I need to feel SOMETHING. I've poured out all of my emotions on one single person and now I'm completely numb. I'm done staring at a wall with no emotion wanting to cry out but nothing comes out. and now your gone.. 💔
You were the good in my life. Vice versa. We were very happy together. So happy we were. My mistake..speaking about this heaven sent blessing from the Most High. I never recognized Envy's evil grip in this life The beginning of the end for us. Miss you so
If there's hope dreams are never over. Good things come to those who wait. I've waited long enough. So now it's time to make good things. Time to be me but better.
I feel like I’m trapped in this dark room,there’s no one here,just the darkening thoughts and voices in my head telling me I’m just better off dead,I want to just leave this world like nothing ever existed,I’m a non existing human being,but just a survivor.I don’t want help,coz when I did want it I got judged just for being like this,I’m at that point in life where I’m not on the edge I’m off the edge,I can’t care less of what can happen to me,I could die,I could get hurt,more hurt than I already am,I just want to feel that little hope At least that I’m going to be okay,but there’s none,everyone telling me I’m going to be “fine” fine means a lot of things. I can’t be just fine,without that overwhelming hardening feeling on my heart crushing me more and more till I’m completely shattered,I want to be happy and okay or just fine for once...but I can’t be,too much stress,too many people telling me it’s going to be “fine” when it’s not going to be,people bullying and judging me for being me,me and my girlfriend broke up after a 7 month and 28 days relationship,I lost my best friend to suicide on 5th September 2020,I continued to self harm,my parents and family telling me and saying things about me,talking down on me.Parents and siblings saying that I’m faking every “little” problem I have.But in the end that’s just some of my story,I’m okay.
How do i make it good when you are not treating me like a person? You pulled away...and I accepted it the best I could/ without even hearing a reason...? I do breathe; laugh; Have hobbies; cry, and most of all, I still have a heartbeat....yet you just go on with life/ you have someone; ....I cannot get lost in a Man that is not emotionally available, or physically available at least some? ....you made your choice💔 there is no way without being around me, you would know 100%
Hey Beth if this is you. I don't have anybody.. The only person I Want Is You. Have a great day I'm doing my best. I'm trying to get my motor out in. It's kind of hard to do everything by yourself. I'm ready to go to work and be done over here with this b*******. I have three engines to do one transmission. And I'm hiding right. Do you want to know something you are right though I did put all this b******* before you. I just didn't realize it I wish you can just talk to me please pick a person and talk to me do you want to be with me I can understand it. But talk to me Jesus please Lord
I figured it out. I'm making it good. Everyday. When he was here, he was unraveling me. So yeah; keep on keepin on - I feel and am better for it everyday that he's not in my energy, it stays lucrative and prosperous. I was taking 'L's' all over the place and for no reason. He didn't deserve it...greedy, shallow, gossiping, perverted, blind, weak decepticon is gone. Yayyyyyy!!!! I live to love - not to destroy another.
My dear, I know how you feel about that. I was so sad when my ex left me for the past 6 years... Then on this faithful day I came across a video on RU-vid there was this friend of mine that drop a message on my email, and she explained perfectly well to me that there is this great powerful man that can help me with my situation. Then for that moment, I was doubting her but I was having this mindset let me try if it is going to work for me know then and I message him on his WhatsApp number low and behold the man told me that I should give him only three days that my ex is going to come back to me. On that faithful day my ex text me in the first place I was so very excited and now my ex is with me now I am so great full to him. You can text him on his WhatsApp +2349058821669 Greetings from Denmark 🇩🇰 🤗
i can do nothing and for me nothing is working either this either that and even my life my passion career future my aim not being loyal with me what should i do people --? Tell me was my birth a biggest SiN curse ??
That's actually true😭I need something and without you I have nothing left,..... so I'm not good Are you coming back? No😔 🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀 💔😔💔😔💔😔💔😔💔😔💔😔 Hard to carry but I try to keep moving on maybe you change your mind set😪
Well that's you he's getting better. He's going to be so much better he's going to be great. But it's hard to know that if you don't talk to somebody. Don't even know if it's you I'm just taking a wild shot.. since you're changing everything I figured I'd give it my last shot I've been doing it every day for like 3 months. I almost thought there was hope. But that's what I get for thinking. I'm starting a new career a new me. No more games no more beating myself to death. I'm done with that. My El Caminos going in the garage when I get home from work tomorrow I'm pulling the motor I'm starting to sand it down and getting ready to paint it. And put the new motor in new paint new me. My long-term goal. I've worked hard enough. I want A Z16 Corvette. 8 speed. Like my brother-in-law Jim. That's a long-term. First thing is to pay the house off in about 3 months. And then start remodeling.
@@snoopyw6589 I would love to talk to you. Name the place and the time. Like I said kind of stranded right now but I'd walk to come and talk to you. Cuz you're worth it
If there's hope dreams are never over. Good things come to those who wait. I've waited long enough. So now it's time to make good things. Time to be me but better.
BETH ANN SMITHSON I KNEW IT .YOU HATE ME. HA HA HA HA TELL HIM I SAID HELLO. GOOD BYE. I will let the Lord and you know that little thing called karma karma karma. It's so funny you can still get in my phone huh it'll be the last day. Enjoy it while you can it's all about today bye
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