My first pregnancy was a miscarriage. I blamed myself and never thought I’d be pregnant again. Less than 2 years later I’m pregnant with my rainbow baby. You’ll get your rainbow baby I know it
My cousin had actually given birth earlier this week to a premature baby. The baby died the next day. She lived for only a few hours. Today is Sunday, Mother's day. Today is the day we cremate her baby. Kinda sad how things turned out like this. For her, and for you. I could only imagine what you both are going through.
"You know you did nothing wrong right?" "Yeah" "Can you say it?" "No..." My heart still shatters hearing this Hannah, even though you are having your little boy soon, it still hits hard 💔💔
"i really don't want to make this video" then don't, seriously, you're the most important person in this context so please don't feel forced into doing something you don't want to do because you think you're supposed to
I miscarriaged with my first pregnancy. Same symptoms as hers, spotting that progressed to bleeding. It was the worst feeling ever because you kinda know that you're losing the baby. What made it worst was one of my coworkers told me "lesson learned" after she heard of my miscarriage like it was my fault and i had to learn from my mistake. People can be so mean to others.
@@ahmadadeebmasalmah7648 I'm sorry but that's just rude. I know EXACTLY what you're talking about and let me tell you, most of us are grown up. 🙃 Edit: also the fact that we both joined RU-vid earlier than you and you just joined like 4 years ago really sends lol
“You know you didn’t do anything wrong right?” “Yeah” “Can you say that?” “Not yet” If my heart didn’t break before, it did there. I saw her pain. What an incredibly strong woman.
"I don't know why I'm crying so much." "I don't know what I did wrong." Oh my god Hannah you don't need to apologise for crying over a loss of a baby you so badly wanted and wanted to do everything right for. And you would've loved the baby so much. You did nothing wrong, miscarriages are so common, no one knows if they'll miscarry, it all just comes down to odds. Wishing you all the best Hannah x
miscarriages are literally something nobody talks about . I had one back in April & literally felt so alone because no one understood . I cried for a month straight , maybe more , just thinking about it . here I am , pregnant again & I just continue to pray everything goes well . I pray you receive your rainbow baby & have a healthy pregnancy
I’m seeing so many people comment, “Why is this a video” and it is disgusting . Miscarriage is so common in pregnancies and it isn’t talked about enough. You are so brave to discuss this with the world. I hope that you are your family can get through this sad time ♥️
Ok, you can hate buzzfeed all you want, but this is a woman who lost a child. You could at least be respectful to a woman who is undergoing one of the worst moments in her life.
@@GelatinSpacecraft A spectacle? So many women have had miscarriages and don't ever speak about it, mostly out of fear. People like you are part of the problem. Shame on you.
I’m so sorry the ER was busy the night you needed help. I work in an ER and busy nights come unexpectedly. I’m sorry for your loss and I hope you know you did nothing wrong. By making this video, you have spread awareness to such a large group of people and your experience will educate so many. Miscarriage is unfortunately common and can happen at all ages. Please don’t get down in yourself for crying, because it truly is a heartbreaking loss of life ❤️
“You know you didn’t do anything wrong, right?” “Yeah...” “Can you say it?” “....No......not yet.” This struck something deep within my soul. I miscarried my first baby April of 2018 at 8 weeks. We had made the mistake of telling everyone when we first found out because we were SO excited. When I miscarried, I blamed and questioned myself and my choices for those two months for so long; my husband would tell me that I did nothing wrong. My OB told me that there was nothing I did or could do. However, you can’t help thinking, “It was my body, how is it not my fault?” My body healed so much quicker than my heart, but we are now expecting again, and I am almost five months along. Thank you so much for being vulnerable, and for being willing to share such a painful, deeply personal experience. ❤️
Join the Shrek Religion today Thank you so much; that is what we are hoping for! We just have to get through the next five months. That’s what I keep telling myself. :)
Omg this is like my story, I had a miscarriage on may 2018, at 8 weeks, and at that time everybody knew about my pregnancy. Now I'm 5 months pregnant 🌈 Wish you the best 👶🏻
itseslyloraine I am so, so sorry for your loss; congratulations on your rainbow baby, though!! Just a few more months to go, and we get to hold them in our arms! ❤️🌈
Normita Cruz I know. People saying “this happens to everybody, what makes you special.” Shame on them for even calling them self human. You don’t have to watch the video or comment if you aren’t going to be supportive. Just leave
No opinions matter, voices matter if you shut the comments down you shut the entirety of this video down. Don't hide the pain. We all need to learn a little from this 💯
I had two miscarriages and was totally blindsided. No one talks about it and it can make you feel so alone and scared. Thank you for sharing your story. You’ve started the conversation and now women and families have a place to feel understood and belonged.
It’s really shocking to me that the er didn’t put you at priority when you were BLEEDING HEAVILY!! I’ve been to the er with my bf five times in the last two weeks cuz he had horrible consistent headaches and stomach pains and finally the last time we went, he had to wait to long he had a panic attack from the pain and completely blacked out and fainted. I understand er’s are crowded with people and it’s hard to fit everyone in but if you see someone heavily bleeding or freaking tf out you should help them ASAP!
I lost my daughter at 34 weeks. I spent years blaming myself. Thank you for your vulnerability. You are an amazing woman. Thank you for sharing that loss happens.
Who disliked this? I don't care if you hate buzz feed, hannah is going through so much and this is important for other women to feel that they aren't alone.
Had 2 miscarriages. What was the hardest thing was the whole " don't worry, you'll have another one". That was so hard for me. No one cared my baby was gone. It is hard I definitely agree. Glad you are speaking about it.
I don’t know why people are posting mean comments saying that it wasn’t a big deal that she had a miscarriage. It is a HUGE deal! She’s really upset and you can see that, some people are nice and are offering support from behind the screen. Instead of being rude and awful, offer support for her. Would you like someone to laugh and be mean to you when you lost someone you love?
Hi everyone I just want to start off saying there is someone posting on here going by the name of AGESI. They’ve been posting some horrible things on others comments. Please don’t fight with them your never going to win, just report and ignore them. If we don’t give them what they want,a reaction,they will eventually stop or get kicked off RU-vid . Don’t waist your time and effort on someone who is truly doesn’t care and just wants to hurt people ,I’m assuming their either hurting or have a mental issue going on. Just repot and ignore ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ I also want to say thank you to anyone who has shared their story, I know it’s hard to voice these heartbreaking experiences but know that there are so many people who love and support you.
@@ageis3250it sounds like YOU are unhappy in this world. Perhaps you’re going through something, or something has happened to you that has turned you into a spiteful cynic, who sees the world as an awful place and nothing more. But not all of us see the world the way you do. Some of us are happy with our lives. Yes, sure there are awful things in the world and a lot of issues that need to be resolved. But I truly hope you come to recognise that life truly is beautiful, and miraculous and special. It is a gift to exist in this world. Life can be messy and awful as well, but that’s what it means to be human. Humanity means to evolve and learn through the good and the bad. I truly hope you come to see goodness in the world, and recognise that life is worth living. People are not selfish for bringing children into the world. Your joy at someone’s miscarriage is disturbing. Maybe I can’t convince you not to be happy about it, but I hope you can understand why Hannah and other people are sad about it, and maybe conduct yourself more respectfully in these comment sections. And if you can’t do that, maybe refrain from commenting at all. You describe the world as being a terrible place, and yet you’re actively making it a worse place by harassing and bullying other people. Get off the internet and reflect on your actions.
My grandma had about 10 miscarriages. She lived in a old village in Greece, near the Bulgarian border. My grandma finally got pregnant and she went to a hospital where only Bulgarian nurses worked. My grandma gave birth and they took the child away from her and an hour later gave her a faked death certificate. She was not allowed to ask any questions. 5 months later the hospital was closed down because the government found out that they have been stealing the new born babies from the hospital and sold them to Bulgaria. I am so upset thinking about it. It was a boy and my mom and her sister tried to find him but there was no success. Her other child was a stillbirth and the nurses didnt care about her and let the baby lay there. My grandpa had to take the baby outside and bury it on his own. Rip grandma :( This is always what I think about when I hear about miscarriages
When you couldn’t say it wasn’t your fault I broke down in tears. More than 2 years past my miscarriage and I still can’t bring myself to say it. You are not alone ❤️
I’m so sorry for your loss. I also had a miscarriage I had 2 of them ! It was the worse feeling ever. But now I’m almost 9 months pregnant with my rainbow baby.
My sister was pregnant with twins, had one at 21 weeks. He didn't make it. Could keep baby #2 in another month miraculously..she is turning 3 in December. She's my sweet angel miracle niece. I still mourn my nephew. Still sad that one day my niece will know she had a twin brother that she never got to meet
To everyone joking about this in the comments, this is one of the hardest of not the hardest experience a women will ever go through. It is no laughing matter.
Miscarriage happens so much more often than people think.. unfortunately 😢 All of you ladies who had to go through it, you are beautiful, you are powerful, you are not alone!🌺 It’s not our fault, we will be ok 🙂
Yesterday, I had a D&E to remove the baby. I was 9weeks pregnant. Was... that's so strange to say. Not even 48 hours ago, my fiance and I were so excited because we would be able to see our baby and finally get ultrasound pictures. We saw the baby... but there wasn't a heartbeat. I cant verbalize the kind of emptiness I feel. It was our first pregnancy and for it to be over so quickly... its heartbreaking. Thank you for sharing your story. While I didnt experience the miscarriage the same way as you did, I appreciate your courage to talk about it. It's something I cant and dont want to do right now...
My husband and I had a miscarriage in November. After being married for 3 years we were ready for a baby and loosing our first was absolutely devastating. My heart goes out to you Hannah. To anyone that's lost a baby, no matter the age. It can be heart breaking and loss is loss no matter the circumstances. I think it's great that we women are getting to a point where we are all talking about this and helping each other through are hard times together.
I wish i could give you a hug. I lost my son at 20 weeks and 3 days.. its was horrifying, it hurt so bad that i couldn’t even get off the couch, and when i had my daughter and my contractions didnt even hurt because the miscarriage pain was so much worse. Im so very sorry that you had to experience this, its so heartbreaking and painful. You are so wonderful and so strong. ❤️
I am begging you to ignore the hate on this video. You are brave and strong, even if you don’t feel it, and it can help others that you posted this video.
My heart absolutely shattered to pieces when she couldn't say she didn't do anything wrong. Don't blame yourself for something out of your control. Don't let it stop you from continuing to be an amazing and stunning mom to your kids, and possible kids to come. You're absolutely amazing and we all love you.
I recently lost twins on 1st of march.... I burried the remains (I was 11 weeks) in a plant pot with a cherry blossom tree and we had blossoms this April which is rare for new tree and was so happy I got to see my mog twins give life.... I'm still greiving. it was a horror scene when it happened....
My mom had 10 miscarriages after me. My grandmother had 15. It runs in my family because of a medical condition but my mother has a sister and was able to have me with my dad. Miscarriages aren’t a way to say stop trying, they are a way your body communicates with you. Telling you simply “just not now”. Thank you for sharing your story🙏🏻 You helped a lot of people♥️
I just had a miscarraige yesterday. This was my first pregnancy after trying for almost 2 years. I found out the baby wasn't growing the day before mothers day. I work at a grocery store and all day on mother's day people were asking me if I am a mother. It took everything in me not to cry that entire day. Yesterday I started having contractions and went to the ER, waited so long and passed it in the waiting room bathroom and left. It's the most traumatic experience I've ever been through.
Be strong Nd wish the best for your future may God give u enough strength to go through this nd try to be positive as much as u can may God bless u and Ur family
im so sorry ): your rainbow baby will always be with you❤️ you’re not alone, definitely look into some support groups for women that have gone through miscarriages, it can be nice just knowing you’re not alone. wishing you all the best❤️
I'm very sorry for your loss. Thank you for making this video. Thank you for talking about miscarriage. And screw you to the people making horrible insensitive comments. Miscarriage is very common and it's very hard to go through especially when people don't talk about it and if you do they don't think it's a big deal.
Doctors need training on how to handle women with miscarriages. We'd been trying to get pregnant and the doctor at the E.R. offered to prescribe me birth control so it "wouldn't happen again". Here we are.... 5 years and 3 miscarriages later and still no baby.
pinkinthecity I agree.. I was treated horribly after my water broke at 16 weeks.. then 5 months later I was pregnant again, and had another miscarriage and didn’t bother going into the ER because of how I was treated. It’s been just over 3 months and I’m scared to even try again. I’m sending you love, prayers, and I hope you have a successful pregnancy one day 💕
Honey, you did nothing wrong. Nothing at all. I looked it up and most of the reasons of miscarriage is because the baby didnt devlope right and the baby just didnt make it and sometimes there is no reason. You will make it through this. I've been through two and its hard. I'm pregnant and almost 12 weeks now and this is the farthest I've been and I pray it works out. You got this. Its hard but you're a strong woman and you got this.
You are allowed to be upset. You are allowed to cry. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. This type of experience is shocking and I am glad that you have started to get through it. I hope you are soon able to accept that this was not your fault.
PEOPLE ARE SO FREAKING RUDE...ITS NOT A GOOD FEELING WHEN YOU KNOW THAT YOU HEARD THE BABY'S HEART BEATING AND THE NEXT DAY JUST KNOW THAT BABY ISN'T ALIVE ANYMORE.She is a human after all and STOP BLAMING HER.
it isnt your fault. its hard to understand why these things happen, when you get attached to something and you do so much for the child and you don't even think something like that could happen, but its okay. you did great. you're doing great. none of this was because of you and im really proud you shared this.
I thought I was being too sensitive for mourning my loss at 6 weeks. I recently passed my "due date" and finally feel like I'm starting to heal. Only my husband, myself, and one other non-family member knew about this and I have just felt so alone and sad. Thank you for sharing this, I feel less alone.
You are definitely not alone. My last miscarriage was right before 6 weeks and I would have been due next week. You never forget, but talking about it helps.
My mom had gone through three miscarriages before giving birth to me ( I was extremely premature and was born @ 5.5 months and gone thu sooooooo many surgeries) I'm 15 now. THANKS MOM. I LOVE YOU AND A BIG SALUTE TO ALL MOTHERS ❤️
My aunt had a miscarriage after she was trying for a long time and she didn’t get pregnant again for a lot of years. She kept trying and she finally got pregnant again and gave to birth to the most beautiful baby girl. Stay strong hanna and remember there is always hope at the end of the dark tunnel. Everything is going to be okay.
Was that her husband? The one in the background who said you know you didnt do anything wrong right? I personally want to thank him. That is probably the best thing you could have said. We dont want to hear how sorry you are. Or anything that people normally say we don't want anyone's sympathy. A lot of women worry more about their spouses. Like they have let them down. Like they are going to be so hurt. So that was a beautiful moment when he told her that. They call miscarriages threatened miscarriages or spontaneous abortion. One of my miscarriages the hospital wrote the spontaneous abortion. My kids dad told me that I killed my child. Based off that horrid diagnosis.
My first pregnancy ended in a miscarriage. I am pregnant again and my baby is due on the anniversary of my miscarriage. It is something that should be talked about. It leaves you feeling so alone. I had to keep working and getting through each day while grieving. And I felt like I couldn’t tell anyone because who would want to hear that or understand it? It wasn’t until almost two months later that I could say the words allowed. When I did I learned that my mother, my grandmother, and a coworker had also had them. I didn’t feel like I was the only one anymore and that helped.
Needing to have a bed next to the elevator is absolutely disgusting. Miscarriage is never a laughing matter, and it's Soemthing where most women say "oh it could never happen to me". Though miscarriage is a very real, very painful and emotional time. I truly put my heart out and love to everyone effected to miscarriage.
Five miscarriages here😢 Giant hugs. It's hard to get excited when you fall pregnant again after this happens. Fingers crossed for any future stickies. ❤
Me seeing this video, after like a year and a half. I'm like girl don't cry and I just realized that Henry was THE light, the escape that she needed. I feel you Hanna.
Poppy Pictures It’s horrible that that’s _common_ in the ER. I’m not trying to compare my situation to hers at all, but when I was 7 years old one of my ear drums burst and I was left in the waiting room for 4 hours, spending the majority of the time screaming and crying in pain. I was also brought onto a gurney in the hallway, after waiting that long.
Thank you for bringing awareness to this issue, my mom had a miscarriage when I was a little girl and my older brother and I did not know what was happening or why she was crying so much for that month until years later when we were both teenagers. Miscarriages are never talked about in the media these days when it is a very scary and terrible commonality that pregnancies can have.
My husband and I started trying for a baby a year ago and we got pregnant right away. We were over the moon and like you, we told people. We were just so excited. And just like you, we got to see the heartbeat and we also thought that meant everything was going ok. But 2 days later, I had a miscarriage on the way to work. I was 8 weeks along. We were devastated and I blamed myself, no matter what anyone said, no matter how much the doctor told me there wasn't anything I could have done. But I found out later just how common miscarriages are in first pregnancies and talking to others in the same situation really helped. It's been a year and we are pregnant again, still not out of the woods yet but we are trying to stay positive. So much love and strength to you for sharing your story
thank you for talking about a topic many don't talk about. Miscarriages and abortions are not really talked about when talking about pregnancy and women's health. Speaking about it gets the information out to those who are unaware and less educated and those who have not experienced it. also speaking about it hopefully makes it more normal to speak on in the future. my heart goes out to you!
yeah, and a lot of people here truly didn't have much knowledge about this type of topic because of how small minded they are, I hope more people would talk about sensitive topics like this to speak about awareness.
@@obye lol exactly. It's the internet. What do you expect? Maybe she got an abortion and is telling everyone it was a miscarriage. What a plot twist that would be!
Rhythm825 why would anyone lie about a Miscarriage? But other than that yeah it’s the internet but yet still it shouldn’t be a laughing matter just saying
9:20 “I don’t know why I keep crying?” Hey! You have the right to cry. You have the right to be sad, you have the right to be upset, you have the right to be disappointed! You can’t control what happens! Everything must happen for a reason, in no way shape of form where you that reason!
Many women have been through what you have. I've been through this 6 times. I currently have a 2 year old boy and I'm currently 28 weeks pregnant! Keep your head up. Love the family you already have. Stay positivr.xoxox
Christen Bascone You are amazing! And unlike some other comments on here, encouraging. Congratulations on your new little one and on being a decent human being.
I had a miscarriage yesterday and I feel everything that you just described. It was our first pregnancy after waiting four years. This is really hard to go through , but I’m so happy that people like you make videos and have these talks about what happened. So thank you for this , it was healing for my soul to watch this ❤️
So a lot of the time a miscarriage happens because there is a problem with the embryo. It’s not the fault of the mother or her body and if the child was born, it would have had a very painful and short life and your body knew something was wrong before your conscious did.
I believe we shouldn't ask a couple when you having babies, and when you having another one. It puts a lot of stress on people, and it's really unfair and unhelpful. Thank you for sharing your journey, the hardest journey, and I support you in this time and your future.
Miscarriages are very common in my family. When I found out I am pregnant the first thing I had to do was sit down with my fiance and tell him what I am at risk for that could cause a miscarriage. The first thing I did when I talked to my doctor was ask for the testing to find out if I'm RH-, which can cause a miscarriage. It was so stressful because I kept refreshing the test results page on my patient portal waiting for the blood results to come in. It was terrifying. Nobody told me that after the physical exam (they check the cervix) bleeding is normal. So I had spotting while at school almost an hour after the appointment had ended. I just left and called my doctor while my mother in law (who is usually very nice and tries to keep me calm) made me panic even more. When I talked to the nurse she said "I saw how much your baby was moving so I can confidently say that you have nothing to worry about".
I’m watching this at 3am whilst eating before my fast. I’ll keep you in my prayers, in my religion we believe the miscarried children are waiting in heaven to hold the hands of the parents and guide them in there. They are a blessing too. Scientifically, your body couldn’t accept a baby, maybe it didn’t implant probably or the pH or just chance. But it was better not to carry on than to cause more issues down the line.
Ohh I was already teary eyed. Then you asked what you did wrong. I lost it. Then again lost it when you said you couldn’t say that you didn’t do anything wrong.
I will be back here every hour unless buzzfeed disables comments in order to report as many comments as I can. Hannah. I'm so sorry for your loss. You are a beautiful human being and one day the pain will be a little less painful. You are lived by friends, family and strangers ❤❤❤
I’m so sorry hannah. My mother had 6 miscarriages after she had me, she describes me as her little miracle, trust me, treasure Henry. He’s your little miracle and so are your other kiddies :)
