alex this resonates with me man same story grew up without a father . mother had and still has addiction issues . i’m jus trying to be the best man i can be.
You ain’t alone bro. My mother is a wicked bruja and my father don’t give AF. They stole millions from me that my grandmother left me. I went from a secret ghetto millionaire to now I’m living check to check barely getting by. I’ve never been happier in my life. God is everything material stuff is not important at all. Righteousness is the focus, paradise is the prize.
First life lesson you learn is life isn't fair. You have to play the cards that are dealt the best you can. I earned everything I ever had in life. Paid every loan backed with interest. Lived paycheck to paycheck a lot. No matter how bad things get trust in the Lord and don't quit. There is no shame in failure, failure comes from never trying.
