If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power aka MASTERPIECE ~ halsey reaction ~

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Hey guys, I'm back with another video!! So, today is the day... Halsey is back with her new album titled "If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power". This album is also accompanied by a film and from the visuals etc we have seen prior to the album dropping I gained quite a lot of excitement for this project. Let's find out if it was all I hoped it to be...
ps spoiler alert... it was ;)
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@nikkis7375 3 года назад

Her at the end of 1121 begging her unborn child to stay alive unlike her past pregnancies and leave her “safe and soundly” made me cry. And her lullaby “darling” singing it to her baby also made me cry when she says “foolish men have tried but only you have shown me how to love bein alive”

@jordanpearson9883 3 года назад

There actually is a lot about pregnancy in the album but it's hidden in so much metaphor it's INSANE. This album is brilliant oh my god.

@nikkis7375 3 года назад

Agreed, I’m surprised not a lot of people seem to notice them but a couple of them made me cry. Such a beautiful songwriter!

@LizAya22 3 года назад

Darling tho.

@lauravgo 3 года назад

ikrr

@yugmi853 3 года назад

NOTHING COMPARED TO THIS ALBUM! HALSEY KILLED US ALL

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

YES.

@dtatertot 3 года назад

DECEASED

@CrowTRobot 3 года назад

I can't believe how well Nine Inch Nails pairs with Halsey. I hope she works with Trent again after this, he was such a good fit for her.

@lucyheartfilia9077 3 года назад

Halsey and Taylor really popped off these last two years with the lyricism

@rejaakkk3831 3 года назад

Lorde also joins the team

@actuallymilo 6 месяцев назад

and it was ONLY the lyrics so.. !@@rejaakkk3831

@daviemoe0779 3 года назад

Darling is talking about her new baby and 1121 is the date she found out she was pregnant

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

ahhhhhhhh okayyyyy that makes sense xo

@gabtoledo5144 3 года назад

darling is for their kid, and 1121 is actually November 21, which was the day halsey found out they were pregnant, so the song is basically about their fear of change, and how they were afraid of their partner leaving

@lucasgongora8690 3 года назад

IT WAS INCREDIBLEEE, head to head with Manic in my opinion, i´ve been listening to i´m not a woman i´m a god on repeat all dayyy

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

I just NEED to know all the lyrics right nowwwww

@gglovesgorillazmj7784 3 года назад

@@BradEvans21 yass ill put the lyrics right here: I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud Keep your heart 'cause I already- Every day, I got a smile where my frown goes A couple bodies in the garden where the grass grows I take 'em with me to the grave in a suitcase Maybe I could be a different human in a new place Oh I just wanna feel somethin', tell me where to go 'Cause everybody knows somethin' I don't wanna know So I stay right here 'cause I'm bеtter all alone Yeah, I'm bеtter all alone But I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud So keep your heart 'cause I already got one I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud Keep your heart 'cause I already- Every morning, got a hollow where my heart goes I never listen, but I see it with my eyes closed I know you, I remember from the grass stain Maybe I could be a better human with a new name Oh I just wanna feel somethin', tell me where to go 'Cause everybody knows somethin' I don't wanna know So I stay right here 'cause I'm better all alone Yeah, I'm better all alone But I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud So keep your heart 'cause I already got one I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud Keep your heart 'cause I already- (Yeah) I'm ready to leave it, I'll go when I feel it Got caught, both hands on the smokin' gun I try, but I need it, it's hard, but I feel it And it really does hurt when you love someone Oh I just wanna feel somethin', tell me where to go 'Cause everybody knows somethin' I don't wanna know So I stay right here 'cause I'm better all alone Yeah, I'm better all alone I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud So keep your heart 'cause I already got one I am not a woman, I'm a god I am not a martyr, I'm a problem I am not a legend, I'm a fraud Keep your heart 'cause I already got one 💖

@ajshaniq 3 года назад

I can't believe "I'm not a woman, I'm a God" created GIRLBOSS energy.

@zombieedrea 3 года назад

do NOT attach that word with IANAWIAG honestly how dare you.

@dtatertot 3 года назад

×IF I CAN'T HAVE LOVE, I WANT POWER× The Tradition × 3:11 Bells in Santa Fe × 5:17 Easier Than Lying × 6:50 Lilith × 9:48 Girl is a Gun × 10:56 you asked for this ×12:46 Darling × 15:45 1121 × 17:15 honey × 18:38 Whispers × 20:10 IANAW, IAAG × 22:01 The Lighthouse × 24:07 Ya'aburnee × 26:56

@KichboiiJJ 3 года назад

This album is an absolute MASTERPIECE. There is actually no skips for me, it is excellence. My top 5 tracks are (no order): 1. The Tradition 2. 1121 3. Honey 4. Easier Than Lying 5. The Lighthouse

@thegirlonthemoon. 3 года назад

I HAVE THE EXACT SAME TOP 5

@vaidehideshpande7551 3 года назад

Exact same except instead of The Tradition, I've got Whispers

@RamonaGelosi 3 года назад

the tradition GIVES ME CHILLS

@jessica5497 3 года назад

This album is Trent Reznor all over the place, she made the best decision asking him and Ross to co-write and produce.

@gglovesgorillazmj7784 3 года назад

YESS FRR i love both NIN and halseys music 💖 i love this album

@IICHLIWP 3 года назад

actually, most of the lyrics were made by halsey only but they get credits for the production since is a kind of collaboration.

@jessica5497 3 года назад

@@IICHLIWP i'm a fan of hers, not saying they wrote everything... it's HER album 🤷🏻‍♀️ and they have grammys, emmys, and oscars so i dont think they're seeking for more credits lol but they help to co-wrote my favorite ones, so i'll give props to that. And yeah...they get credits for the production...since they produced, and It's a very "trent sound" so Impossible to say that the didn't.

@pinkbarbie6966 3 года назад

@@jessica5497 lmfao u have to chil, Halsey wrote almost all the songs and they produced the music and co wrote some of them, stay mad

@halahradwan9825 3 года назад

“Ya’aaborne” is a Lebanese word we use! It sounds intense but we actually mean it in a very kind way when we feel the need to express intense LOVE!!

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

omg okayyyyyy!! i understand the sentiment behind it and how it’s more to represent how deep you love someone xoxo

@narayastarks 3 года назад

its also an Arabic term

@ABSGACHA 3 года назад

@@narayastarks yes, and it literally means "Bury me" which is like " I'd rather die before you because I can't imagine living without you by my side"

@nikkis7375 3 года назад

@@BradEvans21 Halsey actually meant it in the Arabic translation as “bury me” as in mother’s say it to babies like I love you so much that I can’t fathom a world without you in it.

@mariane9056 3 года назад

I've commented a similar thing in a different reaction but Halsey is the artist that I can identify myself the most with. Is really interesting to see other people that haven't gone through the same traumas that both me and her have gone through interpret the album, there is so much pain, self destructive behavior, pure rage in the aftermath, where and how those man left us after the abuse, how we feel and see the world differently and how things work inside our heads. I recommend having in mind that a big part of it is about abuse, how society has failed with their woman and how that affects us from a very young age. You'll get a even deeper message than you first realized. This album is a perfect representation of that journey and my tattoo session is already booked because I need that inside my skin.

@PaleLittleGirl2 3 года назад

I love this album, I NEED the film, it was genius to have Reznor and Ross produce this they are a great match

@Rachthepisces 3 года назад

I was super excited when I saw Trent and Atticus were involved!!!! And I love it! I honestly think it’s her best work, to have such amazing people on it how could it not be?!

@rodrigoasselborn8900 3 года назад

The connection you mention (11:26) between lines (or music) using the same word, or point of articulation is called "elision" in music.

@kevinmunch15 3 года назад

This album holy shit this is album of the year I stayed up till midnight and I was like holy shit Halsey did the damn thing

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

yes yes yes yes yes you made several points

@gglovesgorillazmj7784 3 года назад

yesss this is the album of the year 💖💖💖

@afassibregh5204 3 года назад

Halsey said in their instagram live that 1121 was when she found out she was pregnant !

@sarahannrose 3 года назад

Oh my gosh I listened to this album first this this morning and I was thinking to myself, I can't wait to see your reaction! You were SO fast! Also, the fucking title is EPIC. I can't.

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

I was hoping to get it up sooner than this lol, it’s been a longggggg day! But thank u doll thank you for being here 🤍🤍

@afiefswift5403 3 года назад

She needs to release the film through digital platforms as well. Like this Album got full of my attention since she announced.

@Babbsful 3 года назад

The bridge in 1121 is my favorite part of the album. So much sensation and emotion I feel, I could just cry

@OceanBlvd5SOS 3 года назад

This album is absolutely insane! And the fact that she did it while she was pregnant AND did a movie while she was pregnant is even more insane!! The lyrical content here is astonishing. There was another album that came out today that I was really excited for and I listened to it and then I remembered this one came out today so I listened to it too and almost forgot about the other album that I had been so excited for cuz this one is so compelling lol 😭😅

@CGPOPPOOP 3 года назад

I was so impressed with this. Classic NIN production with a modern singer and it made me super nostalgic for NIN. If you somehow don't hear it, listen to Girl is a Gun and then listen to The Perfect Drug from NIN.

@ChimiChi1989 3 года назад

The movie was amazing. This album was amazing. Apparently today at 4 pm pacific standard time she’s doing a listening party idk where tho.

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

I NEED to see the movie!

@ChimiChi1989 3 года назад

Oh btw not all songs were in the movie. And honestly the movie goes with the album but you don’t need the movie for the album. Darling is about her son I’m pretty sure. Ans whispers is not in the movie lol

@ShieAyla 3 года назад

Lilith was Adams FIRST wife! She was too rebellious, and was exiled from the garden.

@whiskeyrivers 3 года назад

You had the best reaction to this Masterpiece!!!! Its been on rotation since Friday!!!

@CrowTRobot 3 года назад

Would love to see you react to With Teeth which was Trent Reznor making a Nine Inch Nails pop album. Halsey is a massive NIN fan and always wanted to work with him- hence this album. Loved your reaction. This was me yesterday. She's such a good lyricist.

@annabelrhodes3035 3 года назад

I feel like Girl is A Gun is so underrated, I've listened to the album a couple of times now and it's definitely my favourite song

@adrian.moon.5199 2 года назад

the light house talks about being stuck in bottomless pit of this manic depression with the lyric supporting this “and im still stranded on the shoreline there, and nobody hears me scream” basically being captivated in this dark hopelessness type of mindset while the lyric “there is a light house in the middle of the deep” talking about her hunt for love kind a ironically similar to the saying “there’s many fish in the see” and a light house is to usually give sailors and people on the ocean a signal to shelter “and i will lure you like a land slide and i’ll show you lovely things” basically tricking them for her own pleasure, but other than that this is a deep but badass song

@madelynnbower5973 2 года назад

the lighthouse makes me think of my panic disorder. being stranded in the water (the water being the constant state of panic) and desperately reaching and trying to get to the lighthouse which is where i’m no longer hurting anymore. it’s the light at the end of the tunnel.

@ephy9590 3 года назад

ive been telling channels why i subscribed to them, what they said that made me do it: "she's one of the best lyricists of our generation, i don't give a shit what you say. let's put some respect on the talent." PERIOOOOOOOOOODT

@ivyplant29 3 года назад

Also i saw the movie, and i believe that the movie was made to accompany the album, not the other way around.

@shariemoran2002 2 года назад

This whole album is about abuse done in every form that abuse can happen to others like myself and her, and how each abuse affected her and us in our psyche and the visible scars are shown on the body of the abused, and how the non-visible scars has manifested in hers and ours (the abused) shows through our behaviors-like depression and etc. And, it’s also about pregnancy and stressing over it all (including the way our bodies change during the whole duration of the pregnancy and not wanting to mess up her/our babies in type of way, and hoping to at least be able to love the baby unconditionally. Because we had no real good role models to look up to in that regard, to show us how to properly and etc. I can whole heartily say that I can fully relate to her, her story and songs on this album. As for “Lilith” song. Lilith is the queen of hell-due to her fall after Satan’s fall, because she was Adam’s 1st wife, but refuse to do what he wanted her to, and when he wanted her to do whatever Adam wanted Lilith to, bc she and Adam were created as equals, but Adam saw it differently, so Lilith left the Garden of Eden, and God punished her for it, and took away all her babies and made her marry Lucifer, and be the Queen of hell and rule it w/Satan. And she would go and steal Adams seed and kill his children and unborn children and all of those that she could of all humans out-of-jealousy. Lilith was even jealous of the woman angel that Satan was in love with and had children with. Lucifer was also in love with a female human and had children w/her, too, and wanted her as his wife,.. Lilith and Lucifer basically dislike one another.

@mariaeduardaannuza 3 года назад

the lighthouse is about a toxic relashionship and shes trying to swim back out of this tormented sea and the name of the song means that even in the middle of the deep end she is got hope to fight back and not drown ( i think is about her relashionship w G Easy bc he was super toxic w her)

@amaanshabir3800 3 года назад

You’re literally me when I heard this album 😂 loved your reaction! And the album is dope 🔥

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

thank you so much!! i’m glad u agreeeee!! 😘

@13jm30 3 года назад

Oh my gosh I love her voice so much, Halsey is really great😫💕💕

@alenpelegrini8675 3 года назад

OMFG THIS IS SO GOOD AHAHJSJSAHHAHAH also darling is a lullaby for her baby!!! 1121 is the day they found out they were pregnant, also for the baby and honey is.. gay it's just gay, she was kissing girls

@KD9YCE 3 года назад

The instrumentation and the production qualities very much sound like Nine Inch Nails songs. (Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross of Nine Inch Nails produced the album.) I think it's awesome that Halsey fans are unknowingly becoming Nine Inch Nails fans because of this album.

@joseph2024 3 года назад

Hahaha! I laugh because I seriously doubt seeing Halsey fans listening to NIN discography. I think Trent may be just a tad dark for her crowd. However I do think it’s awesome that so many love the album and it’s production.

@smileeverythingisgonnabeal4957 3 года назад

AOTY. PERIOD

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

you got a point… 👀

@AnijKittieMcBee 3 года назад

So, my first listen I LOVED the mix between her voice and the sound of Reznor and Ross. I grew up listening to Nine Inch Nails so the emotions were even higher. I cried NUMEROUS times and nearly lost my shit when I heard Trents voice mixed with hers on Lighthouse at the end. I mean maybe I heard it wrong but its haunting like some of NIN's more impactful songs and to have that happen with her voice on Lighthouse... yummy haunting vibes for sure!!

@igrlpes 3 года назад

She said that this is a conceptual album about the pleasures and the pains of being pregnant, with that being said, i think that she shows that the baby is an object of love but also a monster and them she created this hole universe around it.

@victoriantoniadi 3 года назад

yaaayy i was waiting for this reaction

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

Big love 🤍🤍🤍

@victoriantoniadi 3 года назад

@@BradEvans21 ly 💋

@multixfandomedits7241 3 года назад

halsey truly is one of the best songwriters

@aaeron5519 3 года назад

I feel bad for your neighbours hearing easier than lying through the walls at 6am LOL

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

pahhhahha and my parents… they were asleep lol

@hellosabi2112 Год назад

Halsey is a genius with the lyrics. Like "Ive spent a long time watering plants made out of plastic and i cursed the ground for going green" 😍

@jeromevandiest 3 года назад

HER BEST WORK TO DATE!! Manic was a great album but IICHLIWP is her BEST album! I hope she sticks with this sound in her next album

@shanecallahan9920 3 года назад

I’m halfway through the album it’s a masterpiece. Also Kim Petras Dropped her new single “Future Starts Now”

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

think I’m gonna wait for the music video then do a reaction!

@shanecallahan9920 3 года назад

@@BradEvans21 yes yes yes ❤️

@swiftiey 3 года назад

Darling is a lullaby for ender her baby and 1121 is the day she found out she was pregnant with them 🖤

@gracebracken4510 3 года назад

Lighthouse: based on my own ideas, and from Twitter. Is an abstract story telling song, like a siren song. About luring in men. “Showing them lovely things” then destroying them. Being a unpredictable wild “evil” women fueled by rage.

@joshblgr 3 года назад

10:46 That "shit hit the fan" image got me crying 😭😭😂

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

PAHAHAHAHAHAH!!

@hexbxund 3 года назад

I have too many favorites lol, I was not expecting this at all!!!

@dachmusic7206 3 года назад

Such an AMAZING ALBUM!!! I am in love with it!

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

SO AM I

@lasernikixcex 2 года назад

The way this album was produced by Nine Inch Nails blows me away!!!

@otterwithadarkside4422 3 года назад

YES PLEASE DO A HASLEY RANKING! I WOULD LOVE TO SEE WHAT YOU THINK OF ALL OF HER SONGS!

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

okkkkkkkk

@KichboiiJJ 3 года назад

I second this omg

@shelbyrae8226 3 года назад

Halsey said 1121 was the day she found out she was pregnant, but I like the definition of its angel number cause it goes surprisingly well with them finding out about their baby!

@wakeonnightmare4786 2 года назад

i love your reactions, yo channel the hype thru ur body, LIIIIIIT

@pau7016 3 года назад

wait, i love the fact that 1121 is an angel number abt love and dreams, that makes it even more special oh my godddd

@gigih3616 3 года назад

Im a new subscriber & i absolutely love your vibe!! ❤️

@mariaeduardaannuza 3 года назад

the song whispers is her talking about her bad thoughts bc of her bipolar diagnose, in my opinion, when she says "you did not want this" was her in some moments of the pregnancy reflecting if she really wanted to be a mum ( with that bad voice in her head) and people that have bipolar disorder usually have unprotective safe sex so they usually are very sexually active, thats why she was saying " this is the voice in your head that says beat i could fuck him" ITS THE MAJOUR BIPOLAR ANTHEM

@ari5333 3 года назад

My ranking is: 1. Easier than lying 🔥🔥 2. Honey 3. The lighthouse 4. You asked for this 5. Bells in Santa Fe 6. Whispers 7. I am not a woman, I'm a God 8. 1121 9. This girl is a gun 10. Lilith 11. The tradition 12. Ya'aburnee 13. Darling

@katriz4177 3 года назад

I appreciate that you are always so quick at posting

@khushibhatia3826 3 года назад

Did you guys know lighthouse was a poem in halsey's poetry book ??!!

@demianmr8767 3 года назад

My favorites are Lilith, honey, IANAWIAG and The Lighthouse

@gglovesgorillazmj7784 3 года назад

same tho the whole entire album is a fookin masterpiece

@demianmr8767 3 года назад

@@gglovesgorillazmj7784 where's the lie? 🧐

@gglovesgorillazmj7784 3 года назад

@@demianmr8767 exactly there aint no lie

@jacksonstorm13 3 года назад

1121 is a date. It's the day she found out she was pregnant.

@lucyheartfilia9077 3 года назад

Bro Honey hits so hard like damn she’s such a bopppp

@bestiedelrey 2 года назад

This album is so freaking amazing. Love the production sm here's my top 5 1. The Lighthouse 2. You Asked For This 3. Gasoline (Reimagined) 4. Lilith/Bells in Santa Fe 5. Easier Than Lying

@december3305 3 года назад

Omg yay the superspeed editing has come through again 😀

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

defo not super speed I’ve been editing it for 7 hours lol xo

@december3305 3 года назад

@@BradEvans21 oh gosh bless you. I've just been listening to the album on repeat for 8h 😂

@nonameunknown2403 3 года назад

Your reactions are iconic

@connermason8845 2 года назад

Fun fact 1121 also stands for the day she found out she was preggers (: so it's got a double meaning to it.

@jennaaaliyah444 3 года назад

their best album PERIODT

@xabiernunez 3 года назад

Halsey revealed that 1121 is the day she found out she was pregnant :)

@daviemoe0779 3 года назад

I’ve been waiting for you to upload this 😭

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

SORRY it took so longggg 🙈😇

@ABSGACHA 3 года назад

Actually, 21st November (1121) was the day she discovered about her pregnancy, WHICH MAKES IT EVEN MORE EMOTIONAL!😭😭😭😭😭

@ivyplant29 3 года назад

Darling is about her kid she just gave birth to, Ender! Though it could make a good love song too.

@ivyplant29 3 года назад

Hold on dont come at me fellow viewers, is halsey nonbinary? I feel like i missed something.

@gaybobster 3 года назад

@@ivyplant29 she uses she/they pronouns

@chloemiller8036 3 года назад

ALSO WHEN U LISTEN TO DARLING AND 1121, it hits different when you realise 1121 is the date she found out she was pregnant 21st nov!! American dates haha!! But darling is a lullaby to ender!!

@jasonz31 3 года назад

This album like no im obsessed

@daviemoe0779 3 года назад

Definitely do a Halsey ranking yes

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

OOOOOOP 👀

@TheMereDEATH 3 года назад

The movie is AMAZING

@itzel1735 3 года назад

This is an amazing work. And you are fun. You love drama, and you haven’t done a Faouzia reaction?

@kalima2537 3 года назад

It was like embrace the darkness and let it fall 💋

@someonelove2710 3 года назад

I SEE FOLKLORE BACK THERE YASSS

@laurakhachaturyantaesujk 3 года назад

omg, my favorites are the tradition, 1121 and ya'burnee

@mariaeduardaannuza 3 года назад

on darling u where askinhg WHO WAS SHE TALKING ABOUT! ITS THE BABYYYYYYYY ITS ENDERRRRR

@kurt4152 3 года назад

omg rank all halsey tracks!

@chrissmith5985 3 года назад

Yes, such a good album but I just need some closure as to more of the context, background and story of this album so love it 10x more!

@mariaeduardaannuza 3 года назад

In I am not a woman I am a god, I think she talks about how strong woman are persued by society, she starts " i am not a woman I am a god" and in her visual show, she gets blood thoughten on her this moment and then she starts to "get weaker" in her opinion, starting to decrease the lyric " I am not a martyr I am a problem" " I am not a legend I am a fraud", because shes being corrupted by society to not feel like a powerfull woman. And just crazy theory of my head, maybe we she says "keep your heart cause i already got one" is because her baby is inside of her and has a heart, so she needs to take care of this one

@kristopherkraft7497 3 года назад

ALBUM OF THE FUCKING YEAR IKTR

@BradEvans21 3 года назад

iktrt

@nicoletattoli2002 3 года назад

i love your accent soooo muchhhh

@ariana.cherise 3 года назад

halsey said on a livestream the other day that 11/21 was the day she found out that she was pregnant!

@TheMereDEATH 3 года назад

I love “bells in Santa Fe”

@ana_lynn_w2959 3 года назад

'you asked for this' gives me Jimmy Eat World- Futures vibes

@demianmr8767 3 года назад

The title is so accurate

@georgeeid7218 3 года назад

The first part of the album she expresses her frustration with men and i believe from Darling she starts talking about her miscarriage before🥺

@gglovesgorillazmj7784 3 года назад

yess i did see that too this album really is speaking facts about everything 💖💖🥺

@marammjf9724 3 года назад

hellooo loved the reaction just wanted to point out that halsey’s pronouns are she/they

@joseph2024 3 года назад

Whispers..to me is her alter ego.

@georgia1986 3 года назад

honey is just a gay song bout a hot girl and i love it. the songs aren't always completely literal but i like that theres a bit more room for interpretation.

@s.rae.m 3 года назад

I feel like Bells in Santa Fe could maybe be about her miscarriage. Like it could be written in terms of her unborn baby talking to her "dont call me by my name / all of this is temporary / "don't wait for me / it's not a happy ending" I could be wrong but that's where I went with it.