I lived 18 years in Mexico before I moved to Canada to study. That was last year, now I have spent 8 months in Canada and for the past 3 months I have been back in Mexico for summer break. Every day I struggle with the same things you mentioned in the video, on one hand I love the liberty I have in Canada, I love taking the subway, going for walks to explore new places, everything I want to do I can do it. But on the other hand I feel bad for leaving my family behind and when I’m in Mexico I don’t have those same liberties I do have in Canada. Now that I am technically back “home” I have this weird feeling about not knowing where I belong. It sucks and I don’t think it’s something that’s going away anytime soon, but I want to thank you for sharing your experience. I can’t quite explain why but knowing I’m not alone in having these kind of feelings feels like a relief. So, thank you, and keep making the videos you want to make :)
knowing someone else feels the way you do is sooo validating, thank you for the kind words🫶🏻 and I do hope the feeling goes away, eventually. Good luck!
This is the first video I have seen of yours and as a native English speaker, I am genuinely so impressed by your fluency! I'm glad the algorithm randomly recommended your channel to me because I am actually just now trying to begin learning Spanish as a second language. I watched your "Sally Rooney day" video because I'm an avid reader and it was really neat to hear how effortless you speak between both languages. Anyways, I really like your content, so I say go for it and keep creating! ~ a new subscriber :)
@@maferbriz definitely! I totally understand the accent thing too, just on the other side I guess.. It's embarrassing because I look Perúvian (because I am) but I've lived in the USA for my entire life, so I sound purely like a white/American girl. * I can't roll my r's to save my life.. 😭
Thank you for being so vulnerable and honest with how you’re feeling! 🫶 it definitely puts things into perspective. I’ve never seen your videos and it just randomly came up on my feed so I felt like it was some type of sign to watch it, and I’m glad I did. Keep doing you and I hope the negative feelings pass soon 🤍 sending love and positivity your way ✨