through you to hurt others.

I didn’t listen to this song before because I wasn’t ready and you, somehow, helped me to go through it. Thank you, I can’t stop crying

I am so glad to see someone feeling the emotional turbulence I felt when I first heard this song. Linkin Park holds a special place in my heart and will never be replaced. I hope in the future you will be able to do more vocal reaction and analysis of their songs like New Divide and Given Up. His lyrics hit hard, but the artistry of his vocals and the melody is truly a sight to behold.

This is hard to listen to. His lyrics always touched my soul. I believe now that he knows he is not "Lost" anymore. He is at peace. Thank you Chester for your beautiful words. And to those who feel like he did, please reach out to someone. You are loved and the world needs you

I think that this was one of my favorite videos of yours and I want to say why. I keep coming back to it because it really feels like I'm watching this brand new release with someone who was as much of a fan of the band as I was and I know... I KNOW... You know what this release meant to us. So I come back. And again. And feel with you. And wipe away tears. And clutch my chest. And scream quietly. And I will never stop singing along with this one. Because it's everything we needed as fans this far down the road. Dunno what else to say.

Mike said they recorded it 20 years ago for Meteora, but in the end they dumped the song because it was too familiar to an other song for the album and they choose the other one over lost. he said the didn’t change anything on the song, this is exactly the final version how they recorded and mixed it 20 years ago

I need to admit: i cried like a little child after hearing this song the first time. Suffering from depression i can just totally rely to the lyrics and the way chester went through. Edit: and i really like your honest reaction to this video. To all of the people who are suffering from depression: try to talk to friends. Tell them how you feel. And it is no shame to get medical help. Don't be like me. Look for help as soon as you are aware or even only think that you might have depression. Admitting your problem is not loosing. You are not allone. Keep your head up, get some help and you will see, life can get better♥️

First I heard this beautiful song, I cried.. I deeply connected with the lyrics and Chester’s voice hit me so hard everytime! But all these feelings… they‘re ok! No excuses necessary ❤

Thank you for releasing it the way you did When you talked about the quiet between words it really reminded me of the philosophy of "Mā" that Hayao Myazaki puts in a lot of his works, a philosophy that states that in the silence between words or notes, there is just as much meaning as there is in the obviously itself, and that really shows

You did beautifully, we all love Chester and miss him, his voice. Nothing, no one can replace that beauty only Chester can display in his own unique way. Thank you sweet lady, for this beautiful video. ❤❤

Was very emotional listening to this track Getting to hear Chester’s voice again was amazing and made me feel a lot of different emotions

Your reaction is awesome, it shows your compassion and your humanity. This song hits me hard, I've been in dark places mentally and still struggles to this day.

Poor Chester... Following the lyrics, I cried and cried and cried...Gods, I'm still crying. I'm simply devastated. 😭

Towards the beginning of the reaction you had a comment about his voice sounding younger, I’m not sure if you knew but. This was an unreleased song from meteora, which they are releasing as part of the 20 year anniversary. It’s crazy how these lyrics are so relevant to his struggles with mental health that persisted for the rest of his life.

OMG Julia, what a hearth breaking reaction, thank you so much. Also kudos for keeping that last part, very brave ♥️. And don't worry we WANTED a raw reaction, not a professional one (you gave us both), you reacted like the loving and caring person you are. Take care and Happy Valentines day. Now I'm going to bed to cry and hug my pillow.

I watched the release at the moment it popped up and was the same as you, tears, nostalgia, pain, happiness, a massive bag of mixed emotions. It brought up so much of the past and ive cherished every second of being able to hear Linkin Park once again... each and every time ive listened to it since its release i cant stop the tears from flowing. And thank you for posting all the numbers for help, so many people who feel this music on that level may need it at any given moment. Thank you for sharing your ugly cry too, its like looking into a mirror with a different face, i guarantee millions of us were in the same exact boat looking right back through the screen on our end. Keep up the great reviews

Chester's voice has a dicotomy of a childlike innocent voice, and a tortured damaged pain and rage, together they make me feel like my inner child is raging against all that happened

The moment the song came out in the first hour it has been on repeat. Early today the emotions came out of me. Chester always hit the core of your soul. Let the emotions flow out and embrace them. Thanks for the reaction

The song, the lyrics, how relatable it is, it makes sense, it's genuine, and it's Lost... It's like hearing a voice message from someone you love so much after their passing. Thank you sister, I feel ya

At the first hour of its release.... I couldn't contain it. The same feeling when I bought Hybrid Theory on its release, the same feeling when he left us. Listening to Lost over and over again, watching another person hearing this song again... We are all lost at some point in our lives. And this song felt like a road map that we are not alone. "We who wonders are not lost".. Nay, We who are lost will not wonder when we're not alone. Please check on your friends 😞🙏

You are amazing Julia, i know we normally come to your reactions for your positivity but we stay for your genuine heartfelt reactions. This was such a heartfelt reaction and I know I had a hard time getting through this song as well because of my own struggles and because of what a wonderful soul Chester was. You are such a wonderful, brave soul Julia.

It hurts because while we may never know all the details, nor should we, despite our admiration of the man, feel entitled to them... I know exactly what it's like to want to give up. I almost did... twice. But yes, there is the positive too, to hearing that phenomenal voice once more. You are all of us in this reaction video. Much love 🤍 Sincerely, A Nigerian Fan