I DATED GILGO BEACH SERIAL KILLER. INTERVIEW WITH LAUREN MATTHIAS -NEW DETAILS FROM NIKKIE BRASS 

@genevieve4890 Do we know Police want to speak with her? and more specifically, do we know they want to speak with her about specific info that she shared with us? I am unaware of this.

I wonder how petite this lady is?

@@HumanimalChannelshe said at 10:00 she was 5’4” and 120 lbs.

wow!

I'm so glad you canceled! So glad 🫂

Whooooooooaaaaaa.

Sure you did. 🙄

Thank god you canceled. It likely saved your life. Happy you did make that smart decision 💜

Trust me, it was the addiction that saved her. We’re super aware when in active addiction when it comes to other predators

Kay, you have the most beautiful voice! What a blessing you were gifted.

Especially these days with social media and all these couch criticizers.

Maybe all these “judgers” and also judges can learn something out of that. Just wishful thinking.

Who cares? Like her "knowing" did any good? Is she expecting an award? Lady, get over yourself. This story isn't about you.

​@@shilogall8038your saying who cares? Well obviously you do along with 1.8k other people who commented on this story 😂

I don't think this story is real. I know that behavior, and today there are many who want to write books or make money with the stories of another. First of all let me tell you that a murderer does not pay a prostitute and drug addict to take you to eat in a restaurant! That doesn't happen! . Let me tell you that a man pays you to have sex, not to have a romantic serious date with a prostitute and drug addicts!, much less a murderer is going to take you to a public restaurant, so that everyone can see you, and then be able to identify you and say "I saw her with that man"? Please, this story smells weird. My experience tells me: this story is not credible! It won't take the police long to figure this out, especially when they hear the restaurant's story. This woman doesn't know that lying is a crime. I don't know what people are thinking by making this stories. In conclusion, this murderer is an ogre, he deserves the highest sentence. Let me add another thing, this woman is not 100% drug free. Her tongue, her slurred speech and other gestures of hers are signs that she is under the influence or a type of medication or narcotic. she may not do illegal drugs, but she takes legal drugs that are narcotics. Anyone who has been a drug addict, or professional in this field, can tell you that this woman is still under the influence of something. The US government rehabilitation system is poorly organized, they take illegal drugs from addicts to give you a legal one that supposedly blocks you from any desire to use drugs, but it is not. That does not give you freedom, much less independence, you are confined to that medication for life, the day you do not have it, you return to the same thing. With God's help you can be free, because nothing is impossible for God. Luke 1: 37. Let's pray that this young woman is 100% free, because she needs it.

Beautiful 🤔🙄

God bless you Nikki 🙏 ❤in Jesus LORD name. 🙏 I started holistic and organic foods. Lost 90 lbs in 5 years, now working on another 100 lbs. Lots of DC physicians on youtube.com how mental illness and depression and other medical problems caused by lack of vitamin and supplements with different types of exercises. You are worth saving, one day at a time.

Don’t believe everything you hear. there are a lot of women who are trying to gain social media fame by claiming to have met him.

Do you then mean that there was a reason that the other girls did not survived

Why are you proud of her? How can you be proud of something you have zero connection to ?

Your mom was right. You have to listen to that always. For me, I feel extremely cold. It’s different for everyone. And NEVER go to a second location. Die where you are if that’s your only choice. Fight, bite, claw, spit on things, pull hair. Get evidence and leave your evidence. Even better, listen to that warning!✌️♥️

I survived a violent assault 35 years ago and I pulled hair and rolled out of a moving car. Yep, I have PTSD and a service dog who is with me 24/7.

@@Bzzzzzzzz535 me too. ,,,,violent assault and now therapy dog..m Hope you are ok.trauma unit and meds help….family support if possible.

or maybe she just wasnt into a weird fat middle aged man and then retrospectively made up these 'feelings' about him being the gilgo killer.

Google “The Gift of Fear” by Gavin DeBecker. There’s a free version online and many videos about it. Your mom was very correct. And as a victim of violent crime, I can tell you I felt the same thing.

He was preparing her. He wanted her to be scared. Very scared.

It's like when Homer thinks about donuts.

He probably did this to some of the other victims that didn't get away. Talked to them about the Gilgo stuff, and then when they are in such a bind, just need the money or whatever, that they ignore the bad vibes, and got themselves into that spot that they can't get out off.. Then when he had them were he wanted to, he probably took extra pleasure in the whole "but we talked about it.." Maybe also part of the kick that he had done what he was doing to her to some of the dead ones. Cause honestly why otherwise even bring it up in that context, if you are planning to do it to her, why raise any flags. He enjoyed the moment when they were trapped even more with these sort of games, probably. 'But, honey, we talked about it.. I gave you so many opportunities to get away..'

I guess that's part of the sadism that sort of thing

@@ronnynoneofyourbusinessgoo7892 I don't doubt it since he also extracted extra afterward by calling their family members to torment them. Risked getting caught to do so.

Congratulations on ur 7+yrs!!! Don't EVER give up

@@sharonpowers4771 thank you ♥️

I agree, and my story is very similar to yours. We send millions of dollars to help with other countries' problems but don't do shit to help our people struggling with addiction, mental health, or homelessness. Now that I'm clean and see how much of my money income tax is going to the federal government pisses me off. The system made it hard for me to come out of the court system and homelessness. Getting a decent paying job that didn't do a background checks, so I could pay off court fees the system piled on me was damned near impossible. If I didn't have my husband I couldn't have done it.

I'm sitting here crying really hard because 4 year of my life I did what Nikki used to do and I lived in fear every day multiple times a day was I even going to make it through the next hour or the next phone call or the next date. When you're in addiction and alcoholism hardcore you forget about the rest of the world and how it works You're only there for survival mode and that doesn't even always make sense, our actions and reactions do not always make sense and that's because the drugs and alcohol are clouding us so badly. I also wondered many times over the course of that year if I was ever in the company of a serial rapist, or maybe somebody who was going to get started and I might be their first victim... And the only way to drowned out that pain and numb yourself is to do more drugs and drink more booze. I'm actually really surprised she did not have an alcohol issue and I'm really proud of her that she doesn't it's impressive especially in this day. I am also clean now, able to enjoy alcohol responsibly with my husband and enjoy God's green herbs because it's a plant, man and it's in a medicinal one.😊 Here's my advice to anyone that is in the business or if you are an active alcoholic and addict and you are looking for the way out, family support is going to be very important but if you don't have that all you need is Jesus, it's not a cliche it's the honest raw truth, it's going to be hard to do it on your own but if you have no other human being around you fully put your trust in Jesus anyways even if you're surrounded by loved ones, but if you have no one else Jesus is in your corner fighting for you he's literally waiting for each of us to take that brave step out of the darkness and leave the poison life behind. He saved me countless times, overdoses alcohol poisoning physical assaults bar fights car accidents..... And trouble with the law that I was not ready for the consequences... NIKKI TOOK THIS BRAVE STEP AND I CAN SEE SO MANY BRAVE PEOPLE IN THIS COMMENT SECTION SO I HOPE WE ARE HELPING SOMEONE BY TELLING PARTS OF OUR STORIES AND BY THE WAY TO THE MEAN PEOPLE THAT WERE IN THE LIVE CHAT FOOD ON YOU COLD BOOGERS BE FLICKED UPON YOU LITERALLY I MEAN YOU KNOW HARM BUT YOU DON'T NOT KNOW WHAT YOU'RE SAYING AND YOU WERE SPITTING OUT HATE THIS YOUNG WOMAN AND SHE'S STILL YOUNG WOMAN SHE IS BRAVE SHE IS A SURVIVOR AND SHE HAS A BONAFIDE PURPOSE THAT GOD SEES FOR HER SHE IS A MOTHER AND SHE IS NOW A GREAT EXAMPLE OF WHAT NOT TO DO AND WHAT TO DO ALL IN ONE, PEOPLE CAN TAKE A LETTER AND LEARN SOMETHING. Be blessed y'all, SPREAD LOVE AND FORGIVENESS

Using RX meds don't always lead to heroin, only if you're a junkie to begin with, lacking self control! LOL I've been taking oxycodone 30 years for a dozen blown discs, and never abused them or used HEROIN!

Always always listen to that little voice. If it’s wrong who cares. But if it’s right…..

I can understand, I always trust my gut instinct s since I was 30ish ....the one u least expect to harm u, is usually the ones that will, they are just good actors....have the ability to get past ur radar...

@@deannekliene2673 it was a stranger not someone I knew

Sorry to hear this happened to you. I have a friend who has been S.A many times, and the thing is... men are predators and can sense an S.A target easily. I dont' know how because I'm not a man, but they know who to easily choose.

She claims that "she knew" he was the killer yet didnt speak up about it or provide a tip. And only AFTER the fact is she speaking up because she has something to gain. She isn't a hero, she knew he was probably a serial killer and hid that information.

Too bad it's nearly impossible to become successful once you have any kind of criminal background..:(

Well it's better not to go in the hole to begin with and then to crawl out of whole like an animal or something bottom feeder yet the fact that she you know survived is good and you know hopefully she'll never live that kind of Lifestyle again and she'll move forward and it is hard in this day and age to make a living so I hope she can keep keep your eyes on the prize and not going to that low-life life anymore😮

@@takeshikovacs4728 that's ridiculous. she had nothing to go to the police with - he was a weird creep but he didn't actually do anything she could have reported. she didn't 'hide' any information. Women frequently get brutalized in the process of reporting even when they've directly been the victim of crime, what did you expect her to do? She's incredibly brave to say anything publicly - just judging by how cruel and judgemental and inaccurate many of the comments here are, she's opening herself to backlash, not gain.

​"crawl out of the hole like an animal or bottom feeder..."??? Wow, so this is how you look at people who change their lives??? SMDH

Amen to that! Smart young woman to pick up on that weird vibe. My mother always said “LISTEN TO YOUR GUT, IT WON’T STEER YOU WRONG.” Bless you Nikki’s for coming on and sharing your experience. 😊

Nikki, I feel there’s more than one person out there who really needed to hear your message today. Applause to you for the courage to share. Strength and Light to you! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

@@m.h.6499 you

Indeed! Not only smart, She was sober enough to obey and listen. To that unique and powerful gift that women's have! Her "Women's Institution" was speaking and she listened! God Bless! 👍🎉💙☮️

This is so sweet! My thoughts exactly. ❤

Exactly this. ❤️

This!!! 💯♥️

Didn’t he asked for a second date?

I saw the thumbnail and thought the opposite of being skeptical but thought it would be so interesting.

I feel like most media sources dismiss sex workers. Sex workers are strong people who have been through a lot of hard life. With the addiction and abuse that goes along with sex work, it makes it easier to overlook these people. It's incredibly sad and unfortunate.

Who is BTK?

That’s a crazy story!

@@silviamtz8961 He is a serial killer who killed 10 people over a 17-year period in the Wichita, Kansas, area (we both lived in Park City, a suburb). He is currently in prison in Eldorado, Kansas. He called himself BTK for Bind, Torture, Kill. He taunted the police and the newspaper, and was finally caught. He loved the attention, and bragged about the killings. He was a strange, creepy guy, but he was a church elder and Boys Scout leader, so he flew under the radar. His family didn't have a clue. His daughter, whose DNA was used to verify he was the one, has written a book. I knew professionally the detective who ended up catching him, Kenny Landwehr, who has since died.

@@silviamtz8961Bound, tie, ki// is what I think it stands for. He is truly horrific. I’ve never been able to listen to everything he did. Yet all his life Mr. Boy Scout, church, upstanding citizen who was a psychopath. Apparently, Brian from Moscow murders really liked him. Studied under a teacher who has studied BTK. As if he is worth it.

@@silviamtz8961 The Wichita Kansas Serial Killer who killed 10 and got away with it for over 30 years. He was arrested in 2005 and is locked away for life now thank God. His initials stand for Bind, Torture and Kill. A very creepy, sick psycho.

I'll bet he did drop lots of hints because he likely enjoyed the game.

I doubt it because Nobody knew about the gilgo beach Murders or a serial killer during the time they were all being killed. There were no more killings once it went public and the bodies were discovered.

I thought of that as well. He'd talk about the gilgo case, then once he got them alone said I'm the sk and you're next. How chilling

Well, the people who rode the train to Manhattan with him every day said he was very argumentative and arrogant. He would start fighting with people on the train who annoyed him.

If anyone has ever followed the PSYCHOLOGY of serial killers, you will know that most have a list subconsciously that they check off. Once you "meet" a certain number of those items with your fate is sealed. They seem to think "fate" chose you & now you "deserve" to die. So BIZARRE. He must have been ticking off those things, and was flirting with instilling fear in her all while getting "off". 😳🤢🤮 Makes me INSTANTLY think of Shannon's 911 call. She sounded like maybe he had roofied her or something. Then he did something that she felt the same thing this lady felt. 😔

This.

Questionable choices? Who? Tell me.

I don't think this story is real. I know that behavior, and today there are many who want to write books or make money with the stories of another. First of all let me tell you that a murderer does not pay a prostitute and drug addict to take you to eat in a restaurant! That doesn't happen! . Let me tell you that a man pays you to have sex, not to have a romantic serious date with a prostitute and drug addicts!, much less a murderer is going to take you to a public restaurant, so that everyone can see you, and then be able to identify you and say "I saw her with that man"? Please, this story smells weird. My experience tells me: this story is not credible! It won't take the police long to figure this out, especially when they hear the restaurant's story. This woman doesn't know that lying is a crime. I don't know what people are thinking by making this stories. In conclusion, this murderer is an ogre, he deserves the highest sentence.

Well said.

@@RMEDMyou’ve just everything I said in my reply to the comment above yours. Her story does not pass the sniff test at all. It’s all about promoting her business and how life has victimised her. There’s nothing new in what she’s saying? All this information is already in the public domain since the arrest, there’s been several interviews by the authorities where more details were released. I’m not sure if she’s highly medicated or drugged up

Many of these criminals WANT to be caught.

@@stj971 I believe they think they are smarter than everyone else and won't get caught.

Why didnt they call tip line if they thought it was him?

@@micheleherrick651 I don't think they thought it was him at the time. Now they look back and recall that he brought up the topic of the Gilgo murders.

I noticed that too. It was the once place he seemed able to talk about it

That's very odd to me. Who remembers such details from 10 years ago?

@@Wellness-lk3he if they make a deep impression, then yes.

I still remember details from 50 years ago as if it was yesterday. When something impacts you, whether good or bad, it can stay with you forever.

@@Wellness-lk3he - Like the others said, some things will make a deep impression on you. I still remember something that happened to me back in 1969 or 70. I was only 12 then. Only told one of my sisters and she didn't believe me. I was so scared that I would hide at the bus stop until the bus came, thinking that he was probably looking for me when he passed by. The guy is probably dead by now.

​@@annwithaplan9766 I agree, thank you for that vivid example. With strong emotions comes better memory performance, and such experiences may be stored in longterm memory for the rest of your life at once. Nikki mentions that this date actually made her reevaluate her life/dating situation, because it made her feel so bad she needed to flee it. Nikki even made sure she got backup for her flight, so wow, it was a real and very strong emotional experience. That's why Nikki remembers her experience with Rex so well.

Orginally said by The philosopher fredrick niztche

@@kevinrichard5468 Thank you!

Preach!

Is that a thing? How awful. Awful squared. I just recently watched some videos from the Scott Peterson and Chris Watts-yeah I know they’re old cases-but it made me wonder. “Is this a THING?”

Why do you think they would call and tell on themselves? Purely in order to brag or perhaps out of guilt but in order to prosecute them it had to be presented as though it were to brag?

​@jessieessex because it's Amerikkka the police hate working girls and are hopeless at solving murders

@@jessieessex I think you misread my post.

​@@just.joolie it is a thing for criminals to brag about their deeds, because they will get gratification through remembering it and re-telling the story to someone else to impress or scare them. It makes many criminals feel more powerful to brag about committed crimes, and criminals actually may gain influence by making their notoriety known. And their bragging is also a reason why many criminals even get caught at all.

Is it more nowadays, or is it just because of Social Media that we are more aware?

@@AintSkeerdNWO You make an excellent point. There has ALWAYS been violence against women. I do not believe it is any worse than it was in the past. Maybe no better, though, which is a crying shame. The difference is we hear about it more often nowadays. The good old days weren’t always good.

Well.done you! Im clean since 2009 after 20+yrs a Heroin addict. It can be done, walk away from it all & look to your future new beginnings. 💚☘

Good for you! Over the years I have had a few co-workers who were formerly sex workers. Change is always a process no matter who you are or what you're leaving behind. Best of luck with your new job.

Thank you ❤

Smart girl.. thinking 2 steps ahead.. saved ur life. Sad there's no degree for ""WOMENS INTUITION, GO WITH UR GUT"

@@user-jd6sf4ks3u police many times don’t investigate suspicions unless the person has evidence. Even more when the person is a drug addict young girl. Many times they aren’t discreet, if they didn’t find something big enough to arrest him and he finds out was her that talked, then could have killed her.

@@user-jd6sf4ks3ushe said she didn’t tell them because she was afraid they wouldn’t believe her with her past. No one should attempt to put any quilt or blame her for anything he may have done after their meeting that night. She met him on a sugar daddy escort site too. So with her past and the site they met on she already had many obstacles against her…NO ONE SHOULD BLAME HER FOR ANYTHING. I’m sure your coming from a good place thinking about others who may have fallen into his trap. But She was very brave to come forward knowing there would be backlash from social media because of her past. But she did it anyway and I know it couldn’t have been easy. Please view her bravery from that stand point.

@user-jd6sf4ks3u What would she have told the police? That she went on a date with a guy that felt sketchy? 🤦‍♀️

I was trying to think of how to phrase what I wanted to say to Nikkie and you said it perfectly. Still, I wish I could sit down with her to tell her how strong, amazing and what a beautiful soul she is! Most sex workers have a history of abuse, and/or neglect and are traumatized. In that state of CPTSD, they're trying to just survive, to eat, to not be homeless. Instead of burglary or other crimes that hurt others, they turn to sex work, and I find absolutely no fault with them. My heart is with her on this very hard journey, but I'd be willing to bet she'll thrive, not just survive, because she made it this far!

Exactly. The system itself is a perpetrator in all of this.

Many of these victims were mothers and addicts who were on their own just trying to.survive. Don't judge unless your perfect.

Her choices likely saved her life; she was lucky. However, she should have reported him, even if she had done so anonymously. Nothing may have come from it, or she may have spared another victim from horrific torture, depravity and death.

You have to give her credit that even in the grips of an addiction she could tell this man was dangerous. Always trust your instincts

She’s playing this interviewer like a fiddle. Getting her 15 minutes of fame.

@@r.c.miller6161believe women first

​@@r.c.miller6161l'm not sure about Nikki. I feel she wants the fame, but she seems to have a genuine laugh. Maybe she did date RH....?

God gave us Angels to watch over us.

@@kookietherapy9398 Arch Angel Michael is the demon killer. I am getting ready to light a 7 day candle to give him thanks im for exposing this demon. I sense the new commissioner is hooked up spiritually too.

Leave it for the cops

Sorry but Rex isn't giving me the whole wine and dine vibe and she wasn't doing all dinner and drinks in active addiction. I'm also. People from vLong Island accent have a thick New York accent

Amazing memory she has!

@@tattfam3 he would be on a date to fancy a girl to murder. No he doesn’t go out like that normally. But that’s how these escort dates go. This is how it starts. They get wined and dined after before the final act. Some only do dinner and drinks and no sex. The drinks are too lighten the mood for both and guess who else is known to take a beer or two to take the edge off before a red-rum/ serial killers. Her story matches perfectly with that exactly lifestyle. Why would she lie and know things nobody knows yet like who the burlap bag supplier is? That was just independently verified. I searched the name- she’s not lying. Why would she lie about this she would get in legal trouble. This channel does its due diligence so assuming it’s fake is disrespectful to the channel and this brave woman who can help. If you want to add negativity to someone who is lucky to be alive, get off line. Sick take. Unnecessary.

Women surely do hate other women, huh?

Why hasn't she already talked to the police

I haven’t seen any comments like that? Everyone seems to be commending her bravery! We all are well aware that LE wouldn’t have paid her any mind! (Or that they expect to not be believed)

@@kristentrep5038 hi Kristen. Well indeed that's true LE seems to drop the ball way too much. However did you read all the accusations of why didn't you call the police. There were many .thanks for replying to me.

Exactly!

I think the blame should be equally placed because it takes two to tango, so to speak.

AMEN...

@@AlexaLake7 If women and children were valued in this society and paid what men are paid, and given health care, and child support...I might say it was equal too, but it's not now is it?

Both are to blame.

What does that have to do with Gilgo Beach??

The current system isn't working - your dad was spot on.

100% right.

@@singlewhitefemale1707 He wasn't talking about Gilgo he's addressing the system and he is correct. She did talk about how the system let her out with a record pinned on her and she could not get work, totally relevant to what the commenter addressed.

so..the 'industrial complex' is the problem..not the individual...the very vast majority decide to do wrong knowing the consequences....stop blaming others or the system for their failures...I am sick of this victim bs because it is making MORE criminals

That's awesome - this woman is still clearly using drugs, unfortunately.

I am a male, Zen Buddhist monk who is celibate; do you like mathematics? My PhD is in differential geometry and topological algebra.

Only losers are on dating apps, people who can't socialize with women in real life, lonely and narcissist people! Always find the one in real life

Alot of straight women put on blinders with men or make excuses. I met a girl recently on BFF Bumble and... she's really naive. She even had a plumber in her home who came back and asked for her phone number and txts him now but hasn't agreed to a date yet. She asked me my opinion but sums it up to me "hateing men" because I'm a lesbian, when the truth is... I know how men are, how they think because I've had many creepy straight guy friends over the years tell me the things to do to trick women, play them and cheat on their gfs behind their backs. I warned her that it's a bit intrusive to ask a single woman alone for her number in her home, how he probably does this with ALOT of women clients and she makes excuses that he's just a sweet guy (she doesn't even know him! txt for 2wks). Then when her and I were hanging out he was texting her weird shit and offering her a paid trip to Bora Bora with him!! So many red flags. She's such an easy target and comes from childhood issues with her father. I'm actually thinking of cutting off hanging with because I'm afraid she will put me in a compromising situation out with her.

I'm a 49 Yr old man and was drugged and r@ped at 36. Dating apps are a playground for monsters and predators. I would advise everyone to stay away from them completely.

@@barneyronnie perhaps

Absolutely! Good idea!!

She may not be able to speak after she talks to police. That’s why she is doing it now

With her phone on silent this time 😅

Yes, please have her come back I heard about her story on another podcast and it’s so much better in her own words.

The thing she couldn’t tell was him talking about using a boat to dispose of the bodies. Everybody thought he used his truck 👍

@guydichiara9560 That was what I guessed by reading between the lines plus what I've already reaearched about the cases

Do you listen to that voice when it comes to chocolate cake?

Yeah, I found that weird too, he must've really gotten a thrill out talking about it. That is so crazy and I'm glad that she trusted her gut and got the hell out of there.

He got the thrill and he was trying to scare her into submission. She was too smart for him.

@@justkiddin84Exactly - “scare her into submission”.😒

Sex is strange and, sometimes, self-contradictory.

Smack attack! Beer, dope and braggadocio 😮

I got hooked on pain killers after a surgery and the doctor didn’t help he kept prescribing them to me for almost a year and I was 16! Then after I was good and hooked he cut me off... I don’t trust doctors anymore!

That is a lot of scary responsibility to put on a young sibling.

I wonder if that could be confirmed by the date with when his wife was out of town. Interesting.

Damn I didn't think about that at first. 😳 You may be right.

Whew, I think you’re on to something!

I feel like this is what happened to Shannon Gilbert. She was spooked by something.

Why not go to police before making your rounds on social media? Very odd.

@@Bzzzzzzzz535sadly, if it wasn’t for Shannon calling 911 the beach would probably still be a graveyard, maybe with more additions. She broke the whole thing open. I still think there’s a connection there with who she was with that night. Yeah, she may have had mental issues, but all the easier to gaslight someone with these vulnerabilities too..make it out they are crazy, and I think the cops who later investigated bought that. That should be revisited..

@@thistree9028 Totally. I think the cops are actively going out of their way to dismissively and categorically say it's a fact that "Rex had nothing to do with Shannon". I don't believe it. I bet they are investigating still and want to keep that quiet.