I've Lost Myself To My Mental Illness 

I'm sorry you had to go through all that! I hope you are doing ok now sending love to you 💗 ❤️

Idea: The old religious figures/Greek attempt to give mental and physical diseases through black magic and the medical community. They are schizophrenia. They are narcissism. The old religious/Greek figures have put people in genders of bodies that are not their own with an evil purpose. This is why trans people exist. And surgery is a basic human right. They are also responsible for detransitioners existing. They abuse on gender and sexuality and control in these areas to attempt to confuse and change souls from who they are. The old religious/Greek figures are all controlling our bodies and are the voices. They are getting in our bodies to rape, murder and speak thoughts that are not our own. They have long term evil intentions and a very long past to cover up. Religion has been used against the human population and the fear of hell for a long-term purpose of keeping us controllable. This is beyond full body/mind control they can do magic style. The old religious/Greek figures are arranging the marriages/relationships of the populace without consent. The psychic rapes are from old religious/Greek figures not a human person. It’s not kundalini as well. Twin flame is very dangerous. People from above are attempting to pair you up as they did previously. It’s a fate based system where everything is chosen for you on birth. That life is just planned and it actually is by the old religious/Greek figures to be honest. But truly if you think about extreme poverty and acid attacks you’d have to see life is not fated. It’s a mess. The universe couldn’t know you at 0. I would never try to take the idea of love or potential of love from someone. It's the idea it was created on birth your lover and it's very fate based. The world and you was done the day you were born. And it can be used against you the idea of a match up that is chosen in advance of you becoming you by the universe (but is the old religious figures). And that things are set in stone and you don’t choose your partner. It sets you up to not see abuse and to accept any treatment because they are the one. It’s so dangerous. You have a forever someone who will have to work to remain your forever just like you will but it’s not set in stone and no one knows who it is besides you. You just will have a lover. And it’s the religious and Greek figures trying to control people to get together. By forcing souls to be with one another without consent through manipulation and control. Trying to get in the idea that the universe knows your partner or yourself better than you. Trying to plant signs of something that is not. They do this with all sorts of topics. They are the one touching you and talking to you. Evil Cupids. Evil People. We all will win though. And people will know that control exists. Who is truly at fault. And love will be found. If you want it. And there is unlimited food/drink in heaven. I wish you all the best. 😅😮😢…😂❤🎉❤🎉❤🎉🎉❤

Don't just sit on the first diagnosis,especially if your medication regimen isn't giving you good effects. Make sure to work closely with a good therapist who listens and take that knowledge with you to psychiatrist appointments so you can advocate for yourself effectively.

@@jhern083 thank you ❤️ I’ve been working with a psychiatrist to find meds that work for me. He suggested I do DBT, so now I’m trying to find a therapist to facilitate that. It’s a journey.

Thank you so much! So kind ✨️

800 Seroquel is way too much - talk to Dr and reduce it....or try something else...sending u healing vibes❤

Thank you so much!

I'm a Christian too so I totally understand you, thanks for commenting. My relationship with Jeus means a lot to me

@@mentalhealthwithalana 🤟🏻 you are an awesome person

Amen, thanks for sharing that

Hi yes it's on my list to make!! Will be a video coming soon

Can u tell me how you got off them? - Benzo are so addicted....- please help - appreciate it ❤