oh boy this mega reminds me of when i was a kid and thought fictional characters were real and would someday come "save" me from my shitty life to the point of full on sobbing when i realized they might not be real at all
I also like that line. Quick question- would you say that this song is an accurate depiction of psychosis? I'm just trying to understand POVs other than mine and I'd like to know if this is a reliable source.
@@Zarmdthecoolest it's say it's accurate to a specific delusion/hallucination (felling like the world is fake or simulated). Of course not everyone with psychosis has a delusion that the world is fake, but the feeling that the world or yourself is slightly, indescribably off is common to most delusions/hallucinations
@@Zarmdthecoolest If it helps, this song is about my lived experience with psychosis. I can't possibly represent what psychosis is like for everyone, but on a personal level this song is accurate.
(Kinda similar but not quite the same) I really hate the feeling of depersonalization. I have a hard time looking at my hands because they never seem quite right anymore. This feeling isn't too bad usually, but whenever I have a migraine it feels 100 times worse. But anyway, cool song!
found this song by complete accident, i absolutely adore it. it sounds really, really nice to the ears, the lyrics are intriguing as all hell, and the art is beautiful! there's also something somewhat nostalgic about the music and some of the scenes. overall holy shit i love this so fucking much this is such a damn interesting song to me agh
I love how at the end, the character seems to have come to the conclusion that reality is real, but it almost touches the screen. I don't know if I got the meaning right, but it feels kinda good.
Pumpkin head, making another great song. This is amazing, I love the lyrics changing, and it kind of reminded me of Moon Flower. Once again, I am singing your praises
This came up in the new uploads playlist in soundcloud for me, and i listened to it, and i gotta say, this has to be one of my new favorite vocaloid songs. The tuning was really well done, and i love the way that this song was composed. Amazing job! ^v^ (Also i know this isn’t entirely in your control, but i would absolutely love if this song were on apple music.)
FINALLY got around to listening to this! I continue to enjoy the overall vibes of your music. Visually speaking this is the most impressive PV in my own opinion. You continue to improve with each new release! P.S. Stan Big AL
I don't know a lot of people who still use Sonika and Big Al these days and use them so well! I came from 8am but I absolutely adore your stuff. The tuning and feeling of this song is so thoughtful. It's just so good. Keep it up!
Oh this has gotta be my favourite song of yours!! It sounds so good and has really clever lyrics amazing tunning. The pv looks so great omgg great work!!! :D
pumpkin!! it's so nice to see another original work of yours, and it's great hearing sonika & big al. they're understandable, and i love the guitar & drums in the instrumental. it's got a good beat to it
Hey question, can I use this song to make a Multi Animator Project? I had a cool idea for a Warriors AU and I just need your permission to post the call.
Technically the character is based off my OC whose name is Ambrose :o Ambrose has a separate story but I used her design here because the story has a similar basis to this song. So if you really wanted to you could give this character a different name or call her Ambrose
@@PumpkinHead yo this is the same person on a new account!!! thanks for responding and I’m so sorry for the months late reply since I forgot I commented this lol /lh I love Ambrose :00! If you don’t mind me asking, do you have her story published anywhere for people to read? I totally understand if not though! I just think that her story could be really interesting to read /gen
@@twodinosaursinatrenchcoat Sorry for the almost year late reply, RU-vid doesn't tell me when I get replies 😭 Her story isn't published anywhere, it's just a novel draft that's been sitting in my laptop for almost 4 years now. I want to finish and post it someday, though!
