I'm tired of myself. 

Fall into place, dont fall apart. There always a shelter inside a moving heart

Can't feel good, feel nothing or sadness always and forever. No friends, no partner, forever alone. Have a bad job, wouldn't mind not waking up tomorrow. Don't have much to live for, no hope, no joy. Things will only get worse not better.

Understandable. My mom, the one person who i could always talk to and i related to the most, left this world in 2022 when i was 28 years old. I forgot how to be an adult for a while and broke down every DAMN day. But while i struggle i learn how to do better and focus on the things that make me happy. Friends, it is not easy, but just remember there are those that love you and care about you. I don't know who you are, but i want you all to know that i want all of you to suceed and grow away from your pain. Seeing others happy makes me smile, and sometimes i forget to be happy myself. But i believe there is a lot of good in the world, and that good begins with all of you reading this. I truly believe you all can get through your struggles, as i believe i can get through mine. Youre not alone, stay strong everyone! ❤

I wish everyone who clicked on this video the most love, peace and abundance. You’re so much closer than you realize. I love you♥

im not just tired of myself. im tired of everything and everyone. everyone around me acts like they like me and enjoy having me around when i know its all a façade. no ones feelings for me are real and im tired of it.

I listen to this every morning. And all of you who are reading this right now, I know it's a hard time. but keep pushing on! Don't give up. life isn't perfect, but some moments are better than others

God sometimes gives hard battles to his toughest soldiers. You are special, you are loved, and you have purpose. Your purpose isn’t about your career or what you drive. You’re to be somebodies purpose. Your kid, your brothers, your sisters, your mother. Continue to grow and help others find the light. And I hope this one finds you. Godbless 🙏

Loss is a path. Lonely, but you gain an ability to have a field of experience that some hopefully will never have. Still trying to fit myself back in with the one I loved above me. We can figure it out.

Everytime I click on this kinda mix: ny breathing starts to get faster and I can feel my chest rising more than usual. I start making statements of doubt, things like “fucking what was I supposed to do” then after just a few minutes I always end up crying and have a sense of relief. Idk if that’s some sign of me being crazy or something. But I do often wonder if I’m just here to make others happy and feel alone. Idk what it is. No matter how close somebody gets I feel alone more and more. I try to be honest and be myself but there’s this massive wall. A wall of my own shame. Maybe one day I will conquer the very thing that’s destroying me. My own bloody mind 😢

The background certainly is eerie, but oddly enough, it gives a feeling of tranquility too. Edit: I'm not depressed, but I just find this music to be very calming and beautiful.

When you realise that there is no help coming, not for you at least. You see others getting saved except you, Its a lot to take in but accepted it in the end that no one is coming to get you, you'll die fighting in the hole you dug. That same hole you thought was going to protect you but it became your grave. There is no help, but there is silence and tranquility in the end.

Wish i had someone care for me the way i care for everyone else.

I care about others so much and want them to be happy and I dont want to bring them down with my problems. Thats the way I'd like it to be

I would like every single person who reads this to imagine a great big hug enveloping you, because that’s from me, and you deserve one. Every single one of you is worth something to this universe. No matter how insignificant you feel. And it’s okay to not ever have a reason for why you are important. You may never know why you’re important. So keep living for yourself none the less, knowing that it is okay to not know. From one person trying to figure out life to all the rest, I wish you all love ❤

Gosh I just want to hear the song at 10:40 on repeat for hours, that gentle guitar is so so so good.

The world can be stressful and seem so unfixable that we let the negativity of our decaying environment infect us. Remember to take time for yourself; breathe, relax, go for a walk, or sit with the parts of yourself you have been neglecting. You deserve another chance at life, separate from the chaos.❤

I just wish I could FIND my self again. I recently lost him.

These playlists are like nothing I have ever seen on the internet they seem to universally be places where only being human matters no one argues and there are no wars like these are places where we come together to help one another and share and talk and that’s an amazing thing

I have come to realize I really don’t like myself. I hangout with friends and then later think of all the annoying things I said and question why people are even friends with me. I do dumb things and regret opening up to people. I feel like I overshare when I feel comfy with someone, and I never get the same energy I give. I’m a people pleaser and will go out of my way to make people happy, but no one does for me. Then I think I don’t deserve it anyway so who am I to expect the same energy I give. I’m just embarrassed for existing, I feel useless and worthless and don’t know what to do. It’s such a heavy self hate and I want to feel better but it feels never ending right now.

This sad feeling music helps me dealing with the shitty things I'm going trough. I know I'm a little bit drama queen but even if my problems are not as worse as other's, I can't stop having this pessimist thoughts. All this shit only to say that I love your recently discovered music and that you have a new subscriber.

I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy. Because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anybody else to feel like that.

So the only comments are no comments. very fitting.

I'm tired of myself too lol. Who else ?

Si estás leyendo esto quiero que sepas que no estás solo. No nos conocemos, pero eso que sientes también lo sienten otros, no tenemos que estar solitarios. Solo quisiera desearles a ustedes las mejores energías, palabras de ánimo y mucha motivación. Tienen que ser pacientes, dicen que la paciencia tiene una raíz amarga, pero da frutos dulces. A la distancia les brindo con un trago en la mano y les entrego mis mejores deseos. Que todo deseo, se vuelva desapego. Y que todo lo bueno que ustedes hacen, se les devuelva de igual forma y multiplicado ❤️ Nos merecemos muchas cosas bonitas. Seamos compasivos con nosotros mismos.

After a long day of work. I like to come here sometimes and listen to beautiful music. It relaxes my mind and body❤

Sometimes, I feel like I shouldn't be here. Like I took a wrong turn somewhere, way too fucking far back to turn around, and now I'm just stuck here, where I'm not supposed to be, being. And every turn I make trying to get out, whether trying to find my way to where I once was, or to find any out at all, I wind up crawling deeper into where I'm desperately trying to avoid. It's like quicksand. The more I struggle, the deeper I sink. The deeper I fall to where I'm not meant to be. Part of me still thinks where this takes me, I'm meant to go. I'm meant to go to where I'm not meant to be. And when I get there, I'm meant to not be.

I remember... I used to be so sad all the time back in 2020. I was 13 thinking about bad stuff... Now i'm 16. Some things never change but i am trying my best to heal and finally found some peace...Even if it's hard. And if you are reading this... I wanna let you know that it does get better...You just have to look forward for it...❤

It's like a lullaby to me, my friends play this everytime they want me to be quiet. It feels safe. Like a home where I can finally be at peace. /⁠ᐠ⁠｡⁠ꞈ⁠｡⁠ᐟ⁠\

You're gonna get older Life is going to get harder And you're going to be alone Then once you look around you one day You will realize that everyone around you loves you But nobody likes And that is a loneliness feeling in the world.

For so long I used to put everyone before myself, even if it meant I was slowly killing myself.. now that I'm trying to put myself first and be happy again, everyone is angry at me.

Wish people would actually acknowledge my existence even if I don’t create plans with them first. It’s like I either go out of my way to start something or I no longer exist.

I've come to realize that I always put others before myself. I'm constantly making sure people are okay, and constantly trying my hardest to help the people that need it. This has left me broken. I can't deal with my emotions correctly at all, I'm either uncontrollably sobbing, or I'm simply unaware of how I feel. It hurts, but it digs deeper when it ties around the person I care about most, leaves, or gets distant. Honestly. I gave up on myself, to help those around me. Lately though, I came to know that I only know for sure that I myself am going to be there when I die. No matter how much I want a person to be with me, theres no guarantee that those people will even talk to me by the time I'm gone. I can't depend on people, and I can't let people depend on me until they feel good. I need to be here for myself. In the end, I'm the only one here for me.

I’m not tired of myself. I’m tired of other people being so closed off and always frowning, the news is always bad news. I can’t remember the last time I saw someone smiling in public

this is the background music of my daydreams. when im fantasizing at work when its slow and im caught up. when its 3 am and everything is still but me. its nice and calming :) i hope one day i can love myself as much as i love music

I’m so tired, of myself and others. This world, this life, is so very draining.

I’m broken. The cracks run up and down my body. The cracks cut hard and deep within. I remember when they first came. I was just a young boy. I knew I’d never be the same. My mother cried all night. Every day the cracks broke in a little more. Grew darker a little more. Sometimes I pick at the edges; sometimes I try to fill them in. When I breathe the edges scrape together. More cracks form to weaken me. To wither me. I am grown now and am more hollow darkness then man. I have a son. I love him with all that remains of my heart. He is a young boy. Today he came home with a small crack. I cried all night. I know he will never be the same.

I want to be a kinder, gentler person. I want to be... a stronger person. I have no enemies.

Beautiful piece of soothing music, I love it! It’s helping calm me down ❤️

I am glad I checked this out. I wasn't sure if I would like it, as it sounded rather sad, but it's really very poignantly beautiful.

Thank you for anesthetizing my sleep. this is my calm, my vibe! my well being and self control! thank you again. 🌆🌑😴

I am fucked up my own feature. Being too angry, too careless, too disrepectfull, too idiotic. And in the end, im been too much confident in something not really stable, that i lost everything. No more public attention, no more projects with the very good teams, and only thing left is loans. --- Be smarter. Socialze. Be nise to once helping you, and help them back. And last, but not least: always remember about your family.

When i was young, my family and friends would tell me how annoying i was, and i would get this sense that they didn't want me around. As i grew up, i began to feel really conscious of what people would think of me, and i would try to be someone my friends would like and would want to be around. Now that im older, i find it really difficult to make new friends and connect with people, since i wouldn't want them to see that side of me. There are times when i feel really alone, times i absolutely just want to give up. I tell myself that it's a stupid way of thinking/ feeling, but i don't know how to stop. Im scared that people won't want to be around me if i go back to how i was before.

I liked listening to this. Thank you.

Youre the autor, composer,specialist,actor of your own life and noone will live it like you do no matter what no matter when everything must be live by your own soul and people will follow the flow

"Im tired of myself" That's great. Because How do you know that "self"? In other words, who is aware of that self? That means that there are 2 inside of you. The one that simply knows is your true self then.

I did my best Even so here I am so alone, funny Oh well, I suppose I never was destined for much then I’ll just keep living, maybe something will happen but I doubt it

I have a cat, my first companion and true friend. I've grew uo with other's, best of friends... Family. But they've ghosted me the moment I enlosted into the U.S. Military. Even before I got out, and returned home, my friends and family neglected me when I thiught returning home would heal me... My base, my unit, my peers were so toxic, it put me in a high and low spot... Idk if I can get another companion once this buddy of mine is gone, he's the only thing that's kept me together. I am, and srill a chiseled ol' brick, just waiting for a storm to shake. Once he's gone, I'm gone... I'm 26 years old btw. I know right. Welcome to the new world. I hope, ane bless everyone who's down, to rise and become the king or queen they've always dreamed of 🤞

Thank you, I feel better listening to these pieces of music every afternoon, it helps me work more efficiently and less stressed

48:18 My fave number. It sounds like a PS1-2 Jrpg soundtrack.

Sometimes it's hard when you have to go through a lot of failures 😖

Beautiful.

Fab music to listen to. It’s really helped me to focus today and will be tuning in again for sure

I’m tired of myself and I want to go home.

I'm tired. Goodbye everyone.

I see my hopes and dreams lying on the ground. Swept away

Love your Music

Great music

...wow. i legit shed a few tears listening to this playlist while reading these comments and all i have to say is this; i feel for you guys and gals! i know life is difficult for some of y'all but trust me when i say 'eventually things will get better. much better.' you just have to have patience and work your way through the pain and turmoil. need advice? i'm here! :) also, i love this playlist! definitely one to get lost in your own thoughts, emotions, and mind to! that's an experience i love! ^_^

sometimes I think if I'm depressed or not, I'm fighting selfharm and and I have commited in the past. But it doesn't feel like depression, it feels like something beyond that, it's like a feeling of acceptance. I'm beyond saving but thats okay, because I'm going to admit, some of my truama made me who I am today. My truama made me a kind person to others like me. Although I'm suffering, I've accepted my life for what it is and what has happened in the past. yeah I'm severley traumatzed but, I have the people I care about, My friends,my internet children, my fictonal crushes (ik i'm a simp-) and my dogs. My life sucked I'll tell you that, but it also shaped who I am today. I do wish one day that things will be better for me

I was feeling really anxious and bad, but this somehow brought me so much peace, It made me feel so much better, thank you so much.

Close your eyes, deep breathe, let go.

Then I will carry you.

Imma be honest, it's difficult to keep my head up. I feel like all I've done is make others angry me for how I don't even want to I've just been a complete idiot with the choices I made. I'm doing what I can but I feel like everything is making life harder for the fun of it. It's too the point where every little thing I do wrong makes me just shut down, but if I go silent and think about what I did, then it's bad. Sometimes I can't help or and there's not much I can do about it, my friends continue to ask what's wrong, I've just stopped telling and change the subject, it works. The times it doesn't are when they get mad at me, then just straight out ignore me, I don't blame them. I get so close to telling them but just end up saying "its nothing, im alright." As much as they say that in not bothering them, I don't believe it, my gut continues to tell me it isn't true and I should keep it all hidden. I don't know anymore. Sorry for putting this here. I just needed somewhere to put it. I'm not sure why I can't just tell them. It's probably just me not wanting them to worry. Well, if this is ever read by anyone, thanks for reading it

Damn..... This came in my feed at such a time when I had just finished crying because of how pathetic I am.

I feel oddly comforted by this. It comforta me in the kind of way that is very hard to explain. Its dark yet not in a depressing way, but an 'its going to be okay eventually, and you can feel this'

I can only really feel anything when I'm writing. And I barely can do even that anymore. Lord only knows just how much I want to give up, to grab that blade on my desk and end it right here, right now; or to just run away from my life, shed every bit of my current identity and just try again at the other edge of the world in hopes it'd get better...

this is exactly how im feeling about myself right now

You're right, i was tired too to live.. like i was before, it was time to change

This is really nice, thank you

It releases my stress and helps me get away.

Thank you, mellow and gentle.

i felt peace in my heart while listening this sad musics

Am a dream often dreamed

totally relatable

i’m here, trying to survive to life. my mind is making myself destroy piece to piece, slowly. it’s suffocating. i just wanna end this felling of sadness and death where myself is soaked. i just wanna have clear thoughts, be happy. nobody is around me when i’m at my lowest point. i just make it idk how, but i hope that someday i will not survive to all of this bc i’m tired of fighting, i’m tired of hating myself so damn much. i want to reborn and live a great life and a great mind, a pure one. i’m asking to much?

nice music

We do not know our purpose in this world, we are placed here randomly by some lucky draw of the gods deck of cards. We are not given purpose but that which we give ourselves, and perhaps that is our purpose, to wander and explore, learn and create, and build our own path, our own purpose. Sometimes we think we've lost our way, strayed from the path that which we are to follow, but only once you get to a certain point on that path we realise that that was apart of the journey all along. The path was not straight and narrow, but winding and curvy, like a river, sometimes going back the direction once we came to then continue forward again. We are Homo-Sapiens, we started as tiny, insignificant life clinging onto a stray asteroid that was perhaps birthed from our star, then with the probability as tiny as we were, crashed into one of eight young planets where we then evolved into what we are over the course of billions of years. Had one decimal of a degree of temperature been slightly different we could've evolved into something much different than what we are now. Humanity is a literal once in a billion, trillion, quadrillion, infinitesimal chance, and there was an even smaller chance that YOU were born, with your exact personality, traits and features. YOU are truly special, not because I said so, not because they said so, not because Mom and Dad said so, not because he or she said so, but because the very nature of the universe makes you special. YOU will never exist again, YOU are a once in a decillion lifetimes chance, across another billion universes, YOU would never happen again. We may be worthless, we may be inconsequential, we may be truly insignificant, but that doesn't matter, on our scale, on the human scale, on the only planet we've ever known scale, YOU are not just a grain of sand on a beach, but a bright star shining throughout the cosmos, and while there may be a lot of us, our purpose, our significance comes from the light we can see shine from ourselves. Each grain of sand has a purpose, that is to hold the grains around it, because if grains decide to leave, then the beach will eventually run out of sand. YOU are special, but you have to tell yourself that.

Okay 😢 this is a message from me to my self ("💕 thankyou for everything u were always handling and solving any problems faced u and hurtness u deal with all in calm way even now i can feel that u taired, i think its time to get some rest ,this is the end of our story , now its time to live in peace dont worry i will be okay ❤❤"

i would like to hug you........honesty is beautiful

Please, dont find a way out. Find a way

Just superb, outstanding music

Pretend to be allright Tell family that i'am fine Because some day I may die

abandoned and left alone for eternity after pouring all my love and soul into making people smile. why? i don't know myself.

Ime tired of myself is a good place to be give your life to God move out of the way 💚🙏🏼✌️✌️✌️

You know someday i'm gonna leave this world. I just want to wish you the person reading this comment a nice and wonderful life. At least my comment will forever stay as long as this comment is in the RU-vid database. So take care friend and forget everything that gives you negative vibes.😢

I don't know how you came up with the title but combined with the music it hit so hard. It hurt. Yet I stayed, for that I should thank you

Kender det alt for godt selv… men man kommer til et punkt hvor man forstår.. hvorfor og sig selv ❤

i love this

If you’re watching this I know times are hard, I just went through a breakup, but my hope and what keeps me going isn’t from myself, how could it be when I’ve tried my best and failed. My hope is from God, from Jesus Christ. I don’t know what you’ve gone through but I know you’re searching for something, wether it is a hole in your heart or a deep sorrow or the feeling of giving it your all and it not working out. That hole can’t be filled through ourselves, haven’t we tried so many times before, that hole is filled through Jesus Christ. He loves you, He loves me, He loves us to die for us that we may be redeemed. The hole you feel is from sin, from our mistakes, but God didn’t want that for us so has shown us mercy to have us cleaned from our sins, our past, our mistakes. I know that life isn’t easy but so does God. I’m not claiming life will magically become better but we know that we are missing something and Jesus that which we are missing. John 3:16 says “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.” I love y’all and only want the best, stay strong❤

Wow😮❤ i lovely this song bro❣️🌠

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I'm cryyyyyy

Il coule ici comme un rêve de fièvre brumeuse de vieilles légendes et de campagnes inachevées. C'est à la fois subtil en arrière-plan et demande de l'attention. musique translucide

50:28 🍃✨🎶😞😢 Listing this at late night alone.. 🍃✨ Remembering those golden days... 🍃 Feeling so sad badly.. Drop of tear leaving my eye..🍃 And in the end.. Came back to this strange world...

I feel you…

I wish I could stop sabotaging my own happiness

Why can’t I be perfect? I hate being human. I mess up too much, I ruin everything. I want to be perfect. What I’d give do I wouldn’t ruin anything anymore. I’m losing sleep, im scared to sleep. I don’t know what tomorrow will bring, but I’m terrified. I don’t want to lose what’s dear to me. I can’t. I hate myself. Being human is too difficult.

very good for drawing and/or crying

Every night I dream about what we've been through, what we had, and now that we don’t see each other anymore, I’ve pretty much fucking had it. we have texting, but I need to see her again. I need to hug her again. I need to hear her voice again. I’m starved of physical affection, I’m starved of just being asked if I’m okay. I’m starved of the feeling that I am genuinely loved, and the feeling that I will get through this. Everybody thinks I’m fine, but I’m not. I need help.