Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy. I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 23 years ago. It's even more saddening with how Germany's privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but I can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on RU-vid which is extremely lacking and rare to find Thankfully some time last year, Germany finally lifted those privacy laws for Google Maps Street view and i finally got to see my home again for the first time since we all left way back in 2001. I will be honest. I've never cried so much in such a long time. It was harrowingly different everywhere i looked around Osnabruck but I could also see things that haven't changed at all. The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had. Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit. Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood. But. I have a daughter now, born Bonfire Night in 2022. Can't believe it's almost been 2 years with her already. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad. Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.
You are the only individual who will--eventually--be able to understand what you're all about. I recommend against waiting for others to materialize in order for you to Reflect. Fortunately, you don't have to take my advice; it can be ignored with no second thoughts. 💪😎✌️ 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the Universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ -- Diamond Dragons (series)
It's so hard to connect nowadays, I dream of the same thing. Experiencing life with people offering other perspectives around me, seeing myself through their eyes and vice versa. We'll get there :)
I dream of the same. I can't just talk about everything with anyone, whether its my relative, my parent or my friend. My friends would probably just laugh off from me, I don't want to tell it to my parents cuz they just would start worrying, Nor for any of my family member, cuz they would start worrying too. I've been in a relationship 3 times, opened up too son though, got stabbed in the back three times... Tried to talk to that one girl from February to july, though she just ignored me. The only person I can talk about everything to - Actually, a pet, is my parrot. I hope that your dream will become true one day. Remember to never lose hope, and develop patience. Peace 👋👋
I want to hear my grandma’s voice once more, telling me how my day at work was and have an evening talk with her before I go to bed. I still think about you, grandma. Love you
Hello, this is *dear playlist*. I noticed that your thumbnail is from a video on my channel, and it has my watermark on it. I conclude that you downloaded my video, cut the edges, edited it and added other music. ok, it's fine, if you can just take other people's videos and change them, I understand. But please remove my original video from its thumbnail, as I didn't like seeing something I created on another channel.
hey it's sleevjy I love your content i've been watching since high school and just want to say i'm so proud of what you've done and how far you've come also...🍞lol
How I’ve Been Feeling For The Past 2 Years or So. Keep Thinking If I Could Go Back In Time, I’d Unfuck My Life Lol. I Imagine What My Life Could’ve Been If Everything Went Right… Ik I Still Can Do It Now, But Loosing Hella Years / Youth You’ll Never Get Back Hurts Like a Mf. Atp, I Just Want To Reach My Paradise Before It’s Too Late.
"Time is the only resource for which no creature may bargain..." --DD1 Reflect, oh, sentient ones. Recite the hex of final vows. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the Universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ -- Diamond Dragons (series)
