Intuition and Death 

This has been my awakening experience to a T. I lived in fight or flight for long periods of time. The depression was intense. I am soooo happy to be out of that. I thought that my greatest fear was the fear of death but that was not the case. My greatest fear was that we live in a simulation that was stuck in a loop. We would go up the loop slowly awakening to descend back down into complete forgetfulness. Over and over and over. Life, death, life, death, climbing, crashing, forgetting.. I don't know what the reality is but I am ok with it because what is, is. Thank you for this video!

got in a car wreck last week. totaled my car. miraculously walked out without a scratch. BUT the fascinating thing is that when it happened i was like am i alive right now???? i kept saying to myself, wait am i here??? and then i kept noticing over the next week how i never really “know” if i’m here. never have. the absolute ungraspable nature of experience is so palpable. like the whole illusion or confusion or misperception is that i am here and having an experience. but the thing that always confused me when I would go see like a traditional Advaita teacher was that they would say well what’s the one thing you know for sure, that you are. And I kept thinking to myself well I don’t know if I really know that because the knowing of that seems to be conceptual, a thought. Isn’t that what knowing is? I mean it seems like I was there before and after the car wreck as essentially the same essence but I don’t really know what’s real versus unreal and now it’s starting to feel like there’s just no difference. I hope I’m not going crazy lol I love you Angelo!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

the dog is the secret incognito grand master,who sends the energies that subconsciously guide us : D is the real god,what a dog star : P i can't be sirius ahahah : )

Even just listerning, distraction, distraction, distraction. Either your saying something I don't want to hear, or just everything is funny today. Moo who who 🐮🦉🦉 🙏💜😊

The unbinding Feels like the armour is dropping off, lighter enlightening 😊

Nice green screen :) Gettin very realistic

Great talk. Thanks so much! “Death is non-negotiable “; it’s such a formidable teacher to come up against. And thanks for such a nuanced riff on intuition, abiding with discomfort, etc. really hits the spot right now.

I love you man! Your story, the suffering, all the hard, uncomfortable work you've done to get to where you are and then sharing it with everyone freely is incredible. Wish there was a medal we could give you lol

eyooo, guess I can function! I felt imminent death recently, got anxious for a short while, remembered that it's not my choice and accepted it. Then I waited for a little bit, didn't die, got bored, and my attention shifted somewhere else

While still listening… Intuitive practice/surrender seems like only real option that remains. Sorry for a graphic image, but my will/effort function feels like a dead bull in the pasture. Once a powerful force, but now just bloating in the sun…

Thanks Angelo. It's lovely to see these types of longer retreat talks on the channel. How great that we're out of the covid days, when in-person retreats were put on ice. Regarding your comment at the end where you seem surprised at how many people don't know what their intuition is... I believe it's simply a side-effect of the information age/modern world. We have so many inputs and voices inside us that we take in from the outside, that the necessary quiet we need to hear the small voice of intuition simply doesn't exist; - it's literally is being drowned out by the digital cacophony. So actual retreats, 'digital detoxes' are invaluable in helping us to hear our intuition again. Have a great retreat, much power to you 🦋

Wishing you and all the attendees a wonderful retreat Angelo. Immensely grateful for your uploads as usual. Big love brother.

I don’t feel like I’m the one choosing to practice or not practice or feel interest or not feel interest (in anything, including awakening), even though I still feel like the doer. I don’t know how that makes sense but that’s what it feels like. I can “see/sense” this spaceless space of knowing at any given moment and the side effect is physical bliss but who cares because it doesn’t get past that moment of dissolution into a permanent shift of identity. Still something keeps pulling me even when the mind says “it’s impossible” or “I give up.” It is a strange predicament and a confusing place that has lasted too long to feel like there is any will operating. Your videos are always very helpful, beautiful and appreciated…looks like a lovely gathering and I’m grateful to you for sharing with us. Sorry to be a downer if that’s what it sounds like haha 🫶🙏🏼

I was driving last night and I was inquiring “Is there someone driving this car or is there just driving? And is there a thinker or is there just thought? It became obvious that the sense of I or a separate self only exists in thought/narrative. And I keep going back into thought and narrative as a survival mechanism. The conceptual self is terrified of the unknown. It seems like this awakening process is not about me becoming enlightened, rather this process is about the me dying into this moment with total openness and acceptance.

I just realized you have a podcast feed for your videos, sweet!

For me what resonates is [6:21]: "profound effortlessness." A complete letting go and a surrender to one's true nature. Thank you Angelo🙏

oh god i’m not even finished and this so perfectly resonates!!! i’m past the first iron ball lolll but this place of deeply peaceful yet still not resolved!!! ugh!!! i was just sitting here contemplating i was like how can these two “thoughts” or whatever the apparently different aspects are- how can they co-exist????!!! there’s not enough room!!!! ok. i’ll finish the video :)

Unbelievable (whatever that is!) I love it! 😂 Thank you Angelo

This is really helpful, I feel like everything is dropping away ( even my ability lately to comment) feelings of intense grief and sadness like I’m leaving and never coming back. I’m sad for those around me. I’m scared that I’m going to lose that one thing that’s been keeping me alive my whole life, the one that has held me high when things got really tough. The one that held my hand when health suffered, told me to keep going, don’t give up. Do I really want to lose that. Having health issues made me strong, made me wise, made me indestructible to any mental suffering. What’s going to keep me going when health suffers, who’s going to be in my ear telling me it’s ok and holding my hand in support? Ahh throw me a line cause I’m falling

It is my understanding at [23:50] when he says "die before you die the physical death," he is referring to Ego Death: the loss of personal identity/integration with the body-mind. This is where the fear eminates. Your ego will try every trick in the book to not let it's death happen, but when it does, it is an indescribably relieving loss for the true Self. The true you is free to experience existence in a whole new light. ⚫️🤭

Watch out for the foot stool. 🤣🙏

Incredible. Thank you for sharing

Thank you for your insights, Angelo! 🙏🏻

Grateful for you and your teachings. Thank you Angelo!

Thanks

thanks for sharing 🙏❤️

22:22 honestly, with all humility I suffer from FOBFO. Fear of being found out. not that I care what others really think of my honest thoughts, just that it is me having this experience. While I value the virtue of the sublime, my self is still very super-liminal. I bump my head every time before I find the space to enter. *addendum- the bony finger. indeed. That's poetic. thank you. more in the reply...

It's taken me 20 years to trust intuition and that intuitive practice was not just delusion. Then I got in in a very short time.

Thank you Angelo.

:-) Yes I did. Thank you so much. 🙏

Thank you so much! I am in physical pain and I don't see a way out and feel like I'm going towards an inevitable death. I didn't want to waste the opportunity by distracting myself so I kept feeling it out. My body feelings like is a chemical soup of emotions. Mind stuff keeps coming up and sometimes the content takes me on a long trip. I feel so exhausted...I'm coming and going back and forth. There's a heavy uneasy flavour in the atmosphere and I'm still somehow trying to get rid of it even by the way of practice. 🌌☄️🙏🐶☄️🌌

Love the "here AND there." Makes me think of those particles in quantum physics that exist simultaneously in different places until the observer looks at them. Something like that, lol. I love the AND. it just feels right because it includes everything and nothing. 😍

I’ve watched a lot of your videos now and I keep hearing the question ‘what is moo?’ As in the sound a cow makes?? I’ve tried googling but I suspect I’m spelling it wrong! 😂 My Buddhist vocabulary is probably lacking a bit!

Reflections on intuition, “mistakes”: Decades ago, intuition led me to follow a certain spiritual teacher. Years later this choice was revealed to be a disaster. Next intuition? I had to face the consequences of that earlier intuition. No running away. No retreat into the false refuge of victimization. In other words, intuition is evolving, honing itself. Becoming more clear. And now I’m right here! Out of our fears, we sometimes want intuition to be a protector, a fairy godmother, a guide that will never steer us “wrong.” But as Angelo says so beautifully here, our intuition may steer us into exactly the places we are desperately hoping to avoid. This is not to glorify foolish or destructive behavior. Just an observation that our fearful, limited, egoic selves will try to pigeon hole intuition into something it’s not, just as we try to co-opt every other powerful and meaningful aspect of life. So, yes, my intuition was confused by fear and other distortions. Now it’s leading me right here. And every so called mistake or misstep has helped strip away those distortions. As in so many other ways, life reveals itself to be so much grander, wiser, and infinitely more kind than I ever could have known before intuition led me right into the heart of what I was unconsciously trying to avoid…

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR CONTENT

777 views the 7 of august the video was pubblished,plus i had a very strong experience with death just some hours ago.

Man, thank for sharing, I'm definitely too far to join one of your retreats. Yet this feels a little like being there.

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FYI, Moo in Persian(Parsi or Farsi) language means HAIR, LOL

Intuition Death Realization,,,,,,easy peasy,,,,,,

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